Monday, November 22, 2010
It's not that you arent doing good enough, it's just that my demands were too high.
It's not that you are wrong, it's just that I'm being unreasonable.
I. Need. You. Yes, I need you right here right now.
When I recalled those days, I felt like I'm a fool to not accept you.
But, now when I'm in your arms, I felt everything I needed but sometimes disappointment occur. Probably because I hoped too much....
If I lost my hope, will you give me the slightest hope?
If I lost my faith, will you restore it back?
Sometimes, it felt like God is always testing us.
I dont know why and I dont know how long can I take up this challenge.
I only know that I need you, I love you and I want you.
I cant afford to lose you for you're my everything right now.
Just wanna go every where you go, cos I know my heart wont let you go anymore.
I love you forever ♥.
9:55 PM
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Hug me tightly and say don't be afraid. I'll here with you, always.
Hug me tighly and say everything's gonna be okayy.
Because right now, right down in my heart, fear has overwhelmed me.
A promise that you gave at the beginning is about to break apart.
There are a thousand of reasons for me not to choose you, but there's only one reason that is enough for me to stay....
I love you forever ♥.
4:36 PM
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
I was given a chance to keep a distance from love but the suction force of love was too strong that I had to succumb to it. I was hoping that you understand but it always seem like you don't. Or was it me? Everytime I brought up my hopes, they just became ashes at the end of the day. Falling into serious depression mood soon, however, I would just keep it in my heart. I don't want to piss you off, neither do I want you to be troubled over it. Would it be better if I really do that? There are zillion of things I wanna tell you right down in my heart but all the words that I can think of to describe them are not strong enough to express out the actual meaning. More walls were built up and none of us could destroy it. Was this what it meant to be? I'm starting to grow tired of everything but I wanna hold on to it. But no matter how tightly I tried to hold on to it, I'll lose even more things. Maybe I am just too complicated to be understand by anyone...........
I love you forever ♥.
3:16 PM
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Damn.
I think I am addicted to you.
Is that a good thing?
I love you forever ♥.
11:00 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
I am in GRAVE DANGER....
I love you forever ♥.
10:44 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
PTN BBQ~15 JUN 2010
I guessed it was fun. I didnt stay long due to work. I bought a lot of good foods with them and yet I didnt get to eat all of them...sadden...LOL.nvm....it's okayy.
Yesterday, handed in my resignation letter.wahahahahaha. wee....I will end my work by the end of july, the latest would be mid of august.
sighh....
I love you forever ♥.
10:10 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
おはよございます！～
Well,I was awoken by the heavy rain and my mum's call this morning. If not, I would probably just continue sleeping like nobody's business.
Yesterday was a tiring day....and it's gonna be another tiring day today. Later, I'll be going back to school for bbq preparation and the bbq itself, skin biology and hair morphology project and going to give tuition afterwards. I'm handing my resignation letter today, I hope that they will approve. LOL.
Okayy, yesterday was Jon's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JON! haha. I went out of my house at 1145, met up with JiaLun at Lot1 first. We had abit of lunch together and then went to play a round of jubeat. After that, we wandered around Lot1 like a wandering ghost.haha. We waited until Becca and company reached CCK.Everyone of us took the red line train to Jurong East and transfered to the green line. Cos we were going to east coast....EAST COAST! EAST COAST! OF ALL PLACES.....EAST COAST!...LOL....nvm....it's okayy. JiaLun alighted at Dover and the rest of us continued our journey.It was 345 when we reach our destination. We spread out a mat and got some cultery and ice. Music were played, food were distributed. LOL...we had a whole lot of fun there.hmm....and I was like SPACESHIP INCOMING! LOL....it was just the aeroplane. We were also guessing what airline was that. There were alot of SIA...SINGAPORE AIRLINE!!!>>>I love it. We started packing up at 6pm....and off we go. Half way through, I saw a kingfisher on the tree. First time seeing a real one. It's blue in colour, medium size and a rather long beak. Okayy, in the end, we took aqilah's dad's car to lot1. A bumpy ride. haha. After that, I took 190 home. By the time I reached home, it was 8pm. Bathed....and blahh blahh blahh....continued doing my cell bio report. Went to bed afterwards.
Hmm....I think I got too high while blogging this post.haha. Anyway, I think I should stop here. I am going to continue doing my cell bio report. It's somewhat 50% done.
byebye.
Addicted.
I love you forever ♥.
9:28 AM
