have you ever stop
and discover
the little things around you
they are there
but nobody realise it
and until somebody does ...
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
just realised that everything is changing. heck EVERYONE is changing even myself. time is passing just too fast! sigh.. im changing into a person that i have vowed all my life NOT to be.. but the thing is .. i cant help it!! ): sigh.. i think im becoming a cold heartless bastard, void of feelings. After that night, i learnt to put things behind me more easily than expected. and as time passes, i realised that it has become a bad habit. heh.. fuck. anyways.. im not as stressed as the JC kia's whose promos are around the corner, but im feeling the heat man. hahaha. ok time to sleep.. loooong day of lectures tmr.. nights!
And i was thinking of getting a UV tattoo of a cross on my forearm. Good idea? i dunno! lol
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1:10 AM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
hahahaha.. guess who's back people! decided to update my blog since i received soooo many complaints about it being not up to date.. okok.. here goes.. mmmm life's been pretty ok for me. im pretty happy with what i have right now. yeah poly's been good (though i screwed up my papers) LOL anyway.. yeah... i have decided to let nature take its course and make my decision about something important to me at the end of the year... haha.. and hopefully SP Squash will get second!! IVP's coming in 2 weeks time man.. nervous and i can hardly wait. (: okok thats about all i guess... i'll come back an update again when i have more time.. toodles!
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2:40 AM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
sigh.. im feeling emo again... and confused... really really very confused. im very afraid to tell you how i feel lest the same thing as before should happen again and i'll get hurt again. sigh.. but i can feel it returning. What i once felt for you, it's coming back. I guess another reason why im keeping this to myself is because i dont wanna spoil the amazing friendship we're having yeah. heh. oh wells.. i guess its time to let nature take it's course.. but it's gonna hurt i guess... heh.. oh wells... dinner calls! update soon...
whispers at
8:34 PM
Friday, April 06, 2007
Hey im back after erm... a few months i think.. hhaha. yeah.. hmm just wanted to come today and bitch about something.
Have you ever realised how important something or someone is ONLY after you lose them? yeah well.. i just realised it. heh. I guess now it means nothing to you but yeah, I've always had this thing for you. Just didn't like showing it much.. guess its my fault huh? Should've let you know how special you were to me. Oh wellss.. this is it huh? At least we're still friends.. and i'll still be here to listen to all your troubles even though i wish it would be much more than that. Sigh im tired thinking about it already.. think ill go to bed early.. NIGHTS!
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12:26 AM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
hokay.. im here to blog again. haha! today was great had a great workout playing squash with the guys at JJC. Onn got hit in the face with a racket.. lol.. after squash, rushed down to pick Sam up and cabbed down all the way to Kallang to watch the ASEAN Championship finals.. SINGAPORE VS THAILAND!!.. well what can i say.. it was a great match. And for the first time i could see the Singapore spirit! haha.. thanks to Zeslene for saving us seats.. really appreciate it alot.. haha.. hope everyone had fun today.. k im really too tired to blog anymore.. NIGHTS!!
There's just something about you Cheers!
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1:13 AM
Friday, January 05, 2007
hello... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY ONE!!! (fine so im a few days late.. but who cares) haha ok... this is gonna be a new beginning and a fresh start for me... no more nonsense of last year okok... haha. ok... now time to get emo. sigh... reading my friends blogs made me realise what a lousy friend i have been... when they're hurting, i cant see it... i just realised how insensitive i used to be.. but this is all gonna change i promise.. yeah... i wont name names, but i read this girls blog... yeah and it was so sad it makes me guilty for not being a proper friend to her. gues i shuld apologise yeah.. oh wells im sorry... and to others out there who ive been insensitive towards and never considered ur feelings before i said anything., im sorry. i really am. and the best thing is----------- I'VE FINALLY MOVED ON! yay!! hhahaha now im just waiting for the right one to come... and with my focus now more on people who are more important to me and my sports, i guess its gonna take a long while... but i dont mind maiting as long as i get to bond with my mates!!!! hahaha aight im tired...
cheers
whispers at
2:48 AM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
OH MY GOSH!!! i just realised that im an 80's baby. Oh my goodness i feel old everytime i think about the kids im helping to coach.. lol.. okay hello im back to blog again... hmmm the past few weks have been pretty normal.. im pretty over the issue i talked about in the previous post.. yupp.. as one of my good friend said, life goes on! =) anyway... to the person i was talking to just now, remember what i said and dont be so upset over life.. life is seriously worth living. hee... SALUTATIONS to ryan chung who just came back from australia.. and erm praise God!!! hhahaha thats all i guess... cheers everbody!! =)
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3:14 AM
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