Do you think i'm a killer? I think i am. What do i do about it? Oh no!
I've been cranky since last night, so today i decided to let all that maniac out. I saw a couple of mimosas or touch-me-nots at my granddad's place today. Are they really called touch-me-nots, or is my mum pulling my leg again?
Whatever the case, i almost killed a couple of them. I was playing with them with child-like fascination, continuously poking them when i realized they no longer opened. OOO so mad!!
Out of guilt, i had a moment of silence, 5 minutes. Said a little prayer for them just in case, and opened my eyes. They were open! I had even been tricked by mother nature!!
Ooo maddening!! I started stomping all over the pavement today, full of anger and wrath, and my killer instincts came out again. The all mighty Loisa stood in the middle of the road, all ready to ROAR with belligerance, probably attack a few drivers with acrimony, strike out with asperity at innocent bystanders... ... ... ...
When i felt the wind in my hair.
Immediately, Loisa turned all graceful like, and struck a post, still in the middle of the road. Her arms lifted above her gracefully, she smiled an oscar winning smile, and her hair twirled behind her, like the atumn leaves falling around her... ... ...
THEN
*BEEP BEEEP BEEEPPPP*
Oh well. My mum was tired of staring at my antics. I didn't even noticed she was back in the car.
Ah well. The randomness of loisa. I'm obviously off today. VERY off. zzzzz
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Friday, November 23, 2007
KEN
oh but wait! There's one happy thing!! GRIN HEH HEH
Jocelyn just came back from Japan, and she bought me a picture of...
OOOOMMMMGGGGG everybody scream now....
KEN!!! Miyake Ken from V6! hehehehehehe
Yep so heh heh. He's kinda staring at me from the table so... that makes my day! wahahahaha
grin
THANK YOU JOCE! -hug-
Jocelyn just came back from Japan, and she bought me a picture of...
OOOOMMMMGGGGG everybody scream now....
KEN!!! Miyake Ken from V6! hehehehehehe
Yep so heh heh. He's kinda staring at me from the table so... that makes my day! wahahahaha
grin
THANK YOU JOCE! -hug-
23rd November 2007
Thoughts for today...
Ahhh finally all presentations are done! Next week i've got a break from school, but that means i have to hibernate... NO. Stay at home, AWAKE, and study my butt off to make up for all the rubbish low-marks presentations i've had throughout this semester. Well it's only for A PARTICULAR course. A little upset but hey, i tried my best to be prefessional. It's not my fault i'm small. I can't help it if people laugh when i sniff and cough into the mike. I'm sick for goodness sake. I shall not be mad. I shall learn, and grow bigger, and
GIVE A STONE FACE. LOOK PROFESSIONAL.
Right. Done. That's about it for now. This semester is bad la ah.
And it didn't quite help when i realized something today. I had to hurt, to realize that i might have unintentionally hurt my own friends as well. Not that it's something really exaggerating. But just a note: If we have friends we really love, and whom we treasure as friends, we should treat them as well as we can. We should not be ashamed of them, nor ignore them for too long, no matter how busy, tired, or annoyed we are. Even if our many different circles of friends are not a whole social circle of friends itself, we should still have the common courtesy not to give in to peer pressure, and treat them as how we feel for them. Yeah?
And that's what scares me. That...
1) I could have been not so nice to friends i love
2) I had to feel that hurt in order to know and realize it myself
Goodness that IS bad isn't it? To must-feel-it or suffer-the-consequences before you realize it? It's like a mother telling her daughter not to touch the fire cause it will hurt, but the daughter HAD to touch the fire just to know herself without believing the mother. Scary eh?
Right. End of thoughts. To the books! See ya =)
Ahhh finally all presentations are done! Next week i've got a break from school, but that means i have to hibernate... NO. Stay at home, AWAKE, and study my butt off to make up for all the rubbish low-marks presentations i've had throughout this semester. Well it's only for A PARTICULAR course. A little upset but hey, i tried my best to be prefessional. It's not my fault i'm small. I can't help it if people laugh when i sniff and cough into the mike. I'm sick for goodness sake. I shall not be mad. I shall learn, and grow bigger, and
GIVE A STONE FACE. LOOK PROFESSIONAL.
Right. Done. That's about it for now. This semester is bad la ah.
And it didn't quite help when i realized something today. I had to hurt, to realize that i might have unintentionally hurt my own friends as well. Not that it's something really exaggerating. But just a note: If we have friends we really love, and whom we treasure as friends, we should treat them as well as we can. We should not be ashamed of them, nor ignore them for too long, no matter how busy, tired, or annoyed we are. Even if our many different circles of friends are not a whole social circle of friends itself, we should still have the common courtesy not to give in to peer pressure, and treat them as how we feel for them. Yeah?
