went out with mel, ron and luwa. ron came down to melb. so nice. hes really enjoying his life, went to perth and now melb. hehe. alright. chatted about AIS days, about almost everyone from fel,imone,yeemon,richard,sangwon,jessica. and the stuff we did. just love it. dont have much assignments and test, yet we still can do okok. haha
having a super super heavy heart. no one seems to be able to help. i dunno whats happening to my life now, it just sux sux sux. heaps of problems, from assignments, test, everything. i hate whats happening in me now, nothing seems to be smooth. i need a place to vent it out. are all gemini ppl like that? last one was like that, now again? i realy hope its not. maybe its one side. i really dunno. i dont have the courage, just dont have. like what wh said, later it would be in awdward mode, isnt that worst. but on the other hand, i wanna know also. hai. why cant everything in my life be smooth? maybe thats the way we can really learn and treasure everything we get and not take it for granted. i wanna have a big cry, a big hug, a big shout. but i just cant do it. its all too deep inside already.
i may seem happy, but inside, i dont. no ones know except myself, or maybe not also.
i'm waiting, just waiting.
wheeee i'm back!! haha
i've got the fireworks video and airshow video. super nice. but i dunno how to upload. so yea.
Friday. was a super super hot day, where it reach 37degree. oh my!! totally baking in the sun. and its suppose to be autumn. melb weather is just so so sooooo MAD!!! fri wasnt really a good day. there was 3 accident. there was explosion in the tunnel, leakage of gas in the train station and an accident. and we wanted to watch movie but the whole building was blackout. wanted to play go-kart, but we got to wait for at least one and a half hour. haiyo!!
Sat.. went to geelong to see the airshow. it was nice. but as said, the weather was mad. it was freaking cold like hell. its like only about 12 degree.. oh my... and the wind was super super strong. as we didnt wear enough, we were all blooding freezing, and all complaining.. haha. and we went bowling!! bowled for 3 rounds, and look how cool is their bowling lanee.. luminous light!! haha. then headed to watch ninja turtle show. its was alright only.
Sat!! went to city and shop again. oh my.. and nothing much. kept waiting for the guys to come down. haha... and my sis got really pissed off, but no choice, they die die also need to come down to city to collect the cake.. and at night!!!! a surprise for my sis. gave her the cake, sang song and presents time.. haha.. she was damn happy lah... hahahhahahahahhahaha. we were all in pyjamas, so yea. dont laugh. hehe. before that, we went bowling again. oh my. this time 4 rounds!!! played till my fingers and hand so pain. haha. but overall, it was fun!
the cake was nice!! and i had 3 times of KFC this week, soo nice... and suppering is just so nice. you know that its sinful, yet you still eat. haha.. the feeling is just great! :)
hai.. back to sch tml again!!! oh my... another 2 weeks and its holiday again!! just love it
* i've got a new pillow* hehehheeeee
i had a great weekend!! hope you guys was the same.. :D
today is freaking hot!!! like 33degree. now at 9pm, its still 31degree.. oh my!! i want air-con!!!!!!
someone said some stuff which made me feels really really guilty. i dont know whether am i doing the right choice. i really dunno. but i would say, i dont mean it. its just all about how i feel.
and!! i just found out theres internet sms!! where i can sms using my sg number online for free!! and you peeps dont get extra changes, its all the same as if i'm in sg smsing you guys.. cool!! so anything. just sms my sg number, and i will reply you all if there internet!! somehow i just love the invention of technology. without them, our life would be sad!!
alright.. going my sis place tml!! yea!!! playing time again!! for few days only.. hahhaa
mid exam, assignments are all coming!! oh gosh!!! and in 2 weeks time. its holiday for a week. damn fast lah!! ¶ 8:57 PM 0 comments
hope you like the wishes from me.. hehe
i'm having toothache!! ARGGGG
sher must be having fun in chalet now! lucky one!!
