Friday, February 25, 2011
The Dream.
I had a bad dream while am having a small nap just now.. In the dream, I dream that my daddy pass away. >< and I cry, even it's already 5 days he's gone. For the first time, I really feel it. and when I woke up, I still feeling sad about it even though I know it's just a dream. At the moment, I know I love him still although he has a very bad temper.
For the one that I promised.....
and oh yeah....I'm going to ah lin concert in Singapore. ;) Hope that I enjoy one day photography there. :P
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Pardon me for blaming all these....
Feels like want to blog, but don't know what to blog about. ..... ><
I feels quite down recently, maybe I didn't go for entertainment for 2 weeks?! maybe I'm too bored in the office?! maybe I'm to busy in the office?! maybe I'm too stress for those last minutes works, which my boss likes to give last minutes work?! maybe I got no idea for the tasks given?!
There's one thing that I losing hope is that ah lin's concert. According to his company, he'll come to Malaysia for concert after Taiwan concert, which is fall on 2nd April. They too mentioned that if Taiwan concert fall in the beginning of the month, then Malaysia will be end of the month. According to what ah lin said in Malaysia, the concert for Malaysia was still in discussion. BUT, until now.... there's no news about Malaysia concert. On the other hand, according to what ah lin said in Taiwan, Taiwan concert is the LAST station. This is somehow I don't like and angry with him. Always tell the lies and we never know the truth, even we know we just keep quite. Apart from that, news wrote that he'll be resting, which means not singing and doing any works, after the Taiwan concert as he's sick badly. We, not me, do called his company and asked about it before new year. They said don't so worry about it. And now what?! NO NEWS AT ALL!! Who and which should I trust? For me, I bet he wont just do one concert in Malaysia after his 'holidays'. I doubt about it! You can't blame me for having a passive thought. BUT, do you really trust that he'll do one special concert in Malaysia? I guess he wont. He didn't promise us anything. Besides, he always BROKE his promise. Why and what should I trust on him? Pardon me for saying all these. Anyway, I still wish to go for his concert. Why? No because he's my idol or what. It's because I'll be enjoy when I know every single song he sing and I can cheer and scream with people whom I know. If you ask me to attend Show Luo's concert, maybe I feel like going, but will I enjoy the entire show? I don't think so as I do not know all the song and maybe I'll be sitting there like what song he's singing? I'm considering whether want to go for his Singapore concert.
Okie, now it's my boss turn. ><
Yes, I did say that I like my work. But I didn't say that I like my boss working style. LOL!! The very first thing is that he loved to give last minutes works. I wondering did he ever think that we as trainee can complete those works on time? What if we can't handle those work in time? Those task given need times to think, create, design, do and done. It's not simple document works which we spend less time. The second thing is that he loved to give works/have a meeting when your working hour gonna end in 5 to 15 minutes. WTF! During the meeting, you have to wait for him too. He might answer the phone which waste 5 to 10 minutes time. The whole morning nothing to do and now give work during last minutes. WTF! Oh ya, he also like to ask people to edit, edit and re-edit the work at the last minute too. I showed him the work 2 or 1 day before, he didn't ask to edit during that time. But, when he wanna use it, then he just ask to edit. WTF!! The third thing is that he always phone me. WTF! Phone during working hour and after working hour. He can phone for a small little matter like who's in the office, ask to boil the water and etc. He might also ask to do work after working hour. He even phone me when I'm watching movie. The worst phone call I get is that call after working hour and help him check the movie time and ask for helping to book ticket for him. In the end, I have to call back to ask whether he still want to book the ticket. WTF! Apart from that, he do phoned me when I'm sleeping. I was like 'en, ha. en, ha.' when I reply him. And now, when I see the phone call is calling from him, I'm like 'sigh... him again. Can I don't pick?' and I'm quite scare of his phone call. The forth thing is that he never ever punctual. He used to asked us go to office at 8.30 and 8.45 but he arrive at 9.30++. WTF! He always ask to wait for him for a while, and his 'a while' not just 5 minutes but can be up to 30minutes and 1 hour! WTF! He also used to hand in the work in the next day, but when I show him on the next day, he never use it. Never ever trust his time line!
I feels quite down recently, maybe I didn't go for entertainment for 2 weeks?! maybe I'm too bored in the office?! maybe I'm to busy in the office?! maybe I'm too stress for those last minutes works, which my boss likes to give last minutes work?! maybe I got no idea for the tasks given?!
