Never be afraid to say what you feel

Hee hee ha ha HA HA HA! This is too funny! The first time i saw it was from Cherie, and today i just saw it again on the net! It's too funny already, albeit the "fuck" word. BUT it IS funny. Ha ha had a good time laughing over it. It made me day. Right sigh...

The last few days were... disgustingly disgusting. Was so miserable and stressed up inside. -.- I don't think I'll elaborate anymore. It's over and i don't want to drag it up again.

Anyway, I'm happy now =) I have wonderful friends everywhere; thus, the "lovely people" =)

I'm blessed. Truly blessed.

PS: Dell has a ridiculously way of running their "technical support and maintenance" department. They don't even have a dell store anyway selling adapters. stupid. really stupid. PAH

=)

29th March 2007

CHERIE!! i still can't get into your blog... =( my computer is really against me...

Anyway, today is a horrible day lar. No sleep, no focus, no happiness... Too many tests, too many readings, too many.... messy hair-raising events. THANKS TO MY DOG, whom i still so stupidly love...

BUt as i was whining and crying away to myself, i just realized, i'm blessed to have wonderful sweet people around me. I was panicking away in school today, but started panicking more at home! Friends even came around to help! and to make me laugh... =) Isn't it wonderful to have friends who would drop all things to help you out when you're fussing and can't think straight?

Thank you, Jia Zhen, Eileen, Jielong, Kenneth, Angel... =) Love you guys! A LOT! =)

Loisa is eternally grateful. Much appreciated. Just give me a buzz anytime if you need help alright? =)

Ku Klux Klan

Ku Klux Klan

Members of the second Ku Klux Klan at a rally in 1922.

Scary eh? This Ku Klux Klan is a perfect example of GENOCIDE. They're against the blacks, and they "attempted to curb black education, economic advancement, voting rights, and the right to bear arms." (once again, from wikipedia) I shall not elaborate on the violent activities the members of this organization did to the Blacks.

25th March 2007

I'm beginning to have this profound respect for wikipedia, and for history too. Or maybe I'm just morbid. I'm currently studying World War 1, and I'm curious about it. I want to know more, and I've just realized that the textbook isn't enough; thus, wikipedia.

Initially, i thought of blogging as i wanted to post a question. Who on earth is Kaiser Wilhelm?

Ahhh wikipedia to the rescue...

[He was the last German Emperor and King of Prussia.]

William II was born in Berlin to Prince Frederick William of Prussia and his wife, Victoria, Princess Royal of the United Kingdom, and grandson of Queen Victoria of Britain.

Then the next question... Huh? If his mother is from the UK, and his grandmother is British, why the heck did he declare war against the British?

For background, the the two alliances involved in World War 1 are the TRIPLE ALLIANCE (Germany, Austria-Hungary, Italy), and the Entente (Britain, France, Russia) which means understanding. Britain, France and Russia came to an understanding.

Yep, so back to my question, WHY?

Wikipedia again, flys to my aid...

[He also had a very difficult relationship with his mother, who was somewhat cold towards him and whose guilt over his deformity led her to try to "beat" it out of him through a regimen of rigorous exercise......................The future emperor harboured mixed feelings for Britain and the British throughout his life, many of which may be traced to this very early stage of his development.]

[William's relationship with the male members of his family was as interesting as that with his mother. Crown Prince Friedrich was viewed by his son with a deeply-felt love and respect. His father's status as a hero of the wars of unification was largely responsible for the young William's attitude,.................. William also idolised his grandfather, William I, and he was instrumental in later attempts to foster a cult of the first German Emperor as "William the Great".]

Cool eh? =) Right back to World War 1...

300

Right, now for my update on the ahem, M18 movie, 300. Ha ha so proud of the fact it's M18. My first M18 movie! Don't ask what we did to get in. Whatever it is, we were whooping for joy in the elevator.

Side tracking a little, doesn't 18 years old sound old? The first phase was when we all reached 16, and everyone was going "ooo sweet 16 sweet 16!" 18 seems to be the second phase, the phase which is scarily older. The phase when you assume all responsibilities.

