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Alright. Let's get back to business. It's been a while since I last blogged. There are so many things going in my head right now. And you are right, I am back to rant. I highly doubt there will be any readers anyway.

Before I begin, let me just clarify one thing. Many feel that it is absolutely inappropriate for a guy to blog. For instance, "What? He blogs? Why the hell would he needs to blog?". But hey! Let's not be judgmental there. This is just a perfect place to rant when one does not wish to bug others with his/her very own ridiculous, lifeless thoughts. So, do not judge people who blogs. To be fair, I will not judge you for having casual sex too. Well, just saying. :)

(1) GE'13

I am not gonna talk much about it since I have limited knowledge about what's actually going on in Malaysia. My sources of information are Facebook, online websites and random videos. Just my very own conclusion, politic is dark and dirty. And when people are desperate, they will do whatever it takes to get what they want.

(2) Exam

My 2 1/2 years struggle in IMU means nothing. Why? Yes, I have another exam to prepare for when I get to Leicester. Believe it or not, you will be kicked out from the course if you do not pass the examination. Hence, let's refer the exam as 'THE ENTRANCE EXAM". I am definitely at a disadvantage as the format of the examination differs from IMU. Oh, save me already.

(3) Taiwanese drama

As I was searching for dramas on the website, I came across this interesting Taiwanese drama titled "Two Fathers". And I went "wtf? gay show?" Besides, I saw a familiar actor name and hence, Google came into the scene. Oh, my apologies. Google says it is not a homosexual themed show. So, the drama mainly revolves around two best friends who apparently slept with the same woman. The woman then left them with a baby girl. Now, the question is 'Who is the father?'. We don't know. Ya think the script writer will reveal it that soon? The two best friends then decided to raise the kid together. Hence, the title "Two Fathers". On a side note, as the story progresses, the two main actresses are slowly integrating into the fathers' family.

This drama just got me thinking. Is it even possible for something like that to happen in reality? Nah, I strongly refute this storyline. NO! It is not possible. Well, that's simply just MY opinion. Haha. Another chain of thought strikes, hmm, what about platonic relationship then? Putting that aside, is it alright to conclude that friendships are all revolves around benefits?

The end. :)

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Yawns. It's holiday? It's not exactly a holiday. Or at least not with the postings and all.

God damn it. Human relationships are just too complicated. Haha. If only I'm a caveman, i will be living a life with animals and it'll be so much more simple. Just when I thought mixing around is alright, a rock hit hard enough to sink every ideas! Reality!

Ok. Maybe it's time to sit back and relax. Haha.

Out of no where?

I really didn't want to update my blog! Ahha. But just couldn't help it. In the mood to jot some "notes" here. Being
in IMU made me realized alot and the people in Imu also taught me well about reality.

It's time to make use of my BM. Bak kata pepatah, "banyak orang banyak ragam". Let's not talk about the world or society. Just in a small university itself, it will have a thousand types of different people with different personalities.

Haha. Ok. Mood to write is gone now. Shall just stop writing here.

Experience

I have no idea why am I writing this now when I'm sorta dead tired. Well, I guess it's just the after-event hype? Haha. Experience my first
on-call. Sadly not as a doctor but a student. I was mistaken as a HO. How i wish I am one already!

I was hoping for something to happen throughout the night but there wasn't any sudden, special cases. Lol. My apologies for being an ass who learn stuffs from patients' pain.

Oh well, the highlight of the night was that I got screwed at 1 in the morning. Bombarded with questions and was asked to examine a patient. Like heck I know how to perform a neuro examination! Well, it's partly my wrong for not preparing myself before attending the three weeks elective.

Slept a total of three hours and got up for the grand round. Nothing much after that. Got back and napped for 2 hours. Now, I'm still feeling exhausted. I wonder how am I gonna keep up with this lifestyle for the rest of my life! Haha.

I shall speak a little of my on-call MO. He was being an ass all the time. Well, I would say with good intentions though! He was just trying to pressure me and push me to think out of the box and link everything together. Haha. And of course, who likes being scolded? But I got the message. Thanks for everything. The dinner, the neuro book and the lessons. :)

Hmm

I guess I shall start blogging once more. Shall start writing everything that happened in the past few months all in one post. Ahah. Hopefully I will have the patience to recall and write them out! Way to go!

Someone like you

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.

You're tough,

You're stubborn.

Yes, it's you.

EOS 3. LOL!

I need to pass this exam.

I am lost.

Will I make it through?