tdae sucks the most...
it totally sux...
first is swimming...
kena kicked in my face twice...
its a pain in my jaw...
juz like how this day's been a pain in my neck...
then after swimming lesson brandon was totally COLD twoards me...
totally...
n its juz so sudden...
he started ignoring meh...
then changed seat...
then had friggin chinese spelling...
i know i would FAIL totally...
alot of crap happened...
and it all sux...
then have CO...
sux even more...
the bad day turned worst/worse during CO...
i stood at that spot for 3 hrs straight...
blowing my instrument...
then wat's worst...
i brought two DIZI to sch...
i practised with one...
and then the other i put on the table...
the conductor asked the dizi instructor bring bck two sch's dizi to look after...
THEN HE TOOK THE ONE ON MY TABLE!!!
I WAS FRIGGIN KEEPING THE MUSIC STANDS DUDE!!!
THEN I DIDN'T KNOW HE TOOK IT!!!
freak lar...
freaking instrutor freaking took the dizi while i freaking kept the music stands...
THEN...
i kena scolded by my sis...
AT LEAST I CALLED TO SAY THE HONEST TRUTH INSTEAD OF HIDING THE FCKING TRUTH FROM YOU!!!
I DIDN'T ACT LIKE SOME COWARD WHO SUCKS HIS THUMB N SAYS HE DIDN'T DO IT!!!
wtfreak...
dammit lar...
tmr she got CO...
freak me for being so careless!!!
freak it all...
i wanna quit the freaking CO...
spoils my mood...
even if i can't...
i would totally change sections...
FREAK IT ALL!!!
totally pissed right now...
whateva post b4 this that said i was freaking pissed was all wrong...
tdae is the day im TOTALLY PISSED!!!!
omg man...
how could this things happen to me?!?!?!?!?!
IM SUPER DUPER FRUSTRATED!!!
I WANNA KNOCK MY EFF-ING HEAD ON E WALL!!!!
im SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO pissed...
readers of this post...
TELL ME WHAT THE FREAK I SHLD DO!!!!
haiz....
totally frustrated RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE that i can simply break the eff-ing keyboard...
wtfh...
totally hates tdae!!!
SOMEONE BRING BCK THE HAPPY ME!!!!!!!
i so wanna hurt myself man...
like cut myself or sumthing...
im totally down todae...
one flick from you n i'll totally break down now...
im srsly sick of this things...
haizzz...
someone get me out of this hole that i've just dropped in...
alone...dark...cold...
these are words i can use to describe this world for tdae...

...
was my number given to other people through a 3rd person?
was playing b-ball with Yanchen...
then friends called...
dun even remember giving them my number...
then ask me if vincent's around...
then blahblah... alot of crap...
that confused me...
then tdae there was no chinese class n we was not aware of it...
maybe the teacher wasn't aware that there wasn't class...
but after awhile i think its juz kinda ridiculous...
how could a teacher forget that she's lesson??
wow...
amazing...
then had 3 tests tdae...
literature,science n math...
i didn't do the last two questions of the math test...
cuz i was kinda day-dreaming or sleeping for the first fifteen mins...
was thinking bout money n handphone brands...
ZZZ...
a big =.- was given to that sentence...
then after that...
went to lot 1 with brandon...
went pizza hut...
=.-
brandon-"eh! $5.90 lehs! want eat?"
me"anything..."
so we went in n ate pan pizzas with free flow of pepsi...
chionged 3 cups...
juz bcuz he said i so slow =.-
then accidentally poured lotsa pepper on a slice of a pizza...
brandon was lol-ing like crazee...
then we walked around there...
to court's n popular...
then after that we go to the toilet...
we were damned confused...
then dunno which one male or female b4 we saw that sign...
then we like "eh? which one male one" outside the toilet entrances...
then got one lil' girl laughed at us...
=.=|||
dun laugh lar...
there's always a first time...
reached home at 3:30+
then booked b-ball court...
was pissed cuz something seriously embarassing happened and i shan't talk bout it here...
that thing made brandon lol-ed agn b4 i went home...
he even took pics/vids of meh!!!
come on lar...
ppl got nature's call too what...
=.=...
shall end this post right here right now...
ZZZzzZZzzzZZZzZZZzzZZZZZzZ.......
hehhehheh...
comfortable bed here i come!!!