should i? :X ¶ 7:34 PM 0 comments
she brought her own can opener to sch, and open the can. and started eating. so funny man. haha¶ 1:00 AM 0 comments
melb is so busy this month, last week was mooba, this week is F1. woohoo.. its super near my house, its only like 5mins away!!! been hearing the car engine everyday, its nice though. cause i dont really get to hear live except from Tv. hehe
jie birthday is like next week!! wheeeeee
everyones having fun!! thats great! :D ¶ 1:38 AM 0 comments
Joke of the day:" No.... BABY". it was damn funny. My stats lecturer quoted this. there was this ang mo who debated some answers with her, but she insisted that she was right and kept saying no, until she said: NO.... BABY... everyone burst out to laugher. haha.... suddenly the lecture hall was filled with laughers. shes always talking to herself, but she seems alright. much much better then my food chem lect. I just love microbes, i shall declared its my favorite subject of the semester. hehe.. the lectures ends early, practicals ends early even tutorials ends early. and the lecturer explains well! WHEEE
Tues when to celebrate TARA 20th birthday!! women!! you are no long a teen. hahaha her mum is here too, how nice is it. heee. went to eat some italian food, it was nice.. and we had chocolate cake again, eat till we got sick of it. and we got the leggings group, so cool! :D
just got back from novi place, went to play tennis, oh my.. going to die lah.. tennis is sooo sooo hard!!! i still prefer badminton to tennis. tml going smith street and Kmart.. wheee...
cyn 90% coming over next yr.. woohoooo. ser!! hope you too!! :D
you all should go and watch this, its about xu wei lun soncert, where they held it for her as it was her last wish, damn sad lah.. hai.... see until i cried also.. shes so young lah.. but just died like that. watch it here
fabian, our family loves to eat fast food!! we just love it! we all have the same genes you know.. haha.. and i just had KFC and pizza today!! woohooo
i just miss everything!¶ 8:35 PM 0 comments
this week, been pretty alright. need to start doing work already.. haha... had ma la steamboat at nancy house.. yum yum... i been eating ma la steamboat like last week and this week. oh my.. super heaty.. hahha
Have you all wonder, since its 21century, do girls really confess to the ones they like? or they just kept quiet about it. Some might say about it, but some wont. I used to be the one just keeping quiet. But i realised, because of this, i have missed one. after that, regretted about it as i did not say it earlier and drag till last min where the time isnt right for both of us. I do admire those who has the courage and confess to the love ones. Maybe i'm after of rejections? thats why. i'm a person who dont really say out my feelings. i would rather keep it in my heart. sometime i do agree its not good, as no one can really read each other mind exactly unless we say out.
why is it always this case?? hai... ¶ 11:01 PM 0 comments
then headed to my sis place to stay.. so long didnt see the dogs. but they were as cute as usual. ahha.. i was watching my show and they came to accompany me.. so nice.. haha. munchie just lay next to my lappy lah. so cute of her. at night, went to my sis neighbour house, cause it was their daugher one year old party. nice nice. played blackjack... cool
then went to springvale, brought some stuff. didnt do much and went grocery shopping. then on the way back, we saw this car, super funny. guess the funny part! hahaha
i started driving, went to pick ah hee ytd.. haha.. but still with my sis beside me. wow... scary man.. but nice! hahaha
ya... as said to sher, this case ALWAYS happens to me. hai... dunno why i cant find someone which is vice versa. is it the same to others also?. hahaha... she really knows me on what type of person i would look for. hahhaa... i'm glad! love ya! share some love with me too, dont give all to your B. hahah. i need some too :)
¶ 11:02 PM 0 comments
Suddenly
and suddenly,
feeling so lonely,
wishing i was back home, watching all my shows.
hearing my mum nagging at me, to do all the housework
but all this could only be done at the end of the yr.
i miss sg.
really miss sg
house here is so quiet.
staying in the room almost every min.
only the music is accompanying me.
no one to talk to.
getting emo.
:(
i need to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!! ARGGGGG ¶ 12:28 AM 0 comments
