Monday, June 30, 2008

29th June 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA!!! I'll post pictures soon!! heee Lovely day. Had a birthday celebration with my best mates! =)

Now here's a video i took. I apologise for my rubbish commentary cause i forgot a video means can hear my voice as well!! SO here goes...Yep one of the rare times when we really properly celebrate a friend's birthday! Haha i'm hoping it'll happen more often! =) The catching up i mean... It's always nice to hang out with friends every few weeks... =)

30th June 2008

rubbish week is rubbish week.

First, an air freshener can fell from around 2 metres high onto my little toe, that exact toe that i fractured a long long long time ago... OOO pain can... It swelled like a balloon! Thank goodness it went down during the night, now it's just bruised with an long cut down the toe. OWWWW!! Can't wear shoes or sandals haha. Learnt it the hard way. I was too excited in bringing my dog down for a walk and wore sandals. Ended up limping, and finally resorted to walking around with one sandal. Gah...

AND THEN! I found out our class groupings. Ohhhh meee gooodness! ZZZZZ

Nevermind! This is the only way i can find out how strong i am on my own!

I will survive, i will survive *sings*

I do hope i'll be able to find someone to change with though... but i'll keep my spirits up!! Positive thinking =))

Saturday, June 28, 2008

23rd June 2008

So about my dream on 23rd June, the week of my finals examinations... Haha thus the nightmares you see.

I was on a ship with a friend (i won't tell you who that friend is! That person's evil anyway.) Somehow, we went overboard and fell into the deep dark ocean. It soon became dark, but we held on to each other, half floating, half swimming in the open sea. Suddenly, we bumped into a man in a kayak. Evidently, he had lost his paddle, so he was floating around as well, extremely terrified. He joined us and we continued swimming. Finally, we reach a hut or some kind of pavilion. Don't ask me why there's a pavilion in the middle of the ocean. But whatever it was, it was home for us.

All of a sudden, we saw a cruise ship in the distance, and the threee of us jumped back into the sea and swam like mad towards that ship. Somehow, the string attaching the 3 of us broke, leaving me behind. Therefore, my friend and the strange man were saved.

The nightmarish part of this dream was that my friend did not come back for me, nor ask the cruise ship to turn back to save me. I had no choice but to turn back and swim to that same hut. It was so so dark and i remember feeling really afraid. There was an indian man in the hut this time, and i knew i had to take a risk and ask for his help, to bring me back to shore, cause he must have come from somewhere right? He said yes, and suddenly, a whole group of indian men were surround me, laughing and pointing. I had this wild fear that they would rape me -_- I turned around, and instantly, it was day again! In the distance, i saw the shores of pasir ris. Zzz

so.. i jumped back into the sea and swam for my life, back to Singapore, Pasir Ris. YAY i was saved!!

weird, I have no idea what this dream meant, but i know why my friend was in it. And why the kayak was there, plus the indian men and pasir ris hahahaa. All stuff i have thought about and experienced before! Madness. Woke up kicking the wall. Blue black hahaha

Anyway, the exams are over now, but i start school again immediately on Monday!! Rubbish eh? AND DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON DESAI. Now bubyee people =) Gonna walk my dog!! =)

Sunday, June 15, 2008

15th June 2008

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i'm sooo excited!! =)

My cousin's gonna have a baby!! =) I can't WAIT to play with the little fella =) I really do hope she'll let me play with her, him, it... Sigh... finally, life coming into the "TOH" family. I'm not the baby anymore! =)

I just wish kong kong was here to see it all happen. You know what? I know he's gonna be at my graduation too! He'll be there the day i go up there to get my cert, and it'll be all for him =)

Ahh loisa's one happy kid. I wonder what the baby's name will be? Hee

*giggles to self*

Friday, June 13, 2008

13th June 2008

Friday the 13th today...

The whole week's been literally hell, starting from last weekend. I blame it on my anxiety, my panic attacks, my weak immune system, the silly viruses floating around, and the devil's despicable attempts at ruining my life.

It all started like this...

I received my grades for MGM 403 Marketing Research last weekend, and i nearly died. In fact, i as good as ran naked round the whole house wailing (i just had my bath you see). Apparently, my grade was a D. My aim in SIM is to achieve more As, and NO Cs. Suddenly, i envisioned a DDDDDDDD in my GPA report, and i might have just as well jumped off my balcony. I worried myself sick the entire weekend, and that was the beginning of the weakening of my pathetic immune system. OOMMMMGGG

Anyway, on monday, we checked our grades and like what the... the stupid machine calculated my grade wrongly!!! So in the end i didn't do so badly. I jumped 6 grades!! EH very different!! MY GAWD. Scared me half to death. Wanted to cry. It may sound like i'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but a D really scared the heck out of me.

In school, cherie, jia zhen, and eileen were all sick. SO i guess it was inevitable that i would fall sick too, thereby passing it to jane. I'm sorry =(

Moving on, the next heart attack was monday night. My teacher told me not to worry if i received an email from her requesting for me to have extra classes with her (due to poor grades), but that wasn't the email i got. I had a WARNING letter from Mr Neo, and the Dean, STRONGLY advising me to resign from MGM 403. ZZZZ

Tuesday was crap. Never realized how cruel people can be when they don't want to have anything to do with you. My heart went ping piang ping piang (broken into a billion million pieces), but you know what? Now, it glued itself back together with SUPER ELEPHANT UHU GLUE and cannot be broken again. The saying is right. You CAN grow stronger =))

Alright, enough of my sentimental loisa. On thursday, i was too sick to go to school so i missed my MGM 404 exam. Before i could even send him an email, i received another notice telling me that UB is aware that i failed my MGM 404 exam 2, and therefore, i should resign from that course as well. (-------___-------)"""

LIKE WHAT THE BOOOHOOO??? They want me to resign from my ONLY TWO SUBJECTS in this 6 weeks??!?! ZZZZ and KOPE MY MONEY?

Right. So my fever went up up up due to my panicky and stressed up mind. Haha.. yeah la, i know my own fault. But i tend to panic easily and that's a bad habit i'm trying to kick.

Right now? I'm typing this post while camping on MSN, attempting to prey on unsuspecting victims to get them to do my survey. And the devil is playing with me again, cause everyone's ignoring me. DEVIL BEGONE! No wonder it's friday the 13th.

OOO can't wait for the weekend! Mum doesn't have to work this entire weekend, so i'm gonna stay home, nestle in her arms, with my dog in MY arms, and rest! Hee... happy =))