wth dude...
i feel like a friggin loner!!!
!%#$^@!#$@
had a friggin bad dae in sch...
esp. during lessons, free periods...
during free periods...
lotsa boys had this arm wrestling activity...
but its damn noisy lar!!
especially during art class...
cuz the teacher nvr come...
so the whole class was slacking...
during that "night market period" the sec1 Dean walk past then came in n scolded us...
for being too noisy...
and that was juz the first 5 mins of that slack time...
ZZzzZZzZzZZz...
was pissed cuz i wanted to sleep...
then that kaixiang in front of me want to arm wrestle...
then he keep putting his elbow on my table like challenging me...
I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!
so i said"kae fine but after that get ur hands off my damned table"
he agreed...
then after that...
wilson come n be the next "kaixiang"
ZZZzzzZZZZ
so after wilson i went to the bck of the class sleep for 15mins i think...
then there was sudden silence...
thought that the Dean came by for another "visit"...
so i wake up...
cuz i wasn't in my sit...
then dunno what to do...
then the "night market" came bck...
IT WAS JUZ A FRIGGIN JOKE!!!!!!
was super annoying...
so i went bck to my table...
wanted to tell brandon we go toilet slack instead of slackin in class...
then found out the kaixiang was on my table "wrestling" with joel...
i shifted joel's arm...
pressed kaixiang's wrist on the table...
lift up the other arm...
and then hammered hard...
"BOOM"
i hit the table...
he was lucky i didn't hit his hand n that he dodged fast...
if not, i'll swear his whole palm would be paralysed...
then i pointed at him, with my eff-ing pissed face to warn him not to mess with me anymore...
i totally blew my top...
i didn't even slammed a table b4...
summore this time i hit the table bcuz i wanna hurt someone else...
then andria came over "chill, dun angry"
was thinking "fine..."
then after that crap i asked brandon whateva i was wanting to ask him...
then he said "yea lorh, here so noisy, we go toilet barhs"
so me n him walked out of class...
was pissed...
then when we came bck... there was still like 10mins?
then saw Andria running around being chased by Vincent...
then was listening to music with my earpiece...
then i went bck to sleep...
after awhile i heard Andria scream...
n Vincent was like threatening to step on her marker or something...
wth... I WANT SOME SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
crap...
but that's a lil too much of disrespect from vincent barhs...
i dun even dare step on a pen of a friend...
ZZZZzzzZZZ...
I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!
then after that...
art's over...
and then got alot of crap going on...
Our vice-chair Nicholas handed someone who i'll sometimes hang out with if there's CCA, Aiden, a stack of math worksheet...
then they were like quarelling bout giving it to the teacher...
i was waiting for Aiden...
then they juz stood there quarelling...
"wahlao its you who shld go pass to Ms Tan!!"
... ... ...
then i was REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY pissed...
n i didn't wanna wait...
so i snatched the friggin stack of worksheet and go put in Ms tan's pigeon hole...
then after that...
i noticed something...
MY FRIGGIN DIZI AND ART STUFFS' IN CLASS!!!!!
wahlao eh...
crap...
luckily Aiden was following meh...
so i told him in a very heck-care tone "wth my stuffs' in class..."
then he chiong bck class take for me... THNX AIDEN!!!
haizzz....
Nicholas...
was he juz acting like a good boy in class, being so helpful??
many teachers would go to him for stuffs n errands n he always offered...
haizzz....
then waited for aiden to eat finish b4 walking around the sch until 2:30...
slept during CO...
FINALLY!!
when the sec3 senior wasn't around i would go to sleep...
if not, she'll ask me practise...
the sec2 senior so good...
lemme sleep when the other seniors not around...
even if i practise they won't put me into the performance grp at such an early stage...
i mean...
i've joined for only half a year and if they would lemme go into the Major grp means i must be damn pro...
practised until 4:30 when the Co-instructor in charge told us go theory class...
that's when i started feeling like a loner...
guess what?
WAS IN A ROOM WITH ONLY ONE BOY!!!
and that boy NVR NVR NVR talked to almost anyone in this friggin sch b4...
so he's considered as nothing...
doesn't mean i think he's nothing...
juz that he's too anti-social to be able for me to sense his presence there...
...
50min theory class...
crapped...
most of the time there i was spinning my pen...
dun even cared bout them...
ZZZZzzzzZZZZZZzzZZz...
oso can't sleep there...
will kena scolded by that teacher...
so i juz slacked agn...
haizzz...
ZZzzzZZZzzZZzZ...
finally i got my sleep at home :]

