I ain't happy. This always happen to me when it's about half of the semester. Then I'll seek for output. Whatever it is. This is why I can suddenly decide to go to Singapore or elsewhere. No matter it's during semester break or study week. I'll definitely seek for output.
What make me down? It's still the same. I still cant accept the people attitude and mindset here. They say people 'kia shu', but do they look into themselves too? They themselves 'kia shu' too. Why just keep saying people but not themselves? In Jit Sin, we do always say that Jit Sin-gees 'kia shu' and yet we still help each other a lot. But after I come here, I can strongly feel the 'kia shu' atmosphere. Most of the time, they won't share the idea unless they are in the same group. Most of the time, they'll say that their everything in their group project is P&C, not even helping their friends with the format example. I don't mean that you have to help your friend to do his/her assignment, but at least you help him/her by sharing some idea, let him/her what to do. What I meant is that you can help your friend by leading him/her at the beginning. At here, they don't even want to entertain you when you want to learn and ask your friend the question. The worst thing is they might mess you up by giving you the wrong information.
There's a time when I get mad and quit the original group and join another group. I feel unfair for her. I know she want to learn. Maybe she is slow and her learning way is quite difference with us, but at least she want to learn. And yet their friend keep dumping her out when it come to group assignment. For 1 and 2 times, it's okie for me. But I can't really bear for the 3rd time. I went mad and quit the group immediately and join another group so that she can join the group that I join firstly or else, she have to join others whom she don't know.
Here, I don't feel like people treat you as a true friend even though they are close to you.(Close to you in the sense of joining you every time in the school.) When you treat someone as your true friend, you tell the truth. But the matter I faced is that someone told me A in the first place. After sometimes, then told me B. And after a while told me A again. WTF! Seriously, I doubt every single words from your mouth.
Other than school stuff, I'm not happy with my work stuff. LOL!
Seriously, I'm a full time student. Don't aspect me to do everything for you in a short period. Besides, you also know that my result is good. Thus, you should know that I'm a person who care about my academic. So, can you don't give me that much of works? Apart from that, you say you want to earn 'big money' every time. And yet, you are so 'kiam siap' till only willing to pay me RM300/month. WTF! Don't think I'm stupid, okie? I do did some survey. The part time for salesman/saleswomen get at least RM600/month excluding incentive. What they need to do is just sitting there, waiting people to come then just serve customer. The thing that I do ain't that easy. I have to use my brain to think, when face problem then I have to seek for the solution myself since you don't know everything about design. WTF!! Apart from that, a masterpiece of a designer doesn't cost that less. Even a simple logo design also cost at least RM300. What I do ain't just a simple logo, but video and animation. And yet I just get a simple logo design cost fees. WTF!! If ain't want to save money, I definitely won't work for you for sure! By the way, I plan to do the job until November only. So, lets see who want to work for you by receiving that 'much' salary.
Apart from that, there's one thing I'm puzzle with. I gonna end my Diploma in Mass Communication soon. I'm thinking of should I continue my degree or what? Maybe you'll ask what puzzle me. Ok. As you all know, this course ain't my first choice. And the life in the future that I would like to have is just like designer life. :( I'm thinking should I take second diploma for graphic design.
Get me out of here!
