15 December 2006

Meteor Shower

Tonight it was raining stars. Literally. :D There was a meteor shower - the Geminids.

What the name implies, is the area of the night sky where the meteors would appear to come from. So when you say Taurids, it means that you should look at the part of the sky where Taurus is. Leonids - you look at Leo.

After about 45 minutes of watching, managed to see only a few, although saw many airplanes flying by. :P Basically you'll see streaks of light flying past the night sky, and they do not last more than a few seconds! So when you blink your eyes, probably you might have missed one or two! Some of the fireballs >.< are brighter than the rest, and some last longer too! Saw two really bright ones, which managed to illuminate the sky for quite a while. But most of them were really faint, so you'll probably need a very dark surrounding to be able to see them clearly (must distinguish them from your imagination!).

The sky condition was rather good tonight, with no moon, and little clouds. The only distraction came from the city glow, otherwise known as light pollution.

Thank you Jane for telling me this piece of information! Next time if any of you know of any nice meteor showers, do remember to inform me. I will watch as long as I have the time and chance! :)

Good night everyone.

*I wish upon the falling star...*

14 December 2006

30 Questions

I must first apologise to Wee Chern for taking so long to do this post, mainly because of my Internet connection (read previous post). Sorry ya! ;)

1. Are you a Chinese or English freako?
Well, I used to be very inclined towards Chinese in the past, mainly due to my primary education. But ever since I came here, I guess I have sort of achieved a balance between the two :)

2. If time is going to stop, what would you possibly do for that time?
Erm, I'll probably look at the sky and see if it drops down onto me... >.<

3. Prefer a playpool or a playground?
Certainly a playground! I can't really swim well. Heehee...

4. Do you usually gossip others, or being gossiped?
I tend to stay away from gossipy conversations, so I don't gossip about others. As for the other way round, oops, I have no idea! :X

5. Do you like simple or complicated stuff?
Wah, such a complicated question! I tend to prefer simple stuff - shirt designs, blogskins, wallpaper, etc. But when it comes to thinking, perhaps I prefer more challenging stuff, although not necessarily complicated! (Sometimes simple things can just trick your mind!)

6. Do you tackle numbers better, or alphabets?
My maths isn't good, but my English isn't anywhere better either! How? If I really want to choose, then hmm... maybe I'm slightly better at numbers.

7. What makes you pissed off?
This question itself. Hmph. >.< I may get rather impatient at times, and I don't like people who keep irritate me repeatedly. But yeah, I try not to get pissed off for most things, otherwise everyday will be a screwed day for me...

8. How was your childhood?
Came through a bumpy track full of ups and downs. Not easy to describe, but yeah, quite different from many of you. That's it.

9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
OMG, I sweat a lot when I write GP essays! Is that counted? :P

10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, short or just okay?
Just okay. Imagine if you have extra hours a day, what would you use it for? Sleep? Eat? Or watch more TV? All will just make you grow fatter!

11. Would you judge people by their appearance?
Undeniably first impression counts, but subsequently appearance doesn't affect much of my judgment about people. (Tell you an episode about my friend: he was playing bridge, and judging by the looks of his opponent, he could sense that his opponent was being complacent playing against a junior, so he cleverly set up a deceptive play and tricked his opponent into losing! So appearance is still useful to some extent for judgment! :D)

12. What is attractive in your eyes?
Sincerity and honesty. Looking straight into people's eyes will probably help you better convince people!

13. Do you like day or night? Explain why.
Definitely night. Night is cool, tranquil, mysterious and relaxed. Usually do things more productively at night as the heat during the day just puts me to sleep. If I'm at home, late into the night is also when I will be free from any constant distractions from my family members, and is the only time when I can really focus on whatever that I am doing! Lol, sounds very evil but it's true most of the time.

14. Do you treasure stuff that you own, or have insatiable desires?
I sometimes treasure my stuff too much, that's why sometimes I'm still using outdated stuff and I keep too much rubbish at home. I don't have much desires, I'm not spoilt! :P

15. If your computer hanged up, with a long long document not saved, how would you react?
#@*&^$*! Rarr, argh, bleah... But so far I haven't had such an experience, probably because I have the habit of saving my documents frequently while in the middle of typing it.

16. Do you believe in miracles? Or was it long predestined?
Nope, not miracles. Probably fate has decided it all.

17. Do you often tend to forget about the past, or trying hard to do so?
Why forget the past in the first place? Sweet memories, sorrow moments, glories and setbacks, they are all my precious experience, gained over so many years. Don't even try to forget them.

18. In your mind, why are colours out there?
Probably to distinguish colour blinds from the rest.

19. Have you ever pitied those who are real pitiful, and shed tears for them, etc?
Pitied them yes, shed tears no. Shed tears and some of them might think it as crocodile tears. Taking actions to help them might be better.

20. Describe yourself as in attitude?
Erm, kind of serious? Slacky at times? Realised that I have too much attitude-swings, can't really capture them all! T_T

21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?
Yes, a few times.

22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live.
1. You get to blog
2. You get to answer 30 questions
3. You get to get stuck at this question for 5 minutes

23. What is your ambition in life?
Not sure yet. See first lorh...

24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?
I remember there was once Friendster provided daily horoscope service. Haha, wonder if it's still there, never really take notice now. But yeah, I don't believe in such things, nonsense!

25. Describe music in your life.
They are my tranquilisers and painkillers.

26. Which country will you like to go, when you can afford it?
Burkina Faso? Hehe, too many on the list...

27. What do you think blogging is about?
It's about typing such a long document and pray that your computer does not crash. >.<

28. What kind of style are you trying to get hold of?
Wah, I kind of make no head no tail about this question. What style? *Confused...

29. When you fail a test, how will you react?
Well, I will probably go patronage the noodle stall again!

30. Pass this to 8 friends, for them to get it done.
Ahh, I see that this is not a question. It is a question that 8 friends must answer. Shall spare them from answering so many questions! :)

12 December 2006

No more Internet

I hereby declare that my Internet connection in my hostel room is officially dead.

It's not that the line has been cut off - it's still there. The problem is: the connection socket is in my neighbour's room (it was his connection in the first place), and since he has moved out, the hostel staff went to clear the room and lock the door. The wireless router was dismantled and placed outside my room. I tried asking for the room keys from the hostel staff, but they refused to lend it to me. So that means: the line is there but I just cannot get my router connected to it, so no more Internet.

Bleh, what a stupid problem. It's also pretty unfair, considering that I have paid the subscription fees for this month, and here I am, being barred from using the connection for the rest of the month. And now I have to blog from school, and use the school's computer for Internet. Argh!!

10 December 2006

I am bored

I am seriously bored...

Hostel's empty now. Nobody's left. Even the sundry shop uncle has decided to take a break (probably due to poor business during the holidays). The fish pond is dry. Water has been sucked out for some renovation work. Wonder where the fishes went to. Nobody's here. I'm bored...

Anyway, I am really happy to receive news that one of my primary school classmates will be coming to Singapore next year, and he'll be staying in the same hostel! I do hope that he gets into HC, although he still doesn't know which school he is posted to (usually only NJ and HC scholars get to stay in HC hostel). Then we'll be in the same school too! But he'll enter J1 next year, so no hope of being classmates again... T_T But anyway, being able to meet again after so many years is really fortunate enough! I really look forward to meeting him here!

06 December 2006

What it takes to be a superstar?

What it takes to be a superstar?

While I admit that I'm no professional to really comment on this issue, watching a few episodes of this year's Project Superstar have set me thinking about the process through which a Superstar is being born: endless rounds of competition, grueling elimination based on popular vote, countless hours spent preparing, learning and practicing, and then the last person standing would be declared the Superstar of the year. Nothing seriously wrong with the process, but here are some of my thoughts.

For that last person to succeed, the other twenty-three finalists would have to 'give way' (not taking into account the thousand others who turned up for the auditions?), despite that they may have much better qualities, potential or personality. Only one thing matters after one gets into the finals: popularity. Since ultimately one's fate is largely judged by the unknown faces behind the television screen, it makes sense to strive to become the best spokesperson for the telcos by attracting the most number of sms or call-votes. Not saying that one need not have excellent talent and potential in performing and singing to excel in this competition, but in the face of the reality, they seem to be secondary.

Perhaps a survey can be done to find out more about people's voting preferences for such contests, so that future contestants can try to maximise their efforts to woo the most votes. Here are some of the suggested questions:
  1. Which age group tends to vote more actively?
  2. Who are the ones who would mass-vote and vote every episode?
  3. Are the voters loyal to their initial choice?
  4. Rank the order of criteria that voters would consider in choosing their favourite (e.g. which primary / secondary school did the contestant come from, appearance, personality, nationality or performance)
  5. Would the judges' comments affect their choice?
These are just some that I can think of, and it's up to anyone to add more questions to this list. I believe most participants would be grateful to the existence of such a detailed study.

Perhaps you may argue that it is the 'nature' of this competition to be so 'cruel' - to eliminate everyone else except the winner by popular vote. True to a certain extent, given that the other twenty-three finalists (who would have invested much more time than those who merely went for auditions) would have their share of publicity exposure during the competition as well as some related spin-offs. But when public opinion (or just a small part of the public who voted) is in contrary to the professional judges' judgments...

As the competition progresses into its last few stages, we shall see who will emerge victorious at the end.

01 December 2006

Guitar

This morning I thought I lost my guitar.

After the last training, I didn't bring my guitar back to hostel because I was rushing off to town to check out new guitars for the club, so I entrusted my guitar to my friends to help me put it in the guitar room. So this morning when I went for practice, I went to guitar room to collect my guitar. It was there - I could recognise my guitar just by its bag.

