Lord Vader

有了天空 为何世界
还有地心引力
有了希望 为何绝望
还是如影随形

有了勇气 就让哭泣
埋藏过去
期限已成历史
名字叫奇迹

如果恐惧就像过去
那就让它陪伴我协议
带我到绝地
我才能完全觉醒

在黑暗的对面是光明
光明后面是阴影
正义 邪恶是谁有权定义

在命运的前面我怀疑
在面具后面陪伴觉醒
光荣的牺牲 也是种荣誉

不怕人说 不要人懂
我要证明
明天我的性命将会是叹息

如果恐惧就像过去
那就让它陪伴我协议
带我到绝地
我才能完全觉醒

在黑暗的对面是光明
光明后面是阴影
正义 邪恶是谁有权定义

在命运的前面我怀疑
在面具后面陪伴觉醒
光荣的牺牲 也是种荣誉

失败会更加坚决
没有胜利陪伴不要紧
只要我自己 能够
还我自己公平
还我自己公平

在黑暗的对面是光明
光明后面是阴影
正义 邪恶是谁有权定义

在命运的前面我怀疑
在面具后面陪伴觉醒

要留着命运 最后的难题

一个人生活

突然很怀念一个人生活的日子
突然很想独自一人去散步
突然很想独自一人去看电影
突然很想独自一人静静的发呆

其实很享受一个人的生活
做什么事情都不需要顾虑到他人
想做什么就做什么
多自在

已经很久没有静静的发呆了
发呆也很享受
享受当下的风景
享受当下的气氛
享受这世界的美好

最近爱上了青年公园
今天又到那里运动+散步+发呆去了
顿时发现，两个星期没运动
身体变弱了

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B: Why do you even care if the other person obviously doesn't ?
W: Love

动力

最近很多功课，但是懒虫依旧把我咬的紧紧的。

但很庆幸，今天找到原动力了！不过，有付出代价。><
没关系，相信你可以做的更好的！加油！
希望这股动力不会退缩，继续维持下去！

昨天，看到了一篇文章。觉得很不错！
Excel in something, anything!

电击放大图
摘自The Sun

positive vs. negative

Back to college,
Everybody back from training.

Lecturers always aspect there's some changes withing us,
getting better in every perspective.

And yet,
what I saw is,
most still remain the same.

But,
at least I saw somebody changed.
It's a good and happy matter.
At least you think perspectively,
at least you know the problem,
at least you work harder now!

Beside,
your English getting better.
Better than mine!
I used to correct and restructure your sentences,
but now,
you correct my grammar mistake,
suggest me a nicer sentence.

By the way,
if someone or more than one don't trust you,
make them trust you!
Make them regret that they didn't listen to you!
Show out your talent,
show them you can!

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Sloth vs. Diligence

Whenever I listen to the lecture,
I feel diligence.
There're many thing I don't know,
and I feel like want to know more
by discover it myself
read more
see more
listen more
learn more.

On the other hand,
Whenever I'm back,
I feel sloth. (Shit!)
I feel so damn sleepy,
I just wanna look for entertainment,
I wanna rest,
anything to relax my mind and body.

Ish, I hate this!

未完?再次?

死鬼!
今早起来冲凉时发现我身上多了一些‘不必要’的东西…… ><
那就是掖毛…… Ish ish ish ish ish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
庆幸的是旧只是生那么两三条
但是，还蛮长一下（对我而言）…… Ish ish ish ish ish............

心想，怎么在这个年龄才发生这种东西？
是还在发育吗？
还是再次发育一次？

不管是哪个原因，
我希望把它换成身高！><

依然不明白为何
但是祈祷不要在生了！LOL!


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不必觉得失败！嘿嘿~
因为我确实很少更新我的消息！
不过可以通过我的‘推特’得知我的心情。:)

还是期待见到你日子！:P


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Go by Aziatix

Aziatix has been making waves since they revealed their teaser and members. The three-member Korean-American group is made up of three solo artists, Eddie Shin, Flowsik and Nickly Lee. The group, produced by Jae Chong is showing lots of promise.


