My 2 brothers went back today lo...

This few days are happy and fun because of them.

But i think it will be happier and more fun if all brothers can gather once just like before we at secondary school.

I'm expecting one day it will be true.

Hao Ran and Wei Jie still the same.

Funny, loud laughter, crazy...

Luckily they are no changes so I won't feel strange to them.

We laughing, chatting, playing, argueing, kidding, suan1 each others just like before.

But after they wnet back already, then there is only me.

Lonely comes to me again.

Haiz...

I only have myself...=(

Merry Christmas...

It was a late post, late about 2 days..

Just this few days really tiring man.

But it was fun to have them to celebrate christmas together.

2 of my brothers, Hao Ran and Wei jie came to KL to celebrate christmas.

Long time no see them but they still the same, still a very funny man.

We went to The Curve for countdown christmas.

It was crowded and full of many people.

First time that i saw this condition.

When the christmas was reached, everyone was in high mood.

They played together with the spray to spray each other.

We also get down to enjoy.

We played until very crazy.

After that we went to watch movie "Ip Man".

It was a nice movie, worth to watch.

We didn't go back home that night until morning.

So tired..

Next day, we slept until afternoon only woke up naturally.

We went to Times Square to shop.

About 11 something then we went back home lo...

This few days cost me a lot lo...

My pocket was broken!

This is special for a girl who i'm loving with..

Hey girl..

Happy Birthday to you..

Hope you have a memorable birthday this year..

and wish all your dreams come true..

Happy always=)

A nice song and music drama...

After Break Up

and First Love...

BAD DAY. Lonely day, lonely me. =(

Today is the second time that I be alone at home in KL.

This time different with last time.

No one accompany..

No one talk to me..

No one be my side..

Suddenly feel very lonely.

So queit.

I wish to find someone to talk,

but I don't know who can I find.

To find something to spend my time today,

I went to times square to buy something.

Walking around der alone for whole afternoon.

Long time didn't walk alone like that.

The feeling comes back again.

Haiz...

BAD DAY.

Lonely day, lonely me.

=(

I got back all my results in test 1.

Shame to say I didn't get a good results in test 1.

However, I still satisfied with my results.

I can't expect that I can get flying colour in my test 1 because I didn't well prepared.

What to say...

Lazy lo...

But this can't always be the excuse for me.

So stress la...

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I received my Maths test paper today.

The result is...failed.

First time failed my Maths.

Felt quite unhappy even though it just a test.

Haiz...

I think I have to work harder and harder.

But don't know why I am so lazy in this semester.

No passion to do anything.

Sometimes feel like to study but at the end three minute heat.

This semester is so boring ar...so sien.

However, one good thing is I slowly can get along with my classmates.

Slowly can open my heart to mix around with them.

Now already semester 2 and now only I can do it.

Very slow hor...

Maybe that is me ba...

say nicely is cool but say badly is zi4 bi4.

Haha...

Many friends ask me to change a bit.

Don't always be like that.

Change?

Ya, I think so.

But...how to start? and where to start?

Hmm...

I went out with her and Shi Hui today.

Nothing to do at home also, then went out to walk.

Long time no see her already.

Emm...she is no change, still the same.

Just something is changed.

I was sick and tired so did not like to talk so much.

Just stay there queitly listen to what were they chatting.

A lot of feeling that time.

Haha...

So coincidence.

I met Benjamin.

A friend know since primary.

But now feel a very strange when see him.

Maybe long time no see him already ba.

We just said hi and bye.

Haha...

But still happy to see him this old friend who already strange to me.

内心的心情还是很糟，

很不爽我自己，

超不爽的。

Happy Halloween Day

31/10

Happy Halloween Day!

Went to Halloween Night at KDU today.

A bit boring but the performances are nice and fantastic.

B-box, band, singing, dancing all very nice.

KDU students really very talented.

Rocks man!

Just the ghost house not that horror lo.

Haha..

Many people was wearing costume that night.

They really dare to wear lo, really brave.

Anyway, it is a good experience for me to attend this kind of party.

I am tired.

I am not fine.

Totally not fine.

Happy is going far away from me.

And I had lost it.

Hard to find it back.

Unless...