I brought it down to the classroom, opened it, and to my horror, the guitar inside my bag wasn't my guitar!!! It was a club's Alhambra instead! I was really shocked and puzzled. Did someone short-changed my guitar to an Alhambra? (Hehe, maybe shouldn't say 'short-changed', because an Alhambra is much much more expensive than my guitar =P)

I quickly rushed up to the guitar room again and checked through all the guitars there, but still couldn't find my own. Rarr, so my guitar was gone. I was rather fed up at that time, thinking that someone must have misplaced it for me after the last training. Argh, just because I didn't bring it back with me the last time!! :S

So for the practice, I used another club guitar instead, while I mourned for my lost guitar. When training ended, as usual, being the QM, I collected all club guitars, and prepared to bring them back to the guitar room. It was at that moment, MIRACULOUSLY, I FOUND MY GUITAR! Guess who took it? It was with Jane for the whole morning!! *Caught her red-handed >.< It was then I realised that I must have passed her the wrong guitar before the training as I thought it was a club guitar (she always uses a club guitar now because of her sprained ankles). So it was my fault. =D

However, something still puzzles me: why was that Alhambra doing in my bag? And if I recalled correctly, I took my guitar out from the cupboard without a bag (which was also probably the reason why I mistook it for a club guitar). So why was my guitar left outside when I remembered putting it nicely in my bag before I left on the last training? :S

But anyway, what mattered most was I FOUND MY GUITAR BACK. Phew and hurray! ;)

29 November 2006

Holidays

It's almost time to flip the calendar again - tomorrow will be the last day of the month.

In one month's time, life will be back to the hectic mode again - this time going overdrive with the major exam waiting for us at the end of our last year in JC. Haha, maybe shouldn't worry about that yet as IT IS STILL SCHOOL HOLIDAY. Yup, so enjoy your holiday while you still can!

休息是为了走更长远的路,就让我们在这个假期好好地充电,为明年的冲刺养精蓄锐吧!

26 November 2006

I don’t know what to say

I don’t know what to say.

If somebody can be so ‘blur’ to go traveling in another city without first finding out more about the city, or bringing a map along, or planning the itinerary properly before setting off, only to find the trip in a total mess, a waste of time and money, a hiccup that has left so many other people unhappy, I really don’t know what to say.

If somebody can be so ‘busybody’ to meddle in every other people’s inter-personal affairs, worse still only interested in knowing how to stir up conflicts between other people, yet being extremely defiant to people’s advise to stay out of trouble, happy only to see other people ending up in endless misunderstandings and unhappiness, I really don’t know what to say.

If somebody can be so ‘isolationist’ as to reject all social life, to deny all friendship, to disconnect oneself from the world, to refuse any form of investment into a relationship, to prefer to stay alone to face the four walls and the ceiling everyday, and yet to cry because of boredom and loneliness, I really don’t know what to say.

If somebody can be so ‘free’ to watch television 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 30 days a month, 365 days a year, yet refusing to do anything else productive, except to demand for more free time to watch more television, to travel to places only of this person’s interest, to chat over the telephone regardless of the telephone bill amounting to a few hundred dollars every month, and to meddle in other people’s affairs, I really don’t know what to say.

If somebody can be so ‘domineering’ to want to make decisions for everybody else, to insist upon being the infallible all the time, to fault every other individual for anything that goes wrong, to demand for all the power yet denying all the responsibilities, rejecting all calls for action, evading from whatever mistakes that would happen, I really don’t know that to say.

If somebody can be so ‘cold-hearted’ as to deny people from any kind of social interaction for years, to make people work extremely hard for years without allowing for a single day of break, to disregard other people’s right to preach one’s own religion, to disrespect other people’s way of life, yet to refuse to admit any single of these, I really don’t know what to say.

If somebody can be so ‘lustful’ to want everything from uncontestable power to extravagant material comfort, yet to be unsatisfied of everything, to take everything for granted as if they are worthless, to disregard people’s hard-earned money, and to blame others for stealing the happiness away, I really don’t know what to say.

I really don’t know what to say, although I have said it all. Or perhaps, I shouldn’t have said it at all.

20 November 2006

Holiday

I am getting more and more bored whenever I'm back in hostel.

All my friends have left.

Only my seniors are around, but they have A Levels which will end this week. Then most of them would leave too.

So I will be the only one left .

And very soon, I'll be without Internet connection, for I don't want to pay $30+ for this month's connection when there are only 2 other people to share the cost. So I'll be even more bored...

I'll be left with my computer (without Internet), my guitar and four walls... ;'(

Tried to borrow some novels from library today, but to my horror, I wasn't allowed to take home any of the books because the library doesn't allow. I wasn't too happy so I asked the librarian for the reason. Apparently, the library is going to change their system and do a stock check soon, so no books can be borrowed until next year, unless you are borrowing books for Olympiads. Well, it just means that I will have to survive even without books!

But anyway, since the library is changing their system, I do really hope that they will implement the OPAC system available in the High School library. Then, we would be able to find the titles we want more easily.

Happy holidays!

13 November 2006

Very soon, the burden on our pockets will become much heavier, presumably to help fund the social safety nets in Singapore. If you haven't heard of it, the GST is going to rise from 5% to 7% soon. I'm starting to wonder if $2 can buy me lunch by then. And I bet at least half of the people here would be screaming when they first heard of this news, and more would start to grumble and moan when the hike sets in some time in the near future.

'It is better to do the increase now when the economy is doing well, rather than wait till later.' Well, of course it is better to do now. Perhaps unrelated, or perhaps otherwise, the general election was held this year. Is it too much of a coincidence? I don't know, but I do guess that the rate of GST is inversely proportional to the number of vote one gets. Better not say anymore...

I do not doubt the government's kindness and commitment to help the less fortunate groups within the community. Neither do I doubt the government's ability to calculate its budgets and sums. However, I do find it a little disturbing when I do my own budgeting and calculations. With the same amount of money as before, I can foresee that I will be able to buy much less. I do also believe the same problem will be faced by many other consumers here, as well as anyone doing business here. I guess we will just have to work harder at our sums and keep reminding ourselves that the GST is no longer 5% by then. Otherwise, we might just burn a hole through our pockets.

Imagine when you go shopping, you get 10% discount for a certain good, but then with the 7% GST, I really wonder how much can we save by then...

So be prepared folks, much tougher times ahead!

08 November 2006

Post PW

Yay, PW is finally over! *3 cheers =D

Initially was expecting OP to last much much longer, but then since we got two lovely lady teachers, who were kind enough to spare us from the barrage of questions that we were expecting, our entire OP session for 3 groups actually ended within 1 hour and 15 minutes!! Both teachers were also highly encouraging - they smiled throughout my presentation, and they kept nodding to show encouragement!! Thought that they were the best OP assessors we could ever get, and we were just so fortunate to have them! =)

After OP, the few of us went to watch movies. I watched The Prestige - it was really a very nice show, though the entire flow of the storyline was a bit confusing at times. Sort of anticipated that they were twins, but didn't expect that cloning machine. Quite liked the ending, at least it was unique. Andrew's comment of the show after he watched it: "Very disturbing." Haha, are you watching closely?

After having lunch, as it was still very early in the afternoon, nobody seemed to want to go home yet, so we were discussing where to go next, when Kai Herng spotted a sign about an "Open Air Temple" which we decided to follow and then ended up in no where. It was then we decided to walk from where we were all the way to City Hall, and half-way through our journey, we just walked into the National Museum of Singapore to view some art exhibitions that were part of the Singapore Biennale 2006, which we didn't understand much of them as probably we aren't that inclined for the arts. Then after walking round some exhibit halls and watching this video about the last meals of death row prisoners (one scene showed a sheep's throat being slit, while another told a story of a Burmese prisoner whose flesh was cut bit by bit everyday and cooked into a curry which she was forced to eat... Eeeewww....), we went on with our quest to City Hall, where we visited more art exhibitions, which again we didn't understand much of them.

Haha, though the activities in the second part of the afternoon was rather random, but yep, it was fun!

02 November 2006

Death Note

Holiday life has been rather relaxing, with the exception of the time when I'm doing PW. Was feeling very bored the past few days, because most of the time I was just doing nothing, spending my afternoons surfing the net or sleeping. My juniors have left, my seniors having A levels, my peers all stay in different blocks, and so I'm left alone... Argh... life cannot proceed on like that, or I will become a lazy, useless pig!

Anyway, watched Death Note today. Very nice movie! But my senior said that there are great differences as compared to the manga series. Shall wait for the second episode to come! Will watch it! (According to KH it will be out on 28 Dec, haha, good!)

Enjoy your holidays!

26 October 2006

JC1

当时光匆匆地飞渡
当光阴无声地流逝
往事
就只能留在记忆中

不知不觉地,高一的生涯就到达了终点。这一年中,经历了许许多多的事,有非常愉快的,当然也有不愉快的,但它们都已成为过去,一去不再复返。

一年又悄悄地过去
我们也渐渐地成长
时光
一去就不会再复返

今年体验了几乎与以前不一样的生活。首先是课业方面的转变——除了得适应新的环境,还得应付不同的教学模式,让我在上半年追得极为辛苦。还有就是今年决定不再继续我之前的课外活动,反而选择从事一项我完全毫无经验的活动。虽然一切得从头开始是有一点困难,但在朋友的悉心指导下,再加上自己勤力苦练,终于看到了一些成果。此外,今年也变得比较懂得社交,懂得如何与他人打交道,还有就是懂得跟着别人出街。呵呵,这可是一大转变哦!至少现在我不会再一次在市区迷路,也不会再像乡下佬进城似的,样样都不知道。我想,这应该是一个好的转变吧!

从今我们不再稚嫩
如今我们已经长大
时间
犹如是我们的导师

是的,这一年来,经历了不少事情,多接触了世间的冷暖,也面对了不少挑战。曾经跌倒了,也站起来了。虽然害怕再一次跌倒,但我已知道,生活,就跟学习走路没两样——跌倒,往往是学习的必经之路。虽然这些考验现在看起来似乎艰巨得不可逾越,但就在我们一步步地走向社会的大门时,这些磨炼,正是让我们在未来接受更大的考验而设的!

