okay let me post a fast one then i'll go keep some promises of mine ady :D
just DotA-ed a very fcked up game with junming jiale and yanchen(ooooh sexy baby)
but yanchen left early(nooo sexy baby)
then.
tday's sch was crap, shan't talk bout it.
chinese orchestra...
haiz...
got a girl dunwan come.
say what no friends to talk to and got headache, oso feeling like quitting co.
if she does quit rights, im gonna go whack her if i see her.
so unfair, she didn't come teacher didn't go looking for her.
i want ponteng oso cannot.
then we make fun of her larhs.
say "omygawds today is a sunny day, i got a headache, im feeling like quitting co"
and alot more like "nooo, my conductor's bald head very shiny, we can't see a single thing on the music score, i got a headache, im oso feeling like quitting co."
its juz damn unfair.
anyways.
once i got home.
i just lay on my bed and stone stone stone sleep sleep sleep.
just too much is happening nowadaes.
i can't believe im so fcked up.
that i would even think of dropping school.
i've been acting happy in class.
but all sorts of crap going on juz showed the crappiness.
coupled with my last night's inability to sleep, i wanna just go scream in my room again.
why, just why, must all these things happen?
i hope, that it will all end here, now, and never ever to happen again.
and just hope that everything changes back to normal, but, i must accept the fact that i can't change the facts just by WANTING to change it.
even so, i can't do anything already.
it's just, too late?
haiz.
maybe tomorrow would just be this little bit better for my friends.
just hope so.

lols i wonder why, but i totally can't sleep.
haha juz worried bout some stuffs.
was lying on the couch watching television waiting for sms.
none.
then my mother walked past and asked me if i wanna taste abit of grape wine.
then i drank the whole glass of wine in one gulp ._.
my mom was like "0.0 drink in small sips larh!"
haha.
now i can't even think bout sleeping.
im not drunk, but im all warm.
i was washing my face and it was blushing.
haha maybe i was thinking of yanchen ;]
my wrist hurt even more.
i dunno why.
maybe twisted it when i was sleeping last night.
cuz i didn't sleep well last night too T_T
haha now im full-time owl ady!!
same as mr ccc :D
now even when i type, it hurts T_T
sheesh.
i dunwanna go to sch.
i haven't even prepare my uniform and sock :X
summore tmr have to stay in sch till 5 i think.
actually it was canceled due to english 'O' levels.
so everyone was not supposed to stay back, but our teacher just wories too much bout the open house, and we'll have to stay back =.-
GOOD LUHH YANCHEN!!!!
PROMOTION DAY T.T
summore our promotion day not on cca day, WASTED!
hahas im not that lazy to go larhhs.
was thinking of ponteng-ing tmr's practice but i still feel that i'd better go.
even if my wrist still hurts.
juz for CCA T.T
haiz, drinking cold water to chill myself out.
too much wine(whine) XD
hahas.
the face wash foam went into my eyes juz now when i washed my face ._.
and when i brushed my tooth i made my gums bled at two different places.
used too much strength :X
haha was still worrying bout someone XD
haha best way to make ur mouth feel damn fresh is by chewing on mint chewing gum then use listerine and then drink cold water :D
it totally BOOMZ me XD
hahas.
anw i kinda pity Ris Low larhhs.
cuz she kena bullied by people like me :X
haha juz bcuz of the credit card fraud and the boomz thing she bcame infamous *shakes head*
lols bet i can't wake up tmr morning and i'll have to take cab to sch T.T
BUT I CAN'T SLEEP!!!
WHAT THE SHINGZ!!(another slang from wrist Ris Low) XD
hahas im going to play auditionSEA *SCREAMS "I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!*")
lols im not the DotA guy anymore!!!
im the GG(gay game) guy!!!
okay its not really gay but i feel so bored it'll be a source of entertainment.
and another method of relaxing my nerves as they're being nervous for someone =.-
haha ok not really nervous but worried ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
okay i'll facebook awhile b4 audition-ing b4 DotA-ing :D
IM STILL A DotA GUY!!!!!!
(three cheers for ken!!) :]

