So, on Tuesday, one of my roomies and my other friends went to Hershey's Christmas Land. (I want to goooo!!) :( My the other 2 apartment mates were not home too. I have 2 more papers to go.
On Wednesday, my next next next door good friend is flying back to Singapore. So, Clarissa has "lost" another friend. But i'm really grateful that he cooked my favorite soup before he flew. :)) 1 more paper to go.
On Thursday, the group of friends came back from Christmas Land. But then they are flying to Mexico in a few hours' time. One of my roomies are going with them, and the other is flying for Singapore. ALL flying tonight. =(((
Me? Still mugging.. Can i have some company tonight pls??
Can't wait to get out of here...
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
EPIC
For the first time in my life, I went for a final exam which i didn't have time to finish studying for. And for the first time in my life, i left the exam hall without being confident even for ONE question. Although I know i would be banished to hell this time round, a little point of relief is that everyone was cursing and swearing at this ridiculous paper, but still, I think I would probably be one of the worst kids around.
Anyway, life goes on and I need to catch up on my precious sleep before studying for my last paper. Zzz..
Dear Fall 2009,
I am so glad that you will disappear from my life in two days' time. Thanks for making this semester of mine such an epic failure. You made me realise what a horrendous kid I can be, and much as I do not want to, I know you would strike me off the Dean's List this semester. I bear no high hopes.
Moving on, I know you have gotten your twin to torture me next semester further more, with the dreadest most class with a 20-30 pages report PER WEEK, and of course, endless amount of time-consuming work again.
In conclusion: Academic Year 09-10, you make me feel that my exorbitant school fees are worth paying for, and has certainly brought me to my pinnacle of failure (** NOT success**).
Anyway, life goes on and I need to catch up on my precious sleep before studying for my last paper. Zzz..
Dear Fall 2009,
I am so glad that you will disappear from my life in two days' time. Thanks for making this semester of mine such an epic failure. You made me realise what a horrendous kid I can be, and much as I do not want to, I know you would strike me off the Dean's List this semester. I bear no high hopes.
Moving on, I know you have gotten your twin to torture me next semester further more, with the dreadest most class with a 20-30 pages report PER WEEK, and of course, endless amount of time-consuming work again.
In conclusion: Academic Year 09-10, you make me feel that my exorbitant school fees are worth paying for, and has certainly brought me to my pinnacle of failure (** NOT success**).
Monday, December 7, 2009
I believe i can flyyyy ;)
woots, just booked three plane tickets, still have at least one more to go. :) So what's up for me this winter?
1. Houston, Texas over Christmas. Let's some sunny weather!
2. St Louis for Urbana Conference- the mega big conference in North America for the entire world! Let's experience it!
3. Miami, Florida- Let's catch more warmth before heading back to freezing cold Illinois. Woo, there's a nude beach?!! o.0 haha, of course it's not for me. ;)
4. Washington DC to visit SY. It's time to warm the heart. eewww, did i just say that? :P
5. Illinois. Home sweet home. And the same old last minute trick- classes would start in abt 15hrs' time. :) Time to study hard after a month of hardcore play. :)
1. Houston, Texas over Christmas. Let's some sunny weather!
2. St Louis for Urbana Conference- the mega big conference in North America for the entire world! Let's experience it!
3. Miami, Florida- Let's catch more warmth before heading back to freezing cold Illinois. Woo, there's a nude beach?!! o.0 haha, of course it's not for me. ;)
4. Washington DC to visit SY. It's time to warm the heart. eewww, did i just say that? :P
5. Illinois. Home sweet home. And the same old last minute trick- classes would start in abt 15hrs' time. :) Time to study hard after a month of hardcore play. :)
Thursday, December 3, 2009
where are you?
Clarissa needs to blog more often before she is being forgotten by her friends. She promises to blog once her finals are over in 2.5weeks' time.
Oh gosh, why is it 1am already? :( back to work..
Oh gosh, why is it 1am already? :( back to work..
Friday, September 25, 2009
heyoyo!
Hello, I'm back to blogging! Have been either busy or lazy to do it since my summer break!
So, life has not been too unexpected, the same busy life back on campus. A typical boring engineering kid's life. :P While I think I should participate in more clubs and perhaps even find a job, none of these seem to come through. I am actually happy with having some personal time to myself. Be it just lazing around, or watch dramas and stuff. Haha, sometimes I wonder if I am really getting old, somehow my level of energy for other people seems to have diminished. Now, I like to have a simple, less-packed life, leaving some time for me to "nuah". Maybe the past few years have already drained off my energy reserves. :P
Then here comes another viewpoint on "maximizing my college life". Especially given that I am already in the U.S., it would be good to work with both Americans and possibly other international students on various projects and/or activities.
Anyway, i have moved into an apartment with 3 other girls. It has really been a good learning, and tiring, experience. Life is no longer so simple, as you have about 5 different bills to pay, do your own groceries almost weekly, cook and WASH your own dishes, my number 1 hated chore. Almost all the time, I would be the one cooking, and my roommates would wash, but the downside of this is that cooking takes up way too much of my time. So it's either I wash, which takes up less time but i don't like doing, or i cook, something I like, but simply too time-consuming. Furthermore, I realised it's not much cheaper to stay in the apartment afterall, and there is definitely way less social life with other people. Therefore, my verdict: I am going to move back into the dorm next academic year.
So, life has not been too unexpected, the same busy life back on campus. A typical boring engineering kid's life. :P While I think I should participate in more clubs and perhaps even find a job, none of these seem to come through. I am actually happy with having some personal time to myself. Be it just lazing around, or watch dramas and stuff. Haha, sometimes I wonder if I am really getting old, somehow my level of energy for other people seems to have diminished. Now, I like to have a simple, less-packed life, leaving some time for me to "nuah". Maybe the past few years have already drained off my energy reserves. :P
Then here comes another viewpoint on "maximizing my college life". Especially given that I am already in the U.S., it would be good to work with both Americans and possibly other international students on various projects and/or activities.
Anyway, i have moved into an apartment with 3 other girls. It has really been a good learning, and tiring, experience. Life is no longer so simple, as you have about 5 different bills to pay, do your own groceries almost weekly, cook and WASH your own dishes, my number 1 hated chore. Almost all the time, I would be the one cooking, and my roommates would wash, but the downside of this is that cooking takes up way too much of my time. So it's either I wash, which takes up less time but i don't like doing, or i cook, something I like, but simply too time-consuming. Furthermore, I realised it's not much cheaper to stay in the apartment afterall, and there is definitely way less social life with other people. Therefore, my verdict: I am going to move back into the dorm next academic year.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
updates!
Heyo people, know that my frequency of blogging has decreased drastically since the time I was back. Everytime I look at the date recently, I cannot help but lament on how soon I need to go back. :( My internship will end this coming Tuesday, which frankly I am looking forward to its end. It is not so much of me not enjoying myself there, but I see the need to catch up with as many peopl as possible before I fly again. Internship takes away a good half of my day, which happens to be the precious part of the day which is good for me to meet people and do crazy things. =P
Just to share abit more about my internship. It is a period of my life which I experienced alot of my first-times. I learnt how to write in a civil service language; got so close to catching H1N1 and to miss the climax of my internship, which is APEC; made many new friends when 8 interns were cramped into one room-the companionship is awesome(!); impressed by my fellow interns who are all so mature for their ages, etc etc.
Pardon me if i sound like a kid here. :) I am really happy today! It's been 3 weeks since I last went to church, due to 2 University fairs I was involved the previous 2 weeks. First, we had a celebration party; followed by an awesome "Girls' sharing" with my church friends. And lastly, we are going to have a family dinner, aside from a sumptuous feast whipped out by my mum, two of my brothers' girlfriends are coming too!! YAY!!! =) Haha, felt that I was quite kiddish, easily "coaxed" by companionship. I suppose that's me, I do not need a ton of money, just spend time talking to me and I will be happy! :)
Nothing new, it would be painful to leave Singapore again this time round. Maybe it's even more painful this time as there are more strings attached now, especially after the internship. Coming back this summer has also given more opportunities to have deeper sharings with my family and friends. It is certainly something I would miss greatly when I leave. Such tearing aparts would not end for the next few years, and they are certainly taking a toil on me. I remember I was sad to leave my school in May because I would miss the company and life I have there. And now that I'm here, I would be sad to leave as well. Knowing and making good friends wherever I go seem to be a good thing at first thought, but the downside could well possibly make me more emotionally attached to a place. Nonetheless, I do not regret knowing them, of course. I could only lament on how little time I have for everyone. Now that I only have about 2 weeks left, I need to plan my time such that I get to meet everyone at least once before I leave. :(
Just to share abit more about my internship. It is a period of my life which I experienced alot of my first-times. I learnt how to write in a civil service language; got so close to catching H1N1 and to miss the climax of my internship, which is APEC; made many new friends when 8 interns were cramped into one room-the companionship is awesome(!); impressed by my fellow interns who are all so mature for their ages, etc etc.