29/9

Today, don't know my mom where got that mood..

Suddenly wanted to go Red Box..=.=

No choice..i just accompanied her and one her friends...

But luckily the Red Box is full...haha..

Not i don't like la...just felt weird...

Then, my mom and her friends went to shopping...

I went to watch movie alone..i watch MAMA MIA..

Haha...it is a nice movie...everyone must watch it..

The songs is very nice...

I wished to watch with her one day that she had said to make it up for me..

But seem there is very little chance..haha..

Actually...hmm...just i still cheat on myself..don't like to admit it only...

This few days...i should think all the things clearly and make a decision...

18th birthday..

24/9

Happy birthday to myself..
I went to CS with 2 UTAR friends, Raymond and Yi Chuan, plus Han today..
Not counted as celebration ba..just walk walk like that...
I bought a red cap and then went cut my hair..
Ern...still satisfied with my hair..
After that, we went to watch movie-''Accuracy of Death''
We thought it is a not bad movie except Han...
He really felt boring in the cinema lo..haha..
After watching movie then we went back home lo..
Even i cut my hair already but my parents still not satisfied..
They still like to reprimand my hair..
Don't know why..
When only i can do what i think and what i like to do..
18th years old already..haiz..
Thanks for everyone who wish to me..
Ok..jump..

25/9

I don't know that 2 brothers (Han and DJ) why suddenly got that mood to go Hutan Bandar..
Make I have to wake up so early...
When i reached there, they walked around the Hutan Bandar N times already...
Haha...because im late...took bus ma..
Then we went to eat breakfast..
Chatting lo...then went to SSI a while..
After that Han drove his car and fetch us went to pelangi...
Went to find Yeekeng and Li Lin..
Standing and chatting in front of Red Box..=.=
We did not sing with them because later we will go jusco to sing also..
But end up with cancelled...sien..
Then we went to Han's house...
We have singing there also...haha..
Meetoto..haha...first time...felt not bad..
Then suddenly felt headache terribly..they felt tired also already..
3 of us took a nap..
After woke up...we went to pelangi again to eat Mc'D..=.=
After eating then we went back home lo..
What a lame day..

26/9

18th birthday was passed silently...
No special...
Everything is as usual...
Ya...i should be used to it..
But don't know why..
this time...i have a sense of loss..
I won't have any dreams come true..
Because i never wish..

Exam was over...back to jb

20/9

Exam was over...feeling could be said half happy and half sad ba..
Happy is exam was over finally lo...
Sad is the last subject-math, i did very bad in the test..
Ern...passed long time already la...don't like to say already..
Just wait for the results ba..
Ok..jump..

21/9

Piggy came back from JB today..
Long time didn't see her already..
Actually we planned to celebrate my birthday earlier together..
But because of some reasons then cancelled already..
Ohh...very disappointed..
But never mind la...she said will make it for me..
Hmm...just wait lo..
Ok..jump..

22/9

I came back to Jb lo..for 3 weeks..
Happy ba...can see my parents..haha...
Ern...just like that lo..
Ok..jump..

Yeah! Back to Jb..

30/8

Today was the day i went back to jb..

Actually i did not like to go back this time..just because ah gu and gary wanted to go back so as me lo...or else i would be alone at kl..

However, still felt quite happy la..i could see my dad, mom and brother...haha..

We got 6 people went back to jb together this time..piggy, shi hui, ah gu, gary, li jun and me...

We reached jb around 3pm like that..

I tumpang Li jun's car to go back home..

Mom was waiting for me at home...she didn't change much..still so beautiful...really felt happy to see my dearest mom..haha...

After that, i went out to eat with my mom..talked a lot of things to her..haha...

I heard my mom said got a girl likes my brother wor...so surprised...haha...but still glad to hear that...going to have Da Sao soon...hahaha..

31/8

Merdeka..

Today is malaysia independent day..but i went to singapore with my family...haha...'love' Malaysia so much...hahaha..

We went to visit my big aunt...she bring us to go eat breakfast and lunch...

The food are so delicious...i ate a lots that day...like a hunger ghost...haha...damn full that day...

1/9

Went back to kl lo...with piggy..

A bit she3 bu4 de2...but will be back soon also la..

