21st Sept.
Its been a long time. Feeling restless and helpless. Am i really that dumb. When can someone really can helps me to undergo my problem. Feeling restless.
Feeling so useless.
Wei Mun is officially breaking itself into pieces.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Super sad!
1st September,
Why every time is me? Why must to be me? Really feel sad when this thing happens to me. Am i just a toy? Why everyone also so mean to me.
Do i look like easily get bullied? I really feel hurt on what you had done to me.
I am so naive on everything. When this thing happens to me, i feel happy but indeed i don't know what was happening on between. Fine. I will never trust any of them. Feel sick of anyone of you.
Why every time is me? Why must to be me? Really feel sad when this thing happens to me. Am i just a toy? Why everyone also so mean to me.
Do i look like easily get bullied? I really feel hurt on what you had done to me.
I am so naive on everything. When this thing happens to me, i feel happy but indeed i don't know what was happening on between. Fine. I will never trust any of them. Feel sick of anyone of you.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Dating with dad
21st August,
Wooh, i hardly can open my eyes. A very good morning. Hello to the world. Is another weekends. I will plan my weekends well. After working over time for consecutively 3 days. I am much tired and exhausted. Although is a very normal situation but for me is very unusual. This is because i have never been Over time for 2 months. Hopefully next week no OT for me anymore.
My dad came in, and sat next to me. He asked me to tear off the Road tax and replaced with a new one and also helps him to get back his phone. I am just hardly to open my eyes and i keep blink my eyes as a signal for him that i agree to help him.
Boring, my brother went out and left me alone for lunch. But anyway i text my best friend to company me for lunch. But rejected. Quite sad. Never mind. My brother called and will buy for me. No need to worry for my lunch.
3.00PM
Going out to find Poh Sze and Lee Miin for tea session. We went to ABC and of course I have been craving for long time to eat the maggie goreng at ABC. However, only i found that the foods were sucks and very small portion. Not worth it. No more next time. Then we went to Jusco Balakong to search for my facial wash. Finally i decided to buy cetaphil to try.
8.00pm
Going out to eat "Bak Kut Teh" with my dad. Dinner with him as my mom don't want to go. We had our Bak Kut Teh at pudu there. It's been our favorite restaurant since young. However, the taste already differs from previous. Quite disappointed indeed. After the dinner, we went to night market for a walk. Then i saw Angry Bird lantern! SO damn "yeng".
Wooh, i hardly can open my eyes. A very good morning. Hello to the world. Is another weekends. I will plan my weekends well. After working over time for consecutively 3 days. I am much tired and exhausted. Although is a very normal situation but for me is very unusual. This is because i have never been Over time for 2 months. Hopefully next week no OT for me anymore.
My dad came in, and sat next to me. He asked me to tear off the Road tax and replaced with a new one and also helps him to get back his phone. I am just hardly to open my eyes and i keep blink my eyes as a signal for him that i agree to help him.
Boring, my brother went out and left me alone for lunch. But anyway i text my best friend to company me for lunch. But rejected. Quite sad. Never mind. My brother called and will buy for me. No need to worry for my lunch.
3.00PM
Going out to find Poh Sze and Lee Miin for tea session. We went to ABC and of course I have been craving for long time to eat the maggie goreng at ABC. However, only i found that the foods were sucks and very small portion. Not worth it. No more next time. Then we went to Jusco Balakong to search for my facial wash. Finally i decided to buy cetaphil to try.
8.00pm
Going out to eat "Bak Kut Teh" with my dad. Dinner with him as my mom don't want to go. We had our Bak Kut Teh at pudu there. It's been our favorite restaurant since young. However, the taste already differs from previous. Quite disappointed indeed. After the dinner, we went to night market for a walk. Then i saw Angry Bird lantern! SO damn "yeng".
~THE END~
Thursday, August 11, 2011
A gathering
11th August,
So boring. Long time didn't post any on my blog. So i decided to blog something on last week gathering. Seems like been a long time we never gather. I shall put before and after to show the truth that we're prettier ha-ha. We're looking different compare to last time. More mature and prettier i guess. Well we gather at Kuchai Lama and eat at the Taipei Walker. The foods was so so only. But we enjoyed shopping along the boutique at Kuchai Lama.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
2 Months of working
10th August,
Night. 2 months already passed. Why i still can't even master my job? Am i dumb? Why am i keep making mistakes?
I am so stress. Everyday is like a challenge for me. Everyday facing troubles. Can i skip those troubles? I really need help. An angel falls from heaven.
Night. 2 months already passed. Why i still can't even master my job? Am i dumb? Why am i keep making mistakes?
I am so stress. Everyday is like a challenge for me. Everyday facing troubles. Can i skip those troubles? I really need help. An angel falls from heaven.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
First Week!!!!
8th June,
I am so stress!
The first day, i am so nervous, i can't even slept well. I just feeling excited. In the first day, i thought sure got another newbies and is a GUY! Haha. Really excited if is a guy!. But no.Sigh. Is a girl!.How?
Just got to accept the fact. I am going to be single in my life. A bit scare. Sigh. This feeling is more worst. I barely see my colleague i mean others colleague. The first day, just sit at the corner. I think i was been misplaced.