Pardon me if i sound like a kid here. :) I am really happy today! It's been 3 weeks since I last went to church, due to 2 University fairs I was involved the previous 2 weeks. First, we had a celebration party; followed by an awesome "Girls' sharing" with my church friends. And lastly, we are going to have a family dinner, aside from a sumptuous feast whipped out by my mum, two of my brothers' girlfriends are coming too!! YAY!!! =) Haha, felt that I was quite kiddish, easily "coaxed" by companionship. I suppose that's me, I do not need a ton of money, just spend time talking to me and I will be happy! :)
Nothing new, it would be painful to leave Singapore again this time round. Maybe it's even more painful this time as there are more strings attached now, especially after the internship. Coming back this summer has also given more opportunities to have deeper sharings with my family and friends. It is certainly something I would miss greatly when I leave. Such tearing aparts would not end for the next few years, and they are certainly taking a toil on me. I remember I was sad to leave my school in May because I would miss the company and life I have there. And now that I'm here, I would be sad to leave as well. Knowing and making good friends wherever I go seem to be a good thing at first thought, but the downside could well possibly make me more emotionally attached to a place. Nonetheless, I do not regret knowing them, of course. I could only lament on how little time I have for everyone. Now that I only have about 2 weeks left, I need to plan my time such that I get to meet everyone at least once before I leave. :(
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Swined!! Almost..
I have not been blogging ever since I have started working, mostly because I tend to hang out late into the night as well, as was totally zonked out by the time I reach home. So life becomes very much rountined, work, play, sleep. And amazingly, one month has passed! So, why the special appearance today, a Tuesday night?
Today, at abt 10am, my friend dropped a bombshell. He got swine flu! All 8 interns were housed in this room, and ever since he went for MC on friday, 4 other interns (including myself), showed similar symptoms such as sore throat, cough, flu and fever. So, once the higher officials got to know this, we were given masks to put on, and sent home right away. The room was cleaned thoroughly and locked up, until we get the clearance to go back.
Out of the 8, 4 of us are doing APEC, which is happening like in TWO days' time. THere's still lots of things to settle, and plus minus 4 people make a great difference. But at the looks of it now ( which I shan't elaborate here), I'm quite hopeful all of us can attend the event.
Anw, I went for a test and was proven negative. So, YAY!! :) I can be down for APEC, and hopefully I am fully recovered by then!
Today, at abt 10am, my friend dropped a bombshell. He got swine flu! All 8 interns were housed in this room, and ever since he went for MC on friday, 4 other interns (including myself), showed similar symptoms such as sore throat, cough, flu and fever. So, once the higher officials got to know this, we were given masks to put on, and sent home right away. The room was cleaned thoroughly and locked up, until we get the clearance to go back.
Out of the 8, 4 of us are doing APEC, which is happening like in TWO days' time. THere's still lots of things to settle, and plus minus 4 people make a great difference. But at the looks of it now ( which I shan't elaborate here), I'm quite hopeful all of us can attend the event.
Anw, I went for a test and was proven negative. So, YAY!! :) I can be down for APEC, and hopefully I am fully recovered by then!
Monday, June 15, 2009
Lazy Clarissa..
Frankly, I've been really busy and lazy these few days. Yes, if you've realized I either take a good 24hrs and/or didn't even reply to your sms/face book messages/ offline messages.
First of all, I would really like to thank all of you who have blessed me with birthday messages in any form. I wanted to have a customized reply for each individual, but I did not manage to do so for everyone by the end of the day as I have to attend meetings and a dinner at night. And I literally was knocked out unknowingly while charging my phone, however ridiculous it might sound.
I was really shocked when I looked through my calendar earlier. It made me feel that my stay here is short, despite the fact that it seems to be a long three months. As of now, all my weekends are packed, all the way to the day I'm leaving for the States, with the exception of the second week of July. My first reaction was like "What??!!! That's it for my summer break?!!"
Sometimes, I do feel like going back to the US to experience the slower pace of life. Over here, things are happening way too fast that I need a breather. This by no means mean that I am not enjoying my life here. In fact, it is exactly the opposite. I am loving every second and minute of my life in Singapore thus far. In the office, I am learning new things, doing things I love. Out of office, I am spending time with family and friends. Life is really awesome! But I guess it is just normal to want to laze in the house, doing nothing. So far, I have about one/two nights to myself, which is my precious nuah-ing time. :)
Since the day I am back, I have been spending the bulk of time my talking. Haha, in case you do not know, talking is my favourite activity, and I can go on like a machine gun, forgetting totally all about time once I start talking. And one very important lesson I need to learn is the skill to check the time and stop talking when it is time to go. I really have to apologize for being late at times because I overshot the time. I have the habit of "throwing away my handphone and watch" once I start talking, so please remind me at times.
First of all, I would really like to thank all of you who have blessed me with birthday messages in any form. I wanted to have a customized reply for each individual, but I did not manage to do so for everyone by the end of the day as I have to attend meetings and a dinner at night. And I literally was knocked out unknowingly while charging my phone, however ridiculous it might sound.
I was really shocked when I looked through my calendar earlier. It made me feel that my stay here is short, despite the fact that it seems to be a long three months. As of now, all my weekends are packed, all the way to the day I'm leaving for the States, with the exception of the second week of July. My first reaction was like "What??!!! That's it for my summer break?!!"
Sometimes, I do feel like going back to the US to experience the slower pace of life. Over here, things are happening way too fast that I need a breather. This by no means mean that I am not enjoying my life here. In fact, it is exactly the opposite. I am loving every second and minute of my life in Singapore thus far. In the office, I am learning new things, doing things I love. Out of office, I am spending time with family and friends. Life is really awesome! But I guess it is just normal to want to laze in the house, doing nothing. So far, I have about one/two nights to myself, which is my precious nuah-ing time. :)
Since the day I am back, I have been spending the bulk of time my talking. Haha, in case you do not know, talking is my favourite activity, and I can go on like a machine gun, forgetting totally all about time once I start talking. And one very important lesson I need to learn is the skill to check the time and stop talking when it is time to go. I really have to apologize for being late at times because I overshot the time. I have the habit of "throwing away my handphone and watch" once I start talking, so please remind me at times.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Super Awesome Days! =)
Really, these few days were really a blast of my life! It's ssoo AWESOME!! I am enjoying myself thoroughly, and these days were so perfectly enjoyable that there is nothing more to ask for. THanks a million, to those who have spent time with me since I came back, and to those whom I have yet to meet too, coz I believe it'll be just as enjoyable! =)
Wed
Went with a friend to walk the Southern Ridges, and yummy hawker food! Also, fantastic movie, Angels and Demons!
(Please enlighten me on this building. I have no idea what it is.)
Thurs
Haha, the day that I'm acting like a super noob tourist. I used the ancient big piece of Singapore map to navigate my way from Dhoby Ghaut MRT to someplace in Clarke Quay, and finally to Marina Square! Totally loved that mini adventure of mine!
Met up with two lovely friends and went shopping! Bought a blazer and a blouse. haha, yeah, ready for work and future seminars, career fairs, etc. Finally own my own blazer! Proudest buy of the day, kudos to my friends! :)
(haha, totally amused by these courtesy cuties!)
(My work place starting next week!)
(Grand Supreme Court!)
(Part of the city)
Fri
Went to visit a bunch of friends, and had lunch with them. And I'm pampered like a princess! Can't help but think that I'm the most blessed person on earth! Had fun listening to stories and watch some totally hilarious videos! Subsequently, went to see the new shopping mall in Bugis, walked from there to Clark Quay. Though I missed last year's F1, I'm thankful to have my friend to walk parts of the track with me and explained the situation to me. We were fortunate enough to witness both bungee jump and extreme swing, which are thrill rides along Singapore River. It was an interesting night, walking through places which I have not been before in the city. :)
Sat
HOHOHO, this is seriously exciting! Guess what? I went to Little India!! wahaha!! Went down to understand and see the deployment of manpower with bosses. hee, got to see the places where transsexuals live and work, which are surprisingly, tourists' attraction! And certainly more stuff to see! Following on, I tagged along to other assignment places too! Certainly an eye-opener!
After which, had bbq with church peeps, which of course, is another round of a blast! Had a great time catching with all of them! :)
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So these were the super exciting and fruitful days I have had for the past few days! Sunday is family gathering, which no doubt, would be another great time! Good gracious, I'm loving my life to bits! Cheers!!!
Wed
Went with a friend to walk the Southern Ridges, and yummy hawker food! Also, fantastic movie, Angels and Demons!
(Please enlighten me on this building. I have no idea what it is.)
Thurs
Haha, the day that I'm acting like a super noob tourist. I used the ancient big piece of Singapore map to navigate my way from Dhoby Ghaut MRT to someplace in Clarke Quay, and finally to Marina Square! Totally loved that mini adventure of mine!