though its my 100th post...
it ain't a happy one...
im friggin frustrated now...
with the taekwondo class tmr adding on to the pain...
that sucks...
me n my father don't talk much...
we nvr do...
cept when i was young...
but now we're crapped...
i dunno why its always my fault...
shan't talk bout it now...
dun wanna ruin my already ruined mood...
i dunno why...
but nowadaes i slept alot n ate less...
i slept from 11pm yesterdae to 11am this mrning...
then at 2+ i slept till 4...
at 4 i slept agn...
but for juz a lil while...
im juz too tired...
yesterdae i slept after i facebook-ed at 4...
supremely tired...
skipped lunch for the all the weekdaes this week...
i didn't care much anyways...
emo-ing on a weekend like this sucks...
but if i dun shut myself out it will suck even more...
tmr im going to a concert at Chua Chu Kang CC...
dun think i would enjoy it...
many friends planned to ponteng it...
i juz feel like getting out for awhile...
even for a 5min walk i would enjoy it...
in fact i was supposed to play b-ball with a friend tdae...
then told me he's at a friend's parteh...
he told me we'll be venting our anger while playing b-ball when we chat yesterdae nite so dun be so sad...
but what now?
leave me alone at home...
that sucks totally...
lying to me would make me feel that i suck...
but im used to it...
people've been lying to me recently...
n all of it are obvious crap that really made me angry...
can't blame some of u...
haizzz....
wanna punch the wall like crazy...
but what's the use of it?
i've been telling andria "what's dones done and we can do nothing bout it"
thats what im lacking...
i juz can't forget bout it all...
crap...
i've been complaining bout the facebook apps...
the typing maniac...
i play like crazy...
n i can't break through the 300k mark...
instead...
i failed at 292...
which was crap that also made me pissed...
can't do anything bout it...
almost nothing really works for me...
T_T...
the only thing that was counted as an achievement is that i've 100th post...
but over 10months...
which totally seemed like it sucks...
n having 100 posts doesn't really mean anything to other people...
they will juz think that i've spent alot of time on my blog instead of studying etc. ...
and i did... and what can they do bout it?
nothing...
crap...
haiz...
still as bored as b4...
somebody pl0x go hang out with me!!!

its the last weekday of the week that sucked alot...
zzZZzzZzZZz...
facebooked...
from 1+ until now....
juz to add some people from my sch n play typing maniac...
mr chua, our former form teacher was added n i played typing maniac while talking to him...
at first my score was like... 270.800 liddat then mr chua was 280++
then i play like crazy to reach the current score...
292+...
mother toungue reading session in sch didn't really rock...
but we still managed to talk alot of crap...
b4 that session was listening to music n "arm wrestling" with other people...
cuz there wasn't any teacher n so we slacked....
me n brandon didn't know that the teacher went in for the first few moment when the group at our table looking or "arm wrestling" started dispersing...
so we continued listening to music...
n then when i saw the teacher i quickly took off my earphones n placed it in my pockets...
then i pulled off brandon's earphones n told him the teacher's there...
then he told me he knew the teacher was there but he didn't know that he was having his earphones on....
what the hell.....
music class sucks most i think...
we played only recorders...
no drums n percussion related stuffs...
many "children" go snatch the only percussion instruments...
then i sat there watching...
sianzzz!!!!
then was mother toungue b4 art....
after art...
came home...
slacked like a pig that has nothing to eat...
i seriously was hungry... n i think i had gastric...
then i ate a few packets of the meiji plain crackers while playing games on facebook...
ZZzzZZzZZzzZZzzz......
seriously bored like a mad man running naked around orchard road...
SO RANDOM!!!
crap crap crappy crapped...
somebody talk to me on msn!!
only some people that i hate is currently on9...
which sucks...
....haizzz....
dunno what to do after blogging....