18... The age when you can start driving, start drinking, start going to clubs... but i would rather not try the last two. As for driving... HA HA BRING IT ON! =)

Ah yes, back to the movie.

The reason we watched it was the historical value. We learnt about the Spartans in UGC 111, our first course of history. Now, into our second module of history, we're learning about World War 1 and 2. Makes me wonder why i didn't take history in secondary school, otherwise i would have a little bit of knowledge about ti already. But hey, no regrets about LIT! =) I just wish they have a lit course in my school.

ANYWAY, the plot of 300 goes like this. (there isn't much plot really) It was basically how the Spartans fought against the Persians, numerous battles by the way, for honour, and glory, and against slavery of the Spartans. It was GOOD.

According to jielong, and jaden too, the highlight was

"300 hot, sweaty, half-naked men engaging in physical activities"

But to me, it's why, and how the Spartans fought. According to my history textbook, which doesn't explain a lot about them (we were learning about Greece, that's how the Spartans came about), the Spartans were fearless fighters. They were one of the rare groups of Greece in those days, whose women had quite a bit of rights.

Read more about the Spartans in

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Battle_of_Thermopylae

It's really cool! Ha ha never loved history so much =)

23rd March 207

Hmm today was one day i have to mark in my calendar... the first M18 movie i've watched, but i don't think i'll be watching anymore for a little while. I'll be good and wait til August, unless the movie's REALLY good. Hahahahaha

Anyway, side note to *pinkie* before i blog about today...

"MY GOODNESS! *pinkie*, i seriously strongly advise you not to go out with whatshisname anymore! Like seriously... like zzzzzzz. Not worth it. You can study at home. Save on transportation fees too. Why torture yourself to hear about heartbreaking stories about an exgirlfriend when he's obviously... ZZZZZ. I don't know, i'm just speechless. I could be biased, or cold hearted, but gah, i would just feel more comfortable if you well, not see him for a little while. I'll never understand him. Maybe you do, but argh, let me organise my thoughts.

He's just annoying!! He plays with your feelings, breaks your heart, after how many months come into your life once again, and then started tlaking about HOW NICE HE IS? BAH, sorry i'm not so forgiving. Can you please refrain from seeing him too much, please? For me? Cause you do get a little bit nua nua, although he seems to be creating his own death bed everytime he opens his mouth, but STILL...

Ai yar *pinkie*, it's too complicating. We've not even completed our education, not working, and these people are occupying our minds... am i making sense? Let's just all be friends, and if that's hard, then erm well, i would personally prefer to cut the strings. Or maybe i'm different from you. I advoid, i get scared, and i just.. disappear. I can't handle it, that's why. It took me so long to even answer an sms from ahh well... you get it yeah? Enough said.

Let's just study hard, do the best we can, give glory to God, and let Him lead us in whatever direction is best for us. Amen?"

Okay okay i'm naggy... right next post on the movie 300!! =)

Sex bomb sex bomb

I'm NEVER getting out of blogger! Jia Zhen has gone WACKO today!! She has that psychological disorder, the narcissism disease!! She just prided herself on the fact that I'm blogging so much about her, simply because it's about... HER!! I'm so lost for words, that i can't even comment further.

Anyway, she just found a picture of her Greek god, the Egyptian king, the one with the "GOOD BODY", and another flattering image of....

*hyperventilating* drum roll please...

WENTWORTH MILLER!!

Here they are...! Enjoy... =) We certainly are... ha ha ha ha ha!

ZZZZ before i could even open my inbox to retrieve the pictures she sent me, she just killed me with her singing. JZ is singing... "SEX BOMB SEX BOMB....!!" Sigh, the influence i am under in university... People out there! BEWARE... of Miss fickle juicy, Miss JZ, Miss kitty zhen zhen!

Egyptian King (Akhmenrah)

Wentworth Miller... Ignore the captions in the picture itself... Focus on the face... ha ha

[click image to expand!]


[now you see me, you still see me - jz]


"the one on the left! check out the one on the left!" - jz


Oh, and guess what she said in her email...!!!