Met up with two lovely friends and went shopping! Bought a blazer and a blouse. haha, yeah, ready for work and future seminars, career fairs, etc. Finally own my own blazer! Proudest buy of the day, kudos to my friends! :)
(haha, totally amused by these courtesy cuties!)
(My work place starting next week!)
(Grand Supreme Court!)
(Part of the city)
Fri
Went to visit a bunch of friends, and had lunch with them. And I'm pampered like a princess! Can't help but think that I'm the most blessed person on earth! Had fun listening to stories and watch some totally hilarious videos! Subsequently, went to see the new shopping mall in Bugis, walked from there to Clark Quay. Though I missed last year's F1, I'm thankful to have my friend to walk parts of the track with me and explained the situation to me. We were fortunate enough to witness both bungee jump and extreme swing, which are thrill rides along Singapore River. It was an interesting night, walking through places which I have not been before in the city. :)
Sat
HOHOHO, this is seriously exciting! Guess what? I went to Little India!! wahaha!! Went down to understand and see the deployment of manpower with bosses. hee, got to see the places where transsexuals live and work, which are surprisingly, tourists' attraction! And certainly more stuff to see! Following on, I tagged along to other assignment places too! Certainly an eye-opener!
After which, had bbq with church peeps, which of course, is another round of a blast! Had a great time catching with all of them! :)
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So these were the super exciting and fruitful days I have had for the past few days! Sunday is family gathering, which no doubt, would be another great time! Good gracious, I'm loving my life to bits! Cheers!!!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
How am i suppose to feel?
Since the day I arrived in Singapore, I seem to be receiving unpleasant news for most part of it. I'm not angry or whatsoever, just a little irritated. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel, what I'm supposed to say and/or do. I can only think of nodding my head in disapproval, or how about shaking my head in approval?
Anyway, I must still say that these news didn't destroy my mood totally. I have to say the past few days were really fruitful, meeting up with friends and strolling down different places in Singapore.
I can't wait for my internship to start! I can't wait to learn new things, be busy with work, meet new people, etc.
Anyway, I must still say that these news didn't destroy my mood totally. I have to say the past few days were really fruitful, meeting up with friends and strolling down different places in Singapore.
I can't wait for my internship to start! I can't wait to learn new things, be busy with work, meet new people, etc.
Monday, June 1, 2009
why buying shoes can be a chore..
In 9 out of 10 cases, I can't buy my ideal shoe because of my feet size. They are just too BIG for women's size!
In Singapore, the stores don't have my size.
And so, I thought my problem would be solved when I am in the US. But I'm WRONG!
In the US, yes they have my sizes, and even bigger ones. BUT my size is kind of the common size, and so sizes run out easily!
So, where should i buy my shoes??!!
In Singapore, the stores don't have my size.
And so, I thought my problem would be solved when I am in the US. But I'm WRONG!
In the US, yes they have my sizes, and even bigger ones. BUT my size is kind of the common size, and so sizes run out easily!
So, where should i buy my shoes??!!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Cathay Pacific, way to go! =)
Before I forget, I must really help Cathay Pacific to promote! It is really an AWESOME airline, which is totally OWNING!! This is DESPITE the fact that my audio was not working on the 16-hr flight from NY to HK. The super pretty stewardesses tried their best to help me with my audio, and even gave me a $50usd voucher for it not working. There was much interaction between us, and they were amused with my friend and I who tried to share a headset so that both of us can watch the same movie at the same time. What's more, it's the cheapest of all!
Awesome people, awesome entertainment, awesome food!! =)
Awesome people, awesome entertainment, awesome food!! =)
So much for Singapore love! =)
haha, think i'm going crazy! I listen to NDP songs when I was in the US. Now that i'm back, I still listen to them! -.-''
aiyo, so busy, so many things to settle! :( Have not met any friends yet..
aiyo, so busy, so many things to settle! :( Have not met any friends yet..
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Annoyed..
I'm annoyed. Please understand that I'm quite a private person though I'm usually very loud.
Back! :D
Hey pple, I'm BACK IN SINGAPORE!!! =)
Please take me out, my number is still the same!
haha, I'm not sure if i'm down with swine flu, since the girl who got it flew at the same time, same place and same transit area with me, but different airline. So, i really don't know.
I love hearing Singaporeans speak Singlish.
I love seeing a ton of Singaporeans.
I love our hawker centres, and the AWESOME food!
But it's super duper uber hot! I'm already complaining when it's 20-25 degrees in NY, and here it's over 30! I'm melting!! =)
Please take me out, my number is still the same!
haha, I'm not sure if i'm down with swine flu, since the girl who got it flew at the same time, same place and same transit area with me, but different airline. So, i really don't know.
I love hearing Singaporeans speak Singlish.
I love seeing a ton of Singaporeans.
I love our hawker centres, and the AWESOME food!
But it's super duper uber hot! I'm already complaining when it's 20-25 degrees in NY, and here it's over 30! I'm melting!! =)
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Freedom!!
18.5hrs to freedom!! Almost all are done, and they are busy playing, packing the room, and some had even moved out.. It's ok, one more left and I can do the same! Persist on!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Awesome exchange students!!
Check this out man!
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/video/video.php?v=1149797581673&subj=576961463
OR
Go to my profile page, and click on
The UIUC Algorithm March, Part II: Memories.
THis bunch of NTU, NUS eschange students are AWESOME!! It's really sad that i did not and could not spend more time with them.. :(
To current NTU, NUS students, i'm sorry to hear that your schools have stopped the program for next year due to the lack of funds and/or they've exceeded quota(i.e. they've sent too many for AY 08-09). I bet you all will be as awesome as them! It's ok, i'm sure the program will come back the year after, just keep a lookout, and come here to be one of the AWESOME people! =)
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/video/video.php?v=1149797581673&subj=576961463
OR
Go to my profile page, and click on
The UIUC Algorithm March, Part II: Memories.
THis bunch of NTU, NUS eschange students are AWESOME!! It's really sad that i did not and could not spend more time with them.. :(
To current NTU, NUS students, i'm sorry to hear that your schools have stopped the program for next year due to the lack of funds and/or they've exceeded quota(i.e. they've sent too many for AY 08-09). I bet you all will be as awesome as them! It's ok, i'm sure the program will come back the year after, just keep a lookout, and come here to be one of the AWESOME people! =)
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
=)
haha, got a pretty girl emailed me if I want to study with her for Computer Science.. =) Very surprised as we don't really know each other, just happen to meet in the computer lab one of the days. Usually, i study alone, as I am very sensitive to noise. But this time, can't help it, coz got pretty girl!! -.-'' I am totally JOKING, please don't take it to heart. wahaha!!:P
Monday, May 11, 2009
News update.
Looks like I’m in a danger zone wherever I go. US has taken over Mexico to be the country having the most number of cases. Illinois, the state which I am in currently, has overtaken New York to have the most number of cases compared to other states. So, I’m living in the most dangerous state now, and will be travelling to the other, supposedly less dangerous place. Pray hard that I can get out alive man..
Ok, anw, I just had the MOST brutal paper today. Yes, and it's my first paper. Wow.. -.-''
Whatever the case, three more to go!
Anw, here's sth awesome to share with you guys!:)
(And finally, the html thingey is working!)
Ok, anw, I just had the MOST brutal paper today. Yes, and it's my first paper. Wow.. -.-''
Whatever the case, three more to go!
Anw, here's sth awesome to share with you guys!:)
(And finally, the html thingey is working!)
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Hard core mugger wanna be
So, today is the last day of school and i concluded it with two back-to-back presentaions. All the hard work gone in minutes. Anw, the conclusion is: CWZT has a strong preference for solo presentaion over group presentation. Solo is just so much more time-efficient and flexible. I get to change whatever i want on the spot too. :) And, haha, i was presenting on my darling Aerospace and Defense industry, and showed a Black Knight video! =) haha, and i only had TWO ppt slides, total less than 10words. Something very different I've done, but I LOVE IT! :)
And seriously, ang mohs are freaking me out! They are sooo ZAI!! They done the practice paper for math, bombarding my profs with questions, etc. And me? Have not even started revision for math, and still not understanding mechanics. Thankfully, after all my presentations done, I can mug till i drop now! :)
For the next three days, I have to pump in FOUR subjects into my brain, and oh yes, that's from january's work till now. Wow, FOUR textbooks! GGREEEAATT!! Sunday will be the day for my brain to relax and internalise all the info. and poof! off i am to exams!
AARRHH, actually now i hope school doesn't end. I love school. I love attending classes. I love talking to my classmates. But NO MORE :(
My best regards to everyone, hope to see you guys when I'm back in sg! =)
And seriously, ang mohs are freaking me out! They are sooo ZAI!! They done the practice paper for math, bombarding my profs with questions, etc. And me? Have not even started revision for math, and still not understanding mechanics. Thankfully, after all my presentations done, I can mug till i drop now! :)
For the next three days, I have to pump in FOUR subjects into my brain, and oh yes, that's from january's work till now. Wow, FOUR textbooks! GGREEEAATT!! Sunday will be the day for my brain to relax and internalise all the info. and poof! off i am to exams!
