started 2008 whith a series of misfortune...

- spend 1st day of lunar new year in Changi General Hospital until about 2am in the morning
- got my finger in between my dad's car on feb, now with a big piece of blood clot in my finger

have been rushing my assignments.. it seems piling up..

despite sleeping so much.. im so tired..

seriously dunno how am i going to start my hmt.. die le.... haix......

hope the year would be better... going to do my work now..

What Jamie Lim Pei Shan Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

a 3 years relationship..

tons of quarrels..

vague memories of happiness..

loads of love..

a farewell letter..

pieces of a shattered heart..

i felt that i always think too much for others and in the end getting hurt..

here i am being called self-centered..

years of waiting.. waiting for truth.. waiting for a heart.. to belong..

so hurt.. so helpless.. so sick

someone help me.. im miserable..

a wall built to protect oneself?
or
to see who cares enough to break it??

unshattered tears in a broken heart

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2008

its a brand new year... year 2008

so maybe I shall post some of my new year resolutions..

1. work harder to improve my grades...
2. be a better person

that's about all I think... anyway hope that my family and friends would be happy and safe..

everybody HAPPY NEW YEAR....

looking at what is happening at home... i can't help it but look back at myself..

some thoughts just seems to be flowing in my mind.. if i had stay on and bear with everything... like what my sis-in-law do.. what would happen...

looking at what my brother did.. it seems to add on to the demerit points for men.
though normal guys will sure say.. "oei its not fair to do that as not all men are like that"...

well, i don't know but.. it certainly make marriage rather scary..

i don't know what will happen in the end.. but i feel sorry for my sis-in-law and my niece..

have been watching romantic princess on tudou this few days.. nice show.. and haha.. feel princessy myself.. be contented with life la... that show is so unrealistic.. maybe there are pple that rich.. i don't know.. i wonder if i be happy if i am that rich.. probably not..

have been wanting to blog but just can't seem to find any topic or anything to blog about..

went to the library a few days ago.. and there was an exhibition about the killing of animals for human consumption.. somethng like that... it says in there.. that when human beings commit a mistake.. the sentence given to them would be hanging at most. The chickens that we ate were first imprisoned for life and then they were killed either by slitting their throat or their feathers will be first plucked and then boiled alive. What did they actually do to deserve this kind of treatment?

i felt my heart cringe after reading this. Some people felt that this is a cycle.. and some felt that.. this is sin.. for me, i am trying very hard to cut down on my meat intake.. hopefully =D

i found another Judith Mcnaught book.. happily i bought it.. haha.. well, i'm going to have a full collection of it.. though not new books but just worth it...

results will be out soon.. hope it be good..

sometimes its just so upsetting when my mum do that.. because i've a pussy.. well.. no choice.. but fuck that..

its been a long time since i last blog...

have been busy with my life.. studying, giving tuition...

my life had gone through so much changes that sometimes i seem to get lost..

i realise that my friend's acceptance means a lot to me.. and i realise that sometimes i jus have to be a bit more selfish.

well...

just bought a pair of new running shoes so that I can go to the gym again.. shall keep up my figure..

nothing much..