Subject: WHOOT! hot hot hot baby! You've got WENT + AHKMENRAH the Egyptian HOTTIE.

Content: yaeeeaah! add in the super hot LEONARDO DICAPRIO too! I'm crazy over him. ALRIGHT. we love hot boys and hot men.

Can i Zzz once again? Ha ha Zzz

OH MY GOODNESS jia zhen!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROARING OUT LOUD!

Looks like Jia Zhen isn't so innocent anymore. She's obviously grown up so fast, way faster than me, the innocent pure bug, the lady bird, oops, i mean lady bug.

We were just discussing our school's yahoo group, when her profile photo came up, and it was of the Egyptian King of "Night at the Museum". She said WHAT? Say it again, Jia Zhen! She said...

*pause for dramatic effect*

"HE'S GOT A GOOD BODY!!"

Zzz and then i read her profile... her latest news, which was "ROCK HARD DUDES". I thought it was rock hard body... -.- Actually that statement is quite ambiguous, cause it has two different meanings.

1) "Rock hard, dudes." As in, "rock on, dudes". It's like some form of greeting thing? Yeah...
2) "Rock. Hard. Dudes." As in, the dudes, are ROCK HARD. They've got rock hard bodies. -.-

And she went on to say that her favourite quote is...

*another pause*

"They've got peas in their nut bowls." !!!!!!!!!!!

Can you see where my trend of thought is going. Right, okay so maybe I've grown up too. Ha ha, shall erase bad thoughts from our minds. Must be those gay manga Jonathan has been passing around. Good thing I'm not reading them. If not, my mind will wander til goodness knows where!! Well they ARE M18 anyway, and I'm not 18 yet so... ha ha ha!

Right DEFINITELY not blogging anymore. Done. Finito. HIT THE BOOKS LOISA.

*slaps own self*

21st March 2007

Ai-yoohhh, say "talk talk talk talk talk" really REALLY fast. Sigh, that's exactly what our communications teacher does! Ha ha he's a fatherly fella lar, and i know i can go to him anytime; whenever i have questions he will no doubt answer them, though I'm not sure about the "to the best of his ability" part, cause sometimes i STILL don't get him after 20 minutes of explanation. -.-

BUT, there's a big but there - and communications students, bear in mind that the "but" does not precede the thought before it... Well BUT, the lecturer is too boring already!! He's reading off the textbook! With the same examples, same sentence construction and everything else!

HE CAUGHT ME SLEEPING IN CLASS! Ha ha actually i wasn't ENTIRELY sleeping. Today is a bad day, a really bad day. I stayed up so late last night, slept around 4am to study for our SUPPOSED (yes, SUPPOSED) communications test today. As quoted from my ramblings and scribblings in my communications textbook, "i opened my eyes humongous-ly, looking like the female reincarnation of Mr. bean." I was absolutely burnt out. My head was swivelling from side to side; my legs were hanging like dead logs from my body; my eyelids were determined to close themselves." I even had this funny weird dream. Akira and Jane were fighting each other on goats, which were headbutting each other. Hmmm... I wonder what brought that on...

Anyway, and then, and THEN, AND THEN...!!!!! Guess what happened? The test was cancelled, AGAIN. TWICE already! Monday cancelled, today cancelled, looks like tomorrow's other communications module test is going to be cancelled as well. AH well. Shall not waste my brain cells studying my hair off for those. Instead, I'll be good and catch up on my history reading, which oh so bores me to tears. Ha ha if you ever suffer from insomnia, you know what to do. Just read our UGC textbook. The photocopied version that is.

All black, white, grey, and with thousands and thousands of words. paragraphs. compositions. essays. novels. thesis. Zzz -.- Sigh... the life of a student. How i wish i was a baby again. I can eat, sleep, play without worrying about getting fat, suffering from hair loss, or.... burning all my brains out.