wows... tdae's swimming sucked...totally...
ruined my mood...
i was slacking like crazy during the swimming lesson...ZZzzZZzZ
then theres three guys who's got a silver grade in our class....
me wilson n brandon...
then wilson n brandon wanna compete...
then both are "kinda-good" friends in sch...
but im more.... friendly towards brandon...
then....
brandon told me that its bcuz he swam 18 rounds so wilson has no reason to really boast bout winning in the last few laps they've competed in...
then wilson tell me they had a draw....
=.-
then in class i dunno who to side...
both like having a very very very quiet n cold war n im sandwiched between...
they were on quite a good term until wilson said "i'll surely win you both nxt week" after last week's swimming session...
brandon was sitting bside me on my right...
then wilson was on my left....
then brandon keep complaining to vincent who's sitting in front of him in math class bout wilson boasting n such...
sianzzz...
so immature...
i mean...
quarelling over a "challenge" was like what i did in kindergarden =.-
maybe i do quarrel cuz of competitions in pri sch...
but less yea?
haizZZz...
chairperson think i emo...
cuz i was thinking bout lotsa things in class...
maybe i was... but...
i dun know...
so she call me "elmo"!!!
=.-
gosh...
call brandon n me elmos ain't really fun...
juz jk-ing...
i don't even mind ppl calling me names...
then science class we crapped alot bout science test...
then teacher gave classwork...
anws theres this bully-free thing in teh sch...
but i don't see no or any bullies that ain't bullying...
so ironic...
for math class...
slacked-slept...
ZZzzZZzZzzZz.......
im not even in the mood to sleep n wake up early for tonite n tmr mrning...
i mean...
no point in getting to sch early...
juz cuz we sit at the gate listening to music doesn't mean its fun doing it....why can't they juz friggin take our temp n let us get in...
i mean...
if theres any1 who's infected...
and then they all gather outside...
its senseless...
at least if they let us assemble in class then maybe if someone kena then can at least know which class that infected was in...
i mean...
the whole grp outside the gate getting that flu ain't funny n they won't know who was the one who've spread it in the first place...
at least they can track who that person was in contact with if they've let us get in individually...
n for some of us the good thing's that we can go in n do hmewrk if they juz let us in after taking our temperature outside...
haizzz...
but... maybe they juz dunwan us to be spreading that flu around the whole sch...
=.-...
still doesn't make sense lar...
haizzz...
dunno what to do bout brandon n wilson...
maybe i shld juz treat it like it didn't really matter to me...
but ppl think i heartless how?
sianZzzZZZzz...

sianzzz...
class chair asked me post something bout sch...
whatsoeva...
i wanna sleep at 8:30...
ZzZZzzzZ...
i nidda wake up early every mrning...
sianzzz...
now bout tdae's sch...
which practically un-rock?
lol...
wahsehs...
got math graph hmewrk...
nvr do...
dun feel like doing..
but did chi hmewrks n revised those words that are gonna come out in the spelling test...
i mean...
i dun really care bout math lar..
dunno why...
sianzzz..
this blogger thing is rigged man...
the post page is....
abit bugged...
maybe if i should find a blogger.com tech FAQ i should go there...
then...
tdae didn't went recess...
so i go straight to class...
n asked vincent go buy drink back to class to me...
so i sat in the class room n "drank my heart out" XD
was quite pissed...
cuz the lesson b4 that was for us to research bout a place called mozambique cuz our sch's gonna play host to em i think...
my group was to search bout their folktales...
guess what...
1hr of slack-searching n there was no friggin folktales...
i mean..
there was some folktale but it was all in books that were on sale...
was pissed...
so go back class...
n chill it all out by drinking greentea n listening to real loud music on brandon's ipod while playing games on it too...
then when class was bout to start...
people flood in...
then got "some" people came over n say "why dun play games tat are more fun"
so i stunned...
sianzzz!!
history class rox...
starting to like this hist teacher liao...
was always joking with our class joker "joel"
=.-
8:30 liaos
ZZZZ...