风雨之后总有晴天
相聚之后总有离别
思念
只能徒然增添伤感

虽然今年我们还不需道别,但是,距离那生离死别一刻,却又近了许多。相聚的光阴匆匆,美好的时光总是极为短促,很快的,就将会轮到我们分道扬镳了。以后,大家天各一方,彼此间又相距了十万八千里。何时才能再同聚一堂呢?

生命之途还很遥远
友谊之河也将长流
珍惜
我们同在的每一刻

来年将会是风非常忙碌、急促的。为了准备会考,相信课业方面的压力将会加重,其他方面的事情也将接踵而来。然而,会考,就像是生命的交叉路,决定了我们将来的前途。因此,大家都只许成功,不许失败!此外,明年也是大家同聚的最后一年了,要懂得更加珍惜一切美好的时光哦!

过去可能不尽如意
现在也许几经波折
未来
却一定更加的美好

=)

22 October 2006

Dilemma

Really in a great dilemma now...

Suddenly realised that weighing the marginal costs and benefits of a decision isn't that easy, especially when the decision involves intangible benefits and costs, which can hardly ever be quantified.

The decision also has to be made soon, as the deadline is nearing. But I'm still at a total lost, torn apart between my interests and the practical needs. 'Let your needs decide what you do, not your wants' - a sound advice indeed. But certainly it's not going to be an easy job trying to convince yourself to give up something you really have an interest in.

Furthermore, the stakes are high - there is a rather high likelihood that I might just end up 'reaching neither side of the river' (translated from chinese idiom). So should I just continue with the path I'm on now (which is of course, much safer), or should I be daring and venture into uncharted waters and try to obtain the huge reward that is promised at the end?

Confused... :S

14 October 2006

My Precious...

Since this year, I often have the feeling of losing something, something almost equivalent to a part of myself. The loss appears in many ways – in my essays, in my conversation with others, in my thinking process and in my way of looking at things. For quite a while, I have not been able to figure out exactly what I have lost. It seems that something has been missing, just that I don’t know what it is. Though it sounds cliché, but the feeling is precisely just like those people who have lost their memories depicted in TV serials – flashes of memories just come back in bits and pieces. While the feeling keeps getting stronger, it wasn’t until this afternoon that suddenly it became clear to me what I have lost.

Few weeks ago, my junior in hostel was asking me something about physics, more specifically about lenses. His question seemed simple enough, but I was stunned by my inability to answer it. When my sister asked me about some geography questions before her exam, once again I realised my incapability of clearing her doubts and recalling what I have learnt. Yes, this is what I have lost this year – the knowledge that I have gained in the past years. A large portion of it has already slipped out of my memory.

Just few days ago, I was chatting with Xiao Tian via MSN. I was deeply shocked when he told me that he is still taking Chinese at ‘A’ Level. This year, I have stopped taking Chinese as a subject, and I realise that since then, my command of the mother tongue has been deteriorating. Besides occasionally reading some Chinese books and magazines, listening to Chinese pop songs and talking to some of my friends in Chinese, I hardly write in Chinese or encounter Chinese in my daily life anymore. Even my name in Chinese appears a little strange to me now. It is a weird feeling, but you will only understand it when you have lost something which you have once being proud of, which you have once held dearly to and have put in much effort in learning it for the past 10 years of your life.

The same goes for the humanities subjects. While I have learnt a lot more about biology, chemistry and economics in this year, it has come at the expense of my knowledge in all other areas that I do not learn in school now. For example, now I find it harder to relate certain things that are reported in the papers to their historical contexts. While I have learnt about World War II and Cold War in my secondary school years, if you want me to explain certain things related to them now, I would have to frankly tell you that I have forgotten about them. For once, I realised the significance of the humanities in my life, even though it might be a bit too late.

Perhaps this is a fact of life that I have to learn to accept – when one grows up, one’s education tend to become more specialised. Well, for the moment, I guess the situation would only worsen, as I do not know of any method to stem the osmosis of information out of my mind, nor any way to store all the information in a device that would allow me to recall and use it as conveniently as my mind. As for now, the feeling of losing something would continue to haunt me, though at least now I am clearer of what I have lost – a loss that would be almost impossible to recover.

11 October 2006

Post-promos

Reached school at 7.30am, for flag raising.

8-11am, got nothing to do. So decided to play some games with classmates in school (since I couldn't go back to hostel room and sleep because my room was being repainted). We played tennis for a while, before switching to basketball (played with a volleyball and netball) and then volleyball. Then we went back to class bench and played guitar for the last hour.

11am to 1pm: went for biology olympiad training. Well, bio O training will become almost a daily routine until November, as there'll be a 2-hour session almost everyday.

2-5pm: guitar open house rehearsal. The entire rehearsal was as usual, very laggy. Waited for like 3 hours and only played twice.

Then that was the end of school.

Accomplishments during school time today: learnt part of Marriage D'Armor (very nice!!!) and about mammalian transport system and homeostasis. But at the same time wasted a lot of time just merely waiting for things to happen and stoning. Wonder if something could be done to adjust the schedule to utilise our time more effectively.

Hostel room was repainted today. Reached back my room only to find my room in a horrific mess. Everywhere was full of dust, and many items were just piled on my desk. Thankfully there wasn't any drip of paint on the floor / bed / table, and the odour of the paint wasn't too strong, still within bearable limits. But anyway, it took me more than 1 hour to completely clean up the mess and restore hygiene and tidiness in my room. Well, at least my room now looks much cleaner, and brighter too!

In the midst of the cleaning process, I received a phone call from Jin Rong, asking me to pass him some flowers which my roommate has kept in my room. Then I had to go downstairs to pass him the flowers. Then Carmen was with him. Then at that time, I was sweating all over and my school shirt was untucked and drenched with sweat and my long pants were rolled up slightly to ease my job of cleaning, then when I appeared before them, they were like stunned to see me in such a weird appearance. Tried explaining to them then they all laughed non-stop. LOL, so pai-seh lah... Didn't want to change out of school uniform because I was already sweating in it in school, so thought that might as well just do the cleaning without changing clothes. Then didn't expect such a thing would happen... T_T

Just realised something: there'll be an STP enrichment lesson in the midst of Open House this friday. -.-' There's seriously something very weird about the arrangements made to our post-promo schedule. Some just doesn't make sense at all.

09 October 2006

Sick

Finally, the haze is gone, and for 2 days the PSI remained at 'good' levels. While it is a very encouraging trend and hopefully the haze will not retun again, I think the damage has already been done to people like me who has fallen seriously ill because of the hazy weather for the past 2-3 days.

I have been coughing very badly since yesterday, and today the conditions seem to worsen. Waking up to find that my nose was blocked, and my throat was filled with phlegm. While eating breakfast, was telling my friend that I feel feverish and might just as well apply for an mc... Then right after the talk in the afternoon, straightaway rushed back to hostel to sleep, because I was feeling really uncomfortable. Woke up at dinner time, still felt very ill, had little appetite for dinner. Sigh, blame the haze for bringing all these miseries upon me...

Post-promo schedule is getting from bad to worse for my class - today there was a 3-hour break between PW and the talk, which we ended up slacking in an air-conditioned classroom and went to eat at Curry Wok. Tomorrow's equally bad - have to go to school at 7.30am for flag raising, then stone for 3 hours before PW starts. :( Wonder what is the meaning for such a schedule, when more time is wasted than time used for doing useful activities.

07 October 2006

More haze

Good morning everyone. By the time I woke up this morning, the haze level measured by the PSI has happily soared passed the 100 mark, and stood at 119 at 9am (according to NEA). And I just happened to read a news article on StraitsTimes online quoting someone from NEA saying that 'the PSI reading is unlikely to pass 100 and enter unhealthy levels.' -.-' Yeah, so true...

If you recall the econs block test paper essay question 2, I think if we were to do that question now, all of us would score full marks! =) We have all become victims of the selfish and profit-maximising farmers in Indonesia who don't care about EMC...

And tonight there'll be MAF celebration in school. Please pray that the haze would subside a bit by then, and not totally spoil the night and leave everyone celebrating the festival amidst a thick blanket of haze...

06 October 2006

Haze

Today is Mid-Autumn Festival. Supposed to see a bright round moon, but the scene was obviously spoiled by the thick, acrid haze that has been worsening over the past few days. I had been coughing for the past two days, mainly because of the contaminated air that irritates my lungs all the time. Really wonder how long more I can last under such conditions without falling really sick.

Usually from the view of my room, I can see the entire CBD skyline clearly. Even those fireworks display at Kallang or Esplanade can be seen from my room. However these few days, the visibility dropped to such low level that the entire CBD appeared as total darkness at night, not even a single speck of light can be seen. Even the Chinese High clock tower looks fuzzy! This just shows how thick the haze is.

Now I can’t even open my room’s window, because it is facing an open space, and once the wind blows, all the smoke particles would just swarm in and suffocate me… So my room is very hot, but I rather suffer under the heat than to be tortured by the haze.

According to NEA, yesterday’s PSI was 80, the highest this year. Well, according to my estimation, tonight’s PSI would exceed 100 (on Mid-Autumn Night!!!). And the duration of tonight’s haze is much longer than last night’s. I really hope that the wet season arrives soon, so that the monsoon rain will extinguish all those thousands of square kilometers of forest fires raging in Indonesia and put an end to all the misery and sufferings that I am experiencing now.

04 October 2006

FoS

FoS was fun today.

Played many games: table-tennis, frisbee and street soccer. Well, I must admit that this is my third time playing street soccer, and considering that many of our classmates were first-timers, I think our score of 1-4 was not bad le. Alvin scored one penalty!! And it was a nice one too! The ball was shot into the right bottom corner of the goal, and yeah, nice one Alvin!