Ha ha do i sound depressed? NO WAY! I'm still loving my life. I'm still loving my friends. I'm still loving my family. I'm still loving pebbles. I'm still loving the LORD =)

Guess what JZ is doing now? BTW, she's sitting beside in the computer lab. We're again, that word, SUPPOSED to be doing our excel assignment and reading our history textbook (but we might just fall asleep if we do that), but noooooooo. I'm sitting cross legged on the chair, happily typing away, while Jia Zhen is fantasizing about "pop goes my heart". The music video from the movie "music and lyrics"... Ha ha it IS hilarious. She just highlighted to me a particular scene where Hugh grant and his partner in crime shake their booties like... A LOT. -.- Sexy... ha ha I'm going to roar with laughter soon... HAHAHAHAHAHA you get the idea arh yeah... ha ha if you don't, check it out at youtube! Ha ha ha ha


Right okay, i guess i have no choice but to start my readings already. Should not be wasting any time yeah?

Oh and just for Mrs. Koh's sake...

Presenting to you, Mr. Wentworth Miller =)

20th March 2007

Well well well, FINALLY mr. allen lok has acknowledged my emails... haha...

It seems that the first MGQ (stats) assignment we did was not received by allen lok. Goodness he then told me my entire group had a ZERO. It's not good for my blood pressure. I as good as got a blood clot in my heart when he told me that. The moment i arrived home, i spammed BOTH his email accounts with emails and attachments. Haha of course it didn't help the first two emails i sent, i forgot to attach the file. zzzz

Okay so girls, no problem! He's FINALLY received it. Like whew. I was screeching away to my mum, wondering when he was going to acknowledge my email. NO way was my group going to settle for a zero for an assignment we completed within the due date okay.

AND.... THANK YOU CHERIE! Don't know why i was so blur today. I left my pencil box in the LT. Realized it only on the bus when i wanted to write down my dog's appointment. Wah panic attack, called cherie, my darling life saver. She ran back to help me retrieve my poor lonely pencil case!!! Thanks! You're a dear!

=)

Right off to study for my communciations test tomorrow!!

PS: angel, singtel, singnet, they're all annoying yeah? Customer service is going down the train. I humble, and regretfully await my own fiery turn on 31st March.

Word of advise: Better put on ear plugs cause i'm expecting to go as mad as you did. =)

oh did i mention starbucks is SUPER expensive?

I nearly had a heart attack when a drink i bought cost me 6.20... I expected it to be around 4 plus... Oh well.

It was good coffee though. =) Some mocca cold drink with WHIPPED CREAM! double yum

So loisa is happy

19th March 2007

Right now i'm sitting beside, jia zhen who just "huuuhhh" to herself. zzz -.-

Anyway, jia zhen is sitting next me, and jane's sitting next to her, cherie's on my other side, krystel is next to her, and eileen is next to krystel. Why am i describing our sitting positions, i do not know. Don't ask.

Sigh class has just been cancelled. We only knew about it when we were like, on our way to school already? zzzz and we studied so hard for that test too!! -.-

This break is ridiculous. Oh well.

So now what should i do? I feel funny, talking to myself on this blog.

Sorry people, this post is a bit... contentless

Right really nothing to say already...

Ciao!!

14th Marh 2007

EGAD! End of exams!! wahahahahahaha

well guess what? the system is too kind to us students. We have a math test tomorrow! haha as if we're not burned out enough. I arrived home, and i fell asleep in my dinner. Had this annoying splitting headache that was making me spin adn swirl -.- I just woke up! haha OOPS so well, self declared holiday. I'm starting on math only tomorrow. Tomorrow, on march 15 2007, loisa will officially panic like nobody's business. Haha but i do need a break. Not only sleep, but a BREAK. It's been a crazy week. No make, that, a few crazy weeks.

Anyway, today was our last examination. The communication module. Haha somehow exams in UB... somethign will always happen lar. Hahahaha this time, (first time was MGQ) there were not enough exam papers. So they had to collect the few they had given out, then wait wait wait, "take a nap" our lecturer said... TAKE A NAP! Then more papers came up, and we started later than intended. And the time ate into our math lecture...

