No one can stop you unless you stop yourself, No one will push you unless you push yourself. The choice is yours.
Be strong and stay strong.
I AM
詞： 林秋離
曲： 林俊傑
落在手裡一顆淚滴 清澈地卻已融化
活在人間 我的壓力和疑惑
愛和理想怎麼評量
闖過難關 避開受傷
其實我和凡人都一樣
擔心路會走錯方向
擔心她不放在心上
擔心生命不再充滿渴望
It's when I'm weak that I am strong
我脆弱 卻不退縮
確定路在對的方向
確定她在我的心上
確定生命永遠有希望
It's when I'm weak that I am strong
我脆弱 卻不退縮
我脆弱 卻永不退縮
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
I'm sick of + piss off
人的忍受度可是有限的…… 我的忍耐度快到达极限了…… 我不懂我该如何继续在这里生存到明年年底……
19年，看了很多让我生气的事物。然而，有件让我生气到极点，并想揍人的事，发生在我身上！无可否认，我的思想确实是蛮暴力的。哪有人撞了人家的汽车还会反过来很兴奋很开心的跟你笑？另外，后面那辆车的乘客看了你被撞后还会跟你看玩笑说看谁比较快。更可恶的是，他们都是你的朋友。这些朋友并不是你认识了很多年的朋友，不是交情很好的朋友，而是你每一天最不想看到的朋友！撞了后，没赔钱没关系。最不能忍受的就是连一声道歉也没说！这算得上朋友吗？呸！根本就不配！确实的，我很想狠狠地揍他们一拳。别小看女人！我可不是那种只是会给你巴掌的女人，而是给你拳头的女人！
说实在的，我很不喜欢在这里读书。不是因为功课繁重，而是因为这里的交际。在这里，没有一个是值得让我发自内心地去交朋友；没有一个是值得让我信任的朋友。每一次踏入这学院，我就很想快点逃离这里，很想去旅行一下下，很想去跟中学朋友喝茶……
19年，看了很多让我生气的事物。然而，有件让我生气到极点，并想揍人的事，发生在我身上！无可否认，我的思想确实是蛮暴力的。哪有人撞了人家的汽车还会反过来很兴奋很开心的跟你笑？另外，后面那辆车的乘客看了你被撞后还会跟你看玩笑说看谁比较快。更可恶的是，他们都是你的朋友。这些朋友并不是你认识了很多年的朋友，不是交情很好的朋友，而是你每一天最不想看到的朋友！撞了后，没赔钱没关系。最不能忍受的就是连一声道歉也没说！这算得上朋友吗？呸！根本就不配！确实的，我很想狠狠地揍他们一拳。别小看女人！我可不是那种只是会给你巴掌的女人，而是给你拳头的女人！
说实在的，我很不喜欢在这里读书。不是因为功课繁重，而是因为这里的交际。在这里，没有一个是值得让我发自内心地去交朋友；没有一个是值得让我信任的朋友。每一次踏入这学院，我就很想快点逃离这里，很想去旅行一下下，很想去跟中学朋友喝茶……
Friend ain't for manipulate, but help each other.
Homies look out for each other. Respect. You know who you are folks!
Thursday, September 23, 2010
WHY?
why one word can ruins people's mood for whole day?
why one action can ruins people's mood for several days?
why people never worry about their work even it had already come to the due date?
why people can never worry about their work and yet care about others works?
why people who seek for help still want the helper to see them instead of the one who ask for help come to helper?
why people thinks that what they said will absolutely hurt or make everyone feel very very bad?
why people only cares about themselves?
why are the people selfish?
why people want to be so high profile?
why people can't understand what the lecturer said even the lecturer mention it very clear enough?
why can't people listen to what the lecturer said?
why are the people keep on asking things that the lecturer mentioned thousand times?
why can't they do their part as a student?
why can't people use common sense?
why things that are so obvious enough still being asked?
why simple communication can become so complex?
why can't the people don't do those thing which others showing the dislike face right in front of him?
why people like to show off around?
why people like to make simple things complex?
why people like to sensationalized small case?
why can't the people looks thing respectively?
why can't the people thinks maturely?
why can't the people thinks about the future?
why can't the people obey the simple rules?
why the people are so damn childish?
why the people likes last minutes work?
why...........
why.........
why.......
why.....
why....
why...
why..
why.