Table tennis was fun. Was playing men's singles, won my first match, but lost the second. The second match was a tight match - lost the first set, won the second, then the third went into deuce. Then somehow made some errors then lost the last set. Sigh!!

Frisbee was imba, versus a class which was well-known for being even more pro than OAC in frisbee (quoted from some sources). OK, so we lost 0-10. Nothing to say.

Oh ya, must make special mention. Steve made a spectacular save for his class during the frisbee match. He was like running after the frisbee which has crossed the base line and then in order to reach it before it dropped to the ground, he went flat onto the grass, lying on all fours and stretched his arms to the fullest in order to grab the falling frisbee. Argh... lack of the proper vocab to describe. But I would say that OMG, that was what a save!!

On the whole, we had lots of fun playing all the games. Although we didn't like win all the matches and games, I think the most important thing is that we enjoyed most of them, and had a good time having fun. Yay!

03 October 2006

Finally... Over

Finally... over.

The last paper - biology, was rather OK, just that TIME was the main limiting factor. Had to rush like mad and yet only managed to write very short answers for my essay questions... The MCQ first question was a PnC question, which totally stunned me (almost heard myself saying "what the freak is this question?!"). Took me quite a long time before the question made sense to me. In the end, realised that the answer was just 16*15*15=3600. -.-

I would say that this paper was easier than the block test's paper - no weird questions about fusing two different protoplasms and all the sophisticated techniques involved, or some other 'typically, uniquely-bio' questions that have come out during our lecture tests. Hehe, but one bad thing about this might just be that there won't be any moderation. Well, let's hope that there's no need for that!

And hope that all of us would be happy with our results when they are announced!

=)

OK, enough about the promos... It is now OVER. HURRAY!

Let's talk about post-promo plans, like what can I do, what I will do, and what I will very much like to do...

Firstly, must finish EoM -.- Saw this notice on EMB: "This is a final reminder that you must have handed in the final draft of your EOM, including the filled-out cover page and a copy of the source materials you used, by 8.00am on Friday 6th October."

OK, not so much about enjoying yet, not until this is done...

Next, there's this dunno what CenTaD conference thingy this Saturday, which I must do a ppt for presentation. Hehe, haven't started anything yet...

Then the next few afternoons will be occupied by FoS. Not too bad about that, since it is also a form of relaxation. Just a bit worried about the thick, acrid haze that is blanketing the place these few days. Few people have started to fall sick because of this, and I don't want to be the next victim...

Then after that there'll be Open House, and there'll be rehearsals and practice and preparation and logistics and schedules and deadlines and whatever that will be piling up...

And then there will surely be some random stuff which are in store for us, just that don't know what they are and when they will come, and when they will add on to our workload...

Sigh, it seems that not that enjoyable either! Haha, but looking on the bright side, at least the feeling of an impending doom will be gone, except maybe for the few moments when we receive our papers, and there will be much more time freed up for other non-academic stuff.

But perhaps the most important thing is this: enjoy every moment of your post-promo break! It is the last few moments you and your classmates stay together as a JC1 class, so make sure you treasure every moment of it!

=D

02 October 2006

Maths Paper

Got pwned by maths paper today.

1 last paper to go...

28 September 2006

Chemistry Paper

Woohoo! 3 down, 2 more to go!

Was being very careless today, made several silly mistakes. Didn't see that it was X+ instead of X, so happily thought was Silicon... Then one of the calculations, supposed to times 5 but then kept on thought that should be times 4, so didn't get the right answer either... Grrr... And the last section (essay), supposed to describe all the reactions mentioned in the bulleted points right? OK, I didn't. Good game!

However, there are some things that I ought to be happy about. Firstly, for once I didn't screw up my stoichiometry questions! Haha, that's a great achievement for me! I have flunged most of my previous lecture tests because of stoichio, not because those questions were hard or so, but somehow every time I would just blur out when I see stoichio questions. Then I also managed to finish my MCQ on time! Previously I always had the same problem of not being able to finish before time, and then had to guess the answers for the last few questions or so (for blocks, I guessed 5 and got 3 correct =D). However this time I might have been a bit too fast, resulting in many more careless mistakes. Lol!

Haha, another thing that I must mention: it makes a whole world of difference by sitting in row 14, instead of 15! At least I don't have to keep fanning myself and wiping the beads of sweat off my forehead while I was writing...

3 down, 2 more to go...

26 September 2006

First day of promos did not go as smoothly. I was sitting right UNDER the fan, which could never reach me. -.- Could hear the fan buzzing and rotating right above me, but just couldn't feel the cold breeze that I was expecting... And so while I was writing all the essays, I was perspiring profusely. And since Thomas Edison said that success is 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration, I think I will succeed in all my papers... -.-' ...

GP essay - none of the topics was comfortable for me. Took me quite long to decide to write something about racial harmony, and after writing the whole piece, I felt that this essay would worth at most 28 marks. No content, no language, maybe I should be happy if I can pass...

Compre was a little better. Felt that the questions were not as hard, as the hardest questions were the vocab questions.

Econs was a total killer for me. DRQ last question, worth 10 marks, totally have no idea which concepts to apply. Wrote some nonsense before I realised maybe should write about kinked demand curve and price war. And essay, just barely finished on time. Was stunned by the part b of both questions 2 and 3, again totally didn't know what to write, especially for question 2 part b, when all concepts seemed to contradict one another... Grrr... so in the end just spammed whatever that I could think of and pray hard that they would at least be partially correct.

So that was my first day for promos. 2 down, 3 to go!

22 September 2006

Hehe, it seems that it has been some time since I last blogged... Well, D-Day is only a few days away and guess everyone is really muggin real hard (can tell by the no. of people coming online these days :P). Almost had the feeling of being burnt out yesterday, when I was so tired that I slept through 3/4 of the Chemistry lecture about SPA Skill A (Alvin can testify for that). Couldn't control myself from dozing off, although I knew there were teachers standing / sitting behind. Then in the afternoon went back to hostel and took a 3-hour nap, and still woke up feeling very tired. Argh... just hoping that I will not fall sick at this moment...

Will be taking all my promo papers in the hall, specifically hall row 14 and 15. Don't quite like it. Previously during the Block Test, only a few papers were held in the hall for my class. Besides, during some papers, I saw those sitting in row 15 were suffering under the heat, as they were directly under the fans which could not reach them. Some even had to resort to fanning themselves with the question paper while doing the rest! Hoepfully the weather would be cool throughout the period, or perhaps the school should do just add more fans near the sides.

Initially was hoping that after promos there would be much free time for us to rest and relax and play and do whatever we want. But after looking at the post-promos schedule, realised that it was quite different from what I expected. On some days, my class had to come to school early in the morning for flag raising, then attend a PW period or some other random periods at 12pm or 1pm. Rather weird and meaningless arrangement. Then on some days, lessons only end at 3pm or so. Lol, wonder how am I going to spend those spare time in between lessons.

Haha, seems that I'm thinking a bit too far. PROMOS AREN'T OVER YET! Yeah, thanks for that reminder. So jia you everybody, and wish everyone good luck for promos! :)

16 September 2006

Five years have passed since the 911 incident, and the global war on terrorism is still no where near its end. In fact, it seems that after five years of intense military effort, the world is even messier than it was five years ago. The flare of terrorism has now spread to all corners of the world, as more people inspired by Osama imitated his tactics and joined his call for global ‘jihad’. Even Osama himself seems to have escaped five years of search-and-hunt unscathed, probably still hiding deep within some mountains in Pakistan. Perhaps it is time that the world to rethink its approach towards terrorism, for its current strategies seem to be in tatters.

Right after the World Trade Center in Manhattan went tumbling down to the ground, the world almost reached a universal consensus that terrorism ought to be fought. However, there was certainly no agreement on how to achieve the goal of eliminating terrorism. America unilaterally struck against Afghanistan and Iraq, and now it is caught in a quagmire in both countries. Economic sanctions and diplomacy were discussed, but little was achieved from the actions that followed, if there were much action in the first place. Perhaps the world has to learn this fact through the hard way: terrorism is such a formidable enemy that no conventional tactics would lead to a simple victory. It requires much more than just military efforts and diplomatic talk-shows.

One of the root causes of terrorism might just be the long-standing global inequalities that arose due to complex political circumstances. For many years, the Middle East has been marginalized from the world’s economic progress. While other parts of the world were making significant strides in economic development, some Middle Eastern countries were simply barred from the process due to trade embargoes and economic sanctions. A greater biasness exists in the political front – in terms of America’s relentless support for Israel in the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. This significantly contributed to the longevity of bitterness between the Muslim world and the West. All these boiling dissent and anger were skillfully capitalized by Osama and gang, who managed to garner much support for their ‘jihadist’ agenda. To put a stop to terrorism would therefore require these inequalities to be addressed – through tangible economic benefits and humanitarian aid. Winning over people’s hearts and minds would be one of the most decisive factors in defeating terrorism, and one which cannot simply be achieved through sheer military force.

However, that is not to say that physical force is unnecessary. A lot still relies on intelligence agencies to thwart terrorist plots and law-enforcement bodies to crack down on terrorist cells. Weapons and arsenals of terrorists are yet to be destroyed (even though they might not be in possession of Weapons of Mass Destruction) and leaders like Osama are still to be punished for their heinous crimes. A delicate balance of physical force would thus be necessary. But it is also imperative to remember that any overuse of it would lead to relentless backfiring, and in fact, more terrorism.

