Seriously what is this? Is this a trap or something? I realised I'm getting really little satisfaction from putting in effort to do my job properly. In fact, I'm getting more frustration and irritation from being involved at all! Can't things be better arranged, and at least inform others of any new changes? Can't the work be allocated more efficiently, such that everyone is happier and things can be done better?
Honestly, this month is going to be rather depressing and draining. I really wonder if I can last through this and remain sane and alive.