我还想他

泪水　将我淹没　到底谁该难过

究竟　是谁放掉　这段感情
我才终于明白　办不到的承诺　就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉他　我不爱他
笑着难过　自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎　横了心　说真心谎话

别告诉他　我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默　代替所有回答

我才终于明白　办不到的承诺　就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉他　我不爱他
笑着难过　自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎　横了心　说真心谎话

别告诉他　我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默　代替所有回答

我不爱　我不痛　我不懂
我的心　早已掏空　真心话　言不由衷

请告诉他　我不爱他
笑着难过　自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎　横了心　说真心谎话

别告诉他　我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默　代替所有回答

别告诉他　我还想他
就让沉默　代替所有回答


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so many games, so little time!~

Meet JMs at Penang

22nd - 25th of May....
Liweng, Jessica and Thatcher visit us(me, Ginjia and Jules) @ Penang..
They drive here... I'm very glad that they 特地 come and visit us.. ^^
We go here and there and eat alot!!!! ^^
Here come the photos.. :)

liweng playing iPhone


Sleeping




what they do?!?!




see....


having our lunch..






panda, jen and jes... they betray you all..




Singing K..
see.. 3 page.. all JJ's song.. we sing his song for 2 hours!!!!








liweng.. don pok mong thatcher!!!










they're high~




I saw this at echo park!!!


and the shop nex to echo park~ i love it too much~


love it!!!


having ice kacang... Tis is ice kacang!!!!


visit mengkuang dam


familiar izzit??


visit Jules during her working time.






Eating steam but at my house






We paint our finger nail...

JJ make a comment on this photo.. "this is what i call dedication"

Letter From PLKN

Yesterday, I receive a post laju letter.. When I go and collect the letter, I'm curious why I hav a post laju letter as I'll always know when there's my post laju letter...
Erm.. While sign the postcard, I saw this...
oh..... izzit a good news?!?! or bad news?!?! I donno...
Why don you giv me 1st batch?! Why 3rd batch?!?! It's troublesome man!!!
All people around me went for study... Just left me... Attend national service.. sigh..
I think I wont see familiar face there.... If yeah, I should be lucky enough..

This my campsite... Kuala Muda.. Can consider near to hometown.. haha~ but not the nearest.. :p hope tat you guys can visit me during free time.. ^^

Although 3rd batch NS start on 16th June, but they ask me go register on 17th June 9.30am.. Haha~ I earn one day... :)

My bus ticket
There's alot of info I have to read.. Yeah... Long time din read malay... And it's alot!
Among those paper, I have to fill 5 of this only
And yeah.. I LOVE this the most!!! HaHa~

En~ I hav stopped study during Dec 2008.. And bcz of NS, I have to delay my education... Erm... I know my brain cant function well if you ask me to study and memorize at this moment... and now... delay my edu again.. Thus, I think my "harddisk" will broken down and need to change a new one... =.=
The thing I really don wan happen is... I have to celebrate my birthday there ALONE!!! My 18th B'day... T.T I dont want!!!!! I hate it!!!! I want to hang out with frenz, eating cake together, watching movie at cinema, Sing K and alotz..... SIGH.... My lovely sweet dream.... GONE... ALL GONE!!!!! broken-hearted...
Besides, I too hope that JJ wont having any event in malaysia during this 2 month... Especially world tour concert and our JJFC(MY) fans gathering.. If not, I'll crying there... and make the campsite flood!!!! Haha~

Ops... Forgotten to do one important thing... Phone Han Chiang and inform them that I would like to change to Aug intake.. Have to phone them tomorrow.... :)

clear your head, fill your heart
God is the best Healer of all...

团团 & 圆圆

星期日.... 家里多了两个成员..... 也就是团团+圆圆了~~
它们是谁?!?! 长得怎么样?!?! 可爱吗?!?!
现在就借来揭晓吧!!! ^^

很难才拍到两个的照片... =.=

哪个是团团, 哪个是圆圆?!?!

这是团团 - 雄

这是圆圆 - 雌

怎么分辨呢??!!

团团的毛比较黑.. 圆圆的比较白... 圆圆背部那里也有一排白色的毛.. ^^
靠里边那只是圆圆, 靠外面那只是团团

嗯~ 这两只真是难搞.... 虽然只是一个月到而已, 就已经开始咬东西... =.= 牙齿超利的!!!
第一次被小狗咬到那么痛.... 就连老爸都说痛!!!!

团团就超贪吃... 牛奶一罐, 它把另外一个的都喝了1/5.... =.= 还有的就是... 喝完了牛奶, 还不放过... 拼命的去吸牛奶罐的头... 因为喝得多, 所以也经常到处乱小便....

圆圆就不太会吸奶... =.= 还有... 它喜欢咬脚指... =.= 此外, 只要它一进家, 就喜欢往厨房跑.....

嗯~ 团团只是住在这里不久... 过后将被原本的主人 - 我二舅 带回去...
只剩下圆圆... 团团只是暂时照顾..
我二舅的狗妈妈总共生了13只小狗.. 这两只是最可爱的.. 先挑出来... 给了自己人... 也就是我们啦!!! >.< 废话～～ 至于团团... 二舅说他的经理过后会去他那里.. 怕他要了那只... 所以暂时住我家.. haha~~~ >.<
虽然这两只小狗只是住我家两三天, 但是我二舅几乎每天都会打一通电话过来问问小狗怎么了.. 似乎很不放心.. ^^
另外.... 当他把这两只小狗带来的时候, 还准备了它们的食物.... 有几种.. 但是我只是知道牛奶粉的价钱而已.. RM30++... =.= 比人喝的牛奶还贵...