AARRHH, actually now i hope school doesn't end. I love school. I love attending classes. I love talking to my classmates. But NO MORE :(
My best regards to everyone, hope to see you guys when I'm back in sg! =)
Monday, May 4, 2009
Swine flu..
Hey Swine flu, if you were to cost me my ineternship with MOF on APEC meetings, I'm so gonna be ssooo AARRGGHHH with you. Already, you are causing me to be quarantined for one week when I arrive, almost 85% for sure. Coz even if it's not made compulsory by the MOH by then, I would be so by my program. So no Singapore food for me in the first week. :(
If you were to ever infect me, I'll make sure my antibodies defeat you before you defeat me. I'll make sure I'll use my awesome antibodies to produce vaccines and wipe you out of the earth's surface.
Two weeks later from now, I'll be battling face to face with you for one week. No doubt I'm rather scared of getting infected, but even so, I'll be at my best to fight against you.
So, I've got two battles ahead of me. One is my final exams, and the other, the swine flu. Praying hard..
If you were to ever infect me, I'll make sure my antibodies defeat you before you defeat me. I'll make sure I'll use my awesome antibodies to produce vaccines and wipe you out of the earth's surface.
Two weeks later from now, I'll be battling face to face with you for one week. No doubt I'm rather scared of getting infected, but even so, I'll be at my best to fight against you.
So, I've got two battles ahead of me. One is my final exams, and the other, the swine flu. Praying hard..
Thursday, April 30, 2009
aiyo...
So, i spent more than TWO full nights trying to rectify this error on my Computer Science Machine Problem(MP).
My output: bye. bye.
Reference output: bye bye.
THAT super nice and SMALL FULLSTOP caused me 50% of my points, as the subsequent functions that I wrote were marked as incorrect.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
This thingey is way too picky, and you really need to be a perfectionist to do this thing. one semicolon, one comma, etc.-- you are WRONG.
END OF CS PROBLEM.
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Next, i spent more than two hours solving ZERO mechanics problems. :(
I'm quite sure at this rate, i'm so going to fail all my exams..
One week is all i'm left to master all these computer language, mechanics thingey, statistics thingey, two presentations, etcetc.
I MUST DO IT! One A at least.
1. Strictly no more play time.
2. Only leisure activity allowed is exercise.
3. No more talking crap with friends.
4. Needs to be absolutely focussed.
5. Library to be my second home.
My output: bye. bye.
Reference output: bye bye.
THAT super nice and SMALL FULLSTOP caused me 50% of my points, as the subsequent functions that I wrote were marked as incorrect.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
This thingey is way too picky, and you really need to be a perfectionist to do this thing. one semicolon, one comma, etc.-- you are WRONG.
END OF CS PROBLEM.
_____________________________________________________________________________________
Next, i spent more than two hours solving ZERO mechanics problems. :(
I'm quite sure at this rate, i'm so going to fail all my exams..
One week is all i'm left to master all these computer language, mechanics thingey, statistics thingey, two presentations, etcetc.
I MUST DO IT! One A at least.
1. Strictly no more play time.
2. Only leisure activity allowed is exercise.
3. No more talking crap with friends.
4. Needs to be absolutely focussed.
5. Library to be my second home.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Graduate Studies...
Plan A: Do a direct Masters program in Industrial Engineering in either 3.5 or 4 years.
What this means:
- Free education for my 3rd and 4th year here.
- Be a teaching assistant and get paid as well.
- Not studying for the Masters I want, though IE is still fine.
- More time to explore more of this school's resources- there's a ton of them!
- Financial status: Most likely a surplus for the last 2 years.
Plan B: Do Masters in the field I want, in an Ivy League school.
What this means:
- Still get Masters within 4 years.
- Experience a new culture in a new environment.
- Get to study what I want, i.e. Engineering Management. Something along that line.
- A qualification of higher recognition. This is important as firms would look at your Masters and not really your undergrad qualification. This Masters follows your FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.
- Financial status: Definitely a deficit.
Possible solution 1: Get a postgraduate scholarship and serve my bond thereafter.
Implication: Delayed entry into RR, possibly giving up the chance of going overseas for 2years training.
Possible solution 2: Hopefully can get a bondless scholarhip. Really tough one.
Plan C: This is not within my control. I will only know when I'm back in Singapore next this summer. Shall reveal it only when it can be done.
Plan D: I really hope I won't be in this situation. So not worth mentioning.
Looks like the problems I have faced last year will continue to haunt me until I finish my mugging life. I'm thrown back the same issues, same thinking process, same decisions to make, etc. How I hope it'll come to an end now. I'm confused, again. I fear for the decisions I make as the implications do not affect me only. It affects my family. Half a year is what I have left. I need to decide. I need tonnes of advice. Anyone?
What this means:
- Free education for my 3rd and 4th year here.
- Be a teaching assistant and get paid as well.
- Not studying for the Masters I want, though IE is still fine.
- More time to explore more of this school's resources- there's a ton of them!
- Financial status: Most likely a surplus for the last 2 years.
Plan B: Do Masters in the field I want, in an Ivy League school.
What this means:
- Still get Masters within 4 years.
- Experience a new culture in a new environment.
- Get to study what I want, i.e. Engineering Management. Something along that line.
- A qualification of higher recognition. This is important as firms would look at your Masters and not really your undergrad qualification. This Masters follows your FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.
- Financial status: Definitely a deficit.
Possible solution 1: Get a postgraduate scholarship and serve my bond thereafter.
Implication: Delayed entry into RR, possibly giving up the chance of going overseas for 2years training.
Possible solution 2: Hopefully can get a bondless scholarhip. Really tough one.
Plan C: This is not within my control. I will only know when I'm back in Singapore next this summer. Shall reveal it only when it can be done.
Plan D: I really hope I won't be in this situation. So not worth mentioning.
Looks like the problems I have faced last year will continue to haunt me until I finish my mugging life. I'm thrown back the same issues, same thinking process, same decisions to make, etc. How I hope it'll come to an end now. I'm confused, again. I fear for the decisions I make as the implications do not affect me only. It affects my family. Half a year is what I have left. I need to decide. I need tonnes of advice. Anyone?
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Confession.. :P
I love my university. It's University of Illinois, Urbana-CHampaign.
I love my college. It's College of ENgineering.
I love my department. It's Industrial Enterprise Systems of Engineering.
I love my major. It's Industrial ENgineering.
I love my classes and of course, professors and teaching assistants. =)
So, i'm happy although life can be busy and stressful. :)
And i think i'm in love with all HongKongers, which HK dramas would probably be the main attributing factor. wahaha!! But seriously, they are awesome people! :)
And godfather is soo cute(haha, maybe he's too old for that) that i love him too!
haha, ok, end of confession session(as of now). :P
I love my college. It's College of ENgineering.
I love my department. It's Industrial Enterprise Systems of Engineering.
I love my major. It's Industrial ENgineering.
I love my classes and of course, professors and teaching assistants. =)
So, i'm happy although life can be busy and stressful. :)
And i think i'm in love with all HongKongers, which HK dramas would probably be the main attributing factor. wahaha!! But seriously, they are awesome people! :)
And godfather is soo cute(haha, maybe he's too old for that) that i love him too!
haha, ok, end of confession session(as of now). :P
Sunday, April 12, 2009
:( I really don't like u! :(
I'm really sad today. My "dear" Samsung phone alarm clock didn't ring today and it caused me to miss my 9am service!!! It's not the first it sabotaged me by not ringing. It's so unpredictable and I feel very insecure with it every morning. I really miss my Sony Ericcson phone. I love it to bits. But there's nothing I can do but use Samsung now. It's really a pain to use. It doesn't vibrate when it's in silent mode, doesn't ring when it should, screw up my contact list, etc. I, CLARISSA WONG, WILL NOT BUY A SAMSUNG PHONE EVER. Maybe that's why my bro decided to get a new phone. Coz this is totally crappy. Good choice! I'm so gonna get a new one when I'm back. Opps, ok, think i'm being quite insensitive here. Sorry to all my fellow Samsung users. Think it's just my phone, so please do not be offended.
I'm so sad that I missed the service that playing with kids didn't seem to be so enjoyable today. :( Sorry, kiddos.
Resolution: I'm going to get an alarm clock TODAY.
I'm so sad that I missed the service that playing with kids didn't seem to be so enjoyable today. :( Sorry, kiddos.
Resolution: I'm going to get an alarm clock TODAY.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Priorties...
Recently, I don't know why, but I feel like writing out my thoughts here. Afterall, it's my personal space, my blog. Several issues are going through my mind, yes again, and I took some time off to think about them.