2nd day,
I was so surprised! I thought that was my permanent place. However, get placed to an isolated place. Far from my credit analyst team. Just my own at that place! I feel like want to strangle myself! Feeling being isolated. However, it was fine for me. Just take it easy! And be cool.. Everything will be normal!
3rd day,
I scared of alone. I don't know who should be my permanent lunchmate. I guess can tomorrow my lunch mate appears front of me? Hope there will be a savior save me from my lunch period!.
God i just need a lunch mate and a good mate who i can rely on. But where can i find it? Can anybody tells me? I just so clueless.
I am so stress!
The first day, i am so nervous, i can't even slept well. I just feeling excited. In the first day, i thought sure got another newbies and is a GUY! Haha. Really excited if is a guy!. But no.Sigh. Is a girl!.How?
Just got to accept the fact. I am going to be single in my life. A bit scare. Sigh. This feeling is more worst. I barely see my colleague i mean others colleague. The first day, just sit at the corner. I think i was been misplaced.
2nd day,
I was so surprised! I thought that was my permanent place. However, get placed to an isolated place. Far from my credit analyst team. Just my own at that place! I feel like want to strangle myself! Feeling being isolated. However, it was fine for me. Just take it easy! And be cool.. Everything will be normal!
3rd day,
I scared of alone. I don't know who should be my permanent lunchmate. I guess can tomorrow my lunch mate appears front of me? Hope there will be a savior save me from my lunch period!.
God i just need a lunch mate and a good mate who i can rely on. But where can i find it? Can anybody tells me? I just so clueless.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Eating disorder
8th Jan,
Eating disorder. What is eating disorder? Eating disorder means you skip every meal and eating time is disorder. I guess, i eat disorderly again. Every time i eat, i feel guilty, and also try not to eat on the morning. Around 11 a.m i think consider lunch, i eat oat. Oat. Is oat. Sigh, i eat oat on the morning till dinner. Dinner time, i feel hungry, and my stomach not feeling so well. Perhaps is eating disorderly. Sigh, At night, i eat a lot.
After eating, i feel like guilty and wish to vomit out the foods. Sigh. If i still feel guilty, i think i will be aneroksia soon.
Eating disorder. What is eating disorder? Eating disorder means you skip every meal and eating time is disorder. I guess, i eat disorderly again. Every time i eat, i feel guilty, and also try not to eat on the morning. Around 11 a.m i think consider lunch, i eat oat. Oat. Is oat. Sigh, i eat oat on the morning till dinner. Dinner time, i feel hungry, and my stomach not feeling so well. Perhaps is eating disorderly. Sigh, At night, i eat a lot.
After eating, i feel like guilty and wish to vomit out the foods. Sigh. If i still feel guilty, i think i will be aneroksia soon.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Christmas eve
29th Dec,
Although a bit late, i think late for four days but never mind. I'm gonna continue to write inside my blog.
It was a windy night. The weather was really going to kill you. Okay, at night i fetch my bestiest to the Korean BBQ to meet up with others. Well, we went to Sri Petaling Korean BBQ. The restaurant is located behind the Allisan Cafe. Precisely is behind the Dim Sum place there.
Firstly, i don't like korean food at all. All spicy and sour. Well, but anyway i'm going to try it although i don't like it.
Here is the foods that we had ordered!.
Give me some beat!Haha
Here is the group picture!
Although a bit late, i think late for four days but never mind. I'm gonna continue to write inside my blog.
It was a windy night. The weather was really going to kill you. Okay, at night i fetch my bestiest to the Korean BBQ to meet up with others. Well, we went to Sri Petaling Korean BBQ. The restaurant is located behind the Allisan Cafe. Precisely is behind the Dim Sum place there.
Firstly, i don't like korean food at all. All spicy and sour. Well, but anyway i'm going to try it although i don't like it.
Here is the foods that we had ordered!.
Give me some beat!Haha
Here is the group picture!
Anyway i miss my long hair much...
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Finished.
28th Dec,
Yeay finally i finished the card. My only D.I.Y card.
Here is the front!
Yeay finally i finished the card. My only D.I.Y card.
Here is the front!
Although a bit not nice, but this is my first attempt on making a card. I guess, this can be shown that i'm really not an artistic person!
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Transformation of Ms Loke
Hello everyone,
The new me, my name is bla bla bla...It's been freaking me out when i look at my old photos. I see my childhood picture. I felt a bit weird, how come i changed much, is it due to the environment? Ha-ha when i look back feels so funny.
My 2nd Brother and me!
Is me and my fav bear bear ( the bear is germany bear)
My kindergarten graduation picture!
Me (current)
The new me, my name is bla bla bla...It's been freaking me out when i look at my old photos. I see my childhood picture. I felt a bit weird, how come i changed much, is it due to the environment? Ha-ha when i look back feels so funny.
My 2nd Brother and me!
Is me and my fav bear bear ( the bear is germany bear)
My kindergarten graduation picture!
Me (current)
Really lots of changes right? Shock le ma??ha-ha me also shock dy...ha-ha...become more prettier ha-ha..