On top of that, to end this worldwide crisis would also require a lot of diplomatic coordination and cooperation among countries. Terrorism knows no boundaries and it has now spiraled into a problem of global magnitude – they have struck in London, Madrid, Jakarta and more recently Mumbai. No country would be able to win this war alone. It requires countries to act together to clamp down upon these terrorists, for it would be useless for one country to take severe actions while another provides them with a hiding paradise. Muslim countries should also not be left out, for it is said that only Muslims themselves are able to eradicate the radicalism that is plaguing their religion. To take on this formidable enemy, the rest of the world must really stand together.

Although 5 years have passed since the 911 incident, the war on terrorism is still far from being over. The imminent threat of another strike from terrorists still looms over many societies, as the vivid memories of the World Trade Center crumbling to the ground continue to linger in our minds. A renewed effort is required to take terrorism head-on, as well as bottom-up.

09 September 2006

In life, there are things that are within your control, as well as those that are just beyond your control.

Time – everyone has 24 hours a day, but not everyone has total control over his or her own 24 hours. Compulsory working hours, school time, sleep, etc, all take way huge portions of our daily usable time. According to some reports which I read long ago, each of us spend an average of 1/3 of our lifetime sleeping. Another 1/3 is spent on pure waiting – waiting for the bus to arrive, lessons to begin, dinner to be served, the computer to load, etc. All these minute amounts of waiting time, you’ll never realize that it sums up to become a significant portion of our time. These are some of the things we can’t control. We can only work around them.

But on the other hand, there are times when we become the masters of our own time. Examples: how much time we want to watch television a day, whether to eat a quick lunch or to have a relaxing feast with your friends, or how much time we allocate to work at home. These are the activities that we can reduce / increase their proportion of time according to our needs and schedules. Therefore, make good use of your judgment skills to plan your time well, and you might be able to optimize your time!

Another thing that you might not be able to control is what others want to say about you. This might have a large impact on you: your friend has told your secret to someone else, or some rumours have been spread about you, and you feel hurt. Indeed, these are most of the time out of your control. At best, you might just be able to influence how others think about you, but you can never dictate what they are going to say. Be yourself, stay cool, and respond positively to others’ comments, and you will escape such “back-stabbing” unscathed.

Perhaps you do not believe in fate, but there are some things in life that just depend on chances – the people who appear in your life, the opportunities abound when you are studying or working, or even the place where you are born. Nobody is able to control all these – perhaps only the all-mighty is able to. But successful individuals are usually those who are able to make the best out of their fate, by grabbing whatever opportunity that comes to them at the right moment. Opportunities are reserved for those who are prepared, so be confident, and be proactive – do not let those chances go to waste!

Make full use of your 24 hours; make full use of your life!

06 September 2006

It has been quite a long time since I last posted anything. Haha, perhaps it's because I have been busy lately. Pardon me if my post doesn't make sense, because I have been muggin maths for the past 2 days and nights, which has almost driven me nuts...

Time is seriously running short! Even at my current speed, I'm still worried that I can't finish revising before the big day arrives. And we do not have the luxury of so many consultation days like the J2s - they can spend the whole day studying, but when term starts, we still have to spend half a day in school! Argh... time is really really short now!

And I'm really bored in hostel. Half of my friends in hostel are already gone, gone back home. Really admire them for being able to study effectively at home. My seniors are all busy mugging for their upcoming prelims. Wish them good luck! And now not too many people are coming online, probably everyone's mugging too! Well, wish everyone all the best! Sigh, I really need a break...

Recalled that during preparation for block test, I still had the luxury of watching World Cup almost every night, as well as some anime movies in between my studies. But now, I even have to burn midnight's oil and sacrifice whatever meagre leisure time that I'm left with. Argh... But now it's not the time to relax yet. Not until I'm done and over with the promos.

With promos just round the corner, everyone's stress level must be surging to record-high levels already. Found out that several de-stressing methods work for me. For one, listening to some music really helps a lot. Unfortunately, there hasn't been much good new songs to listen to from the Chinese artistes recently, probably because the songs aren't the kind that I prefer. Sleeping is another method that works with 100% effectiveness. Whenever I encounter a mental block, just lie on the bed and take a nap - half to one hour, and wake up feeling afresh.

Do or die in your promos - the advice given by one of my seniors. Indeed, you don't need much calculation to know that the weightage of promo papers are more than enough to pull you to the rock bottom, or the other way round - right up to the top.

So JIA YOU everyone! =)

01 September 2006

4A outing

It was a day that called up all the memories of the past, a day for our class.

It all started when we called upon one another to visit our teachers at the high school. So there we were in the staff room, walking together as a class, squeezing as a class into teachers' cubicles, standing around teachers as a class as we wished the teachers "Happy Teachers' Day" and chat with them. It was apparent that the teachers were glad to see us, with their bright smiles on their faces. It was perhaps the best gift for them afterall - just being present as a class again.

It was a pity that we didn't get to see some of our dearest teachers who have left the school. We certainly have missed them!

So much about the teachers. The day was also for us, for us as a class again.

The class outing to J8 was meant more than just a lunch, a meal together. It was a gathering of old friends, a gathering of ex- and for some, present classmates, for us to catch up with one another's latest updates, gossips and hobbies. We sat together at a long table, just like eating together as a class at our favourite corner in the canteen again. It was as if we were back to the good old days when we were in high school.

Being together again recalled all the memories that we share - eating from the noodle stall after bio tests, playing bridge in class, got scolded by teachers, and more importantly, all the days that we have spent together, the thick and thin that we have been through together. In the past, we might not have been that close to each other, we might have come from different cliques. We might have been so busy with our CCAs and academics and projects that we did not spend so much time together, or perhaps we just took one another for granted. So much have changed within this one year, but our identity as a class, apparently withstood the challenge of time. Now with the new environment and our new experiences, it was a new opportunity for us to renew our ties, or perhaps, to strengthen what we already have. Yes, instead of pulling us further apart, time has made us cherish our memories even more and made some of us closer together. We thought that our outing last year would be our first as well as our last, or so we thought. But now that is no longer true.

Perhaps it did not start just when we called one another to meet up in high school for Teachers' Day. It started much earlier - since first day we came together in Sec 3......

30 August 2006

Guitar Performance Tmr

Guitar Club will be performing tomorrow, and tomorrow is Teachers' Day.

Happy Teachers' Day everyone.

Tomorrow is also ACES day - all children exercise simultaneously day.

Well, happy ACES Day everyone too!

What are weird 'day' to celebrate.

Not forgetting that tomorrow is also Malaysia's National Day.

Selamat Hari Kebangsaan!

Wow, that's a whole lot of 'days' to celebrate tomorrow...

=)

25 August 2006

痛。

一阵剧痛。

我什么都看不见,只觉得身体似乎已离地而起,周围一片寂静无声。

接着,又是一阵锥心刺骨的剧痛。

这一次,我知道我已倒在地上了。

我受伤了。

灼热的阳光刺痛了我的双眼,只觉得眼前一片模糊。

糟了,我的眼镜!要是眼镜被踏碎,我想我今天就跟瞎子没两样了。

我挣扎着坐起来,却觉得浑身痛楚不堪,仿佛骨头已散了架。这时,我才发现,我已被同学围绕着。我的眼镜也被捡起来了,还好还是完整的一块,没被踏碎。

“你的眼角正在流血呢!”

啊,是吗?用手摸了一摸,哇!这么多血!

“你的手也流血呢!你的眼睛没事吧?”

怎么,手也流血了?

我想,我今天是倒霉透了。

上体育课发了生意外,而受害者就是我!

我被搀扶到洗手间,用水擦洗伤口。一阵阵的刺痛让我差点就叫了出来。照一照镜子,一道长长的伤口就在右眼角边,伤口就差那一毫分,没触到眼球。我想,这也许是不幸中之大幸了。

由于伤口太靠近眼睛,不适合搽上任何药物,也不能放上膏药布,一整天就只好拿着纸巾按着伤口。走路也一跛一跛的,想是伤到了臀部。看来,这伤还要好久好久才能完全复原呢。

很抱歉,连累了大家上体育课。也很感谢大家,在我受伤后的第一时间伸出了援手。你们那关心的表情,深切的慰问,都深深地感动了我。谢谢你们!

23 August 2006

Time

As time goes by, each day seems to be getting shorter and shorter. Somehow 24 hours a day is really becoming insufficient to accomodate all the endless list things that we have to complete within the next 2 weeks - all the tutorials that are piling up, revision for next week's tests, written report, CENTAD project, and of course, not forgetting revision for promos. Argh... and I bet I have missed out some things in that list, which I can't recall what they are now. But anyway, it just proves my point: time is really precious now, every minute of it.


Recently quite a number of people asked me whether I have started revision for my promo. My honest answer to them is a "NO". For the past 2 weeks, I have been bogged down by my SL, during which tutorials have been piling up, so I have spent the whole weekend plus this week to clear the tutorials, which left me no time for any revision. Well, good luck to myself, if I can really finish all the things by this week and start revision next week. A tall order, it seems. Argh...

I have been trying to cut down my time spent on other things, like playing bridge at the class bench, which used to occupy my afternoons, chatting on MSN, or even reading the Newsweek. However, I realised that with all the meagre amount of time freed up, I have instead often used it to do other stuff like taking afternoon naps =.= which I think I can't help it. Argh...

Today Mrs Chin showed us the block test analysis. Most of the graphs were of a happy-smiley shape. "Abnormal curves," she called them, "with the right side higher than the left side." Only the Arts subjects' curves looked normal, and surprisingly, the curve for Bio was the only normal curve among the sciences. Mrs Chin emphasised that "laid-back attitude" was one of the reasons accounting for the dismal results. Perhaps I would like to highlight another point - "knowledge gap". Is it due to the students that such gaps exist? Sometimes not. Some lecturers really went like bullet-train during lectures such that it was extremely difficult for us to absorb whatever was taught, or even think through the points mentioned. All the lecturer(s) wanted was to clear the notes as quickly as possible in order to finish the syllabus on time. Is that good for the students?