One of the issues I faced was trying to juggle between my different groups of friends. It was sparked off by a small incident, which my friends were obviously joking, but nonetheless, it got me thinking. On Tuesday, I was meeting my cell group leader for lunch, and it so happened that my group of Singapore friends were having lunch at the same place. While my friend and I were looking for a place to sit, my other friends waved for us to go over. But I know my friend and I would want to have personal time together. So I chose not to sit with them, and found another spot instead. And subsequently, they were jokingly teasing me about how i abandoned them, choosing my friend over them, etc.
I truly didn't take it to heart as I know they were just playing, but I can't help but think about who I'm spending my time with. Basically, there are three groups of friends: Singaporeans, Christian friends and international friends whom I study with most of the time. This semester, I was away from Sinagporeans most of the time as they don't take the same classes with me for most, and so I hang out more with my international friends. Also, I got to know more people from a Christian Fellowship and they are so awesome that I do want to spend more time with them as well. So I kind of neglected the Singaporeans, especially the first two months of the semester.
So, is it even a problem, or something to think about? I don't know. I certainly do not want to shortchange any of my friends by not spending time with them, but there is a limit to how much time one has. If I can't juggle well now, it'll be worst next semester, as I got into the EXCO of a student organization. This means life will be busier. And when life is packed with deadlines and work, time spent with friends would most probably the first to go. The Clarissa Wong we know is a very goal- and task-oriented person. Something has to be leant..
One of the issues I faced was trying to juggle between my different groups of friends. It was sparked off by a small incident, which my friends were obviously joking, but nonetheless, it got me thinking. On Tuesday, I was meeting my cell group leader for lunch, and it so happened that my group of Singapore friends were having lunch at the same place. While my friend and I were looking for a place to sit, my other friends waved for us to go over. But I know my friend and I would want to have personal time together. So I chose not to sit with them, and found another spot instead. And subsequently, they were jokingly teasing me about how i abandoned them, choosing my friend over them, etc.
I truly didn't take it to heart as I know they were just playing, but I can't help but think about who I'm spending my time with. Basically, there are three groups of friends: Singaporeans, Christian friends and international friends whom I study with most of the time. This semester, I was away from Sinagporeans most of the time as they don't take the same classes with me for most, and so I hang out more with my international friends. Also, I got to know more people from a Christian Fellowship and they are so awesome that I do want to spend more time with them as well. So I kind of neglected the Singaporeans, especially the first two months of the semester.
So, is it even a problem, or something to think about? I don't know. I certainly do not want to shortchange any of my friends by not spending time with them, but there is a limit to how much time one has. If I can't juggle well now, it'll be worst next semester, as I got into the EXCO of a student organization. This means life will be busier. And when life is packed with deadlines and work, time spent with friends would most probably the first to go. The Clarissa Wong we know is a very goal- and task-oriented person. Something has to be leant..
Friday, April 10, 2009
Good Friday! :)
I've had one of the most awesome Good Friday services in my life. :) My church was able to be creative, and yet kept it as a solemn and reflective service. I love the unexpected ending, an ending which we did not know if it's an end. I love the songs, the worship, the style of the service. I love the absolute silence( as requested by the pastor at the start) when the service ended, and people started to leave. It's an awesome absolute silence. I love it. It gives us time to emo, reflect and feel. Had it not been so cold, I would have taken a really slow walk back to my dorm, or even better, lie on a bench in the park, gaze at the moon and stars, and do some reflection.
I love tonight. :)
I love tonight. :)
Sleep????
Time check: 2.42am
Will I get to sleep tonight? Hmm..
Tmr's a super long day, 9am to 9pm(at least), with no lunch break, and hopefully with dinner break though.
I'll be pronounced dead at 0000hrs, 10April 2009, only to be revived again at 8am(hopefully later) on the same day.
No time to run and swim for the past few weeks! :( Hopefully next friday.
Back to my world. Cya guys! :)
(P.S.: Mr TKC, THANKS for ur "crap"- they are awesome! :)haha, even though you don't see why it's so funny. But i can't help but keep laughing! Bet my roomie must be thinking that I'm crazy, laughing so hard in the middle of the night! =) )
Will I get to sleep tonight? Hmm..
Tmr's a super long day, 9am to 9pm(at least), with no lunch break, and hopefully with dinner break though.
I'll be pronounced dead at 0000hrs, 10April 2009, only to be revived again at 8am(hopefully later) on the same day.
No time to run and swim for the past few weeks! :( Hopefully next friday.
Back to my world. Cya guys! :)
(P.S.: Mr TKC, THANKS for ur "crap"- they are awesome! :)haha, even though you don't see why it's so funny. But i can't help but keep laughing! Bet my roomie must be thinking that I'm crazy, laughing so hard in the middle of the night! =) )
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
In full steam, again..
BUSY BUSY BUSY!!! WHEN WILL ALL THESE STUFF END??
I can't help but really declare that college is certainly not slacker or easier than JC life. It's just sooo crazy in college! Tonnes of homework, tonnes of research to be done, tonnes of meetings and interviews to attend.. Every minute of my life is being squeezed to the max, rushing up and down to settle these tonnes of stuff.. oh wells, this is life, have grown to accept it..
Back to work, again.. Think i'll see you guys back in Singapore? :)
I can't help but really declare that college is certainly not slacker or easier than JC life. It's just sooo crazy in college! Tonnes of homework, tonnes of research to be done, tonnes of meetings and interviews to attend.. Every minute of my life is being squeezed to the max, rushing up and down to settle these tonnes of stuff.. oh wells, this is life, have grown to accept it..
Back to work, again.. Think i'll see you guys back in Singapore? :)
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Happy!!! =)
Haha, I'm happy! Coz more and more of my friends are getting ATTACHED!! :) Good for all of you! It reminds me of those good old times when teachers were nagging at us, about being in relationships when we grow up, blah blah.. And now, everyone has grown up and in relationships! I'm so happy for all of you! :)
oh wait, there's one BIG request from me to those in sg. Pls don't pangseh me/ don't go out with me just because you want to be with your significant half all day long!! Leave some time for me, or I'll not be happy for you anymore. Bleh.. haha!! Just joking..
Stay happy, people, despite the hard times! :)
oh wait, there's one BIG request from me to those in sg. Pls don't pangseh me/ don't go out with me just because you want to be with your significant half all day long!! Leave some time for me, or I'll not be happy for you anymore. Bleh.. haha!! Just joking..
Stay happy, people, despite the hard times! :)
Friday, April 3, 2009
Spring has come!
Why are so many people emo-ing? Stop emo-ing people, and that includes me, coz spring has come! Pretty pink flowers are blossoming and it's getting alot warmer. So everybody has to STOP emo-ing NOW! :)
I'm blogging this in reflection of an emoish email I've just received. A person whom I think is the most remarkable I've met is emo-ing too. I could sense it- the philosophical thinking process about life and its meaning; the economic recession, etc. The email actually made me appreciate and respect my friend alot more, and I suppose everyone has this thoughful side which may/may not be known to others.
So, life has been really busy and stressful, but I enjoy it still. Coz I get to learn a ton of new things and my lecturers are way too awesome as well! :)
I miss seeing commercial and fighter planes and helicopters... THough I saw two helicopters last week. :(
I'm blogging this in reflection of an emoish email I've just received. A person whom I think is the most remarkable I've met is emo-ing too. I could sense it- the philosophical thinking process about life and its meaning; the economic recession, etc. The email actually made me appreciate and respect my friend alot more, and I suppose everyone has this thoughful side which may/may not be known to others.
So, life has been really busy and stressful, but I enjoy it still. Coz I get to learn a ton of new things and my lecturers are way too awesome as well! :)
I miss seeing commercial and fighter planes and helicopters... THough I saw two helicopters last week. :(
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Why I love Sundays..
Sunday is my favourite day of a week. Coz I get to go to church! It's my favourite place in my school and of course, the most enjoyable place as well. So, what are some wonderful things that happened last Sunday, just the day after I came back from a pretty tiring trip to New Orleans?
1. This super cute boy gave me a very warm hug! It's certainly nice to cuddle these kids again.
2. I taught this inteliigent boy how to read a clock as he kept asking when would his parents come to oick him up. I also taught him how to "fly", and he loved it so much that he kept asking me to make him fly.
3. Initially, this pretty girl kept crying. I was amazed at how a picture book could settle her down, and she actually asked me to repeat reading the book THREE TIMES. And I took the opportunity to teach her those different animals too. Yes, she was even willing to repeat after what I had read.
4. I was thankful to see the great improvements made by this angelic girl who has delayed development. When she first saw me, I could see her mouthing the word "hi", though no sound came out. Subsequently, during snack time, she knew how to ask for more snacks, and I pushed her slightly further by asking her to choose between Goldfish or Animal biscuits. And she actaully made a choice of Animal biscuits! AWESOME!