Sheesh

Right i'm off! Gonna eat some kiwi.. good for health =)

Everybody.. RU LI! Wo men dou shi flower man!! hahahahahahahaha

Sigh, i need to go for an intense chinese course...

8th March 2007

Hmm I'm currently in the computer lab with Jia Zhen, waiting for Shawn (he might decide to school in my university!!) to come and to see Professor Rehman for our test papers back. Sigh... BORED. Scary exams are over, but the examinations for our communication modules are not over yet. They're next week, but ah well, after mugging like mad for history and math and statistic, i think we all deserve a little break yeah? THUS, exercise tomorrow. Since class is cancelled on friday (our teacher is going for reservice), we're gonna play badminton!

B.A.D.M.I.N.T.O.N

I'm out of shape. Had better go jogging wiht pebbles tonight. Haha, it'll be embarrassing if we play halfway then faint out of sheer fatique while the rest of still happily shooting shuttlecorks over th net -.-

Hmmm what's been going on these few days? Not much updates right? Well i'll upddate you.

EXAMS. STUDY. LACK OF SLEEP. EXHAUSTION.

Yet God has been good. He's blessed me with pretty okay results for the midterms. We'll see about the finals though. I have to do well for those too.

I have an aim, so Lord please help me achieve my dream, if it's in Your will.

I wanna have a GPA of well, over 3.3! I want a 3.6! But that may be overachieving yeah? Solet's stick to 3.3 first. =) This couse is a big money course. I want to do well for something, i want to have a passion for something, and i've found it. I want to excel. Sometimes, i get

"zzzzz SIAN. Teachers so bias. Cannot make it. Don't feel like listening to the teacher. Go home can study (of course i get distrcted at home)." The worst thing is waking up early in the morning, friday for piano, saturday for cell group, sunday for church. Often, i think, "Aiyooo don't feel like going. I've been studying so hard, let me rest at home, please."

But hey, studying is a gift God gave to me. Should i not put Him first in everything, give Him rule over my whole life? Is my family not important too? Shouldn't i study well in school, then i don't have to panic at home, i can have fun with my family? I have a dog, i took responsibility for her, should i not take time to play wiht her, teach her, love her?

This psot is getting... heavy. Sounds like COM 225 eh? We just need a half hour to talk to ourselves, let our thoughts flow, just to have that feeling that someone is listening attentively and fully to us. Obviously no on's listening to me right now, but the internet is. =) Good enough for me

So end of thoughts.

I think i shall do something else, like study for my upcoming communications examinations. Or maybe surf the net. Haha okay lar STUDY

Over and out.

In dull and boring class now!!!
Hate JP~! SO BIAS!!

BS!


BS= Bullshit according to the BS tcher!

kai kai KAI!

stupid kai mean kai tempting kai...

Sigh.. waiting for the clothes to dry now, then can fold them. Meanwhile, doing angel's anagrams which make no sense. They don't even look english. Angel's GP homework.. erm.. sucks. Nicer word for "sucks", anyone? I don't like using suck... not nice...

Anyway, the guys have asked us out for a movie, "Ghost-rider"... should be interesting but eileen says it isn't nice. How?

And KAI, is tempting me with food. I'm already hungry and he's saying things like

Genobee Kai says (12:34 AM):
"just GIVE IN to temptation, u KNOW u want it...."

Genobee Kai says (12:34 AM):
i can resist anything but temptation

Genobee Kai says (12:35 AM):
ice-cream....make me ur slave.....

Can just smack him right?

Oh well...

2nd March 2007

Hey all!! MGQ 201 exam is finally over! That would be the stats exam.. haha and obviously, so is the MATH exam!

MGQ wasn't so bad... I was nervous, but in the end, i had 14/15, so well... nevermind. This is better anyway, cuase it shows there's room for improvement. How much cna you improve upon if you get 15, right? haha

Anyway, MGQ 201 is an online course, an E Learning course, so the exam was done in a computer lab. It was crazy, and all of us were diaoing the course in general. OUr lecturer himself was late, so instead of starting at 3.30pm, we started at almost 4 o clock. Well after our lectuere, or rather helper came in (our REAL lecturer is stationed in New York you see), we had problems getting into the school's website and then clicking on our test, because...

the test wasn't there. -.-

And after solving that problem, (the date for the test to be available on the website was wrong you see), we had to get the password to log into the test so it will be SHOWN.