Besides, are the teachers doing their best to bridge the gap? If students need help, are the teachers helping them? What about those who have "laid-back attitude"? Is the school going to push them or are they left to their own devices to help the school achieve the target of zero retainees?

"The purpose of formal education is to ensure that students can be independent from formal education" read one of my friend's MSN nick recently. Perhaps that is the ultimate aim of education that everyone is trying to achieve, but at least for us, we are still far from it. Perhaps it might take another generation before we get another step closer to the goal. And perhaps we might just want to blame ourselves for being so unlucky to be born in this generation - a generation which 24 hours a day is certainly insufficient.

21 August 2006

Lost Friends

If we are friends today, would we still be friends in future?

Would we still have endless topics to talk about? Or we might just fall into the silent trap?

Would you still lend me a helping hand when I'm in trouble, or would you prefer to forget me as a friend?

These were some of the questions that I was pondering since reading KH's blog about his TIP programme. Indeed, many people look forward to a friendship that would last forever, but nobody can tell whether every relationship would be that kind right from the beginning. Whenever friends are forced to part, there'll always be people who would be emotionally overwhelmed. Some people can get over such emotions very quickly, but some would take a very long time. Nobody likes to part with a dear friend, but unfortunately, such a situation is a fact of life.

A lasting friendship is not one which requires you to chat with him whenever you see him online, neither is it one which makes you feel pressurised and uneasy. Perhaps a true friend is one which can endure the longest silence - a friendship that transcends beyond words and actions. Even when the two of you are physically thousand miles apart, your hearts would still be close to each other, as each of you would still remember, deep in your heart, that you would always be my friend. Perhaps that is the kind of friendship that can withstand the challenge of time, and the kind that many are looking for.

Of course, it is good to have common hobbies, common topics to talk about, knowing a little of each other's secret, etc. It all adds to the bond. But nothing is compulsory. A friend is worth having not because he likes to talk to you, but because he would be the one offering you a helping hand when you are in trouble, he would be the one who would remain as your companion, regardless of how poor, how miserable you might end up to be.

Treasure all your friendships you have now, cherish everyone you know. Even though some might eventually leave you, but you will always remember deep in your heart, that they would forever be your friends.

20 August 2006

My new blog

Yay, finally got my new blog up and running!
*3 cheers* =)

Come and read often! ;)

26 July 2006

PW interview 2

OMG, i'm really starting to love PW man!! First went to the zoo to interview a vet, then just went to interview another vet whose hospital (*note: not a clinic, but a HOSPITAL*) is really so cool and nice! Hehe, maybe when it comes to the written stuff like EoM and WR, then it would not be so fun... =.=

Anyway, the interview was scheduled to start at 8pm. But somehow I miscalculated the time needed to reach there (Balestier Road) from school, and due to the fact that I didn't lose my way :P, I ended up being very very early as I reached there like 7.10pm, when Shir Li and Alvin haven't even reached Toa Payoh station lorh. OK so I decided to walk along the street, which was very long, then waited for like 20 mins at the Whompoa Food Center. Hao3 bu4 rong2 yi4 then finally 8pm, when Alvin and Shir Li finally came.

So we walked into the hospital, and the staff nurse told us to wait upstairs. And OMG, the stairs that we walked up, was like so specially designed, with a glass cover over the lowest step, and then a waterfall on the wall, with a gutter along the steps. The whole hospital was filled with a wonderful ambience, like as if you are walking into a show room of those newly-built condos. And so we waited for Cheryl to arrive as well as the appointment time.

Soon, Cheryl came, but the interview was not going to begin anytime soon. We waited for like half an hour, thinking that yah, maybe the vet had some extra patients to attend to, so we happily and patiently waited. Then at 9pm, still no signs that the interview was going to start, as if everyone just happily forgot about our appointment. So we went up and ask a staff nurse, who seemed very busy, and she replied that the vet was in the midst of a surgery, and told us to wait for another half to one hour. OK, fine, since we already waited so long, and that another interview would be hard to secure, we waited. Then Cheryl left because she didn't feel well (*hope you really get well soon!*), while the 3 of us continued to wait. And so we waited, and waited, and waited. And it was Alvin's bdae, what a good way to spend his precious time there, when his family members were waiting to celebrate with him! (*hao3 wei3 da4...*) And Shir Li's dad wasn't too happy about her late absence, and I was worrying about returning too late when the lift would be off, and the gates shut and locked. Hmm...so was it a wise choice to wait afterall, or should we just go off and give up the interview?

As we were deciding, the vet finally came out at 9.30pm, and said "Gimme a minute". Wow, finally! Well, if you expected that 1 minute to be a promise, then unfortunately, it didn't come true. In fact, the 1 minute was unilaterally extended to 30 minutes, and just before we decided to leave, he finally came to us and said "Yeah, let's start the interview." Wahaha, OK, at least we didn't have to wait longer.

Before I go on, maybe just a point to ponder upon: perhaps this is part of PW - to experience the realities of life, and to understand more about the different aspects of life. The unexpected delays were due to genuine reasons - he had to attend to clients with pets in critical conditions (he was the only vet around in the hospital at that time). Perhaps irregular schedule is part and parcel of a vet's life, and perhaps it is up to us to be understanding and patient. Compared to the lives of the pets, certainly our interview is less important and thus we have to wait. If we waited, which we did, then we would be able to interview him, as he had promised to speak to us (gimme 1 minute). If we were to be impatient and rude, then perhaps we would not have successfully conducted the interview. At that time, it was really hard to make the decision, as we knew this interview might be crucial to our PW, and another interview is near impossible. Yet, all of us were eqaully eager to go home, for various reasons, especially that it was Alvin's bdae and his family was waiting for him. Thankfully, we didn't make the wrong decision, and we managed to interview him. (*OMG, did I just write an entire I&R? >.<)

Lolx, and when he came to us, he told us that he had to "get out of this hospital" in order to talk to us peacefully, uninterrupted by his nurses. He offered to bring us to his home where it would be more conducive for the interview, and so we agreed. On the way, he had to answer phone calls from his hospital, and we realised that being a vet isn't really easy afterall! I was surprised to find his home so near to our school. Wahaha, that means I don't have to travel very far to get back to hostel, thankfully. *Yay!*

The vet is really a man with unconventional opinions. We prepared a whole list of questions to bombard him, but his train of thoughts just totally screwed up our plans. So in the end, we had to modify our questions on the spot and react accordingly. *and that was seriously challenging* Many of his views were rather unusual, given the information that we got so far. For example, he thinks that acupuncture is an ART, and it is not a form of ALTERNATIVE treatment, but a COMPLEMENTARY treatment. He went on to elaborate the differences, and we happily jot all of them down. I would say that he had a pre-conceived mindset about the issue, and in certain ways he might be a bit biased, but there was always this element of truth in his arguments. All in all, this interview might prove crucial to our PW, and it wasn't a mistake to wait for him afterall!

So the whole thing ended at 11.15pm, I got a free lift to the swimming pool bus stop and had to walk along Namly Ave alone (*dun forget it was first day of the seventh month on the Lunar calendar, hehe*) And I broke my record of coming back to hostel at 11.30pm, and haven't bathed! Lolx... so that explains why I am blogging at such wee hours and yeah, I shall go to sleep now!

23 July 2006

The Vet

Went to the zoo today for an interview with a vet. This was like my first visit to the zoo after like 10+ years? The zoo changed a lot, though the general feeling is still the same - tropical rainforest, a lot of weird animals and lots of visitors...

The vet is really a very very nice man. He brought us around the new animal hospital - normally out of bounds to visitors. Got to see the operating theatre, the wards, the highly-advanced X-ray machine, as well as all the various hi-tech equipment and research labs. That took about an hour. Then only the interview started. Of course we came prepared - with a whole list of 20+ questions for him. Bet he was a bit shocked when we first took out the list :P He was very willing to share his expertise with us, and he even gave us a crash course on Chinese acupuncture! We took turns to bombard him with questions, and the whole interview process took about 1+ hour. We used a tape recorder to tape his voice, but apparently we forgot to check the duration of a tape - about half an hour, and we only realised that the recorder had run out of tape after an hour! =.= So that means half of the interview gone... and I dunno how to make up for it, except for some notes that we took down...

After the interview, he kindly told us that we were free to roam in the zoo if we wanted! Wow, free admission to the zoo! Wahaha, was so happy. :D Then, as we were walking, he somehow caught up with us in a mini truck, and asked us whether we wanted to hitch a ride! OMG, he was SO NICE!!! >.< Then he became our personalised tour guide as we took a quick tour around the zoo. (*a service that you can rarely get*) Too bad it was near the closing time and we only got to stay for about half an hour.

Before we left, we thanked him again and again, and we felt really guilty for only giving him a box of chocolate that SUPPOSEDLY cost $40+... OMG, such nice people are really rare nowadays. Maybe that's why he is in the zoo - an endangered species.

20 July 2006

The Results

Finally, we got back the results for all the papers we sat - Biology, Chemistry, Mathematics, Economics, and of course, not forgetting GP. Personally, I think I did rather well, with the exception of GP, which I got a C5. Could have done better, if I did not screw up my AQ, if I did not score 1 out of 5 for vocab, and if I put in more effort in the subject since the beginning of the year... Well, it is useless to say all these now. GP is my weakest link, and I would certainly do something to improve my standards.

On the whole, the cohort did moderately well in most subjects (that I heard of), with papers like Physics nearly wiping out the entire cohort. Those who got A for that subject must really go and celebrate. For Economics, Mathematics and Chemistry, there were many people who did well, but there were also many who did poorly. But Biology, as usual, only 6 out of the entire cohort got an A, and Mrs Foo said that our cohort beat the previous batch's record of failures by 1 extra person. To quote Mr Pang, it is really time for us to reflect upon ourselves and find out our mistakes. We can afford to make mistakes this time, as BT takes up only 15% of the total score, but when it comes to Promos, we can no longer afford to commit a single folly, especially with its 65% weightage. The same should also apply to teachers, as they must find out the reason why certain people, if not classes, consistently scored below average, and provide the necessary aid and guidance to them.