5. At the end of the class, this sweet girl came up to me and told me she totally enjoyed the session and so she was very happy. It's really heart-warming to hear this and also, I like the way how kids express themselves so freely and truthfully.
Conclusion: I LOVE MY SUNDAYS, AND CERTAINLY THESE SWEETIE PIES!
1. This super cute boy gave me a very warm hug! It's certainly nice to cuddle these kids again.
2. I taught this inteliigent boy how to read a clock as he kept asking when would his parents come to oick him up. I also taught him how to "fly", and he loved it so much that he kept asking me to make him fly.
3. Initially, this pretty girl kept crying. I was amazed at how a picture book could settle her down, and she actually asked me to repeat reading the book THREE TIMES. And I took the opportunity to teach her those different animals too. Yes, she was even willing to repeat after what I had read.
4. I was thankful to see the great improvements made by this angelic girl who has delayed development. When she first saw me, I could see her mouthing the word "hi", though no sound came out. Subsequently, during snack time, she knew how to ask for more snacks, and I pushed her slightly further by asking her to choose between Goldfish or Animal biscuits. And she actaully made a choice of Animal biscuits! AWESOME!
5. At the end of the class, this sweet girl came up to me and told me she totally enjoyed the session and so she was very happy. It's really heart-warming to hear this and also, I like the way how kids express themselves so freely and truthfully.
Conclusion: I LOVE MY SUNDAYS, AND CERTAINLY THESE SWEETIE PIES!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Elmo..
Elmo needs to stop emo-ing, seriously.
Elmo is feeling sad but doesn't know the exact cause.
Elmo is doing very badly in her exams.
Elmo is sleeping later and later that Elmo can see sunrise, or rather Elmo has become a machine without rest.
Elmo will be even more stressed though it's spring break because she totally can't study at all.
Elmo will be away for the whole week doing relief work for Hurricane Katrina.
Elmo is seriously going crazy.
Elmo is trying very hard to keep her sanity in her college life.
Elmo is feeling sad but doesn't know the exact cause.
Elmo is doing very badly in her exams.
Elmo is sleeping later and later that Elmo can see sunrise, or rather Elmo has become a machine without rest.
Elmo will be even more stressed though it's spring break because she totally can't study at all.
Elmo will be away for the whole week doing relief work for Hurricane Katrina.
Elmo is seriously going crazy.
Elmo is trying very hard to keep her sanity in her college life.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
.....
I want to say something. But I can't do it here. I don't like this feeling-- the need to talk about something and yet unable to do so.
I need to talk, but I don't have the time as I'll be leaving for my spring break this friday.
I need to talk, but I can't find the right person here.
I need to talk, but I can't blog about it as it's too private.
Yes, just when I thought I'm rather open about my thoughts and feelings. I thought I don't mind sharing about everything. But i'm wrong.. Guess I'll talk to nature next week...
To my dear flora and fauna, please wait for me. I seek solace in you...
I need to talk, but I don't have the time as I'll be leaving for my spring break this friday.
I need to talk, but I can't find the right person here.
I need to talk, but I can't blog about it as it's too private.
Yes, just when I thought I'm rather open about my thoughts and feelings. I thought I don't mind sharing about everything. But i'm wrong.. Guess I'll talk to nature next week...
To my dear flora and fauna, please wait for me. I seek solace in you...
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
A pleasant surprise :)
I got a surprise today...
CLARISSA WONG made it to the Dean's List???!!!!!
I know I can't say that my grades were really not that good, coz I would probably not be able to leave Singapore alive in Aug. Please don't get me wrong. I am satisfied with my grades but perhaps due to the stereotypical view of the US education system Singaporeans have, those grades are kind of "not so acceptable".
haha, whatever it is, I'M THANKFUL AND HAPPY FOR IT! =)
CLARISSA WONG made it to the Dean's List???!!!!!
I know I can't say that my grades were really not that good, coz I would probably not be able to leave Singapore alive in Aug. Please don't get me wrong. I am satisfied with my grades but perhaps due to the stereotypical view of the US education system Singaporeans have, those grades are kind of "not so acceptable".
haha, whatever it is, I'M THANKFUL AND HAPPY FOR IT! =)
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Flight Details! =)
Hey pple, I'm coming HOME!!! :)
ARRIVAL
Monday, May 25, 2009
Depart: John F Kennedy Intl, New York, NY, US (JFK) @ 2:55PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Arrive: Changi, Singapore, SG (SIN) @ 11:45PM
RETURN
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Depart: Changi, Singapore, SG (SIN) @ 6:25PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Arrive: John F Kennedy Intl, New York, NY, US (JFK) @ 1:10PM
This is sooo AWESOME!!! I got the tics below usd1000 too!! wahha! Got some good deals! SWEET! :)
I'll be touring NY for a week before I go back Singapore too! =)
"This is home, truly, where I know I must be..."
ARRIVAL
Monday, May 25, 2009
Depart: John F Kennedy Intl, New York, NY, US (JFK) @ 2:55PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Arrive: Changi, Singapore, SG (SIN) @ 11:45PM
RETURN
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Depart: Changi, Singapore, SG (SIN) @ 6:25PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Arrive: John F Kennedy Intl, New York, NY, US (JFK) @ 1:10PM
This is sooo AWESOME!!! I got the tics below usd1000 too!! wahha! Got some good deals! SWEET! :)
I'll be touring NY for a week before I go back Singapore too! =)
"This is home, truly, where I know I must be..."
Saturday, February 14, 2009
THE VERDICT!! :)
Hi pple, below is an account that i've written a week ago, but didn't post it eventually.
:( + :) = :S
The project I wanted to do for my intership has been taken off by the ministry. While I feel relieved about it, i am sad and disappointed at losing this golden opportunity to work with the people there.
Why the sense of relief?
I was pretty afraid of this project initially. It concerns the APEC Summit(don't think it's good to release more details.) to be held in Singapore in Nov. I was worried because by the time I reach Sg and start on the project, i think it's VERY LATE and furthermore it's an event of great importance to be done by noobs like me. Like helloo, it's APEC SUMMIT, not child's play. I wasn't confident enough to play a part in this project at first. But I decided to give it a try to stretch myself and also I really want to know to know what goes behind such important events.
Oh wells, there goes my no.1 plan. Let's hope some nice ministry/board is willing to take this lost kid. If not...
____________________________________________________________________________________
NOW :)
So, after such a long wait, the verdict is finally out...
Hold on to your breath,
I know you are excited to know.
And you must be cursing me right now for typing so much crap.
PATIENCE
Good things are worth waiting for...
OMG, okok, i see the steam above your head.
I'll reveal it k.. :)
.
.
.
So, for my 3months of summer break,
I will be in .... *drum roll*
SINGAPORE!!!! =)
It's really a miracle and a PERFECT PLAN! :) Miraculously, the APEC Summit was not removed afterall! And also miraculously, I got that project! (coz I'm an Engineering major, not some econ or social sci pro..) :) Ultimate blessings! Yes, no doubt it's going to be really stressful, since the world leaders will be in sg during july and aug. And Singapore is a perfectionist especially when it comes to such important event. Nonetheless, I'm really thankful for this opportunity and learn as much as I can.
So, see you guys in THREE months' time! I'm counting down alr! =)
:( + :) = :S
The project I wanted to do for my intership has been taken off by the ministry. While I feel relieved about it, i am sad and disappointed at losing this golden opportunity to work with the people there.
Why the sense of relief?
I was pretty afraid of this project initially. It concerns the APEC Summit(don't think it's good to release more details.) to be held in Singapore in Nov. I was worried because by the time I reach Sg and start on the project, i think it's VERY LATE and furthermore it's an event of great importance to be done by noobs like me. Like helloo, it's APEC SUMMIT, not child's play. I wasn't confident enough to play a part in this project at first. But I decided to give it a try to stretch myself and also I really want to know to know what goes behind such important events.
Oh wells, there goes my no.1 plan. Let's hope some nice ministry/board is willing to take this lost kid. If not...
____________________________________________________________________________________
NOW :)
So, after such a long wait, the verdict is finally out...
Hold on to your breath,
I know you are excited to know.
And you must be cursing me right now for typing so much crap.
PATIENCE
Good things are worth waiting for...
OMG, okok, i see the steam above your head.
I'll reveal it k.. :)
.
.
.
So, for my 3months of summer break,
I will be in .... *drum roll*
SINGAPORE!!!! =)
It's really a miracle and a PERFECT PLAN! :) Miraculously, the APEC Summit was not removed afterall! And also miraculously, I got that project! (coz I'm an Engineering major, not some econ or social sci pro..) :) Ultimate blessings! Yes, no doubt it's going to be really stressful, since the world leaders will be in sg during july and aug. And Singapore is a perfectionist especially when it comes to such important event. Nonetheless, I'm really thankful for this opportunity and learn as much as I can.
