all of a sudden ... my blog was untouched for months.. though i still remember it every now and then.. but when i open a new post.. all of a suddden.. everything that i wanted to write just went blank. Have i lost my ability to communicate in written form or am i just confused what I am thinking at those moments of time that I cant even write in a proper manner.

Many at times, we do have mixed feelings in our mind.. and also many at times, these mixed feeling just come and go like a wind and we do not really remember it for long. Guess these mixed feelings become an adaptation of life.. experience it, adapt to it, then forget abt it, and finally move on. It also means that unsolved problems still remind unsolved and these feelings become part and parcel of life without us realising it.

叮噹- 我愛他 歌词/Lyrics:

他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

being crazy, foolish and stupid for 4 years.
Decided to lead my own life, do what I wan
Be happy about everyting I have and do not have
To close the window from the outside world
And hide protected in my own hard shell.

Had we Not have enough of outside temptation
Had we Not have enough of all the nonsense
Had we not have enough of disappointment
If life is so, why are we still so persistent to try to grab Hold of everyting.

Maybe age is catching up and tiredness overwhelm the urge to survive
When we realise that heart is no longer a place where we put souls of people inside
The emptiness will gradually fill up the empty space in it.
To forget may take years, to forgive may be forever.
But when i start to forget you, I think it is also time to start my forgiveness..

当初，为了忘记你，我把所有的一切封闭起来。不再把回忆卷起，只为了不允许自己为你再流泪。
现在，因为忘了你，我把所有的一切掀开出来。一再把过去翻开，只为了证明爱你的感觉已停止。
有时觉得自己很傻，应该早就把你遗忘，可是听得每一首歌，唱的每一首KTV，都会让我连想起你。
现在我要把回忆变成遗忘，把他们统统包成包袱，把他丢向无尽的大海，不再记得你，把心用孤单填满。

可以放弃了，
可以忘记了，
我已接受了。
几年的相思，
足够也受够。
当眼泪流干，
爱你的冲动，
也已经淡掉。
不再寻找你，
不再梦见你。
可是我的心，
开始空洞了。
所做的一切，
已没有意义。

开始有了觉悟，
想要为我而活，
可是又寂寞了。

A song that I repeatedly listen for at least 10 times in a row... emo...
Especially these sentences " 回忆是冰封在眼睛的雨 藏着多幸福的事情 回不去 是你 任谁也换不了的过去 "
---- 你还记得我和我们的过去吗？

梁文音
ALbum:爱的诗篇
Title:雪雨

若非这一场雨
有些事再也不会想起
你怀里那片温暖的遮蔽
如今剩一把伞温热我手心
学你的语气
连道别都如此的温馨
两个字比眼泪还断续
是否表示你也不忍分离
回忆是冰封在眼睛的雨
藏着多幸福的事情
回不去 是你
任谁也换不了的过去
爱情是凝结在脸颊的雨
像水晶总会融去
才那么美丽
感谢那个雨季
身旁的人是你
时间是冻结在玄关的雨
模糊你离去的脚印
至少那 涟漪
证明我们曾走在一起
你是那飘落在昨天的雨
在心里留下回忆
却遥不可及
仿佛那一个梦里 哦
还躲在离散地