Aiyoooo... and you know what? We were asked if we wanted to postpone the test on FRIDAY! After studying so hard for it, NO WAY were we going to change anything! So, FINALLY we could do the test. MY GOODNESS....

Ah yes, for the MATH exam. faint faint flip flip *SCREAMS* There were TWO word problems. Loisa is dead-ed. It's around 30 marks gone. So i can get 70/100 and below. Scary eh? All the differntiation, implicit differentiation, marginal analysis, approximation...

blur blur doubly blur
lost lost triplely lost

Yep. That's it. End of exam mania for this week. Exams start again next week! And the next. Wish me luck! No, there is no such thing as luck. PRAY FOR ME! =)

28th Februrary 2007

Great I'm blogging backwards. Just goes to show how backward i am... Sigh...

Anyway, today in school was another rubbish day. THE MATH EXAM. I was panicking, i don't know why, but it seems i had good reason to panic. I lost around what, 30 marks? WORD PROBLEMS... I was never good at word problems... Sigh...

Anyway, the night before, i actually left math alone adn studied like mad for our COM 217 test. And guess what?! The teacher postponed the rest!!! I WASTED ALL MY TIME STUDYING THAT WHEN I COULD HAVE STUDIED MATH! grrrrr oh well. Sigh...

And to prove how bad our state of minds were....

(Lunch time, in the CAFETERIA, no longer called canteen)

Loisa: Auntie! 我要 lor mai kai!
Auntie: 吃还是包?
Loisa: 我不要包! 我要 lor mai kai!!
Auntie: ???

Cherie: Hey guys, have any idea if sms is stored in sim cards?
Eileen: Yeah, but I think it's only for the first few.
Jocelyn: Yeah, it only saves some.
Loisa: Yah! The S.I.M. card can only save sms.
All: Huh? Why you pronounce as S.I.M.?
Jocelyn: So you tell people you study in sim?
-Everyone cracked up-
Loisa: Isn't sim card spelt as S.I.M?! -fumes-

(Eileen, P1) Quoted MLA format

Doubly sigh... Ah well, laughter is joy i guess...

My giant pimple is going down! like FINALLY. Everyone keeps commenting on it. There's a nice round black dot on my forehead too, where i knocked myself on the cupboard while waking up. I'm a klutz.

We all need sleep!

yes, that means you too, Eileen, Cherie and Jonathan, who are awake at this tiem of the morning too!!

1st March 2007

HAPPY 1ST OF MARCH EVERYONE!

But actually, it isn't a very happy 1st or march. In fact, it could be a horrible first of march. A terrible first of march. An excruciating first of march. A TIRING first of march.

Get the picture?

Wednesday nights and thursday mornings are always a horror, as quoted from eileen. Thursdays are the days when we have a COM 225 Test, and a history paper to hand in. So.. guess what we're doing every wednesday 10pm - thursday 4/5am? Yep, slaving away... Half dead... Yeah so well

Thanks to Kai and Kenneth for helping us out with UGC! I think, no i KNOW i must have been quite grumpy and a little rude, so i'm sorry. I truly am, and i'm also grateful for your help, from the bottom of my heart, so don't ever think i don't appreciate your help okay?

Hmmm i must have caught the grouchy bug... Sigh, now i know what jia zhen was feeling. Oh well, now that the bug has left me, let's hope no one ever catches it again. It's one NASTY bug.

It's 4.30am in the morning, a thursday, it's clousy outside, temperature..... haha weather forecast from loisa...

Anyway yeah, i still can't sleep, cause i have to study for my communications test plus my statistics EXAM. None of which i've started on yet so hallejuah. Taking a break now...

Okay to make myself feel better, i've done 6 pages of communicaitons already, and i've studied A BIT on stats. A BIT yeah?

Right good morning people! =)

love, loisa