So, see you guys in THREE months' time! I'm counting down alr! =)
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Crazy stuff on retreat
Declaration: It's my FIRST TIME here seeing such HANDSOME, CUTE AND PRETTY ABCs!!! They are oh-my-goodness-ly AWESOME LOOKING! THere's this girl who is the PRETIEST girl I've ever seen in my entire life. ANd guess what? Her mum is a SINGAPOREAN!! :) She married to an angmoh here. Haha, I really don't mind recommending her to my brothers! :P
And ALL of the ABC guys are sooo good-looking! Two of them are really CUTE, the other two are more of the mature-looking ones. Anybody wants????!!!!! They are good choices! One is a musician, majoring in harp (Ya, see soo special!); one is majoring in Computer Science( YES, bright future, you can be a taitai next time); one is a staff of a Christian organization; the other one I didn't get the chance to find out though. OMgosh, I'm like promoting for SDU la..
And Americans are forever so pretty and handsome, can just take your pick. wahaha!! :P
OOPPSS, think I sound very bimbotic here. NO, I'M NOT OK! :)It's just for laughs!
And ALL of the ABC guys are sooo good-looking! Two of them are really CUTE, the other two are more of the mature-looking ones. Anybody wants????!!!!! They are good choices! One is a musician, majoring in harp (Ya, see soo special!); one is majoring in Computer Science( YES, bright future, you can be a taitai next time); one is a staff of a Christian organization; the other one I didn't get the chance to find out though. OMgosh, I'm like promoting for SDU la..
And Americans are forever so pretty and handsome, can just take your pick. wahaha!! :P
OOPPSS, think I sound very bimbotic here. NO, I'M NOT OK! :)It's just for laughs!
Retreat Reflection
I've just came back from a church retreat and had some thoughts in mind.
It was a great experience to met so many fellow christians. It's my first time meeting such a big bunch of people, really. During the retreat, it struck me that these are the people whom I want to hang out with. For last semester, I was not very involved in their activities, nor did I make the effort to know more of them. I did not take the initiative, it's more of them trying to get to know me better. In my small group, I did not have very deep sharings with my mates. I reflected and dig out everything within me. I realised that the main reason was because I know I won't be here for long. And I will be really sad when I have to leave if I were to build very close relationships with them. So unconsciously, I have set up a barrier to protect myself in that sense. Yes, immature it may sound. But leaving Singapore for Illinois has been really an experience for me. I got to know people for only half a year and got so close to them that it made leaving even more saddening. If half a year can make such an impact, what about three years?
Yes, it's farewell is inevitable in life. "Be strong and do not fear"/ " Be strong and be courageous". Even I myself can't believe how much God is trying to hint to me since the start of 2008. He has been knocking this verse a million times since that time. Yet, I don't realise it. Now, I realise what a timid person I am in so many areas of my life.
So what does hanging out more often with this bunch of people mean? It means less time spent with Singaporeans. I think this would be main effect, as friday nights are usually spent with them. Think I'll need to switch around these two groups as time goes, or may focus on one eventually. I need to stop turning into an introvert and bring back my old extrovert self. I need to be in a Christ-centered community to further pursue my spiritual growth. I need to juggle between this kind of social life as well as my social life with Singaporeans and international students. It is absolutely possible.
It was a great experience to met so many fellow christians. It's my first time meeting such a big bunch of people, really. During the retreat, it struck me that these are the people whom I want to hang out with. For last semester, I was not very involved in their activities, nor did I make the effort to know more of them. I did not take the initiative, it's more of them trying to get to know me better. In my small group, I did not have very deep sharings with my mates. I reflected and dig out everything within me. I realised that the main reason was because I know I won't be here for long. And I will be really sad when I have to leave if I were to build very close relationships with them. So unconsciously, I have set up a barrier to protect myself in that sense. Yes, immature it may sound. But leaving Singapore for Illinois has been really an experience for me. I got to know people for only half a year and got so close to them that it made leaving even more saddening. If half a year can make such an impact, what about three years?
Yes, it's farewell is inevitable in life. "Be strong and do not fear"/ " Be strong and be courageous". Even I myself can't believe how much God is trying to hint to me since the start of 2008. He has been knocking this verse a million times since that time. Yet, I don't realise it. Now, I realise what a timid person I am in so many areas of my life.
So what does hanging out more often with this bunch of people mean? It means less time spent with Singaporeans. I think this would be main effect, as friday nights are usually spent with them. Think I'll need to switch around these two groups as time goes, or may focus on one eventually. I need to stop turning into an introvert and bring back my old extrovert self. I need to be in a Christ-centered community to further pursue my spiritual growth. I need to juggle between this kind of social life as well as my social life with Singaporeans and international students. It is absolutely possible.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Randomness
Before I end my day, I'll write some emo stuff here.
" It's not the results that matter, but rather, it's being able to know the results."
This is something I've come out for myself. I really don't care what's the verdict that is soon to come. I just want it to come, like NOW. It's the waiting process that's really painful. Perhaps I have become a more impatient person. I want know everything rightaway. I want to see important replies to come in rightaway. I have started to hate the process of waiting. Perhaps it's because my future is full of uncertainties... Or perhaps I've got other reasons...
I have absolute faith that everything will turn out fine. Then why am I worrying? I would say perhaps it's more of the intense eagerness to know where my future lie, be it just the next few months. In the past, I see myself being in a maze, not knowing where the exit is. Now, I picture myself on a junction with multiple cross-roads. There's numerous paths. Which one should I take? Yes, maybe it's the fear of choosing the wrong path. Life is a one-way road. There's no way you can change your mind and do a U-turn, go back to the starting point and choose again. NO! WAKE UP! I suppose it's human nature to be alittle afraid when you have to decide on your future, even though logically speaking, no matter what decision you make, things will somehow iron out by themselves. While I trust that things will turn out fine, I know I can't be complacent and anyhow make a decision and pray that things would be ok eventually. This is called taking things for granted and foolishness.
So what's the main point i'm driving at? My brain is in a whirlpool. Maybe i'm no longer talking sense as lethargy hits me. I just feel like saying something. How about " Cast your worries and troubles aside and keep that faith."
" It's not the results that matter, but rather, it's being able to know the results."
This is something I've come out for myself. I really don't care what's the verdict that is soon to come. I just want it to come, like NOW. It's the waiting process that's really painful. Perhaps I have become a more impatient person. I want know everything rightaway. I want to see important replies to come in rightaway. I have started to hate the process of waiting. Perhaps it's because my future is full of uncertainties... Or perhaps I've got other reasons...
I have absolute faith that everything will turn out fine. Then why am I worrying? I would say perhaps it's more of the intense eagerness to know where my future lie, be it just the next few months. In the past, I see myself being in a maze, not knowing where the exit is. Now, I picture myself on a junction with multiple cross-roads. There's numerous paths. Which one should I take? Yes, maybe it's the fear of choosing the wrong path. Life is a one-way road. There's no way you can change your mind and do a U-turn, go back to the starting point and choose again. NO! WAKE UP! I suppose it's human nature to be alittle afraid when you have to decide on your future, even though logically speaking, no matter what decision you make, things will somehow iron out by themselves. While I trust that things will turn out fine, I know I can't be complacent and anyhow make a decision and pray that things would be ok eventually. This is called taking things for granted and foolishness.
So what's the main point i'm driving at? My brain is in a whirlpool. Maybe i'm no longer talking sense as lethargy hits me. I just feel like saying something. How about " Cast your worries and troubles aside and keep that faith."
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Things so Singaporean!
Haha, check this out! :) This for NDP 2009 song??!!! O.o
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BIW7i0UT5j0
Sorry, got probs with the html stuff so can't paste the video.. :S
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BIW7i0UT5j0
Sorry, got probs with the html stuff so can't paste the video.. :S
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Things to look out for!
Do you like engineering? Do you like aerospace stuff? How about something on business excellence?
1. SPRING Singapore would probably be holding more talks on Business Excellence. For 2008, it's about once a month, 2hrs each. Schedule for 2009 is not out yet. It's FREE! (haha, i see Singaporeans' eye lit up!) I'll probably be going for the one in May or June (that's if there is), so if you want, can join me! Gotta register ya..
2.Technology Adoption Info Session 09.
Date: 5th Feb 2009
Venue: TBC
3. Aerospace Supplier eXchange.
Date: 27-29th May 2009
Venue: Expo
*** Conferences are super super ex! They didn't state the price for exhibition (hopefully it's free). Anw, in any case it's not, drop them an email and say that you are a student, exploring some career paths/ opptunities, etc etc.. (Haha, I'm sure you can doing very well at this)
4. Singapore Airshow 2010.
Dates for public: 6-7th feb 2010.
