Sunday, February 11, 2007 6:39 PM
disappointment in the maths... cant believe tat kind
of rubbish..i have to admit that i really did not work
hard at all for the o'level. so i deserved tat kind of
results..i would continue to stay on in SR... i would
continue to fight on till my very last breathe.
read dor's blog. it's true.. ex1e5 was the happiest time
of all.. it comprises of ups and downs, surprises once
in a while, alarming news to share with ur loves ones.
i too misses very single of all of you i really misses the
days we had.. but still tat the past, it will never come back
maybe a slight chance, u never know someone may invent,
a time machine!! but really hope tat the persone who invent
tat tell me first, ok? coz i will even treasure more of the
we had together.it's a long time since i tear that much, so
the feeling of tearing was fascinating..
everyone is leaving me, why leave me alone all by myself?
everythings have to start from the scratch.. new friends, teacher,
environment... tat why i wanted to go back guides. i believe
tat M.Ts will be able to help me... 4 years ago wasnt tat hard
coz i do have sheena and he qin to accompany from the start.
but now, who's gonna to stand beside me? i must learn to hold
back all my tears. i must learn to be independent...
this world will not stop for you, you have to follow up no
matter wat. for now, lend me your strengths to survive this few
months.. i may merge as strong as before or as weak like the past.
remember this all humans are selfish..
