{SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.}

Monday, August 27, 2007

title:{AHM}

AHM sucks big time. Some captain person died. Means funeral party gonna get activated. Sianz. Lucky I walk the whole thing LOL. Yes the whole of the 21 KM walking. Its no simple feat. Even Jackson nearly went delirious. It was really quite crazy. Sometimes you feel like you should be running, get out of the madness, but ya, its a NO RUN policy.

Gonna book in soon. At least its a nice change to book in in the morning. Still sucks. But oh wells. Choir was quite bad for me yesterday. I don't know why. I just feel so drained. For the first time I didn't like singing. I think I'm losing it. Not a good sign. Very very bad sign. Haiz. Maybe the long break is doing bad than good. Need to up myself.

Anyways nice video to share. Buffed guys singing. Totally awesome.

6:30 am;

Friday, August 24, 2007

title:{OFF Day}

I love off days. Give me time to unwind myself. Although it sucks that not many people are free to go out with. Oh wells. Its just me and NewsWeek and Time. And my cup of joe and the occasion cake/chicken chunks. Supposed to go swim but the stupid sky insists on raining. Oh wells. I'll settle for some home exercise.

Saw Jason Liu ya SUBWAY(Eat Fresh) at AMK Hub. Looks the same as usual with that accent. Tells me that CJC Mass PE is toned down liaoz. Sad. I loved Mass PE. Beats my stupid 5BX in my BMT days. LOL. At least it was something that kept me fit. Enough to survive the army that's initializing that is. Oh wells. Dreary weather. Good for sleeping. I hope its not the same on AHM day. I hate running in the rain. You get super heavy wet shoes. Darn tiring. And darn demoralizing. Oh wells. Time for lunch. And getting soaked and cold.

11:42 am;

Sunday, August 12, 2007

title:{No More PGS!}

YAY. LIV ROCKZ. LOL. Had the dinner event and boy was it a very high event. Everyone was like high lah. Danny was super nervous, can tell it was his first time on stage. Apparently he was just staring at the mike the whole time and doing goldfish impressions.

The fun part was like dining at Macdonald's after the performance. LOL. We kept making a lot of noise on the way there. Even sang along with the songs being broad casted on the radio. People was like turning their heads around lah. Darn cool. Super high event sia. Love them people. Miss such congregation from CJ times. Oh wells. I gotta fly liaoz. My stupid cough still not recovered. My singing voice is screwed as well. Can't imagine how I managed to squeeze out those notes during the performance.

9:43 pm;

Friday, August 10, 2007

title:{Good Food}

Man its been like ages since I ate home cooked food. So much better than the junk at camp. Like months man. Love it even though it might be a simple meal. Stupid NDP thing is over. No more weekends to be burnt. NO MORE!!! WOOHOO!!.

Tomorrow's a big day. First performance with LIV. Gonna be a big dinner event. Though not posh but hey, its gonna be fun. I hope. LOL. I'm losing quite a bit of musical touch, as well as speech. Can't play piano properly. Need to relearn everything. Train up the fingers yet again. And I keep mispronouncing words quite a lot too. Oh wells. Probably because of the lack of proper speech in the army.

I love the British accent and the way they speak. Darn cool. Especially in MISS POTTER, the movie about children book author Beatrix Potter. Didn't know she was quite a significant figure in her time. Rather a good author as well as a painter. Interesting person, most delightful to have known her.

Well gotta be booking in soon. Stupid re-run. 16km of madness. Its as though we purposely skipped the run. Need to burn the morning of Saturday for this nonsense. Not even sensible enough to give an option to choose whether to run the AHM. Frakking useless people. (Note : Frak is the substitute word for the F*** word in Battlestar Galactica, so as to avoid the censors.)

9:40 pm;

Monday, August 06, 2007

title:{Emotions}

Finally, NO MORE WEEKENDS to be BURNT!. WOOHOO. Finally NDP is gonna be over and I can lead a better life. Not normal yet but slightly less hussled.

Gonna be singing with LIV next saturday. First item with them. Somehow, inside me there is an empty gap. I wish to know what to fill it with. Inside me feels so empty. So void of emotions. I don't seem to be the same as I was before. Sad. Yet I cannot shed any tears. Totally devoid of emotions. Even anger or hate, or happiness and joy can be easily resolved into nothingness. Emotions just don't seem to hold. Well at least the positive I don't get depressed or dull for long.

Music career moving rather slowly. Starting to retrain my fingers for the piano again by playing Hanon. Maybe I should combo with my vocal practices as well. Throat still in quite a bad state. Coughing. Taking a long time to recover my singing voice. Stupid infection. Stupid weather. Somehow rather unclear about my future. Need to prayer more. About time I visit a House of God. Been too long already. Quite apprehensive about it. But somehow the answers will be there. Hopefully.

12:13 am;