(haha, yes, this is super duper far away, but just to let you know, in case you are looking for attachments or part-time jobs) For attachments, I do know RP students do it for 2008.( incl trade visit days as well)
1. SPRING Singapore would probably be holding more talks on Business Excellence. For 2008, it's about once a month, 2hrs each. Schedule for 2009 is not out yet. It's FREE! (haha, i see Singaporeans' eye lit up!) I'll probably be going for the one in May or June (that's if there is), so if you want, can join me! Gotta register ya..
2.Technology Adoption Info Session 09.
Date: 5th Feb 2009
Venue: TBC
3. Aerospace Supplier eXchange.
Date: 27-29th May 2009
Venue: Expo
*** Conferences are super super ex! They didn't state the price for exhibition (hopefully it's free). Anw, in any case it's not, drop them an email and say that you are a student, exploring some career paths/ opptunities, etc etc.. (Haha, I'm sure you can doing very well at this)
4. Singapore Airshow 2010.
Dates for public: 6-7th feb 2010.
(haha, yes, this is super duper far away, but just to let you know, in case you are looking for attachments or part-time jobs) For attachments, I do know RP students do it for 2008.( incl trade visit days as well)
OUCH!
OOHh crap!! I actually forgot TOTALLY about the documents i need to hand in when i return to school!! I suddenly remembered it only.. like now??? I really hope they don't throw away my application for this.. I did spend the effort to write the essay and do the application while travelling.. Please??
Friday, January 23, 2009
:S
Oh my gosh! How much more fickle-minded can i be??!! For the past few days and months, I was telling myself that I would probably apply for this thing. I kind of really wanted it. So finally, I had the courage to apply for it. I clicked apply and started typing some of the required info. And the more I type, the more an inner voice tell me to stop and give up on the application. So, i stopped and logged out of the website. Now, I was thinking through my thinking process I went through some time back that made me derive to my 'YES' decision. Everything seems fine, and I'm tempted to say OK again. It seems that my decision process didn't go wrong, and it's something I want. BUT... I've got this feeling of " NO, don't go there. Come back."
Aarrrggghhh, can someone tell me what's going on in me? Is it me imagining things, or it is really happening? Time is running out, can someone tell me what to do? Can someone decide for me? Why can't I be given a definite answer? Why keep tempting me back and forth? Who's right and who's wrong? Hey bad influencer, can you just go away and leave me in peace, I don't want any of your input. Thank you very much.
Aarrrggghhh, can someone tell me what's going on in me? Is it me imagining things, or it is really happening? Time is running out, can someone tell me what to do? Can someone decide for me? Why can't I be given a definite answer? Why keep tempting me back and forth? Who's right and who's wrong? Hey bad influencer, can you just go away and leave me in peace, I don't want any of your input. Thank you very much.
What a coincidence! :)
Angela Hewitt is coming my school to perform Bach's pieces!! *Faints* Before I came, I got the chance to catch her concert. And now that I'm in Illinois, it's soo surprising that she's coming too, and best still, right into my school!! oh she's this pianist who specializes in the study of Bach's pieces. :)
okok, next thing. I found some nice info!! Those considering going for MBA, check it out man! :) Keep a lookout in when you graduate.
http://www.spjain.org/international/gmba/index.asp
It's really a coincidence. I stumbled onto a stranger's profile in facebook and found this! :)
But need to double check it's credibility though, i've not heard of it before.
Oh, if anyone hopes to get their Masters overseas, pls remind me to tell you more when I'm back! I understand that cost is often the biggest problem, BUT what if there's a solution? :) For now, mug hard and get good grades! As a gauge: GPA 3.5/4.0.
okok, next thing. I found some nice info!! Those considering going for MBA, check it out man! :) Keep a lookout in when you graduate.
http://www.spjain.org/international/gmba/index.asp
It's really a coincidence. I stumbled onto a stranger's profile in facebook and found this! :)
But need to double check it's credibility though, i've not heard of it before.
Oh, if anyone hopes to get their Masters overseas, pls remind me to tell you more when I'm back! I understand that cost is often the biggest problem, BUT what if there's a solution? :) For now, mug hard and get good grades! As a gauge: GPA 3.5/4.0.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Checking out my flights! :)
Haha, I know abit too early to start checking out my flight back. But.. I can't help it!! Was doing some Mechanics question on a plane landing, and suppose to calculate the minimum length of the runway to ensure safe landing. And.... my brain wandered off.. hehe.. :P
I got pretty surprising results. :) So far, Cathay is the cheapest but slightlylonger. But I don't think i mind since there's entertainment! And guess what?? SIA is the 2nd cheapest and convenient route!! :) With the economy in a recession, prices would probably continue to drop, as airlines try to woo back consumers during the holiday season. Yar, all the econ stuff..
okok, time to get back to my qns! Haha, each time I solve/ see an aeroplane qn I'll search an airline! :)
I got pretty surprising results. :) So far, Cathay is the cheapest but slightlylonger. But I don't think i mind since there's entertainment! And guess what?? SIA is the 2nd cheapest and convenient route!! :) With the economy in a recession, prices would probably continue to drop, as airlines try to woo back consumers during the holiday season. Yar, all the econ stuff..
okok, time to get back to my qns! Haha, each time I solve/ see an aeroplane qn I'll search an airline! :)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Happiest person on earth :)
This is exactly how I'm feeling right now. There's just simply too many things I'm really thankful for and happy about. :)
1. I've just ended my one month holiday over at California. It ended on a high note, with me visiting my JC class mates at Northwestern, and having to know fellow Singaporeans studying there. It's sooo awesome to meet up with them, listening to NDP songs together, doing Hwa Chong mass dance together and of course, sharing our experiences thusfar. IT'S REALLY REALLY AWESOME!!! ;) I really miss their company and our jc days.
2. For my holiday, I've certainly seen and learnt alot. I believe the stories would have to wait till when I'm back as there's seriously way too many things to be told. We'll be compiling our pictures soon, and I'll post some pics then.
3. I managed to get VERY suitable presents for two of my brothers! :) Haha, don't know why, but I'm just super happy when i got those presents for them! Hopefully I can get suitable presents for my parents and my the other brother by May 2009.
4. Received a few emails and messages which made me ever so blessed. My friend, P, "complained" that this friend of mine, W, is so excited that I'm going back this May that he bugged P to keep a day free to meet up. And my awesome bro and friends helped me look for my textbooks in Singapore. :) And my brother passed a bag of CNY goodies for my friend to bring over to me!!! :D
5. Managed to finish an internship application for one of my summer plans during my trip. If it goes well, I GET TO STAY IN SINGAPORE FOR T-H-R-E-E MONTHS!!! =) I decided not to go for my Jordan summer school because I would really rather stay in Singapore for that three months. I miss EVERYTHING I have in Singapore. Everyone I know are just way too awesome to be with that Middle East, the place I've always wanted to explore, lost its appeal. But if things don't turn out well, I would probably would have to go Argentina for my summer school.
The list is endless. The conclusion: I am really happy with what I have. :) I'm glad that school is about to start. I'm rejuvenated, ready to start a brand new semester. Most importantly, it means that I'm one step closer to a place I call home. :) Four more months, and I'll be back!! :) I promise to study hard and get good grades! :)
1. I've just ended my one month holiday over at California. It ended on a high note, with me visiting my JC class mates at Northwestern, and having to know fellow Singaporeans studying there. It's sooo awesome to meet up with them, listening to NDP songs together, doing Hwa Chong mass dance together and of course, sharing our experiences thusfar. IT'S REALLY REALLY AWESOME!!! ;) I really miss their company and our jc days.
2. For my holiday, I've certainly seen and learnt alot. I believe the stories would have to wait till when I'm back as there's seriously way too many things to be told. We'll be compiling our pictures soon, and I'll post some pics then.
3. I managed to get VERY suitable presents for two of my brothers! :) Haha, don't know why, but I'm just super happy when i got those presents for them! Hopefully I can get suitable presents for my parents and my the other brother by May 2009.
4. Received a few emails and messages which made me ever so blessed. My friend, P, "complained" that this friend of mine, W, is so excited that I'm going back this May that he bugged P to keep a day free to meet up. And my awesome bro and friends helped me look for my textbooks in Singapore. :) And my brother passed a bag of CNY goodies for my friend to bring over to me!!! :D
5. Managed to finish an internship application for one of my summer plans during my trip. If it goes well, I GET TO STAY IN SINGAPORE FOR T-H-R-E-E MONTHS!!! =) I decided not to go for my Jordan summer school because I would really rather stay in Singapore for that three months. I miss EVERYTHING I have in Singapore. Everyone I know are just way too awesome to be with that Middle East, the place I've always wanted to explore, lost its appeal. But if things don't turn out well, I would probably would have to go Argentina for my summer school.
The list is endless. The conclusion: I am really happy with what I have. :) I'm glad that school is about to start. I'm rejuvenated, ready to start a brand new semester. Most importantly, it means that I'm one step closer to a place I call home. :) Four more months, and I'll be back!! :) I promise to study hard and get good grades! :)
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