its been so dam long since i blog..i guess no 1 reads blog nowadays..
or i m too lazy to blog..
joel went ns
its 11th mth anni for both darling n i
went out quite a lot
no WORK/ work sometimes oni
playin slacking at home
watchin amazing survivor videos
prehistoric videos funny videos
all sorts of crappy video that oni some ppl like it

tmr gg out for buffet but i guess the sky izznt so good
cos the bedok gathering got blockage
darling got angry with some things i find quite a small thing
but because everygod dam single soul is like asking me or NAGGING me to go
' FIND A JOB PLS UR ROTTING AT HOME!'
this phase i hear like freakin 1 billion times
even in my dreams man
but its not like i nv
i did




juz now so hardworking ....not like those who circle 1million circles in the newspaper
1stly, work now so kiam but exp nvm
2nd, i need adjust my slping life abit 1st..
u cant expect some1 who slp like 6am go work like 8am then suddenly slp like 11+?
3rdly, every1 will be workin their lives thru the half of their lifetime so theres no need to be so rush (somemore i gg for ns alrdy)
4th, if every 1 juz keep nagging u will get so iritated that u wun even wanna find..its juz pissing u off whenever this topic comes
5th, i know its good for me but can u like wait abit n let me change some stuff? slpin time...i realli freakin did ask ppl who ask if any1 wanna work this n that but it dont suit me
.......................................................................................................................................................................

n so i tried to calm down n be nice again, cheering u up but u ignore me..zzz
thats wtf
its not like i made u so angry!
then u went to msg some abc who i think i know who it is
whom i freaking think hes such a faggot
then details r put in somemore? i guess...but its ok i dun like to guess but u msged some1 like trying to be spoiler be4.....pure jealousy zzz

so rite now i m puting down my fuckin jealousy my fuckin pride although i feel i nv do much wrong but cos i love u
wrong oso nvm
i eat it all..
to say
i M SORRY
DONT! be angry ! dont be sad or heart broken
just chill okay
]p.s[ i love u ]

dont judge or u fuck lol..happy birthday to myself

there goes my bdae..
went supper with camie joel n darling at thomson hk cafe
very enjoyable lol
got a bdae bread?
but still better than nth..lol..
went for a dangerous tour cos some1 was driving
lol..try corner a tight corner with 110km using a sedan car .
LOL u can feel the flying man..

reached home late then slpt
woke up then half the day has gone
and the day was quite bored
then became quite sian
but still thanks again to all who wished me
=)

night met up with darling after celebration with my parents
they kept askin me y so sian
prolly tired n u know...
went buy tmr picnic stuff n then send her home after some short drinking session lol



can say i m uncle now =x

this 20th bdae day is great =)
(i take that back..its up n down n up)exciting

10

its the 10th mth..
soon 11th n 1 yr=)
well bdae comin up..
celebrating with frens this sunday with bbqing
then nx fri with poly frens again ba..
guess ppl working n sort of wrong timing
so cant coordinate a right timing..
anw..
time pass fast
n i think i gg ns in sept..
not sure when though
n whr

well..things became better
n its not that bad..
workin gg arnd slackin..its all goodies

of course i love my wen wen darling hahaa
muacks =))
guess this blog in ruins liao lolx...
luv luv
wohoooooo

well
i be gg taiwan in a couple of hours
back by 1st may night/evening

shall update again n feed my blog some words
its been hungry for a long time
woahoo

cya pplz~

my final destination and reflections

its been sometimes since i posted..
things has been always changing..news of friends maybe going overseas to study, gathering with ex classmates
wads the life in future of us
thats one thing i m thinking
whatever it is..i know that i needa endure n work hard

spent my weekend with darling and of course the 3 doggies
muffin sporty and ruffy
haa..keep biting my hand oni muffin , maybe it looks like a bone =/

anw, was thinkin in the train on my way home
about some past
some memories
it was fun swt and memoriable
it came to me that when i m a scout, when i went to daming house to work for job week
we were having fun and not feeling tired, the laughter the bike rides we took around the neighbourhood and plucking weeds
it seems as though that the lil details did stay in my mind
n i m glad that i enjoyed it lol..
nt to forget eating mac during recess, skipping last day of skool for mac breakfast
and all the fun and laughter we had in skool..
drinkin vodka in class with joel, playin flame thrower

i think it will be really good that if i m able to help others to be happy and enjoy their moment in life...not with money only, but by making sure that ppl rem that moment because u did give them that moment
and so , i guess i'll be lookin towards the future, bringing more smiles to ppl,
mayb through teaching, doing kind deeds, helping around etc

of course i would needa study as well,
to get a good job
to support darlin and me
and of course kids
then proceed on to my final destination...
-creating the moments in people lives-

as for now, i wish all my current friends all the best
and hopefully one day, we will all meet and seeing each other being sucessful in any field
and this friendships would not end..


last but not least,
i love darling u =))
cheer up ! n be happy always lalala

owning~

old song found lol~
listen on fm one of the days then found lols
hmmz..its been a great time these few days

shine the light on me
n c me perform