lalala
well, life's juz a little effed up.
the feeling when, someone close to you leaving is crap.
esp someone close who have not know of some facts that is going to leave.
i dunno who XD
life's gonna be normal again.
not being able to see some friend's faces in class.
and that juz sucks.
its like...
like trying to make a fan without the motor.
it'll not be functional, not to say useful.
haha i don't know exactly what im talking bout.
i just feel..
crapped.
theres just this, feeling that some people are crucial in my life and i couldn't make it through anything in society or whatever without em.
haha YANCHEN IS ONE OF THEM AND HE IS MY SUNSHINE!!!!! (PUKES)
hahas MY PRECIOUS DARDAR YANCHEN!!!!!!! (PUKES AGAIN)
lol i prefer girls kays:D
well, but im not AVAILABLE.(oh please i dun think theres anyone who mind that im not available T_T)
scuse me ladies, if you find me so handsome that you'd faint just by looking at me but still wanna fall into love with me, i'd rather not, cuz later harh, i have to carry you to hospital everytime you look at me XD
haha juz jk.
even i dun think that i am a teeny weeny bit attractive XD
haha.
anyways since when was there was a happy post in this blog anyways.
so its kinda normal for me to feel crap.
esp at times when sch ends T_T
haiz...................
looks like screaming into my pillow would be normal for my sisters nxt year ^^
but my pillow will be emotionally hurt, everytime kena screamed at XD
sigh...
sigh...
sigh...
sigh...
lols i think my lungs are having a hard time with all these heavy traffic XP
lols...
my sisters and mother went ION haven't come back.
must be scared that they faint when they see my beautiful face XD
haha ignore me once again for my humble attitude XD
opps!
hahas i think im just being utterly desperate to be zilian??!!
mygosh!
hahas i'd like some chocolate milk coffee with some candy floss plopped on top of it while it is being brewed!
lolols =.-
ig-nore me!
not this post, but me.
wait, but when you read the post, it'll be the post that says "ignore me"
lemme think...
AH I(ken) KNOW!!
lets go msn style baby!(not you larhhs, i told you im not on the shelf kays!)
Ken:IGNORE ME FOR MY DESPERATE ATTEMPTS TO SOUND ZILIAN!
wait, but the writer is whom he is writing XD
LOLS GOSH I FEEL SO FRIGGIN RETARDED!
zzz..
anws, back to the topic.
people leaving me rights?
or me feeling crap??
lols same same larhhs XD
hahas, some are migrating and some, simply transferring to others from the current sch.
some(or one XD) of you made me feel soooooo crap when i first know that you're leaving.
that sucks more than hell on earth or an embarrassing happening of me shitting my pants when im walking on orchad road during christmas celebration when there are many cheerful children playing with bubbles that i used to clean my ass after i shat my pants.
lols?
haha i wanna drop sch.
cuz the academic progress(none at all) i have this year is crap and oso for some crappy reasons that even yanchen may find invalid for me to drop sch.
hahas...
well, somethings can't be changed or it ain't really me who makes the decision.
haiz...
haha i really really hoped i could've hoped that the time past had gone slower or i could just make it repeat itself over and over again cuz this year is the sweetest, the one with most bitterness which makes me learn, and oso the year i think i did changed most.
i really couldn't think bout what would happen for the next few years without the many(erm like just now, maybe its a one XD) person i really respect.
haha, i used to say to that few people (erm now i dunwanna repeat my last bracket)
what's done's done rights?
irreversible.
everything is irreversible.
even if i typed this post over again later, this would still be the one and only post i typed at this point of time, the breaks i used between my typing and such.
so dun say "oh...i wanna cry cuz this thing's crap and its irreversible"
okay fine, you may be thinking that i should be saying this to myself and i agree.
but, i would just like to share what i think.
forget it, bet most people just think it's CRAP.
and i wanna go visit my beautiful bed :D
maybe a couple of hour later, the bed can wait XD