And that's what scares me. That...
1) I could have been not so nice to friends i love
2) I had to feel that hurt in order to know and realize it myself
Goodness that IS bad isn't it? To must-feel-it or suffer-the-consequences before you realize it? It's like a mother telling her daughter not to touch the fire cause it will hurt, but the daughter HAD to touch the fire just to know herself without believing the mother. Scary eh?
Right. End of thoughts. To the books! See ya =)
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
13th November 2007
ROAR SMASH *throws a fit* STOMPS STOMPS STOMPS!
Okay enough of my tantrums. It's just so very frustrating, when we need to send loads of emails, and attach our files, documents or presentation slides to them. AND ALL EMAILS DO NOT WORK!
I've tried yahoo, gmail, AND hotmail, but none work.
*pulls hair*
Grumble. Right. Done being sulky.
Puts on this sickly sweet toothy grin on my face.
-GRIN-
Right.
Okay enough of my tantrums. It's just so very frustrating, when we need to send loads of emails, and attach our files, documents or presentation slides to them. AND ALL EMAILS DO NOT WORK!
I've tried yahoo, gmail, AND hotmail, but none work.
*pulls hair*
Grumble. Right. Done being sulky.
Puts on this sickly sweet toothy grin on my face.
-GRIN-
Right.
Thursday, November 08, 2007
8th November 2007
Rightho.
So the last few weeks have been madness, but hey, this week i've self declared holiday. Haha intially it was supposed to be a day, and perhaps back to work after that, but somehow, or other, it became a week, SO.
Heh. But, then again, i spent my time doing up admin work (organizing notes...), and THAT'S when i realized, ROAR, my comms teacher gave me a wrong grade for my summaries!!! And it's a summary whose grade i have to take into account! SO, jia lact. I will try and see if i can get the mark when she gets back from CHICAGO. Grumble, if i don't get it, i will be quite sore, but i think this semester has toughened me up a bit. I don't know if it's good or not. I'm not so particular about marks, cause i can't seem to do anything about it (SUCH AS THE PREJUDICES OF MY BUSINESS COMMS LECTURER), but yet, that might mean i don't care about my grades anymore.
Aiya, i shouldn't think so much. Do my best, and let the Lord do everything else for me! =)
Oh yeah, as i was saying, i did admin work, did the household chores, spent time with dog, jogged and brisked walked at the canal, been doing some shopping with mum for formal clothes, and i am honestly about to give up, like NOW.
I CANNOT FIND ANYTHING THAT FITS ME!
Initially, i was fussy and wanted long pants, instead of a skirt. Then, i gave up cause it was obvious NO PANTS would fit me. Mum said skirts are easier to find anyway. So okay. And what do i get? Skirts that fall off my waist almost immediately. Jackets that reach my kness, and whose sleeves flap at the bottom. Bell bottom pants, since they're humongous, and i look like i lost my butt when i wear them.
*throws arms in the air and rolls eyes*
Let's face it. I need to tailor make something. Grumble.
Out.
So the last few weeks have been madness, but hey, this week i've self declared holiday. Haha intially it was supposed to be a day, and perhaps back to work after that, but somehow, or other, it became a week, SO.
Heh. But, then again, i spent my time doing up admin work (organizing notes...), and THAT'S when i realized, ROAR, my comms teacher gave me a wrong grade for my summaries!!! And it's a summary whose grade i have to take into account! SO, jia lact. I will try and see if i can get the mark when she gets back from CHICAGO. Grumble, if i don't get it, i will be quite sore, but i think this semester has toughened me up a bit. I don't know if it's good or not. I'm not so particular about marks, cause i can't seem to do anything about it (SUCH AS THE PREJUDICES OF MY BUSINESS COMMS LECTURER), but yet, that might mean i don't care about my grades anymore.
Aiya, i shouldn't think so much. Do my best, and let the Lord do everything else for me! =)
Oh yeah, as i was saying, i did admin work, did the household chores, spent time with dog, jogged and brisked walked at the canal, been doing some shopping with mum for formal clothes, and i am honestly about to give up, like NOW.
I CANNOT FIND ANYTHING THAT FITS ME!
Initially, i was fussy and wanted long pants, instead of a skirt. Then, i gave up cause it was obvious NO PANTS would fit me. Mum said skirts are easier to find anyway. So okay. And what do i get? Skirts that fall off my waist almost immediately. Jackets that reach my kness, and whose sleeves flap at the bottom. Bell bottom pants, since they're humongous, and i look like i lost my butt when i wear them.
*throws arms in the air and rolls eyes*
Let's face it. I need to tailor make something. Grumble.
Out.
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