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Sunday, January 22, 2012

INTRUDER!

it's just chinese new year EVE
finally it's time for me to blog and release my inner FIRE while everyone off to sleep
thank you so much my dear blogspot, if not i'll be die of tahan-ing

sorry this will just be my complaints

damn pissed of lor this day
uncle suddenly came to my house in the middle of the night, staying here over
i tot it's nothing, everything goes as normal
ok with people staying in my room, taking the responsibility as nephew to take care of uncle who had trouble and traveled all the way from johor..
mana tau, i'm the one who got most affected
my beautiful, full-of-wilson-smell-room was being invaded!!!!!
i'm ok to let people overnight in my room
BUT NOT IN THIS CONDITIONS!
first, it's just before cny, i was supposed to clean my room but i guess i've no point doing so
according to tradition, we're not supposed to sweep/clean anything during the first day of cny?
now they're here, oh great.. leaving on the first day of cny
so?
after they left, i still can't clean it and got to sleep on the CLEAN bed?
second, they're not someone im very close with..
uncle is ok, but other two are just totally strangers to me
how can i feel 100% safe when there's stranger sleeping in my room, with all my things inside
*i just realized my belt was being touched and different in position
third, i tot im not racist but really sadly, now i realize i am
they're strangers, and they are malays!
have so many pantang with them.. no babi, no alcohol (even perfume, deodorant contain alcohol and that cant touch -.-)
just feel so not-clean at all.. sorry to say that, sorry now i admit im not 100% non-racist..
forth, please la, if you wan to stay in people's house, please respect the owner k?
come in, order this order that.. people open window to let wind enter as a habit
you come in then start yelling why open window, so bright cant sleep..
already occupied my room, still anyhow use my things without even bother to ask me
suddenly wearing my shirt, walking infront of me like nothing happened
what the fuck? means he had invaded my cupboard also..
i do not want to imagine the scene..

tomorrow da nian chu yi sia, everyone should be happily ready to go out visiting
i guess we'll be different this year because i can't be freely enter my room, new shirt, bathroom all there
gosh..
and you know the awkward moment when they're staring at you when you're playing the com or using ipad..
i don't know what to say, what to do, even what language to use to communicate

just wondering, our house isn't big, not to say this place is very convenient
why choose to stay at my house but not another uncle's house that has a guest room?
at least having a guest room doesn't require so much work as me, like preparing blanket etc..
last but not least for complaints,
WHY ME???!!!!!!

luckily the reunion dinner was quite good
the food was way better than last year and the atmosphere was great
leaving my CNY eve a small good moment



this is the end of rabbit year
ending quite very badly, hope all the bad things leave behind, coming with all the good things in the year of dragon
of course, not forgetting to wish all of you and myself
Happy Chinese New Year
Gong Xi Fat Cai
All dreams come true

-wil-
deep breath, phew~

Saturday, January 21, 2012

noooo

such a bad luck today..
it made me feel down again
wasting time wasting money only..
aiyo, since duno which day, i'm being emotional unstable
but i'll not going to say out anything i promised!
ok fine, based on my understand of myself, i guess i'll give hint
BUT with my new personal value, i'll definitely not disclose much

how'll my cny gonna be?
have no plans, no feel on it, no excitement..
that's why i'm ok if they say do assignment during cny
but too bad, of course people will not want it; hence another rushing friday
and therefore missing the payment time and so just skip the lunch
and then leaving more trouble for myself to travel here and there
and thus, wasting petrol again
polluting the environment, wasting money, wasting time again

just realized i've been neglected so many important things, important people around me
i admit i'm heartless, i'm not a good friend
but i'll always remember them, remember what they did in the past
forever appreciate it, deep in my heart

i'll try my best to repay whenever i can..
thank you my friends


-wil-
kick my ass

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Bye

officially dead


Rest In Peace 
my dear N81

Sunday, January 15, 2012

pre-non-REM

After few days of non-stop sleeping
here comes another sleepless night
before sleep, mom even told me i'll mabuk for sure -.-
~I WISH~
but thank god this isn't a suffering one
smart enough to take my music with me but stupid enough to not give up sleeping and go for movies
HBO and Fox have so many movies these days! *i think*
now, after 'wake up' still don't feel any tiring
time to face the cruelty
All the best in the semester

-wil-
ready your glove?