WHY??????????
why one action can ruins people's mood for several days?
why people never worry about their work even it had already come to the due date?
why people can never worry about their work and yet care about others works?
why people who seek for help still want the helper to see them instead of the one who ask for help come to helper?
why people thinks that what they said will absolutely hurt or make everyone feel very very bad?
why people only cares about themselves?
why are the people selfish?
why people want to be so high profile?
why people can't understand what the lecturer said even the lecturer mention it very clear enough?
why can't people listen to what the lecturer said?
why are the people keep on asking things that the lecturer mentioned thousand times?
why can't they do their part as a student?
why can't people use common sense?
why things that are so obvious enough still being asked?
why simple communication can become so complex?
why can't the people don't do those thing which others showing the dislike face right in front of him?
why people like to show off around?
why people like to make simple things complex?
why people like to sensationalized small case?
why can't the people looks thing respectively?
why can't the people thinks maturely?
why can't the people thinks about the future?
why can't the people obey the simple rules?
why the people are so damn childish?
why the people likes last minutes work?
why...........
why.........
why.......
why.....
why....
why...
why..
why.
WHY??????????
credit to others blogger
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Life is too Short
My friend who I know him since I'm small just passed away yesterday morning. I was shock when I read my inbox message once I wake up. I flashed back that he was in my dream just now. Once I fully wake up, I try to search for his news and yet I get nothing. Just everybody post up RIP in facebook. After I found a short and simple news about that accident, I flash back the memory with him. I try to remember all but can't deny, I got no good memory. My tears almost drop down in the school and I control myself not to cry.
It should be years I haven't met him. I not even attend his wedding as I think I was studying during that time. What I remember about him is he's one of the best in wushu, he's naughty and childish sometime, he's quite mature in sense, he always bully others for fun...... All in all, he's still a good person in my heart.
Rest in peace my friend. Sorry for can't attend your funeral.
Drive safe for your love one.
It should be years I haven't met him. I not even attend his wedding as I think I was studying during that time. What I remember about him is he's one of the best in wushu, he's naughty and childish sometime, he's quite mature in sense, he always bully others for fun...... All in all, he's still a good person in my heart.
Rest in peace my friend. Sorry for can't attend your funeral.
Drive safe for your love one.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Heart dead
Don't know what's wrong with me recently.. I got no feeling on everything I did and what I'm going to do.. I tried to do as perfect as I can, and yet it's worst enough. :( Typography assignment... I did 3 of them, but in the end.. sigh... PR assignment and presentation... the hard copy shouldn't in point form. :( Advance news, not even go and search for the info yet.. and we still need to go to interview people. =.= Mass media and society.. don't even have the feeling to do it.. :'(
Go for entertainment.. Cats and Dogs... Feel nothing during and after the movie.. Grown Up.. At least it entertain me a bit.. Phua Chu Kang the Movie.. Not even laugh or smile for the whole movie.. Si Gong Qi An II, finish all then in 3 days which is separated.. Feel nothing, not even entertain me.
Friends... I can't stop comparing friend over here with my homies. Why people here can't communicate with each other well? and.. we're already mature.. why can't you think in different perspective?
For now, I know I want withdrawal. I want to go out hang around doing nothing. I want to go for vacation. I just don't want do be here to face them.
I seem to be strong, BUT I'm weak. I got no heart in everything.
Go for entertainment.. Cats and Dogs... Feel nothing during and after the movie.. Grown Up.. At least it entertain me a bit.. Phua Chu Kang the Movie.. Not even laugh or smile for the whole movie.. Si Gong Qi An II, finish all then in 3 days which is separated.. Feel nothing, not even entertain me.
