RAIN'S WACKY WORLD :)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER!!!HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHAN!!!had dim sum on wed, so nice. long time didnt eat dim sum. yum yum. shannyy is like 22 liao. oh my. i will be that in 2 yrs time. suddenly i feel so old. we had the mango cake... love it. been craving so much since i got back, and finally i ate it!! haha
time is passing super fast. tml will be the month of june. oh my!! half a yr is just gone like that. and june is exam period. everyone stucks with exams or assignment. :(
weather getting soo sooo cold. heater on-ing on full blast. that day the wind was freaking strong, and nearer blow me away. like seriously, you need the strength to go against it. its not like sg wind, its like travelling at a speed of 100km/h. can you imagine how strong it is. if not because of stats, i wouldnt want to leave my house. winter is finally here. super late for this yr. at least its here again! :)
study study study. notes notes notes. practice practice practice. assignments assignments assignments. fyp fyp fyp. practically thats everyone life for the moment. hang on!! we are almost there!
study week is almost to the end. monday will be start of exams. gooddd thee lucksssss peeps!! :D
novi. be strong yea! the sisterhood is always there for you. :D any problems just give anyone of us a call, we will be there listening to you. :)
study week has officially began!!
im so dead.. so much stuff to memorise. and its like going no where.
im going into hibernation. SHIT!!
sat was definitly a blast in blvd. so much stuff happened. the 2 boys was definitely dead drunk. hp was lost. fights was seen. ambulance and police arrived. whatever you want, it all happened.
i managed to drink 2 glasses only!! yea!! seriously need to cut down, if not my liver is gonna die. no more clubbing till exams are over. gonna be stuck with all my notes notes and notes...

celebrating shan birthday this wed. going to eat dim sum. yum yummmm...
oh!! had a super duper fun webcaming session with ser that day. we did so much stupid stuff. and same time saw mong. ahha.. so nice... i want a class reunion at the end of the yr. peeps heard it?? i want CHALET!!!
im soo waiting for 22nd JUNE!!!!
BOO!
finally finally, i can feel the exam pressures. totally freaking out. sad
i weighted myself. gosh!! didnt imagine my weight to turn out like that. sad
missing home. sad
missing all my buddies. sad
im suffering from Binge eating disorder. sad
totally dunno whats happening to my life. sad
dont understand myself. sad
having a super vexed heart. sad
food chem so much stuff to memorise. sad
winery so much stuff to understand. sad
microbes is ending cause i love this sub. sad
stats so much practices. sad
life isnt smooth. sad
exam period sux. sad
im just so sad. what a sad life i have. sad
are all these signs of depression? hopefully not. :(
is there such thing called alcohol belly? hahha. my belly is getting biggerrrrrrrrrrr.... aRGGgg
last week of sch... thats super fast. next week would be study week and followed by exams. F***!
im so waiting for 22nd June.. my last paper finishes on that day.
this sat going be a blast at blvd, jase and nelson celebrating their birthday, so no choice got to go. opening minimum 8bottles? HAHA we shall seeee....
arg... nothing much... finally met up with keith and bevan, its like super long nv see them. and keith gf is like ah hong JC friend. this world is freaking small. esp when you are overseas, singaporean tends to know each other. haha
been munching on soo much chips and chocolate.. arg... studying make me fat!!
i just love webcaming! :) it makes me happy!
sem 1 is like ending soon... :)
SER!!! look at this. unsuccessful jumping jack! haha. i miss doing jumping jacks with my girls, we just have the mo qi there. haha

im having a F*** up assignment dueing this fri. ARggg... only wrote 500 out of 2000 words... i just hate this stupid question, so hard to find stuff from the net. idiot idiot idiot.
aussie has a very low technology dental services. just to check on my wisdom tooth, i need to go 3 places. the dental->xray->the specialist. oh my... im only till the second step, just did my xray on fri, gonna collect it next 2 days or so. i just cant believed the medical technology here. glad that Singapore medical technology is so much advance. thumbs up for you guys! if im in sg, i could get this done like within one day, cause its all done in the same place, but here, everything is so long, process are just slow. maybe im so used to the fast pace in sg, thats why. and that how aussie really enjoy their Quality of life. hehe. this a part where sg need to learn from them. takes things slow and easy. :D and i would never forget their 'basin' here in aussie. freaking funny!! haha.
ytd, after soo sooo long, finally chatted with jess. oh my... then chat about sch life. and the pathway i took was different from all my frens. sometimes, i would wonder did i make the right choice in going to AISS and not poly. at that time, i just wanna grad asap, but now, thinking i would be done next yr dec, i really dunno what to do. and im so much faster then the rest, i dont know should i continue on with my studies or just go out and join the work force. and poly seems sooo fun!!! arg.... its like so happening, yea. AISS was fun as well, but i think it can never beat poly. haha. afterall, we are still used to our own education system. Oh well. everythings we do, theres always pro and cons. i should be glad with the choice i made. :D
my housemate just broke up with his gf, and we chatted so much this week. it scared me, cause we dont really talk that much, but the stuff we chat this week is so much more then the past few months. he got to learn, to move on, and treat it as an experience. we must learn to let go when we need to, cause its no point forcing. at the end of the day, it would not lead us to anywhere, but just sadness. never think you are always right, and assuming you know the best. that a very wrong way to think. whenever something happens, people then realised how important it it. by that time, its just too late, and its no point regretting, cause its all over. though everyone says, treasure them before you lose them, but mostly, we still dont do that and eventually, we will just regret. thats human. its just us. only till we lost them, then we know how hurtful it is. life isnt always smooth, and we never be contented.
it makes me sad when i hear your cold response. i just dunno. dunno how to react. it seems so different from the first time we met. the warm feeling arent there anymore, its all coldness i could feel now. somehow, you seems to be avoiding me. thats how i feel. maybe im wrong, but i really dunno. i tried my best. totally lost
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!baked cookies and muffins ytd.. haha... muffins was tasteless!! oh my.. cause i reduced the sugar as i was afraid it would be too sweet. aiya.. no choice, thats why the second round one i added more chocolate chips in it!! i just dont like this recipe, its so hard to follow. cause i always used the home econs book recipe and its so easy and nice! and the recipe somehow said this step, and i followed it, causing it to be abit weird. cause some of the flour just stayed on the corn flakes cookies, but its still edible. first time following a recipe always wont be perfect, cause we wont know whats the outcome will be.. aiya.. nvm lah.. haha. and as i didnt modified at all, causing me to bake so much, but i distributed all to my sisterhood already and U!. hehe. U were the main reason of why i decided to bake. :p hope you enjoy your birthday dinner today!
finally got the pic from carmen and jase where we took in Long Room!! stupid jase, made me go to ICT building for 2 times... so wanna kill him lah!!!

