突然觉得很寂寞，很寂寞…… 从来没感觉那么寂寞过……
突然感觉心疼，很心疼…… 好像失去了很珍贵的东西似的……
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Sunday, December 16, 2012
The Starry Night
Stayed up whole night last night just to enjoy the stars and wait for meteor... How crazy am I? Haha... But it makes me feel great!
It has been a while I went for outing, an activity that I enjoy every much simply because it's like in a dream, out of reality.
It has been a while I've not thinking much but to enjoy the moment.
It's really fun lying down and look into the sky and stars. It makes me feel that the whole sky is mine!
I knew stars spin, but I just realized that they spin anticlockwise instead of clockwise. HA! When you see the star the whole night, you'll notice that they do not stay at the same position the whole time, but they move same as sun and moon as well. :)
One thing that I feel disappointed is that I can't see the milky way. I guess it's too bright for me to see it with naked eye. I somehow wish that they didn't light up the light! haha...
Let's guess, did I saw meteor? Yeah, I saw it. BUT it's not the clear and long one, which can be easily notice. What I saw was far, fast, short and small one. I don't even realize cause they're like happen too much. And it make me think of is that meteor. Until I saw one that is brighter one. I was like is that Dayan (cause I saw many of them flying above the sky) when I saw it? While i'm thinking of this, it disappears in a fast moment. Then I realize it's really meteor. Haha.... But I only saw this around 5++am.... ~.~ Been waiting for so long. But thanks God that I saw what I'm waiting for, though it's not bright and big one. =)
And for the first time I feel glad that FINALLY Kampar don't rain when I plan to go out to do something. :)
It has been a while I went for outing, an activity that I enjoy every much simply because it's like in a dream, out of reality.
It has been a while I've not thinking much but to enjoy the moment.
It's really fun lying down and look into the sky and stars. It makes me feel that the whole sky is mine!
I knew stars spin, but I just realized that they spin anticlockwise instead of clockwise. HA! When you see the star the whole night, you'll notice that they do not stay at the same position the whole time, but they move same as sun and moon as well. :)
One thing that I feel disappointed is that I can't see the milky way. I guess it's too bright for me to see it with naked eye. I somehow wish that they didn't light up the light! haha...
Let's guess, did I saw meteor? Yeah, I saw it. BUT it's not the clear and long one, which can be easily notice. What I saw was far, fast, short and small one. I don't even realize cause they're like happen too much. And it make me think of is that meteor. Until I saw one that is brighter one. I was like is that Dayan (cause I saw many of them flying above the sky) when I saw it? While i'm thinking of this, it disappears in a fast moment. Then I realize it's really meteor. Haha.... But I only saw this around 5++am.... ~.~ Been waiting for so long. But thanks God that I saw what I'm waiting for, though it's not bright and big one. =)
And for the first time I feel glad that FINALLY Kampar don't rain when I plan to go out to do something. :)
The Starry Night By Vincent Von Gogh.
I just realize that I did saw his artwork @ Singapore before while I was studying Design Fundamental. >< OK! Everyone is not satisfy with both the coursework mark and final. Including me. ><
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Lessons of the semester
- Have to balance the coursework mark subject and examination mark subject or you'll suffering doing the assignments.
- Don't take too many subject in short semester as it's damn tiring since the credit hour is doubled.
- 三个臭皮匠胜过诸葛亮. Ok, i'm not 诸葛亮. But what I want to say here is the artwork of several people will be better than one.
- Pick and choose people to work with so that you do not suffer much for solo everything even though it's a group work.
- Make sure your team/partner know what you want, and make sure that both of you/the team can communicate and are in the same channel.
- Don't let people choose you and yet the one chosen you can only work with mouth but not hand.
- Start to discover and self learning on those software/application that you don't know so that at least you have a base for it. Then you can challenge yourself for the assignment.
- Challenge, challenge and challenge. Challenge yourself!
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Plans aka things to do.....
- Recover the lappie, which I planning to do looong time ago...
- Installed all the software that is require in the future
- Learn the basic of the software that I don't know
- Get a macbook in 2014.
Friday, December 7, 2012
强 vs 弱
以前我一直以为我是一个很强很强的女人
可是，我错了
就连在家里我可是最弱的那一个
没生病的时候很正常，但一旦生病起来就般若两人
贫血（遗传的）比妈妈更严重
风湿……这个年龄就有简直就是OMG！
经痛……可以严重到住院掉水
肺有泡沫……最近好像又严重了，因为我感到很喘
外表看起来很健康，可是体内简直就是一塌糊涂
T^T T^T T^T
最近老是头晕……残！
然后视线有点不好，不懂是因为贫血还是近视了…… :'(
看到我的脚，又变得没心情了……
真的变猪脚了~
搞得做什么都没心情
可是，我错了
就连在家里我可是最弱的那一个
没生病的时候很正常，但一旦生病起来就般若两人
贫血（遗传的）比妈妈更严重
风湿……这个年龄就有简直就是OMG！
经痛……可以严重到住院掉水
肺有泡沫……最近好像又严重了，因为我感到很喘
外表看起来很健康，可是体内简直就是一塌糊涂
T^T T^T T^T
最近老是头晕……残！
然后视线有点不好，不懂是因为贫血还是近视了…… :'(
看到我的脚，又变得没心情了……
真的变猪脚了~
搞得做什么都没心情
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
年轻人？老人？
以前，回家对我来说是件很幸福的事；
现在，回家对我来说是件受痛苦的事。
脚又开始肿了……
我喊疼，我尖叫，我流泪，我‘反抗’……
这一切都是自然反应。我自己都控制不了的。
可以不要拿我来跟你比较吗？
Don't lecture me... It just makes me feel hurt...
我知道我不能忍受痛，但当初也不是我想要开始这一切。
是你劝我去，我去
忍痛到现在，我还是去
但是我还是很怕痛
当你每天都承受这种痛，你会对他有种恐惧感；你会自然而然的反抗。
不是我不要控制，而是我控制不了
我确实很怕痛，痛到已经对他有种恐惧感
我确实很想不要推了，但不能卡在中间。
就像一艘船行走在海中央一样，停着不是，回头也不是。
就只能寻找距离自己最近的岛停下。
而这座岛似乎还很远，不懂什么时候才能抵达。
顿时觉得自己很老很老很老……
现在，回家对我来说是件受痛苦的事。
脚又开始肿了……
我喊疼，我尖叫，我流泪，我‘反抗’……
这一切都是自然反应。我自己都控制不了的。
可以不要拿我来跟你比较吗？
Don't lecture me... It just makes me feel hurt...
我知道我不能忍受痛，但当初也不是我想要开始这一切。
是你劝我去，我去
忍痛到现在，我还是去
但是我还是很怕痛
当你每天都承受这种痛，你会对他有种恐惧感；你会自然而然的反抗。
不是我不要控制，而是我控制不了
我确实很怕痛，痛到已经对他有种恐惧感
我确实很想不要推了，但不能卡在中间。
就像一艘船行走在海中央一样，停着不是，回头也不是。
就只能寻找距离自己最近的岛停下。
而这座岛似乎还很远，不懂什么时候才能抵达。
顿时觉得自己很老很老很老……
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