hated this afternoon?
haha was complaining to aiden bout how i got hurt physically and (lets say) emotionally this few days.
haha hate feeling when you feel ur chest being compressed when you feel that something's wrong or something's unusual.
i feel/felt that feeling, i don't know if any1 out there does too.
and it TOTALLY sucks.
lets go back to the second sentence shall we?
was complaining to aiden after CO this evening and i was like "i think god just stepped on a figurine of me in heaven then to clean me off his shoes, he went to scrub the soles of his shoes on the road b4 burning the figurine, that's why im so unlucky nowadays i think."
=.-
i broke the jade at the bottom of the NEW & FIRST flute i have T_T
its not even three weeks!!!
T_T
someone was playing and then the stone hard ass sat on the jade then broke it =.-
nice ass luhhs!
then alot of crap happened.
my left wrist was like, numb(?!) during practise tday.
SHIT.
i shld've listened to my guardian angel's command (haha my sunshine must be jealous now)
it was like having a real serious bruise and then someone punches it hard, just that the bruise is right in ur wrist and that someone punches it whenever you move your wrist.
yea that HURTS!!
can't sleep ZZZZ
and i dun plan on sleeping for tonight/today/tomorning(LOLS????!!!)
zzz
was wondering what it'll feel like to not sleep and eat in a day.
wait, i've slept just now.
haha my sunshine knows where XP
somewhere in the toilet*hint hint*
HAHAHA if you read my older posts(let me tell you, the old post has turned yellow ady XD)
that means its REALLY old XP
haha maybe not?
haa go facebook ady!!!!!!!!
WOOTS WOOTS(=.-)

posting for the sake of posting.
todaysuckedbigtime.
everyone around me seem sian.
now i dun give a fck.
chi class kena own by botak.
cuz she thought i was talking.
well, what bout adelric and friends?
even if i talk, they obviously are talking louder than me.
go for a check up larhs.
then, try to look and sound happy, cuz we wun have to go to sch tmr.
but, wtf?!
am appearing offline cuz i dunwann talk but know who's online.
treat aiden and benjo drinks.
got scammed by red bull.
they said redbull gives you wings, but trust me, they dun XD
well, dun feel like going out, dun feel like talking.
what else?
dun feel like eating.
maybe sleep.
i juz wanna stuff myself with sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep and sleep.
erm, everyone around me's feeling crap cuz of results, think bout it.
is it really worth being sad for?
or lets say disappointed for yanchen's case.
you're in RV.
as long as you improve nxt year, what else would fck you up?
what bout me.
in a normal sch with a below avg score.
wasn't what i expected after all.
anw slept at 2 ytd.
read the messages i've saved from aug 12th.
haha, people totally changed the way they talked to me and such.
its bcuz of the fact we're gonna face in the future, recent happenings or whatever bad i've done.
everyone's changed =C
it's so different from last time.
zzz.....
i want to eat and not sleep now.
effect of red bull?
but still no wings XD

er, went m'sia over the weekend.
bought an earpiece.
then saw cheaper ones at BukitPanjangPlaza zzzzzz.
celebrated my grandpa's b'day.
eat alot, oso got hurt alot.
zzzzzz.
er, bballed with yc juz now.
talked alot crap.
then ate very late dinner.
nothing's new.
tmr holiday.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
all i could do at home is swim swim swim play play play what else?
nothing else.
gosh.
so dull, esp the expressions on people's faces after we retrieved our results
and that made me even more sian.
then got alot of crap.
can't DotA cuz father brought comp for repairs, then i wanna go down take a walk, but i agree with yc, its friggin hot.
such crappy weather ain't supposed to be here at this point of time, it's leeching my happiness away.
sianz.
i want to eat shit.
lols being random.
no wait, i want to go home.
ZZZZ
gosh facebooks crap-ing-ly horribly boring me cuz i've not many friends on it...ZZZ
forget it i want play games with yc liao XD

was a damn boring holiday?
yea i think so.
played b-ball(IPWNEDINTHREEPOINTSNOW!)
er, DotA-ed a game by myself.
went market with yc cuz he wanna cut his hair.
watched Journey to the center of the Earth on bluray.
went online, yc afked for dunno what reason.
then father pissed me off.
went offline and on line and offline but all the same, yc's still afk.
then came online at bout 11?
facebook-ed awhile b4 theres nobody online.
then thought of dotaing one game by myself but, i thought of posting.
sleep sleep sleep is what i do nowadaes, nothing to do anyways.
zzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz......
SPAM SPAM SPAM
not.
z
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gosh im feeling ridiculously retarded =.-
ok fine im going to DotA until i fall asleep at the comp XD