Lyrics
Don’t have the words to say but baby I’m goin’ away…
I took another road ahead and I’ll be so far away…

Gonna fly to where my water’s sky blue
Martini, Margaritas on the beach
Yeah now’s the time to party the night through
Not you girl no one but me

Rap I
It was nice to greet ya, and it was nice to meet ya but I know that I'm off the hook I'm fishing for another keeper / I'll delete ya' never reach ya' girl I'm done with putting you on, on // never call you again cuz' I'm gone with the wind for the kid it's time to move on, on //


Baby I don’t mean to be cliché but it’s not you girl but me
Still got a lot of player left in me so I’ll be on my way

Chorus
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…Adios and I’m out the door
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…Can’t go on playin’ you no more
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away
Babe I gotta GO GO Adios…It’ll never be the way it was before
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away

Rap II
Too many times have I lost control, and now I'm steady walking out the door // and it's only right for me to let you know / I'm gone .. on the next jet to a set where I don’t need nothing planned and //
Party it up with all I can, with all my will, with all I am /

Sometimes lovers need a holiday and that’s just the way it is
I see the stars aligned we’re ready to go
[ES/NL]Show you that the world is ready for me (yeah)

Chorus:
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…Adios and I’m out the door
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…Can’t go on playin’ you no more
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away
Babe I gotta GO GO Adios…It’ll never be the way it was before
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away

Bridge
Gonna fly to where my water’s sky blue
Martini, Margaritas on the beach
Yeah now’s the time to party the night through
Not you girl no one but me

Rap III
That's right It's time for me to party it up...and it ain’t starting with us / just me and the team overseas we're going off to the club //I said I’m going g g going gone // I said I'm going g g going gone //

Chorus
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…Adios and I’m out the door
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…Can’t go on playin’ you no more
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away
Babe I gotta GO GO Adios…It’ll never be the way it was before
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away

I don’t have the words to say…but baby I’m goin’ away…

8.08

It's 8.08am early in the morning. The sun brightly and it should be a very relaxing moment. And yet I can't. So sad...
Thanks for your last night text message. I feel warm after I read it. But have to say sorry as I didn't reply right after I read it cause I was lying on the bed and was about to sleep. :P
By the way, I would like to prefer to talk to you face to face rather than a phone call distance.

This semester will be a challenging semester as there're 2 subjects which I don't like. They are mass media law & policy, which I need to memorize, and introducing to international politics, which I really dislike politics. But then I can't just leave it as my CGPA dropped last semester. I have to gear up and be more hardworking. There're so many research need to do, assignments, presentations and projects. Oh yeah... Final year project fall on this semester too. So, I believe that I would be quite busy during this semester. On the other hand, I would like to take photography I as elective and I believe that would be the only relaxing and enjoyable subject during the semester.

I just realize that I'm wearing a meaningful tees. 'Promise me you will not forget' 'WATCH OUT' and finally 'DO NOT BE LATE if you can not break'. There're some wording behind, but I can't read it now.. LOL! By the way, why is it meaningful? It ain't for me, but for my DIRECTOR. YAY! For him!

p.s: I'm working as a part-timer now.

安全感去哪了？

突然发现
朋友不在了
安全感也消失了
我曾是否太依赖你了呢

突然发现
很多事情都往心里塞去
当被塞到满满的时候
就会找一些娱乐好让心里的不满减少些

突然发现
我在这找不到一个值得让我去信赖的
不是没打开心房
但我相信只要说出真心话后
下一秒全世界都知道了

突然发现
有你在身边
至少还有一件美好的事
感觉很自由

朋友，我想你了
你看似过的并非很好
大家都一样
成长了，烦恼也多了
还是那句
加油！


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最近爱上了一首歌
不，应该是很久以前
但，这首歌在昨晚才正式出版
（因为我听了演唱会的版本）



Baby Don't Cry - Daesung
Translation:
네가 울고있다 해도
달라질것 없다고
You said even if you are crying,
nothing will change.

지금 네가 없다진다 해도
달라질것 없다고
You said even if you are gone,
nothing will change.

하지만 왜 넌 울고있니?
마지막처럼 눈을 감고있니
But why are you crying?
Why are you closing your eyes as if this was the end?

다 지난 일이잖아 이제 웃어봐
Everything is in the past, now smile.

