What I Therefore Conclude...
I can only arrive at one conclusion.
Our service to the glorious republic, though unwilling does many things to the young mind.
It rattles it around so badly, it drives the normally sane, insane. You are locked in a prison whereby you have no way out. People expect you to do your just obligations just because people before you have done. With little place to vent, there is only one outlet. Let it out.
The experiences can twist a mind normally well mannered into something he doesn't want to be. He can't do anything because that is the change that has come of him and any due efforts to change back are almost futile. Humans are adaptive yes but natural behaviour forces people to live with group culture.
Life inside is not all pleasant as people think it is, there are stupid things that happen that lead to the threatening of weekends. All that pent up frustration has to go to an outlet and some people just need a bigger toilet.
For people who call me a changed man. Yes by all reason and meaning yes, I'm different. I'm fucked up...
Get used to it. Reality is about what is and what isn't, don't like it? Deal with it....
1/08/2011 10:15:00 pm
Saturday, January 01, 20112011
Hi and Welcome 2011.
2010 was a year filled of experiences.I learnt to be a soldier and I had a chance to fall for two people (but sadly to lose them all in the same year).
I've lost more than just love but I've lost alot of weight.
I lost but I gained alot too.
The invaluable experiences and the lessons learnt. This year would mean nothing without them.
To all my friends who were there every step of the way. Thank you!
For those I've loved and lost, sorry to say we may no longer be friends but 2011 is a new year. Lets not carry over bad memories.
A new year, A new heart, A clean slate.
Earlier yesterday while listening to My Chemical Romance's "Teenagers" this line struck me "They're gonna rip off your heads, your aspirations to shreds! Another cog in the murder machine!"
This sounds and describes my company now doesn't it? My fine employers haha..