There's one thing that I losing hope is that ah lin's concert. According to his company, he'll come to Malaysia for concert after Taiwan concert, which is fall on 2nd April. They too mentioned that if Taiwan concert fall in the beginning of the month, then Malaysia will be end of the month. According to what ah lin said in Malaysia, the concert for Malaysia was still in discussion. BUT, until now.... there's no news about Malaysia concert. On the other hand, according to what ah lin said in Taiwan, Taiwan concert is the LAST station. This is somehow I don't like and angry with him. Always tell the lies and we never know the truth, even we know we just keep quite. Apart from that, news wrote that he'll be resting, which means not singing and doing any works, after the Taiwan concert as he's sick badly. We, not me, do called his company and asked about it before new year. They said don't so worry about it. And now what?! NO NEWS AT ALL!! Who and which should I trust? For me, I bet he wont just do one concert in Malaysia after his 'holidays'. I doubt about it! You can't blame me for having a passive thought. BUT, do you really trust that he'll do one special concert in Malaysia? I guess he wont. He didn't promise us anything. Besides, he always BROKE his promise. Why and what should I trust on him? Pardon me for saying all these. Anyway, I still wish to go for his concert. Why? No because he's my idol or what. It's because I'll be enjoy when I know every single song he sing and I can cheer and scream with people whom I know. If you ask me to attend Show Luo's concert, maybe I feel like going, but will I enjoy the entire show? I don't think so as I do not know all the song and maybe I'll be sitting there like what song he's singing? I'm considering whether want to go for his Singapore concert.
Okie, now it's my boss turn. ><
Yes, I did say that I like my work. But I didn't say that I like my boss working style. LOL!! The very first thing is that he loved to give last minutes works. I wondering did he ever think that we as trainee can complete those works on time? What if we can't handle those work in time? Those task given need times to think, create, design, do and done. It's not simple document works which we spend less time. The second thing is that he loved to give works/have a meeting when your working hour gonna end in 5 to 15 minutes. WTF! During the meeting, you have to wait for him too. He might answer the phone which waste 5 to 10 minutes time. The whole morning nothing to do and now give work during last minutes. WTF! Oh ya, he also like to ask people to edit, edit and re-edit the work at the last minute too. I showed him the work 2 or 1 day before, he didn't ask to edit during that time. But, when he wanna use it, then he just ask to edit. WTF!! The third thing is that he always phone me. WTF! Phone during working hour and after working hour. He can phone for a small little matter like who's in the office, ask to boil the water and etc. He might also ask to do work after working hour. He even phone me when I'm watching movie. The worst phone call I get is that call after working hour and help him check the movie time and ask for helping to book ticket for him. In the end, I have to call back to ask whether he still want to book the ticket. WTF! Apart from that, he do phoned me when I'm sleeping. I was like 'en, ha. en, ha.' when I reply him. And now, when I see the phone call is calling from him, I'm like 'sigh... him again. Can I don't pick?' and I'm quite scare of his phone call. The forth thing is that he never ever punctual. He used to asked us go to office at 8.30 and 8.45 but he arrive at 9.30++. WTF! He always ask to wait for him for a while, and his 'a while' not just 5 minutes but can be up to 30minutes and 1 hour! WTF! He also used to hand in the work in the next day, but when I show him on the next day, he never use it. Never ever trust his time line!
Monday, February 14, 2011
K-POP
YES!! You didn't not see wrongly, it's K-POP! Finally, I blog about k-pop! xDDD
Yeah, fall in love recently. Ops, should be it's has been for a while. :D Why I love k-pop? it's not because of those popular korean songs, but is because of jj fans, my dear JMs. They influence me, especially Dory, Debra, Beatrice and Jessica. Whenever they come penang, I go KL or singapore, they'll play k-pop in the car! Those music is so damn nice until I can memories the chorus when I first listen to them! Besides, when we meet each others, their conversation almost about k-pop! So, those music and the artist name I kinda listen till can remember liao, but not recognize. :P I can remember clearly that when I really listen to the k-pop music is when Dory and Jessica visit Penang. They play G-Dragon's concert DVD in the car. And for the 1st time, I listen to the fans sing along loudly, so nice! Another memory is that Dory show me who is who but I totally can't remember and recognize even one when I visit Singapore last year. I still remember I asked and flipped thru GD photo album, and I fail to recognize again. LOL!