Piggy got sick again lo...haiyo...so sayang her...everytime go back to jb den get sick one..

Hope she get well soon..and dun get sick again la..

We reached at kl around 2pm like that..then i accompanied piggy until a place then she went back home by herself...

She3 bu4 de2 again...because after today then maybe have to wait 3 weeks later only can see her again...sure will miss her very much one..but study is more important so just bear of it lo...3 weeks only ma...haha..

So suey...kena rained when i was going back home...whole body wet...became 'falling soup chicken'..haha...headache...hope won't get sick ba..

happy, fun and tired melaka trip...

22/8

i went to melaka to watch summer concert today.

Sorry, mum..never inform you anything i did at outside...

i went with ah gu, yeekeng, andrew and ah meng..

andrew and ah meng not going to the concert...

so after we reached melaka then we seperated already...

we reached melaka around 11 something...

actually could be earlier but we missed the bus..

ah meng lo...just because of waiting for him...

pek cek...but forget it la...din say much even quite bu shuang that time..

me and ah gu lived at han's house...although quite tired already but i still went to yum cha wif my brothers till very late..haha...

23/8

Very tired today...

because i just slept 2 hours like that..

i was woke up  by piggy's call...haha..i even thought that is alarm at the beginning...

after that me, ah gu and han went to melaka sentral to meet piggy, yong le and shi ling to bring them go back to han's house..

then, we went to summer concert together lo...

this time de summer concert damn nice...

very high that time even already very tired...haha..

after the concert we one gang went to yum cha...haha..

ermm...my old weakness showed out again on that time...but no matter how...i just cannnot control myself...

Sorry..

24/8

i did not sleep again...watched Nania 2 whole nite...

quite sien de...maybe too tired already ba...haha...

 early morning then we took bus back to kl lo...

Very tired..summore stomachache..whole body totally not comfortable...

after reach home then straight away lie on bed and slept lo..

ermm...this time melaka trip...quite happy and fun la..and also realised something..

A Bad Day...

Ermm...quite lang2 bei4 today..
i had a presentation today..but i forgot to bring the pendrive..
all the informations are in the pendrive..
when i realised, i rushed back to my house and took it and then rushed back to school again..
damn tired like that...
but the most pek cek thing is the presentaion postponed to next week...=.=
if i know that early then i wont be so lang2 bei4 already..!@#$%^..
Just got back my chemistry test paper today..
the result is bad..not good as i think..
i thought i did well on this time..but actually not..
maybe im not good as i think ba...
the higher the expectation, the higher the disappointed...
a bit moody...the final exam is coming soon..
very worry about it..suddenly feel very stress...aiks..
Ermm...but got stress only got force to study ma...haha..
i have to start studying lo...jia you to myself..

A Happy Day...

9/8

Today was chemistry test 2..studied until quite late last night..
But luckily my efforts did not waste..i think that i did quite well this time..
Hope can get better result than last time..
Last nite 8/8/08 was first day of olympic games...so exciting..
I watched the open ceremony of the olympic games..very nice...
but just the teams came out one by one that part very boring...
204 countries took almost 2 hours to come out one by one..
Overall still very nice la..especially when the sport man lighted up the huo3 ju4..
everyone was so high on that moment..
Talk back to today...
After the chemistry test, i went out with my friends..
We went to times square...quite fun with them..
Piggy went to sungai wang...quite near...sure went to meet her wan la..
haha...me,piggy,ah gu, shi hui and ellen then went to eat dinner..
but i stomachache so did not eat much..
after that we went to bintang walk..we saw people ga4 wu3..break dance...
not bad man...cool..we walked till very night only went home..
A happy day...

Tired but Happy...

Last few days are the most tired day i ever been before...
A lot of assignments hav to do..summore got test...
The assignment is a group work..but to me...seem like individual work like that...
evetything depend on me...all i hav to do myself..@#$%^&...
actually felt very angry with them..bu shuang!!!
But i still beared of it...just don't want make enemy in school..
make more friends better than make more enemies ma...
Now everything past already...finally can rest a while..phew...
Ern...still got something happened..but is happy one...
I think that is the happiest moment in my life ba..
Thank you...i will cherish the chance you had given me..
To love you..