yuck

murder me... a good way to start would be taking off my head first cause that's the part which isn't working.

ECONOMICS

this subject is so so scary... haha... supply... demand... market... aiyiyi!

cool!!!

so far lessons are pretty easy!!! =) i'm loving it...

math quiz was like haha, kinda funny... he was explaining to us how to get the answers DURING the quiz, that in the end, he might just as well tell us the answers too. majority of us had full marks for it... 5/5... it was about the limit of X... i hope math continues to be nice...

music too! again, most of us had 25/25 for the quiz... cool eh? i'm like grinning idiotically to myself... i had 24/25 for my assignment too.. now why didn't i get 25? haha wanted to ask her, but dare not appear too, hmm... kan chiong? hmm...

anyway, english so far, has been OKAY... we had english quiz too but i'm not very sure how i would fare for this one. i was well, falling asleep during the test, so i scribbled all my answers at the last minute. it was boring... so well, i'll do better the next time...

econs is ridiculous. our teacher is from Bangladash. his accent is like WHOA... have to strain to understand him, let alone HEAR him... to me, he sounds like he has marbles wrapped in cotton wool in his mouth... sheesh... i've got to study real hard for econs if i want to do well...

Lord, give me strength... =)

bored

evidently, i am a little too free and since i have nothing to do, i decided to be itchy and finally change my layout. how can anyone change their templates so many times? i nearly drove myself nuts editing all the stuff inside...

i'm never going to change it again. besides, i got a headache trying to find a layout i like. haha, i'm fussy... now all i have to do is figure out how to find that energy to change this whole thing back to the original template. this one is kinda small, and if i get impatient and tired reading it, others will be too right? okay i'm babbling again...

i'm off! =)

18th May 2006

you know jane? a friend i made in SIM? yeah! her birthday was on 15th may! we walked to ngee ann poly to eat, and someone gave her flowers! happy 20th birthday girl!!

right now i am waiting for angel to sms me so i will know what time to call her. this is so exciting! we're all going to the MI carnival!! haha, i can't find my coupons though, my 10 bucks worth of coupons. allow me to repeat that again... TEN DOLLARS WORTH!! sigh haha

woke jovin up at 7am today... she sounded so sleepy. i woke up so early, why? so as to earlier than audrey! haha, i walked really fast towards dover mrt station and met gracelynn there. wahahaha i WAS earlier than miss hing! =) (smiles real big) math was boring today, everyone was falling asleep. as cute as mr syed was

"I am Mr. Syed, you can call me Mr. Syed"
"There will be a mid term exam, which means middle of the term"
"This is a straight line, which means a line that is straight."
"Do you know what is a short cut? it means to make the working shorter."
"In A square, the thing flying up there is the power."
"You must MASSAGE the equation to simplify it."
"Infinity is when the graph goes through the wall, up the ceiling, down the grave and etc."

his pace is soooo slow! to the extent of being boring! i guess i shoudln't complain so much though, cause maybe later the pace will pick up and you will not see me blog so much... haha.. elizabeth, gracelynn, audrey and i decided to play bingo... -.- it's a really fun game though haha i'm hooked!!

english was pretty okay, i sat by myself cause there's wasn't enough seats for me and my friends in a row. poor me haha! well mix around a little mroe i guess. i jsut realised how different i am from everyone else though. elizabeth and krystal were talking about well, shopping for gifts and seventeen magazine etc, i was lost. scary, i better start to make more friends... haha

met up with jonathan and kenneth outside the bathroom. they're really ncie... =) kenneth told me my jacket with the hood reminded me of his jc days whereby they would throw all their rubbish into the hood's of others... scary... haha, i'm wary of him now... gotta be careful when i wear my jacket...

went off to work with jovin, herman and gary today.. laughed a lot over nothing... don't ask... haha

that's about it i guess... =)

13th May 2006

today was such a weird day!! haha

jovin, herman and i went on strike!! haha we thought we had a slot in the working list of starhub ( we work part time there), but it turns out that we were not included in that list, thus we decided to camp out at jovin's place instead, to STUDY... yes i repeat, STUDY... this is for herman's sake only... that cute fella didn't even bring books of any sort, he was prepared only to play basketball (xbox) with jovin's brother, roy. jovin was solving her poa questions and i was revising my math... yuck... "the limit of x... etc" i've got a math quiz on that this coming tuesday! arghhh! haha can you feel the pressure? haha

so anyway... jovin and i were distracted halfway so we decided to play a little, a few shooting and racing games... haha, obviously my aiming was terrible. i was shooting the trees, the sky, the walls, the floor... everything... except the bad guys... -.- shoot me... haha ah well nvm, it was all for fun. by then, it was around 6 plus, and i had completed all my stuff. jovin tried to find something for herman and me to do. she played this chinese vcd of jolin tsai (i think that's her name) and it was hilarious! i know i know, you're all wondering how i understood anything... OKAY! all right! so i had a little help, fine A LOT. herman and jovin translated everything into english for me. herman kept saying my personality is like jolin, blur and innocent. hmmph... for me it's one ear in and one ear out. haha... jovin had to eat her dinner at 6.45 so herman i continued to be engrossed in the movie...

by 7.15pm, we were ready to head out to tiong bahru to buy cakes for mother's day! haha my dear mummy, i love her... =) we travelled by train, and since i herman and i were starving, we ate at kfc. HERMAN FINALLY MADE A DECISION! he was the one to decide where we would eat... he's always telling us "anything" you see... i ate the "WOW" meal, shroom's burger. haha, of course i was hungry later, but that's where the cake comes in.. ;) since we had time to kill, we walked around tiong bahru plaza... interesting... before we headed off, we took pictures, that sticker thing again. haha jovin likes to take those, for memories. it was terrible haha, but ah well...

sooo HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY mummy!!!