[chorus]
수많은 사람들 떠나가도 이 노랜 영원해 네곁에 (함께할꺼야)
그 많던 친구들 다 떠나도 여기 난 네옆에 계속 서있을거야
Baby don’t cry baby don’t cry baby don’t cry
언젠가 꼭 빛날꺼야 give me your smile
Baby don’t cry baby don’t cry baby don’t cry
한번만 더 날 위해 just give me your smile
[chorus]
Even though many people will leave you, this song will stay with you forever (we’ll do it together)
Even if many friends all leave you, I’ll continue to stand here by your side.
Baby don’t cry baby don’t cry baby don’t cry
Someday you will surely shine, give me your smile
Baby don’t cry baby don’t cry baby don’t cry
one more time for me just give me your smile

[two missing lines here]
내가 알고있는 너의 좋은점
넌 그걸 제일 잘 알잖아
The good stuff that I know about you,
you know them the best.

하지만 왜 넌 울고있니?
세상이 끝날것처럼 눈 감고있니
But why are you crying?
Why are you closing your eyes as if this was the end?

지난 일이잖아 이렇게 질수없잖아 안그래
Everything is in the past, we can’t just do nothing like this, right?

[chorus x2]
Even though many people will leave you, this song will stay with you forever (we’ll do it together)
Even if many friends all leave you, I’ll continue to stand here by your side.
Baby don’t cry baby don’t cry baby don’t cry
Someday you will surely shine, give me your smile
Baby don’t cry baby don’t cry baby don’t cry
one more time for me just give me your smile

自我

就像我在'100 facts about me'里所说的，'I say bad word.... wtf' 。
是的，我有说贬义话的习惯
可是
我学院的朋友
却认为如果这些话从我的口说出来
是件很不寻常的事
上课的第一天
我就说了wtf
结果我朋友给我的反应是
what did you said just now....
很好奇
难道我不能说吗？
难道不可能是我会说出来的话吗？
心想
也不能怪
因为平时在学院我确实是个乖乖学生的形象。（害羞ing）


另外，
我发现我再也不是leader
我不喜欢在这里当leader
我比较喜欢你说，我做
最多也只是在group assignment 里做最多功课的那个
我发现
我非常的自我
我很少去关心朋友的事物
也不想去理会那么多
因为
外面的世界
再也不像中学时期那么单纯
为了不让麻烦惹上身
就什么都不理会就是了
顶多也只是听听朋友诉苦
然后就算了
就算得知某某不爽我
也不在意
人的本性就是这样
就把他当着是小孩子来看待

Be Yourself! YAY!

光明

部落本来就应该记载开心的事物，
可是
怎么觉得很多都是抱怨的文章？
我想是时候帮部落‘改头换面’的时刻了！

其实
很想换部落的设计很久了，
但是
既然没有什么想法该如何设计
不过
这次将会带来‘光明’的一面！

以一些我喜欢的‘名句’来结束我这篇部落
- Arm me, get me ready for what challenges lies ahead..
- Sometimes you sacrifice and take 2 steps back just to moves 5 steps forward.
- Life's an ongoing marathon... you fall, get up, and keep running towards the finish line... if your friend falls, pick him up and run him.
- Look to the stars and you will find light!
- Life is too short to waste. Dreams are fulfilled only through action, not through endless planning to take action.
- Just work hard, believe it and it'll come to you!
- What you can't get today, doesn't mean you won't get tomorrow. You'll get what you aim for as long as your direction don't keep shifting.
- You are only as strong as your weakest point.
- Great things are not done by impulse, but by a series of small things brought together.
- Things turn out best for those who make the best of the way things turn out.
- One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching.
- How do you know for sure ? I don't, I just believe it
- Laughter may be the best medicine but music is the aspirin of the soul.
- The future belongs to those who prepare for it.
- Wise people are foolish if they cannot adapt to foolish people.
- Always laugh when you can. It is cheaper than medicine.
- Just because you love someone, doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds.
- Life is a waste of time and time is a waste of life, so waste your time and have the time of your life!!
- The only source of knowledge is experience
- It does not matter how slow you go, as long as you don't stop!
- If you keep thinking what you always thought, you'll keep doing what you always did and keep getting what you always got.
- People treat you how they see you treat yourself. Act a fool and you'll get treated like one.
- Life is a gamble, go all in without hesitation and chase your dreams.
- When I fall, I will get back up. For what makes me weak, will only get me stronger and those who hate, I will turn you into a believer.
- Don't cry if its over, Laugh because it happened.
- Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Ya feel me?
- You were meant for greatness. Just remind yourself everyday you're on your way.
- Find peace and accept reality.
- Be A Player, Be Yourself !!