i hate today.
totally
art exam.
now that its all done with, i can go get some sleep...
then on the way home, bruises from yesterday's spurring showed up on the back of my palm and on my back.
then my bag keep rubbing against the one on my back which totally hurts like crap, but bopian.
on the way home, juz b4 alighting the bus,
i was sleepy,
had my wallet on my lap.
i grabbed my phone, stood up and faster go in front to press the bell.
there wasn't any buttons anywhere near my seat, so i had to press the one near the exit.
perhaps my wallet dropped when i stood up.
i didn't tap and alighted to bus, juz to find that i dun have my wallet with me :(
that sux.
now, i dunwanna care bout ANYTHING ANYMORE.
wtf larhs.
i hate the way things work in the world.

lols guess im back to being an owl?
Tuesday and Wednesday, no school.
so, i suppose im gonna be part time owl XD
anws tday/yesterday was kinda crapped?
i was woken by my father at 9, ate breakfast, slacked until afternoon.
then i got onto the comp, and dota-ed with stone giant who really kicked my ass.
then with yc, and that's when i started to get all worked up.
i was ksed, which was a minor thing, pwned by rougue knight and really got angry.
so after that game we went b-balling.
well, i was quiet for most of the tiem, cuz i was pissed, then at round the end of the one hour yc said i should try silencer in DotA cuz i was silent and the 3points that i got in were nice silent-s =.-
then went home, and went out for dinner.
then my parents ordered 田鳮, which was basically frog meat.
NO
WAY
AM
I
GONNA
EAT
THOSE
CRAP
i thought as the waitress put the whole lot in front of us.
OH MY GOD.............
and my mom juz threw in some onto my plate and of course i can't show that in front of my relatives that i dun like it.
so fine, i ate em.
was disgusting, a mix between fish and chicken meat.
that sux :(
lols after that everything was fine.
napped for awhile, then after i woke up i realised i was actually damn pissed over a game which was really kinda, childish?
so i took a cold drink and went online.
talked to yc for awhile before he gtg.
then went facebook which was CRAP.
its boring, its laggy.
but nothing else to do.
then halfway, i went DotA-ing again.
AND PWNED NIGHTSTALKER IN 30MINS XD
lols.
omg later this morning i've taekwondo zzz
and i wanna redo THE WHOLE OF MY ART PREP WORK!!!
cuz i dun think it look nice.
so im gonna redraw everything.
im gonna do the monsters which i thought of making a look like a caterpillar XD
the extreme right side of my lower jaw hurts like dunno what!
it hit the goal post when i was retrieving my b-ball T_T
if it gets kicked this morning, i swear it'll dislocate.
i bet 5 bucks to ALL THE READERS OF THIS SENTENCE!
lols and note that its a "IF i get kick..."
haha easy money XD
juzjk juzjk
wanna go for another game of DotA then its SLEEP TIME!
kekeke my favourite part of the day XD