Poem

i won't let go...by Raquel

I won't let go
'till I see Your face
I won't let go
when all turn dull and earth fades
I won't let go
even when I'm suppressed by pressures
I won't let go
of your hand, that held me through......all my life.

I speak
and only wish to speak by the Holy Spirit.
I sing
and sing a worship from a purified heart.
I smile
and smile only because
Your wonders reminds me of You
and I stand
and stand for the Gospel that guides the lost.

cool isn't it? haha =)

new friends =)

people listen up!

i've got an important announcement to make!!

haha i've made new friends in SIM! a whole lot too! i've been kinda laggy in updating this thing so i'm only telling you about them now... actually it's really thanks to audrey... =) thanks girl... i've made friends with all the girls in her orientation group! they're so cool! haha

there's jia zhen (she's 16 too yippee!), there's gracelynn (straight from GCE "o" levels too), crystal, jane (communications yay!) and stephanie (she's christine's friend, cjc). haha they're a cool bunch. along with them, i came to know elizabeth! raymond's in my english class so he goes into the list too! wel that's about it i guess...

oh yeah, i came to know 3 more people on the way back to dover on thurs afternoon. can't really remember their names except for one girl, veronica (vicky). oops sorry... they were at the bus stop with elizabeth and me you see. cool... maybe i can get to know everyone in UB! =)

ub/sim orientation

ookay... so the orientation for my university at buffalo thing is over... 2 days! thank goodness audrey was with me, jami accompanied us there the first day. had butterflies in my stomach. haha... too bad aud wasn't in the same orientation group as me... sniff

on the first day which was 4th may, we had a talk by the student care services. they're the ones who will be looking after our welfare and stuff while we are full time students in Singapore Institute of Management (SIM). games was next, and guess what? we went over to sentosa!! -.-

my group was well.. pretty pathetic haha. there were four girls, kolila (22 years old, she's from shs by the way, netball haha), amy (18 years old, she smokes), christine (18 years old, catholic jc) and me (louie from shs) haha... amy had a swollen ankle and is allergic to grass, thus she went home and did not go along with us to sentosa. for the boys, my, nearly every single one of them had completed their national service already! some even had their driving license. okay, so i'm a little slow, but it did come to a shock to me that everyone was well, older than me! i expected around 5 to come straight from their "o" levels. but thank goodness, at LEAST there's one juy, julius (maris stellar), he's 16 too! haha woot!

well anyway, in the end, my group 4 mates narrowed down to only a few people by the time we reached sentosa. there were kokila, christine, juius, jie long (ah long or JL), jonathan (jonnie), lloyd (cool name eh), and of course myself!! sheesh, one of the smallest groups!

we played spider web, captain's ball, some soccer thing (violent game!! julius agreed with me, we played side by side, haha okay so he played, i basically avoided the ball. it was painful and sand was flying into my eyes haha), some running game, built a sandcastle (the name of our sandcastle was "out of nothing" haha! good one lloyd! haha! you should have seen our sandcastle! it was well, just a mountain of sand! haha!!) there was a really dirty and wet game called mine field (you can probably guess what happens, when you step on a mine, water and flour is poured over your head) but my group members (especially the girls) did not want to play that. sigh... they seem well, a little funless but then again, it was pretty hot out there. =)

so later, kokila left first. next was lloyd and julius. jie long, jonnie, chris and me stayed behind. we decided to be guai and at least give our group a little dignity, that we're still alive in sentosa. however, well, our pride gave way and we humbly left for home. i was so tired!! i was rpactically sleepwalking. we boarded the sentosa bus and headed for harbour front. chris took a bus home from there, while jonnie, jie long and i took the train. jonnie was going to a friend's house so he stopped off at dhoby ghout, too bad otherwise he would usually stop at clementi, he could have accompanied me home!! grrr... haha... jie long's in pasir ris! poor guy, so far! so well, we stopped at outram and met a cute lady who asked for directions to bugis. she followed jie long home, and i went in the opposite direction. -.- i fall asleep and woke up in boon lay... i should have listened to jie long! he told me not to fall asleep and miss my stop! well jonnie and jie long laugehd at me the next day when they heard i missed my stop.. -.-

2nd day of orientation was worse. i kept nodding off... sheesh... the resident director was well, he had a very nice voice, lullaby voice. haha nothing much really... it was just talks and talks and talks...............

and that concludes my exciting orientation

tooth fairy

awww i'm sad...

it's dumb really but i'm feeling so sore... i was so hyper today, my dog lost her first tooth! i thought i'd keep it together with my baby teeth, but there was a lot of blood on it so i bleached it in a cup. i put the cup at the side of the kitchen baisin, and my dad happened to be there. i told him not to touch the cup, pebble's tooth is inside.

next thing i knew, half hour later, the cup was in the drainer and the tooth gone.

so i don't know, i'm just feeling real lousy... as if i've lost something... weird huh... don't mind me... it must be the hormones...