...
whats wrong....
suddenly ask meh curse you saying "you'll be ugly"...
=.-...
i seriously dunno whats happening....
anyways...
yesterdaes swimming...
makes me feel quite good...
as in happy...not pro...
juz cept the fact that its juz too crowded...
the home team NS was bside swiss cottage...
so we people gathered outside and we're juz opposite to e back gate of swiss cottage...
thats what i've heard from denise...
its been a long time since i've swam eh?
wow i now know i suck at swimming...
so many girls in my class got gold liao...
then i stun when i heard that news...
girls like to swim arhs?
sisters got gold star a'dy i think...
wah sianzz..
anyways...
added some songs...
check em out if you would like to...
lol...
in a game...
the tips of the day are all kinda funny...
one of em was "if you're angry n you scream behind ur monitor, the other party can't hear you so its a tip worth remembering"
lol...
sianzzz...

theres a little bit of laughter tdae...
in sch, in class, during math...
"last 5 min"
zomg i felt a call coming...
nature's call...
so...
i told brandon,
if you dunno him...
he's a guy sitting nxt to meh...
so i tell him...
"i nidda answer call"
pointing my below...
then he start lol-ing and then he told some people then they rofl...
lol...
obviously i didn't get a "miss call"
haha....
if not all the people in teh class will laugh n that may make me poo oso...
lol...
after that played b-ball with YC after sch...
nono...
b4 that i go home team NS juz to see where i would nidda go for tmr's swimmin' lesson...
called denise cuz she may not have gone home n maybe have lunch tgt...
lol then she say at home liaos....
so i stun...
so i go west mall koufu eat...
loner!!

damn... i hate this thing...
i spent bout 2 hrs doing e blogskin n such...
crappy day is wat i call tdae XD....
sianzzz.....
i don't think im doing well in my academics....
sianzzz....
my teacher minus two mark from a minor test....
was 19/22 at first....
then minus...
juz cuz we all nvr write that final statement...
everyone kena...
but bopian!! its our mistakes eh?
was happy at first when i saw that 19/22 but then later minus...
zzzz
then juz now thought that the last blogskin was "old"
so i changed...
then after changing got alot of probs...
now damn pissed off...
yest nite from 9-10 my, my sisterS and yanchen was playing b-ball...
lol then he told me on teh phone he wanna become a peer support leader in his sch so want to meet my sis or sumthing liddat...
nvm...
we juz had lotsa laughs while playing...
and in conclusion im still pissed =.-
lemme forget bout it all alrite?

i've deleted my old playlist...
and created this new one....
hope you like to listen to some of e songs...
try listening to the final fantasy ending theme song...
quite nice...
thats what i think...
so maybe you won't like it after you've listened to it?
anyways that final fantasy is now one of the games in the favourite section in my brain...
it was oso voted as one of e most romantic games XD...
haha....
dunno why...
juz wanna go bck to mapling...
haizzz....
but then got some tech. probs so im waiting for a response in the forums to my prob...
sianzz...
a friend of mine went bck to his hometown...
and he was one of teh people whom i speak most to in sch...
going to sch during this period made me feel empty inside...
sianzzz...
nowadaes damn blur...
alwaes forgot to take books to lessons...
so between almost every lesson i've to go to the locker to hunt for it...
if cannot find...
then bopian....
sometimes after i've got my book, the teacher al'dy in class....
then i'll be quite paiseh n then quietly go bck to my seat...
nothing elose to say...
wanna forget EVERYTHING!!!
sianzzz