ZOMG. IT'S A KEN HO BLOG.
elliot says ._.




one of a kind.
We are victims of our own elitism
9:21 AM / Wednesday, March 28, 2012
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Oh how much i miss this feeling.
When everything starts to matter,
When your heart beats faster than usual
Stay with me please,
for it is only the beginning.

Is being nervous and scared about a test you prayed for a sign of lack of faith?
To the people who have been there with me, Thank you very much.
For i have successfully crossed another milestone.
I remember feeling lost when i ORDed
because i had no plan whatsoever then
.
It wasn't easy planning and predicting the future
as there was a risk to everything
either way something had to be sacrificed.
Now that everything has fallen into place for me,
I hope you guys will finally see the reason why i didn't work back then.
stop laughing and judging me retards :p
never again
6:47 PM / Wednesday, March 21, 2012
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With reference to recent events.
To the person who sent me a link today,
I am listening.
Now listen to what i have to say.

Do not rely on humans because they are flawed.

Value yourself and people will do the same
In times of agony your action determines who you are and who you will become.
In your affliction have faith in God.
In your faith find peace

If you fail , remember i too am failing as well.
because i am flawed just like you are.

You are a special person in his eyes , taking a special test specifically for you.
Just you.
Live the future, stop living the moment.

add one to the conflict.
12:52 AM / Thursday, March 15, 2012
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Where on earth did this loser-ish feeling come from?
I think i'm going insane.
It's the like feeling of being useless
I just want to kill myself

for the first time my thoughts and knowledge which i have gathered for years are beginning to clash with each other
I thought i have been through a lot
could it be that i have learnt nothing of this sort.
No one is worth risking it all for.


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