The Wall
7:10 PM / Wednesday, February 16, 2011
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God has a bigger plan for me.
Let go.
Let go.
you're oh so sweet.
1:00 AM / Sunday, February 13, 2011
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Happy Valentines Day Peeps.
Fast backwards 1-2 yrs ago valentines day was one of the most corniest day in JC
i remember posters up around school promoting sales.
and you will be like "hey i should get one of these"
oh lets not forget how desperate we were esp after coming from an all boys school
everyone had crushes here and there.
So those random gifts were common.
How silly those days were. .
I remembered how much courage was needed to actually do one of those.
Be it giving a rose.
or popping a question "Will you be my valentines"
then years down the road when u meet your old buddies ,
you'll laugh together with them at all the silly things you/they did.
But of course not all things goes the way you expect them to be
Rejection occurs breakup happens
whether it be then or later.
i guess it always happens.
What we always fail to understand back then was that we were too young.
It isnt easy to keep a relationship.
Everyone thought they knew what love is.
but in fact no one knew.
But lets not get into that subject or i'll never be able to finish this post.
Now where were we..
Ah yes the experience.
Best part of Valentines day would be the experience.
(for singles) it would be the 1 times of the yr you get a good reason to confess you love for someone
(for couples)it could be perhaps the best time to something wild/new and interesting together nyahaha
not saying that they cant do this if it isn't valentines day
A must do in your life if you ask me.
While my valentines day would be spent in camp alone with my gay buddies
Congratulations to my OC
and good luck to him because he is going to propose!
I totally forgot what romance is.
I mean on Suntec City big screen
Only a mad girl would reject that.
Really sweet.
Now to another point which have been stuck on my head for quite a while..
Are singaporeans "modern" youths totally hopeless?
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Fast backwards 1-2 yrs ago valentines day was one of the most corniest day in JC
i remember posters up around school promoting sales.
and you will be like "hey i should get one of these"
oh lets not forget how desperate we were esp after coming from an all boys school
everyone had crushes here and there.
So those random gifts were common.
How silly those days were. .
I remembered how much courage was needed to actually do one of those.
Be it giving a rose.
or popping a question "Will you be my valentines"
then years down the road when u meet your old buddies ,
you'll laugh together with them at all the silly things you/they did.
But of course not all things goes the way you expect them to be
Rejection occurs breakup happens
whether it be then or later.
i guess it always happens.
What we always fail to understand back then was that we were too young.
It isnt easy to keep a relationship.
Everyone thought they knew what love is.
but in fact no one knew.
But lets not get into that subject or i'll never be able to finish this post.
Now where were we..
Ah yes the experience.
Best part of Valentines day would be the experience.
(for singles) it would be the 1 times of the yr you get a good reason to confess you love for someone
(for couples)it could be perhaps the best time to something wild/new and interesting together nyahaha
not saying that they cant do this if it isn't valentines day
A must do in your life if you ask me.
While my valentines day would be spent in camp alone with my gay buddies
Congratulations to my OC
and good luck to him because he is going to propose!
I totally forgot what romance is.
I mean on Suntec City big screen
Only a mad girl would reject that.
Really sweet.
Now to another point which have been stuck on my head for quite a while..
Are singaporeans "modern" youths totally hopeless?
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Just the way you are.
Shes got style.
anyone care to join me? nyahaha
Shes got style.
anyone care to join me? nyahaha
My insanity ends here.
2:44 AM / Sunday, February 6, 2011
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Its about time i did this.
First off i would like to thank my mum for teaching me that life has more meaning than what i have been doing for the past 1 month
although i would not like to thank my dad, but thank him for being the most irritating person i have ever known.
he has done a good job of drilling moral values and disgusting habits into me.
thank god for giving me this family.
because through them i have learnt the real meaning of love
and that true love actually does exist.
Update with my life.
First off i would like to thank my mum for teaching me that life has more meaning than what i have been doing for the past 1 month
although i would not like to thank my dad, but thank him for being the most irritating person i have ever known.
he has done a good job of drilling moral values and disgusting habits into me.
thank god for giving me this family.
because through them i have learnt the real meaning of love
and that true love actually does exist.
Update with my life.
- March 72km and received The Red Berret
- Found out my injury was more than it seems to be
- Had appendicitis on Christmas.
- eat,sleep,computer+shit for 1month +
I guess i have to thank myself for the one thing i did get right in life.
I cherished every moment of my life and put it into a chest.
Recipts,tokens, gifts,cards,letters. Anything that got to do with my life.
I opened up that very chest yesterday and i thought
"what happened to me?"
"what went wrong?"
I have forgotten what its like to live.
There was a time i believe serving national service was meaningful
A friend of me came up to me recently and said i have changed.
i laughed at him and said how.
"you used to love being a commando.
.you believed in what you were doing like defending your love ones"
"look at you now. so negative . i dont like what you are doing"
It is true that love exist.
After living on this earth for 19years.
At the age of 18 i thought love was a joke and behind every "love"
lies a hiden agenda.
Then one christmas i was lying on a bed with appendicitis .
and there i saw the faces of two people.
And realised they would be the only two would will always be there for me.
a simple gesture it was
I cherished every moment of my life and put it into a chest.
Recipts,tokens, gifts,cards,letters. Anything that got to do with my life.
I opened up that very chest yesterday and i thought
"what happened to me?"
"what went wrong?"
I have forgotten what its like to live.
There was a time i believe serving national service was meaningful
A friend of me came up to me recently and said i have changed.
i laughed at him and said how.
"you used to love being a commando.
.you believed in what you were doing like defending your love ones"
"look at you now. so negative . i dont like what you are doing"
It is true that love exist.
After living on this earth for 19years.
At the age of 18 i thought love was a joke and behind every "love"
lies a hiden agenda.
Then one christmas i was lying on a bed with appendicitis .
and there i saw the faces of two people.
And realised they would be the only two would will always be there for me.
a simple gesture it was
but it was the world to me
I know it took me quite some time
but it would be a shame for them to see my life go to such a waste.
wouldnt i be disappointing them?
i wrote it my previous post the "thought"
of taking a great leap of faith.
now this is the confirmation
i am going to change .
Direction:
Quit gaming
Learn driving
save that super delayed 10k. -.-
find a university
i am very sorry for the disoriented blog post.
i'm finally using my brain for a change and its not use to it.
its in a mess. i need time to defragment it and warm up.
I know it took me quite some time
but it would be a shame for them to see my life go to such a waste.
wouldnt i be disappointing them?
i wrote it my previous post the "thought"
of taking a great leap of faith.
now this is the confirmation
i am going to change .
Direction:
Quit gaming
Learn driving
save that super delayed 10k. -.-
find a university
i am very sorry for the disoriented blog post.
i'm finally using my brain for a change and its not use to it.
its in a mess. i need time to defragment it and warm up.
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