Anyway, now i can recognize GD and TOP, but sometimes can't still. :(
I loved BigBang's and Beast's songs the most!
This is GD and TOP latest song LIVE performance. I trust you'll like it!
There's a lot of them I want to share, but I guess it would be better not to or my blog will full with youtube movie! LOL!
If you want to listen to their songs, youtube it! :D
Yeah, fall in love recently. Ops, should be it's has been for a while. :D Why I love k-pop? it's not because of those popular korean songs, but is because of jj fans, my dear JMs. They influence me, especially Dory, Debra, Beatrice and Jessica. Whenever they come penang, I go KL or singapore, they'll play k-pop in the car! Those music is so damn nice until I can memories the chorus when I first listen to them! Besides, when we meet each others, their conversation almost about k-pop! So, those music and the artist name I kinda listen till can remember liao, but not recognize. :P I can remember clearly that when I really listen to the k-pop music is when Dory and Jessica visit Penang. They play G-Dragon's
Anyway, now i can recognize GD and TOP, but sometimes can't still. :(
I loved BigBang's and Beast's songs the most!
This is GD and TOP latest song LIVE performance. I trust you'll like it!
There's a lot of them I want to share, but I guess it would be better not to or my blog will full with youtube movie! LOL!
If you want to listen to their songs, youtube it! :D
Training
Yeah, I'm having my training now! :D Working in one of the office in Penang Plaza, but I want to make you clear that I'm not working in the plaza management, but the marketing consultancy of the plaza. ;)
Yes, I love my job here. Plan for events, LED screen, and more... The project am doing is events and LED screen, which means I have to brainstorm for the event and design for ads. Very thanks to the company as it makes me learn how to do flash, simple flash. :) Very thanks to the company as it give the '成就感' as all the masterpieces will be published, though it's not that professional if compare with other ads.
This is the flash that I spent 2 days to complete..
Yes, I love my job here. Plan for events, LED screen, and more... The project am doing is events and LED screen, which means I have to brainstorm for the event and design for ads. Very thanks to the company as it makes me learn how to do flash, simple flash. :) Very thanks to the company as it give the '成就感' as all the masterpieces will be published, though it's not that professional if compare with other ads.
This is the flash that I spent 2 days to complete..
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
My Dear Friend...
亲爱的朋友，
最近我感到很开心。因为你明白了心里的感觉，因为你说出了想说的话……有时候，有些事情我们并不明白自己的感受；但一旦事情发生了，我们却突然发现原来自己是在乎的。有时候，有些事情不说出来并不代表问题不存在；说了出来或许问题减少了。
很开心，朋友找到了另外一半！很开心，朋友终于说出了心里的话！
虽然我们分离了，但是我还是会'spy'你们的！ 或许我已经不再是你的诉苦、聊心事的对象，但是我依然会update你的状况。知道你不开心，会通个电话给你和你聊一聊。或许你不知道我为何突然来电，但是我希望你挂了电话后会感到少许的温馨、温暖！知道你过得很好时，会不由自主地感到开心。
朋友，你要幸福快乐！
朋友，你要像海浪一样的坚强！
P/S：这篇我想写很久了，但是迟迟没完成。如今写出来的心情并非与当初的一样。搞得不懂要些什么，真抱歉！
最近我感到很开心。因为你明白了心里的感觉，因为你说出了想说的话……有时候，有些事情我们并不明白自己的感受；但一旦事情发生了，我们却突然发现原来自己是在乎的。有时候，有些事情不说出来并不代表问题不存在；说了出来或许问题减少了。
很开心，朋友找到了另外一半！很开心，朋友终于说出了心里的话！
虽然我们分离了，但是我还是会'spy'你们的！ 或许我已经不再是你的诉苦、聊心事的对象，但是我依然会update你的状况。知道你不开心，会通个电话给你和你聊一聊。或许你不知道我为何突然来电，但是我希望你挂了电话后会感到少许的温馨、温暖！知道你过得很好时，会不由自主地感到开心。
朋友，你要幸福快乐！
朋友，你要像海浪一样的坚强！
P/S：这篇我想写很久了，但是迟迟没完成。如今写出来的心情并非与当初的一样。搞得不懂要些什么，真抱歉！
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