Friends... I can't stop comparing friend over here with my homies. Why people here can't communicate with each other well? and.. we're already mature.. why can't you think in different perspective?
For now, I know I want withdrawal. I want to go out hang around doing nothing. I want to go for vacation. I just don't want do be here to face them.
I seem to be strong, BUT I'm weak. I got no heart in everything.
credit to Neotokyo9
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Busy days
Last week and this week was busy weeks for me. Firstly, is Mr.Lim coming. Secondly, I need to pass up 2 assignments which I thought it was 3 assignments at first right after Mr.Lim back to Taipei. ><
I was totally lack of sleep during the week Mr.Lim come. Moreover, I drive to Penang for that particular week. So, I was dead. Even my mom said that you look very tired. YES! I AM FREAKING TIRED! Lack of sleep and drive here and there. I found that I totally dislike Penang Island traffic whereby it's too busy and the road only can fit in car only. When you want to take over the motor, you will use at least 1/4 quarter of another lane.
Mr.Lim's SUPER Tour was awesome. Honestly, his live performance is nicer than the CD soundtrack! This time wasn't same like previous cause I got VIP seat! And I sat at the center of the 1st row! Great! haha~ But, I still got duty to do. Capture photos!! Okie.. I don't want to blog more about him.. Just share one of his photo. :)
After coming back from his event, I got lots of work got to do. But luckily, I have done all of them. :)
There's another thing that I want to mention. My first time accident, which I knock on other people. >< It happen on the 2nd day after Mr.Lim event. Friends want to go to Penang and they'll straight away go back right after that. So, we separate into 2 cars and I was in my car driving alone. And yeah, I slept at about 3am that night and woke up at 8++ ><
The accident happen in front of Methodist Boy school. The vehicle in front of me is a mini lorry and friends were following at my back. I didn't notice that the vehicle in front me stop as the traffic light is in red which I can't notice it cause of the lorry in front. Then I have to stop, but my speed not allow me to stop immediately. After notice that in front got no car, then I turn to the left lane. Then I heard a big slash sound and I just realize that I knocked someone. Cut it into short, I sent him to the hospital and wait for the report and then cabut. Luckily, the person is currently okie.
I was totally lack of sleep during the week Mr.Lim come. Moreover, I drive to Penang for that particular week. So, I was dead. Even my mom said that you look very tired. YES! I AM FREAKING TIRED! Lack of sleep and drive here and there. I found that I totally dislike Penang Island traffic whereby it's too busy and the road only can fit in car only. When you want to take over the motor, you will use at least 1/4 quarter of another lane.
Mr.Lim's SUPER Tour was awesome. Honestly, his live performance is nicer than the CD soundtrack! This time wasn't same like previous cause I got VIP seat! And I sat at the center of the 1st row! Great! haha~ But, I still got duty to do. Capture photos!! Okie.. I don't want to blog more about him.. Just share one of his photo. :)
After coming back from his event, I got lots of work got to do. But luckily, I have done all of them. :)
There's another thing that I want to mention. My first time accident, which I knock on other people. >< It happen on the 2nd day after Mr.Lim event. Friends want to go to Penang and they'll straight away go back right after that. So, we separate into 2 cars and I was in my car driving alone. And yeah, I slept at about 3am that night and woke up at 8++ ><
The accident happen in front of Methodist Boy school. The vehicle in front of me is a mini lorry and friends were following at my back. I didn't notice that the vehicle in front me stop as the traffic light is in red which I can't notice it cause of the lorry in front. Then I have to stop, but my speed not allow me to stop immediately. After notice that in front got no car, then I turn to the left lane. Then I heard a big slash sound and I just realize that I knocked someone. Cut it into short, I sent him to the hospital and wait for the report and then cabut. Luckily, the person is currently okie.
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