P.S. Why is ASRLCT not returning us our Chem ILP? How are we going to do the online assessment without that? *Not fair...*

17 July 2006

12 hour day

Today experienced my first 12-hour day in JC life. School started at 7.15 am with flag raising at high school side, then supposed to end at 7.15 pm after Bio O training. The whole day was packed with lessons, with lessons following lessons, one lesson after another, without much break between the lessons. So after so many lessons, we have learnt the lesson that Mondays will be packed with lessons, and the day will be long and tiring.

Throughout the day, the few of us were counting down towards 7.15 pm, and after maths tutorial was "half-time", after 15 mins of extra time. Half-time lasted for 1 hour long, before we got back to more lessons. Then bio O started at 5.15 pm - first of all elected a class rep, and somebody from 7C happily volunteered himself to be our most responsible and reliable class rep. Then chose treasurer, nobody volunteered, so teacher appointed one guy, who refused, then the teacher somehow called Chern Wei, and so he is our treasurer. Wonder whether to buy that book that costs $15-16 if I'm not going to be in the final squad afterall. Besides that, I heard that foreigners not allowed to go for IBO, unless he/she converts immediately. Well, maybe I'm not that pro enough to reach IBO anyway...

Back to the topic, so the first session went on, then at 5.50pm, the teacher said, "That's all for the briefing today. You all may leave now." OMG, that's like more than 1 hour before schedule, and yay, the 12 hour day ended 1 hour earlier. But I doubt I'll be so fortunate in future, because my senior told me that a 13+ hour day is common in HC, especially if you are taking S papers. Yup, so I guess today is just a prelude to the scarier future, which I must be mentally prepared to accept when it comes.

11 July 2006

About my Pencil Case

For those who know me, they'll know that I use a Little Bobdog pencil case, with transparent body, purple lining and zip. In it, there is 1 mechincal pencil, 2 blue pens (Pilot G2), 2 black pens, 1 15cm ruler, 1 correction tape, 1 yellow highlighter, 1 red pen, 1 eraser, 1 box of 2B pencil lead and 1 thumbdrive.

On the whole, it seems all right, just that overall the pencil case looks a little dirty (stained by pencil lead), as I have been using it for the past 4 years or so. Some people might find the purple colour a little disturbing, but it's not that kind of 'hot' purple, more towards pale purple. There's also one Little Bobdog on each side of the body of the case, rather cute, not that kind of overly childish-cartoony kind.

Enough of the description of my pencil case, and I still don't find a big problem with it. Still, it becomes an issue to some people, who have not seen me using it before. Sigh, never mind, maybe they don't understand my situation well - I got that pencil case few years ago because my sister didn't want to use it, and in an attempt to resolve a conflict between my sis and my mum, I volunteered to use it. I realised that it may not be the most up-to-date pencil case in terms of design and colour, or it may not be the best-looking one either with its colour fading due to its old age and being stained by the pencil lead. However I still continued to use it and didn't get myself a new one all these years.

The reason behind that is complex and kinda lame, just to summarise it all - it is because I have never bought myself a pencil case before and I don't have money to buy one. All the pencil cases that I have used in my life were either bought by my parents or given to me by my friends or siblings. And regarding the money, my parents do not give me much extra allowance which I can spend on buying anything else beyond my daily meals. Yup, and so that is also part of the reason why I have been using this pencil case for so long.

Besides that, for your information, most of the things in my pencil case were not bought by me either! The mechanical pencil was from my brother who abandoned it just because the cap for top went missing; all the pens were couped from the library, where people often leave their pens on the tables and forget to collect them when they leave; the thumbdrive was a free gift when my parents bought my laptop for me five years ago; and the ruler was a courtesy from my sister.

Regardless of all those, I would still continue to use the same pencil case for the forseeable future. (*as if i have much of a choice -.-) I hope my post here helps to clear some of the queries that some people have for me. I hope the issue would not be blown up, and I appreciate those who have shown concern, provided suggestions and comments to me.

10 July 2006

The Day after World Cup Finals

World Cup 2006 ended today. Italy won the champion by beating France 5-3 in PSO. Nonetheless, the highlight of the match is none other than the headbut from Zidane. What a remarkable way to end his legendary career. Well, he deserved that red card, no disputes about that (unlike Wayne Rooney's sent off).

What a World Cup it has been lorh. So many matches ended with PSO, which delayed my sleeping time again and again. Zzzz.... never mind, now it's all over, and life shall resume back to normal.

By the way, slept only 2 hours this morning, stayed up till 2pm, then slept only after the match ended. Felt super tired today, was dozing off during bio lecture. Worse still when today is the longest day, lessons till 4.30pm. Never mind, it's all over.

Zzzz... shall go sleep now. Must be posting nonsenese here, since I'm so tired.

06 July 2006

PW

Recently saw many of my friends, who were usually un-enthu, suddenly starting to piah PW. Was both shocked and puzzled, was wondering why, until someone told me right in the face: There's still 8 weeks left to the deadline. OK, I thought, 8 weeks, not too long, not too short, should be able to finish. But then considering that my group's most recent piece of work is the GPP, which was done last term, I got a bit worried. Then the same person reminded me that towards the end of the term, we wouldn't have that much time to do PW as things like SPA, tests and other commitments set in. That struck me deep inside as I suddenly realised the urgency. OK, it's time to start doing some work.

At night when I read my group's proposal, I realised that we were 2 months behind schedule. LOL, what a nice schedule that we came up with, but apparently, it ended up as the same fate as most schedules do - being forgotten and then abandoned. >.<

And I wonder what Mr Teh would say when he meets us next week... Bet he would snap some really sarcastic remarks....

By the way, North Korea finally fired its missiles, 7 of them. At the same time, Zidane fired home the penalty goal that brought France to the finals of this World Cup......

04 July 2006

Back to School Life

Zzz.... Tomorrow, lessons will start proper, and life will resume to normal, or almost normal (won't be fully normal until World Cup is over :P). Well, end of slacking period, after a month-long break and a 4-and-a-half-days long weekend. Really don't feel like going back to school, especially when you know that you have to go back to receive those dreadful results... Heard that most subjects have finished their marking, and some even started discussing about moderation (rumours...rumours...shhh....). Sigh, better not think of all these while I enjoy the last few moments of this break....

Anyway, still having dilemma whether to watch the 3am match of Germany vs Italy or not. Really felt like watching, but then again, school starts tomorrow and I am rather tired. Sigh, once every 4 years leh, should I or should I not??

And I wonder how long would I take to escape from this holiday mood...

P.S. Watched many anime movies during the holidays, more specifically, Miyasaki's movies (the producer who made the Oscar-winning anime "Spirited Away"). Really loved his movies a lot. Any Miyasaki's fan out there? =D

30 June 2006

Block Test over!!!

OMG, just realised how long it was since I last blogged... haha...

Hmm.... so block test is now officially over. Reason for celebration? Nah, going to spend the long weekend at home. Don't think I can do anything exciting or worth mentioning. Even doubt that I would be allowed to watch World Cup =( Never mind, there's always something called the Internet which I can use to go round this problem. =p So maybe this weekend shall just be used for slacking?

Lol, and now I can finally watch World Cup without feeling guilty anymore, since block tests are over. Still remembered the last day when Alvin was counting down the number of hours towards the end of bio paper. Haha, yep, luckily block tests ended before the important quarter finals!

Wish everyone who hasn't finish his/her block test good luck!

13 June 2006

X-Men 3

Yay, finally got to watch X-Men 3. Haha :-)

The show's nice, action-packed, but don't really understand much of the plot since I didn't watch the previous series. =.= Never mind, got a pro and experienced person sitting next to me to explain everything :D

Yah, by the way, watched 2 World Cup matches so far - England vs Paraguay (sianz....only 1 goal, and it was an OWN GOAL), and Japan vs Australia (highly interesting, haha, Aussies rocks man! Made a superb come back in the last 10 mins by scoring 3 goals!) OK, not really pro in soccer, so shall not commment too much here...haha...

P.S. Someone claimed that the goal from Japan was totally undeserving. OK, not time to mug now, (it's 1 am!!), shall go to sleep...Zzzz....

10 June 2006

My maths

Attempted to revise maths for BT today, but did not get very far: for the whole afternoon, I only managed to finish 4 questions from the supplemtary exercise for sequences (I). At the rate that I was progressing, I estimated that I would need at least 2 more days to finish the whole set of questions. :-(

Pathetic right? The reason for my snail-paced revision: I kept getting stuck at difficiult questions. It was like every now and then I would come across this question that would stop my progress totally, lag for twenty minutes trying to crack my brain to solve it, then in the end still couldn't find the correct solution and have to happily skip those questions. I almost felt like cursing and swearing, why are those questions so freaking hard??!! Or perhaps it should be the other way round: why am I so poor at maths??!!

Sigh... it's not that I don't want to do well in maths, or that I did not work hard enough, but that horrorifying fate keeps falling upon me: I either failed my tests or my marks just hovered slightly above the passing mark, and I kept getting stuck while doing practices too. Not very encouraging right? Yes, it's very demoralising to keep getting back the same consequences, especially when you thought that you have identified the problem and attempted to correct it. Why then my maths standard seems to be stagnant for 6 months?

Perhaps it's still not time to give up yet. I won't give up so soon. But I admit that I desperately need help. I don't wish to get the same old grade again for block test. I need a helping hand to achieve that.

And now, I shall return to the sums again after a long break since dinner. =.=

P.S. Anyone can remember when is Ms Kwee going back to school?