YOYO!
so SADD-ED!
was thinking of lame jokes that are actually so lame that its not even funny to be lame or its lamed on its funniness?! wtf am i talking boutz??
1337 MODE COMMING 0Nl!n3!
g0Sh...
w4T aM ! G0nn4 d0 1F i fLunk m4I 3xams?!?!
h!stOry Alr3dY c0nf!rM craPp3d zZZZzzZzZ...
freak im tired of typing in 1337
anws im seriously thinking i've bcame totally lame (not physically) and i want not to feel the crappiness whenever people reply to my jokes(look at the next few sentences for more info)so im gonna stop all the thinking and producing of freaking LAME jokes?
maybe ;P
like, my jokes are replied with "=.-/DIAOS/.../zzz/fine/LOLS(contains sarcasm)
instead of true HAHAHAs, LMAOs, ROFLs, LOLs(which is like really laughing oud louds bhind teh monitor)
zz?
im hungry ady! even after eating a cook-it-myself-two-egg omelette!
crappy stomach.
shld juz become a monk seh!
anw i find it ridiculous(no offence) that vegetarians eat things that look-like-meat-but-made-outta-flour things cuz they want to make themself think that they are eating meat BUT they are suppose to be vegetarian and not eating, not even say THINKING bout eating meat you know?
i mean, yea, some of my relatives are vegetarian but when i go to temples to pray (im juz following, not really believing but, yea, sometimes i muz at least respect my family's believes)
and then when they provide free lunch/buffet or we go eat in the temple, they'll have so called fish balls, crab meat and such made out of flour.
thinking of it is when i really lose my apetite.
haiz nvms.
not all religions are flawless and totally true(thats what i think)
but, im more of the christian side bcuz of PHPPS ^^
cuz sometimes they provide simple logics that actually makes some sense??
well, buddhism is all bout peace love etc etc which i kinda liked(but i dunno why did i still join taekwondo XD)
haha juz some simple SELF-DEFENCE XD
muahahaha.
black tipped belt coming into my hands (only if i pass the examination that i effed up anyways T_T)
gosh!
hungry hungry hungry!
RAWRS i want some sausages omelette!
zz
Yanchen go DotA, but i using my sis' laptop which obviously has NO warcraft3
and it'll NEVER be possible that i get to have warcraft3 installed into her laptop zzz.
so sianz!
im like, playing typing maniac to try to beat my own score in MY list and every 15min i'd go open a new tab to mousehunt and sound the hunter's horn XD
so lame larh!
even the things i do are lame(thats what i think)
but i enjoy doing it :P
YES! tmr after science = TOTAL SLACKING!
home econs and art juz nid preps and memorizing.
SHIT! i noticed i've a preference of american spellings!!
zzz
things like memorizing, demoralizing, colour/color, honor/honour, center/centre, defence/defense all these crap that i mixed up from school and books, but those books that i liked are all like, erm, american, then in sch they teach british spelling(ion pri sch when vocab was being used ALOT)
then if i see a word i nvr see b4 in the book, i'll remember that word and then i'd keep using that american spelling, which was(maybe more of a "is") a freakin big problem im facing while writing my stuffs in sch T_T
OHYEAH!!
PEOPLE READING THIS BLOG! GO PLAY TYPING MANIAC ON FACEBOOK!!!
im so sian-ed cuz only mr chua was the one who breaks/broken my records which i would most likely go HARDCORE and get back my no.1 title!!
then i saw Yanchen's list of friends which was a wtf-pwned-ken's-friend's-list.
im jealous of you yanchen =.-
haha then got so many friends who can type so faz!!
for me arh, my friends is either do quizzes or very pro at mousehunt =.=
zzz.
boring day,boring life.
only if someone could light my life on fire and others would keep helping me pour oil on the already burning life of adventures and fun then i'd be so totally grateful^^
well... now at least can say that theres a teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeny weeny spark XD
hahas, but a spark can bring fire to even a piece of outdated newspaper ^^
wait, juz dun come my house to burn newspaper bcuz i said i nid fire on my life!! LOLS
shit, i thought i shldn't be joking :O
forget it, i dunwan type anymore zz.

lols weird class 1e2 is.
whenever i dun talk in class then they all so noisy and talk so much.
then when they come online to talk, they all so quiet.
my jokes seems to be some kind of, crap?
like i tried to joke, they think i was serious and didn't even received a "haha"
like, wasted my time lorhs!
zz
was revising history.
then in the end i was on MSN ady.
i juz can't focus.
haha no wonder i dun feel anything whenever the teacher scolds me :X
juz jk, i do feel sad sometimes that i did somethin wrong till the teacher have to scold me.
anw if SOME people dunwanna to appreciate my jokes,
then nvr will i try to be funny in front of them again.*hmph*
lols i sound like a little girl, but seriously IM SIAN-ed!
unless they request for me to :P ^^
i want a drumset :P
and a dog, a husky would do soo much XP
ohmygawds...
i want so many things!
maybe i shld give santa a shopping list instead of having him write it himself XD
haha i lazy type anymore.