
as mimi said we lost a friend , so may GOD bless her soul inshallah , it made feel how silly life is and how short IT IS !!!
salam all



Another Ramadan passes by , I never feel the end of it till I listen to the ending duaa after qiam prayer in S.A , mashallah what a nice duaa and all we can say is AMEEN YA RAB for all what he prayed for . After tom will be eid al fit inshallah and Ramadan will be over, I personally ask my self, did I do well this Ramadan? This year I feel great deep inside so inshallah rabbi yetgabel from me and all of you !!!
My Ramadan was tough in a weird way , I mean after only 5 days mom, sis and bro left to umra and I was alone with my dad , I’m not the kind of persons who can stay alone for a long time , if u know me you can tell that I’m an active person so to keep me alone at home all that time was pretty though but a pleasure to take care of my dad and get ajir for it inshallah
After all I really wish every and each one of you a lovely eid with families or friends or whom you would love to spent the eid with and forgive me if I have ever been mean to you ..
I pray to ALLAH to accept our fasting and prayers inshallah
Eid Mubarak to you all
P.S..... my blog is one year and a month old looool
salam

the whole group 
Time goes by and I go through lots of friendships, but still the thing that confuses me is what does it mean to have a close friend ? Wallahi I don’t know till now what should I do ? I mean is there rule for a relationship like this ? or it should be natural and full of honesty ?
I have few friends that I’m proud to call them close friends , I act natural with them , I never lie , and I never hide anything , I don’t know if should be expecting the same or not ?
It’s confusing for me ! but I’m trying to ignore it like I should not be expecting anything from anyone , yes easy to say but kindda difficult to be done !!
I’m sure some of u are having those rolling eyes wondering if some body did something to hurt me !
The answer is NO… but I don’t wanna wait for such a thing !
I’m alone for more than a 10 days now , cooking and cleaning the big house for me and my dad who is too busy to be home meskeen “ poor dady “ and he is trying his best to make me feel ok !!!
I never thought being alone sucks this much , I miss the chit chat with mom , I miss fighting with my sis about her wearing my ironed clothes when she is late for work and the most thing is teasing my brother , oh I miss that …
I’m trying to please every part of the family while mom is not here “ mom’s side “ … iftar invitations and phone calls all what thought I would be doing AFTER I get married , I found my self doing it NOW …DUH
Yalla let’s wish for the best
salam
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hellloooo every one ... i have 3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY's to wish this time !!lol



I’m writing this post to give my apologies for those who sadly had to read those bad comments in my last post
The people who know me in person , for sure know why I said what I said
for the those who didn’t agree with me I totally respect their opinions but only the opinions worth my respect !! others were simplly NOTHING to me !!
I deleted the last post simply because it went too far and sadly I found out that there are Libyan people who knows NOTHING about saying an honest respectful comment , my blog can’t be a trash for those !! so from now on there will be a filter …
Sorry again for the bloggers that were and still the best J I just can’t let any one mess with me !!
salam all and thanks for being great with me



So study is kindda over and I knew this was going to happen to me , I was crazily busy with school that I couldn’t even find time for my friends and now I have NOTHING to do !!
I’m famous by getting bored so fast so u can imagine how do I feel now by sitting at home doing NOTHING !
My mom made up her mind that our entire house needs to be painted again coz she thinks the white walls are no longer white so here we go 5 days we had ppl doing the job and after that TADAAAA our furniture’s are all in one room and now it’s my job to get everything back to normal !! why the H**L did I say I’m bored DUH me !!
It’s been 5 days trying to turn everything back to normal , the problem is my mom is doing it for FUN , she is enjoying it while I just wanna do it fast , I do right but I’m fast while she is like “ stany stany , beshwaia beshwaia “ loool i hate living in places that are no orgnized !!BRrrrrrrr
We are kindda done with that and my life is getting organized again alhamdulilah !!!!
NOW it’s 21/7/2007 which means there are like 2 months from now to Ramadan so the Q is “ what am I going to do to ??”
I miss being busy , and there is nothing to do in this country , no beaches or girls , no courses before October , NOTHING just stuck at home cleaning loool
I miss my school “ sad face “
So my family and my 2 aunts with their families “ mom’s sisters “ were ready at 4pm and off to the garabooli , and as usual I slept in the car “ big smile “
The water was soo dirty so no swimming !! , but I couldn’t help going crazy , I was laughing and taking pictures … especially with my aunt’s husband who never gets enough of making fun of his wife loool soo funny mashallah
red flag means NO swiming .. but in libya means you can swim but we don't care if u'll die coz we told you so !! DUHhere is my bag and my shibshib in the sand to prove that i was really at the beach lol
my youngest cousin " Jebreel " and since his name is TOO BIG for him we call him JOJO loool , he took the "indian" chicken and made it as a shawerma lool so funny !!
من مستحيلات الدنيا :
طرابلسي مش عائدون، جبالي مش مهرب، زليتني معنداش فرملة، تاجوري متفاهم، زواري شجاع ، صرماني متحضر، ورفلي دمه خفيف، سرتاوي مش نفخه، شرقاوي ساكت ، ترهوني سحنون، مصراتي كريم، زاوي بخيل ، عجيلي مش حشاش، جنزوري مش سكار، ورشفاني سنونه بيض، رياني وجهه مش صحيح ، سبهاوي مش خانب سيارة ، زنتاني مش ركيك ، صويعي يسكن في بن عاشور ،غرياني مش حاكماته مرته

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So the summery of what she said did made me feel so bad coz I felt like we know -9/10 about our country , she was warning us from something she called it “ dubailazation “ and by that she meant “ DON’T BE LIKE DUBAI “ coz it’s simply stupid and not good for the world’s environment !I totally agree with her without knowing anything about the green architecture coz I didn’t like dubai since the moment I saw all those crazy buildings .
Also after she explained all the damages that r happening around the world due the bad using of everything she said one thing that touched me “ Libya has the chance to be the BEST country in sustainable architecture “ and that is simply right coz we have the sea and the desert and the sun is here around the year so hellooo ppl wake up and stop building those stupid glass boxes and stop following UAE !!
So last month my dad told me about this work shop they r planning to do in corinthia hotel about the sustainable architecture and they’ll talk about the competition to design the gov center “ if I may call it “ in libya “ that happened about 3 months ago ..
So 1 / 2 . 7 . 2007 was the days for the work shop “ sorry dady couldn’t make it the first day :S “ I went the second day coz the winners gave a lecture about their design and explained how they came up with the idea and how it’s good for libya’s climate and so on
I was sitting there with my mouth opened , I mean once u see the design u’ll think “ ok it’s elegant and nice but what is so special to make Zaha Hadid be NOT AWARDED for example?” but let me tell u it’s more than SPECIAL , I was amazed by their simplicity and above all that the team were down to earth , they had dinner at my house once and wallahi wallahi wallhi after the workshop was done they came to us “ me and my friends “ and they started talking with smiles , they were soooo friendly “ we didn’t even look at them “ then my dad told them I’m his other daughter , coz they met my sister in germany so they got to meet me YEPEEE lol
So anyhow , my point is I’m Libyan and I won’t say any bad stuff “ even though I saw a lot at the work shop from the Libyan architects that proved how shallow they r “coz I just wanna move forward and do something