only left 3 weeks of school. and thats it for sem 1.. freaking fast man.
my wisdom tooth has finally came out from my gums after 2yrs, need to go and see the dental and see what he says.. oh my.. but i got a feeling the only option is to extract it out, or else, it would cause pain (which is causes once in a while), tooth-decay and movement of my lower teeths... argggggg... but will see what the dental say first. it kindof look abit gross, its like my gum are rupturing in process...... *faint*
bestie!! i miss baking with you. reminds me of last time we use to bake, and always turns out unsuccessful!!! we bake like heaps man, muffins, cookies, milo cakes, cheese muffins, pizza, scones and muah chee!!!!.. oh my!!! those times was just so soooo nice. hehe rem this? haha.. baking alone is just not nice, no one to talk crap with, no one to ask whether is it correct, no one to take turns to wash all those stuff, no one to look after those cookies and muffins, no one to panic with when something goes wrong, no one to prepare stuff with.. ARRRggggg.. we shall bake again when im back end of the year. :D and its all back to the good old daysss

bestie, hope you love your birthday present. and not i never give you, i long long time before i left for aussie already planned liao. and asked jess to keep and pass it to you on my behalf. hehe. JESS.. thanks!! :D
*happy*
oh well... freaking tired. ytd night was fantastic at exchange hotel! the house music was freaking good. all of us love it! but rnb was ok ok only. gavin was damn funny, after 2shots, we saw some solo dance from him. haha... HAHAHA.. me tara and evelyn was laughing our ass off. haha.. well done dude!
its sunday today. weekends just passes so fast!!! ARg... back to sch life. and its time to chiong chiong chiong for my exams... i end like on the last day of the exam, how lucky is that! its from 8-22 june, its good that its really spread out, but it sux as it ends soo soo late!! but... its going to be party time from 22nd june night onwards.. right shannnnnnn??? hehe
i'm so looking forward to end of exams, yesh.. i know.. exam period sux. thats the worst part of student life i guess.
my stupid nose is still blocked!!oh my!!! and im still coughing. arg... flu flu flu.. everyones is sick now!!
i'm just disappointed in U. i thought i thought i thought..... or maybe you dont feel it this way. i dont know, maybe i interpret it wrongly.
when theres alcohol flowing in your body, the feeling is just great. thats the point where we are totally CAREFREE..... :D
just got back from max branners... we will just never get sick of eating it! haha. thats girls! we just LOVE desserts
and we finally did wei hong belated birthday present, specially done by me shan tara novi, cla wanted to do, but she cant come, so nvm, we did on her behalf. hehe. HOPE YOU LIKE IT!! :D cause we all do!!! and we didnt want to write happy birthday, so we changed it to happy BOOBs-day. haha. and we didnt write xiao hong, we wrote WEI hong. hehe......

its friday tml again!! time just passed soooo soooo fast!! in one month time, i'm having my finals.. oh my..
clubbing on sat again? should be. one last one before exams!! hehe.
i just love weekends.. and i'm going to........ HAHA.
you will know! :D
smart people always think they are not smart enough. oh my!! i so wanna kill them. but everyone has their own aim. for me? maybe i should aim higher. haha.. hopefully. betting with ah hong, but still dont know the forfit yet.
shan.. dont be so stress, its not the finals, so dont worry so much, just do your best. i always believe in doing your best and dont regret! thats life. live without regrets! life is so short, so point getting so stress up everytime. SMILE and life would be great! :D and always always think positive! and rem. you still have us!! we can go out and eat.. when theres food, theres loraine. theres also many many other ways to destress, so just RELAX! alright. i know you know what to do. and lets all pia for our finals. its time for me to visit the library with you again! hehe.. will start asap when i'm done with my last assignments. and you only left like few months in melb, so just be glad, where else we, the sisterhood would definitely miss you. esp me, my crapping partner and whining partner. arg.. feel so sad whenever i think this is your last sem. but at the same time, also happy for you. cause i know you are like dieing to go back. hehe
boo!! back to my readings readings and readings again.. ARGGGGGGGGGGGg. i hate weekdays!!!
BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAPPYYYBIRTHDAY!!!!!oh my... you are like 2o already, time pasess so fast, and soon it will be my turn. alright. have fun today! cause its
YOUR day!
and i'm sure you will, as this year is
SPECIAL cause you got your bee. hehe
so so soo happy for you. foundly you found yours :D and i can sense that you are really xin fu. thats good!!
alright. take care!