10:14 PM / Tuesday, February 26, 2008
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OKAY i shld really stop acting so gay..im actually turning into one i think. omg! HAHA
uh i just realise i love to talk shit when im dam tired.
stuff just pops out.~
need to control
need to stop bitching to much.and being 1
where is my self discipline go to..
i feel something is not right..did i do something wrong?
gosh.
you could have made my day but i screwed it up..
~missing IA.
i have feel like totally lost my values .
REFLECTION
sigh teddy bear didnt make it make...so did hong ru..
...
i cant believe im listening to some dysnasty warrior 2 song now .the grand-emo type.
i miss my shit acsbr friends
if we ever forget each other ...it going to be the saddest shit on this earth.
the times we spend
-slapping & pinching ea others fats
-hugging & gaying around
-anti&dao(some1)
-emo-ing,
-DOTAING ~~ LAN LOL
-acting like RETARDS.--REAL ONES--
-talking cock(nhf!) wahaha
AND SO MUCH MORE.
TEDDY i really miss you
although we nvr talk tht due to certain circumstances.. i feel so close to u.
WERID~..maybe its the retardedness we have in common..oh please stay the same.
Enjoy yourself in cjc..
AND DONT MISS ME THE HOT BABE! your eyes shall befall on me forever;)
so many good friends made. and now we all have to leave ea other.
wth...
and only some manage to stay in contact..
come to think abt it..sometimes
im such a lousy and useless friend...
where are you guys..sigh.
11:01 AM / Sunday, February 24, 2008
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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THANK GOD SEET AND WANMEIIII MADE IT THROUGH!!!
Im so glad for them. HAHAHAHA
now i have a good friend to accompany to school everyday! SEE U ON MONDAY BITCH !
and all thts left is for jade and hong ru to get in..
need to pray for them =)!
OH BIG THANKS TO BENEDICT!
I JUS LOVE MY CO FRIENDS. They just ROCK shit ASS.
quotteee "if ken doesnt make it,elliot will quit and the rest will leave "
THEY ARE SO SWEET OKAY~! and somehow it spread until EVEN my ogl heard abt it.
i think they are my next closest thing after my family.!
YESSS IM IN BLOODY ACJC NOW! WAHAHAHAH
DIE FAGS!
FRIDAY NIGHT MASS dance was fun! ( but not as fun as O1) haha but Still
some rabbit keep trying to hop on my TOE WTH
okayokay I really need to thank the econs lecturer finding out tht i pon lecture.
now i finally noe how lucky i am to be in Acjc.
I KNOW MY WAY THIS TIME!
need to really to start settling down. concentrating on what i shld really do.
but i noe i cant stop my feelings.
Thank god for always being there for me , answering all my prayers.
GOSH MY FAT TOE HURTS REAL BADLY!
9:05 PM / Wednesday, February 20, 2008
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im seriously in a very depress mood now..
and why now of all times does my father want to talk to me.
so much for trying to make me feel better.it just made it worse.
it really did.
if i only could scream my lungs out..i would.
cos i receive bad news from my co teacher today...
it hinted so obviously and yet indirectly tht i surely and mostly likely wont be able to make it back in.
thts the worse part..indirect statements..it just suck..
and i just cant stop swearing in my head...
!@#$ this.
i so do not want to stay in srjc. no way.
first day and i got caught for poning talks which lasted for 3 hours tht was burning up my ass.
we had to sit on the floor.
okay.and the people there are just weird . really really. except for some.
i dunno what to do.
i feel like crying .
only to find my tears stuck at the corners of my eyes.
im totally lost in every aspect.. even if i get in to AC.
things wouldnt be the same..and tht only i will Know.
it so un-understandable
i cant express what im really feeling..
what a total mess.."please let me in" to both
..
nvm i will crash ac for now..
Please lord,answer my prayer.answer all.
10:16 PM / Sunday, February 17, 2008
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daddy said i cried in my sleep the other night...
cfms what donkey had been claiming all this while///
tht i sleep talk.
daddy den summerise my life in acjc in 3 words
' blow row love' ~WTH? bloody retarded. but thts what he thinks~ ha!
mummy complains that i keep spacing out..
n benkey helps make things worse by bitching abt me! HAHA it totally runs in the family man..
but really, im totally lost again...
its good to know tht some friends will forever be there for u..
but still i need something to slap me hard back to earth.I seriously cant take it anymore...
7:10 PM / Saturday, February 16, 2008
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GOSH SO LOSERictic!~HAHAHAH
nooo my musCles!
but im STILL HYPER now. NOT!
dam pae is ending so soon...
and jae posting is coming out
im so NERVOUS
dam
WHY dont my parents understand me~?!
grrr
haha or is it the other way around? HAHA
gosh i gotta start thinking abt my life and stop fooliing around...seriously
yep and i think fluppy gummies freaking rocks okay.
anyway
Where should i GO after jae..omg i really really hate this qn . LIKE PLEASE i have no idea what im suppose to do now hahahah.
okay thts so not funny.-______-
KEN jus ROCKS ASS. HE CANT BEAR TO LEAVE ACJC neither does HE WANS TO GO THERE!
....
BLAHHAH dam i just I love my DA GE.
KORKOR lets capsize the same boat we are in.HAHAH
like screw you and leave yjc K .?!wooo ANYWAY lets just stick to our values and have integrity for now.really.. =d
AND DONT BETRAY..dam it at least read my bloody blog u bloody bitchslutwhore.whole life msn and sms my balls.EMO!
andd SPEAKING OF BETRAYAL OMG!
okay. i seriously need to work on tht.=S ..
bitchy&gossiping is addictive sport!
LOL
fine okay. i just need some self dicipline to keep my big sexy mouth shut ..and share my troubles to the right ones ha!
gosh i just realise im so darn cute!
uhh my hot butt hurts from today =(
and dam..DONT i JUST love my friends ~! HAHA
but im still quite disappointed..why do some people think this way.?
for now i will just find my inner peace ..and not give a shit what other ppl think.
"life is just fill with so many dam choices."
choices..how true for me now..
4:53 AM / Friday, February 15, 2008
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Omg.. im like coming super weird now...
if ken sees ken now. he would like think so too. haha.
I cant click tht well anymore..
and when i try to
it makes me feel so fake..
i keep spacing out.like really often..
SO MUCH for not emo-ing..
something is wrong wif me.. i need some QT ..
for self reflection and God.
something i shldnt have forsaken..im so sorry...
for
my weaknesses..
im so sorry
i miss my music
i miss my EX BARKER friends..(those not in acj and in)
i miss my old self..im really changing
10:51 PM / Friday, February 1, 2008
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enough of emo-ing for me.
i shall just continue my life.
but im still not giving up..
still at least give me a sign...
i think life is all abt overcoming our weaknesses...
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