05 June 2006

Back from another camp

Finally, all the camps are over. Phew!

Felt really tired after two camps back-to-back. Shoulders aching, plus wounds all over my hands and legs, due to cuts that I got myself during the activities as well as those irritating, countless mosquito bites! Argh... shall stop scratching before they start to bleed...

Nonetheless, I really enjoyed the second camp, held at Sarimbun Scouts Camp. Again, the food was nice, the instructor was superb, and my group mates were a bunch of really fun, friendly and funny people. Got to know many people from other countries too! Haha, next time can go visit them in their home countries and at the same time, make a complete tour around ASEAN countries le :P

The activities were very exciting and challenging too. Ha, first time doing a mud spa by dipping my whole body in a whole pool of mud, right up to the neck. (It's free and 100% natural, anyone wants to try? :P) Though we got real muddy and dirty, we did lots of funny things with the mud, like styling people's hair with mud, "camouflaging" our faces with mud, etc. Too bad didn't take photos cos we couldn't. But really, it was a once-a-lifetime experience.

Other activities included kayaking, during which two people capsized right in the middle of the sea and the rest had to rush to their rescue; hiking around Lim Chu Kang area, which we got to see parts of Singapore that were totally different from what we normally see, like the recycling site, the goats and frogs farm, the mangrove swamp, etc; outdoor cooking, had to build our own fire using dried sticks, leaves and charcoal, was in-charge of the fire and got myself covered by a whole layer of thick black soot at the end of it, but anyway it was good experience; campfire night, which my group won the best performance! Hip, hip, hurray!

Would say that the camp was really an enriching and enjoyable one, only bad thing about it would probably be the camping site on which we built our tents - it was infested with all sorts of bugs, especially ants, and many of us suffered ant-attacks in the middle of the night. There was once we even found a frog jumping about in my tent! Eeeewww.... haha...

Now that all the camps are over, it's time to get back to reality and start all the work again. Realised that work has been piling up, and it's high time to start revising for block test. Have that feeling of impending doom le... Not a good sign...

Well, shall end off here and go to sleep le...

Nitez....

29 May 2006

Back from camp

Back from Apollo Camp.

Felt that some parts of the camp was OK and interesting, but some were utterly nonsensical and rubbish.

Day 1:
Reached Ubin at about 11 am, was told to set up tents on this concrete ground near a generator, which would be humming througout the day 24 hours non-stop. Got an instructor by the name of Diana, later realised that she was one of the best instructors around, fortunate to have her for my group. And my group - Group 6, aka Psychohexane (don't ask me how we came up with the name, it was pretty random and "unwelcomed"), was made up of 11 people from 7D and 5 from 71.

On a side note: can you infer the attendance of the whole faculty from the above figures? Ha, it was a meagre 30%...

So after lunch, went to do this Team Challenge Tower - a tall metallic tower filled with obstacle courses. There were rock walls, nets made up of cargo ropes, "Leap of Faith" (a metallic bridge with a rather wide gap in the middle, located quite high up the tower), etc. Then at the end of it, flying fox down the tower. My group took about 1+ hour to complete the whole activity. Considered this activity as one of the more challenging and exciting ones throughout the whole camp, though it didn't really challenge my limits. Could have been more challenging.

Cooked dinner ourselves over a fire pit. Ate mostly raw carrot and potatoes, with some nicely cooked sausages. Pretty good experience.

Then for the rest of the time, basically just learnt some cheers and planned some performances for the campfire night. This part was the most irritating of all: the instructors were like repeating each cheer for dunno how many times (esp "Hwa Chong OOOOOOI"), and they tried to lame each other out, for dunno what good reason. There was this instructor who tried to get everyone's attention by couting the number of seconds we took to keep quiet. -.-" Overall the whole session was rather lamed and sianz. Don't really like it at all.

Day 2:
Morning did something real fun and cool - DIY rafting. We were given barrels, poles and ropes, and we had to build a raft that would transport 5 of us each time across the lagoon and back. All thanks to Edmund, our scouts, who tied most of the ropes around the structure, and it was the perfect knots that he tied that allowed our raft to stay in one piece when all other groups' rafts just disintegrated in water. Was an owning experience! And 3 cheers for everyone in the group as well! Ha, the most fun of all.

Then in the afternoon, it started raining. Again, the mood entered into a very sian one since we couldn't do outdoor activities, and those indoor activities were obviously not well-prepared. Spent most of the time playing a game which we often played when we were in primary school...

When the rain stopped, we continued with some outdoor activities. First we did Giant Finger. Both Chia Ming and Soon Huat got real dirty after moving the tyres in and out of the pole. =D Then we did something that required us to do something like tight-rope walking. Quite challenging, but it was very slippery due to the rain.

At night, campfire. Most of the performances were just OK, including our own one. Nothing very interesting actually, except that I realised that it was the first campfire that I have ever attended which had loudspeakers, microphones and laptops around. -.-" Reminded me of the school camp we had in Sec One (or Two?) which had the artificial campfire instead of a real one.

Day 3:
Finally the last day. In the morning did some outdoor activities, with the scorching sun burning at our backs most of the time. Then cleared up our tents and packed and then went home. Thankfully we were allowed to leave together with the earlier group instead of having to wait for another 2 hours.

Yup, so that was the end of the camp. Most of the programmes could have been much^1000 better. But there were also good things about the camp: relatively good food, not very crowded, safety was greatly emphasised. Nonetheless, would say that OB Sabah still the best camp I have ever attended.

One camp down, one more to go this weekend!

24 May 2006

Sabbatical Week so far...

Realised that sabbatical week hasn't been that slacky afterall. Although I have some spare time every afternoon, used them all to mug guitar. Yesterday sabbat ended like 3 hours before schedule at 1+ pm. Went to have lunch then went straight back to hostel, practiced guitar for 3 hours, trying very hard to learn to strum and to get the F chord right. Practice till like the tip all three fingers on the left hand turned purple, hurt like mad. Then today went to ask some pros, they said it was normal and when I play long enough, then I will become numb to the pain. OK, so guess I have to play more...

Regarding F chord, it is my second week trying to get it right. Dunno why there would always be at least one string buzzing. Tried all sorts of weird way barring the first fret, but couldn't seem to get it right. Then today went for practice, got some guidance from Tian Cheng (thanks =)). But still, I must practice to get it right.

Well, my first sabbat wasn't a really exciting and inspiring experience. Managed to learn something useful and practical instead. Looking forward to the next sabbat, hopefully I can get to really enjoy and relax myself before I set off for the camps...

Shall talk something about today. Yar...so today's talk. The first talk by Mr Adrian Tan, very funny and enjoyable, ha, had a good laugh, but then I started to wonder what was the purpose of his talk... To advertise his book? Both titles were out of print for very long already (according to himself)... Then the second talk, went for the philo one, realised that half way through the talk, it was as if everyone was attending a mass sleeping session. Tried to pay some attention, but soon realised that it was futile attempt. Got a good scolding after the session from the teacher present... Never mind...

Then got Bio SPA. Screwed some parts of it...Sigh...Never mind again.

The afternoon was interesting, had 3 CCAs cramped into one afternoon: guitar, network and MLDDS. Ha, don't ask me how I got into MLDDS, basically all ASEAN scholars are by default in it.

Lol...realised that my post today is a bit random. Never mind, since I typed so much le, shall not delete it.=D

20 May 2006

Upcoming Holidays

The so-called last day of Term 2 has just passed, and next week is Sabbatical week. Yay! Glad that holidays is finally coming. But when I look at my holiday schedule, maybe things don't look so happy afterall.....

First week of holidays, 2 camps back-to-back: Apollo Camp then some camp organised by MOE. Wonder I will have enough resources to cope with both camps, have to wash, dry and rearrange all my things right after the first camp, and then get ready for the second one. Maybe I'll be dead tired after both camps... Haha, well, I shall hope that both camps will be fun and exciting!

So that means I'll be out of action between 27 to 29 May, then 2 to 5 June. No hp, no MSN, no Internet connection (bensing should appreciate his luxuries :D). Will be out in the wild in Sarimbun Scouts Camp for the second one, maybe some kind souls can tell me how scary the place is?

Then for the remaining weeks, basically will be split between guitar, CENTAD and maybe SL. Wonder how meng would each be, but basically that effectively means that I must remain in Singapore for most of the holidays. Good for me since I can study more effectively in hostel, but my parents aren't too happy with the fact....

Hope that many of my friends in hostel don't go home too... Keep me company during the holidays! Will be very bored if I'm alone in the whole level...

That's all for my holiday plan. Lots of commitment to keep me busy le. Shall make full use of every minute, even if that means to slack and rest. Afterall, a good rest is needed to keep me going in term 3. Ha, shall look forward to the holidays.

12 May 2006

Slacky, sianded, sick

The three words summed up my feeling at home. Because I fell ill since Thursday night, so slacked through the whole of today, and made myself feel very sianded.

I hate flu. Getting flu is almost equivalent to total mental paralysis. Fluid kept flowing down my nosestrils in gushes, used so many tissue papers that the bin almost overflowed. The medicine seemed ineffective this time. Took a long nap after taking the pill, but woke up to realise that the condition got worse. Kept sneezing, non-stop. Almost broke record when sneezed for 20 over times within like um, 3 minutes? Sigh, couldn't do anything with this bugging flu. Just don't feel like doing anything, just felt extremely tired and uncomfortable...

Not a very good time to fall ill, with chem test looming ahead, and many things waiting to be done... Better get well tomorrow and start mugging!

P.S. Haha, I like Da Chang Jin. Although I don't watch it, not even a single episode, I like it right to the core! The reason: it kept my mum busy, so at least she wouldn't come and bug me, and I can come online for that 1 hr. Haha, yay, long live Da Chang Jin! =D