crap...
my sis talked bout the dizi agn this mrning...
im in a bad mood...
what can i do bout it?
i know you RVCO pro lar... got alot of performances...
n juz bcuz you're my older sis doesn't mean that you can juz get what you want out of me by threatening me...
dun lend me instrument nxt time so what?
i can oso threaten you what...
you go eff urself up or i don't give you bck ur instrument...
same...
its btr that i told you straightawae after i found out that the instrutor took it...
GAH!!!
juz ask parents buy for me lar!
after that argument/fight i went bck to my room mumble...
"go eff urself up, c**b**"
then she walk out of her room "c**b**?ur mouth veh dirty horh?"
then i shout bck "YEA SO WHAT?"
i've been bearing with it...
dun fight with you ppl even if im in a bad mood...
but itotally can't stand it anymore cuz you're the one who's seeking trouble...
crap head...
it wasn't ALL my fault rights?
n what has the price of that f***ed up thing got to do with getting it bck?
so stop saying how much that fcking dizi costs n shut the hell up bout that thing...
senseless...
juz bcuz you're in RV doesn't that you're the smartest...
there are smarter ppl in ur sch you b****...
even if you tell mom bout the instructor holding on to an instrument you nid for a performance, she can't do any crap bout it rights?
when i say i'll get that thing bck, i will...
you doubt me?
so you want me to donate it to the sch?
if that's what you want, keep on messing with me bout it...
i don't wanna fight bout it...
the instructor already said he'll return it...
he will...
its not like he've no money to buy another better one with jade embedded on it YOU NUB...
dunwanna talk bout it more...
anyways... booked the b-ball court juz now...
feel like running around n tossing the ball so hard that it'll burst...
i know i don't have that strenght to do it but i'll feel much btr if i could...
ZZZ...
ytd...
after facebook-ing i go sleep...
5+ wake up... eat dinner...
sleep agn...
then 12:47AM wake up...
then smsed...
then go sleep agn...
then woke up at 8++
then stuffed myself with alot of food...
then wanna sleep...
but couldn't...
so i go dwnstairs booked the b-ball court without telling anyone...
my mom asked me where im going but i ignored her then juz walked out of the hse...
i dunno when did i bcame such a rebellious bastard...
but im juz not in the mood to talk to anybody cept friends...
then after booking i took the booking slip for a lil' walk around the condominium...
haiz...
im having mixed feelings now...
angry bout myself, sad bout being rebellious and happy cuz it's the weekend...
no...
in actual fact i don't want the weekend to come...
i would rather stay in sch all year long...
but not for CCA...
CCA ruined me too...
at first i thought i could relax during CCAs...
but i was wrong...
it totally sux big time n money...
it's also ruining my point-of-view of my family...
sigh...
im tired of all this things...
could i juz go out with someone n chillout all day long?
im desperate for some happiness right now...
DESPERATE!!!
sigh...
haiz...
really really frustrated now...
im confused too...
funno what to do nxt week...
thurs got opening-ceremony i think...
then fridae is national day celebration...
so mon-wed is the only days we nid to study...
then thurs dunno if they would let us go swimming...
i hiope not... cuz i wanna sleep at hme...
even if im not sleeping, nobody would be on9 on MSN cuz they all are in sch...
maybe some from my class would...
but its so pathetic...
only 4 ppl from my class have added me on MSN...
zzzZZzZzzZzzzZZZZzzZZZzzzZ...
dammit all...
i wanna blast some music right nows...
juz to chillout abit..
haizzz...
someone go out with meh pl0x!!
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