How i wish I could slam this into her face:

ONLINE PERSONALITIES AND REAL LIFE PERSONALITIES ARE SO SO DIFFERENT DUDE.

God. I'm beginning to dislike civics and GP!!

Seriously, the teacher affects a student's liking to that subject.

I don't pay attention during civics and my face's black most of the time when she teaches.

let's try to change that, shall we? (:

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

Oh god.
Our friendship's screwed eh.
Aha.
Ok. I'll officially declare ;
It's over.
No more best friends here.

Bridge ftw.
I hope this addiction doesn't stay.
lala.

假戏真做还是真戏假做？
也可能真戏真做.

yay.

Hope comes with letting go.
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Right. One man bridge is boring. -_-
Blah..

oh god.
give me the mugging mood.

there's nothing much to do at home.
I need to go popularrrrrr
then return with stuff to do.

ah ah ah.
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don't you feel hopeful thinking abt things you know will never occur?
dare to hope?
Nah..I dare to think. Not hope.
Aha.
thinking about useless stuff - like..trying to recall my new password. I just changed it. Oh damn.
Redundant but it keeps my brain active. =D
lol.

it's really time to move on.
Away from IJ.

Regardless of separation.
From sch. From friends. Especially newfound ones.
Time is just slipping away. So quickly.
TADA! It's like..mid feb now.
And orientation seemed like it took place just yesterday.
Now waiting for Orientation 2.
I don't feel a thing. For the next orientation.
It affects me.
Indirectly.
JAE results.
Crap lah.
affecting friends = affecting me.
TADA!
Ok.

Hoping that no one leaves tuk tuk and 6N is really pointless.
It's always better to be more practical right?
Degree of disappointment is directly proportional to the highness of hope.
yay. there's such a word --> highness.

Internal reshuffling.
I don't want any of that. NOT AT ALL.
Ugh!

What's to be faced has to be faced.

Reality is never kind.

TADA!
Screw myself.

My flowers are withering. T_T

My chocolates are going down my digestive system.
Woahs.
Barely a day eh, and i'm almost done with the chocs x_x
Right. I didn't get many.
In IJ, it would be a bag full.
Aha.

Today's class outing was super fun!
And we won the Captain's ball competition!
3rd.
Better than nothing. and much much better than expected.

bridge bridge bridge!
My newfound addiction =D
It'll probably subside tmr. (=

YAY.
6N ftw!
i love tuktuk!
=D

Just look at how much fun dearr 6N is having. In RI library I guess. Hmms.
A few of us had chinese then. Sian. >_>




LOL.



Yay. 6N ftw. =D

that bond is weakening.

It's stereotyped for guys to hold the door for girls.

I've just realised.

It's stereotyped for jerks to not hold the door for girls.

yay.

Well.. today was another fiasco.
Horrible.
The guys didn't even touch the cake.
Though it was not some fanciful cake, still. Show some appreciation man.
So we've decided.
Next time, we'll only celebrate the girls' birthdays.
The guys. they can all go d.i.e.
>_>
Ok lah. The birthday I/C will see how it goes.

My econs sux.
GP sux.
Phy sux.
Chem sux.
everything sux.

yayy.

Damn. I did it again.

ughhhh.

it must have been disgusting, let alone embarrassing.
More towards utter disgust. Ewwww.

damn damn damn.
restrain restrain restrain.

It feels super great to have found it.
Like. Finallyy!
Aha.
What's yours is meant to be yours.
But of course, put in some effort and it'll come to you.
Yay!
Another burden gone.
Feels lighter now.
yays.

time seems to be crawling by.

yayy -_-

Are they deprived or what?
they're even attracted to water.
>_>
Ants. They're weird.

I'm weird too eh?
Yeah man.
Bouts of hyperism and emoism.
How normal a being am I.

Yay. Restrain restrain restrain.

This can't go on.
Aha. I have to stop being so annoying and such a spammer. =x

I DO NOT HAVE A SPLIT PERSONALITY. (:
NOT THAT I KNOW OF. [ (: x2 ]

okie!
time to experince the after effects of emoing!
whees.

Here's the newest addition to the family!
Dearrrrr Asher.
Oh oh oh!
DAmn cute!

And this is a pineapple tart!

So cute!

Yum.

failed my first gp essay.
broke the rules unknowingly.
received a white slip.

How exciting can life get man.

Especially when I hardly even care.

This can't go on any further.
Time to put a fullstop to such indifference.

death's designs.

bloody mind. eek.

Anyway, am i starting to lose myself?
Completely lost in the world of masks.
Sometimes. Only sometimes. Just sometimes.
I'm not sure if that's a facade.

GG.

yay.

i've let go.

Of the joke. yay again. That joke shall become history. A memory worth keeping and recollecting. yay. Come to think of it, only have myself to blame . But I've crawled out of the hole! Yay. Despite it being a horribly deep one and myself being vertically challenged. I did it.
yay.

one burden less.
+
no more consuming myself.

letting go has been difficult. but i'm pro! WAHA.
Yay. All thanks to dear blog and myself and myself and myself.
lols. And of course!! my beloved tuk tuk!

My brother sux! yay.
Is he just tht lazy to even use his brain?
Or is his mind somewhere else?
Dude! Its e math. yay.
Oh god. Sum of Angles in a triangle = 36o deg.
How funny.
Blur pig seh.
Lost his focus..and he's trying to get it back.
Yay. I'm helping him do that.
By constantly chiding him.
yay.
I'm still his beloved + one and only sister.
yay.

I LOVE TUK TUKKKK.

YAY.

I LOVE 09SO6N. YAY.

like finally.
I'm home and blogging!

Whees...dear blogggggggggggggggggggggggggggg... T_T
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It has been a rough week.

Indeed. Creating something out of practically nothing.

What a joke eh?

Digging a hole was your fault. WAlking right into it is mine.

Oh god... How I wish I couldn't bring myself out of it. Like.. KNRS!! Climb outta it now.
I'm sure.
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False hope. Feels cheated and being used.
Lol.. I know I shouldn't be feeling that way. But.. To add on.
Feelings weren't taken into consideration. Of course they weren't.

Though the context is entirely different,
My kinda situation is like..
Mass media making the educated feel they're educated.
Totally wrong noun there. But..in the same kind of predicament I believe.
__________ making _______ feel ___________ . Aha. Fill in the blanks.
Nah..don't be so wu liao yeah.

It's like..a subtle influence. Something so subtle you won't even know it's changing you and making you clogged with thoughts and Qns waiting to be ans-ed like..NOW.

This whole joke made me think I think that i think I... And so it carries on with a final outcome which I shan't reveal.

Aha. It's so insignificant anyway. Don't bother guessing coz it's just so unimportant.

Made me so emo for the past week. Tsk tsk. If only I hadn't allowed it.
Like talk normally so the friendship doesn't sink.
If only I hadn't bothered.
Well.. I need some tuning back to the mugging. To the correct frequency.
Just plain wishful thinking that the joke was reality.

Well.. I'd prefer it this way.
Without boundaries.
How.. free.

Just a reminder;
Guys and girls are really from two completely different worlds, with extremely different reactions, thoughts, feelings to the same situation/scenario.

Oh god oh god. Dear bloggggggggggggggggg!!!
Pissed, angry..they aren't the only adjectives that could be used.
Pissed with myself.
Angry at myself.

Upset really makes up the big picture.
Hurt?

Probably. To be like..the sacrificial product to entertain just that bunch of pple. FOC. Well, they've earned it.