6:05 PM / Wednesday, August 29, 2007
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hmmm and so prelims are over..Its not feeling as good as i thought it would be though..Something is missing..i cant figure it out myself. sigh* And im receving my results tml...so fast ! bleh.. hope tml doesnt come so fast. What if i dont get my A1s.What if i fail my crapy humanities. my aggregrate would be like what? 25+ zzz i thought abt it.. the BEST i can get will be like 1+1+1+6+3+6= 18pts for prelims. If i dont get this i think i will cry dam hard.. Its already so high..if i do any worst ...uhh lets not think abt it. i think..i shld jus relax now...and enjoy the calmness before the storm...and pray tht the winds would change direction and the storm would dissappear.-----And think abt the good stuff ...wait.....come to think abt it...nth..sigh* even my cca report. wth!. A1 grade but my 2007 pts all annulled ( my fault xD). Ruin my sec 4 cca life . UH whats this. The year when i actually fell in love wif my cca..all my sentimental memories.. all trash. sniff..SO earthly desires Do Corrupt men. shld have stop playing lan eariler. It ruined my life. see now my results and cca thingy all like crap.
It seems i would never be able to recover from 'it'.The truth always hurt and so i avoided it.But at least now i know...im not ready for it yet.
2:50 PM / Monday, August 27, 2007
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WAh sian..im feeling like shit now..whY! Today's e maths paper1 was super duper easy, can score..BUT NO ken must go make stupid mistakes. The qn put 2 must be the mode, he put 3 . whats THIS ! arhhh i hate this. LCM multiply to 600 when it suppose to be 60. Wth. careless all over. to think i did the paper in 1hr 10mins and check the paper through like mad. SEE.. OVER CONFIDENCE KILLS. i nvr check all the ones i thought was easy. GOOD JOB ! @#$% im may go crazy any moment.AHH GRrr..!
aiya.whats done is done...so let me DIE! =( ...tml emaths paper 2..still got hope for my a1..i must not give up!..i can forget abt my first position for maths though..SIGH* still...Its the LAST PAPER ! clb not considered haha
Summary for exams.
Predicted after exam ------ Hope Score
English: C5 ---b3
Humanities: E8---C5
Geography:F9---C6
Science: A2---A1
Amaths: A2---A1
Emaths: A2 ---- A1 (after paper 1 onli ) ;(
Why geog F9?! blame amaths! please ! =S after amaths paper was geog paper 2 the following day. my heaD was bursting =( so i couldnt do my last minute revison. My last minute revision makes 70% of my knowledge for a subject . so no last minute revision = DEAD haha. sigh..i cant study without time pressure..now i suffer the conseqeuous of it.its painful..trust me.
And my amaths wasnt tht lucky either...Sniff i think the number 8 probably hates me. For both papers i seem to always fall in defeat to question 8. WHY!!!
Paper 1 qn8 :Definite integration(area under a graph)
Paper 2 qn8: Vectors (relative velocity).
Sian i spottEd the vectors qns after paper 1 came out!the 1 tht goes.
(XsinY)i+(ZcosX)j...see LA gavin! we SHLD HAVE PRACTICE IT LOL!! aiyoo..tsk tsk why didnt we?! =S ..sniff sniff..Sigh*.. haha... at least i learn a lesson from my prelims..wait..what did i learn?Lol ;) jking
1. Never depend on last minute revision LOL
2.Never get over confident with a qns or two a qns
3.Never skip a qn you dont know how to do when you are practicing
4.Always go to the restroom before EVERY exam
-------------------Learned during this period--------------------
5.Pride comes before a fall
6.Forgiving is not forgetting,but remembering and accepting.(learned from luke's hse)
7. Then Jesus told him (Thomas), "because you have seen me , you have believed ; Blessed are those you have not seen and yet have believed." - John 20:29.. Have faith!
8:58 AM / Wednesday, August 22, 2007
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My amaths prelims paper 1 is today at 2.30pm.i have been waiting for this day ever since mid years..how? i really wanna to get my A1. as in seriously.. two papers upon 80.. and must get 60 for both..cannot afford to make any careless mistakes..im so nervous.Its 9.01am now..just a few more hours away..i really hope i will be able to do my best den =/ Come on..i practiced so hard! ANd Its not like geog and humanites where you study so hard and no improvement can be seen.haha..gosh i hate those. Well i think i will still love amaths no matter the outcome..i hope =S
haha some lame stuff tht my classmates do...i dont think we will have the time to fool around anymore =(
yummy candy floss! whopeee muhahaa
Hope all these pays off...gosh look at the mess.
Doesnt this guy really look like professor snape in harry potter?! haha thnks to ben ;) [taken in SCH]
aww..i got to admit..gabriel seriously has the guts! Look at him giving flowers to jon & ben [Ruan concert]
What a failure xD
8:52 PM / Friday, August 17, 2007
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I feel so pathetic now..my previous post was abt having memories tht really suck..today i jus receive a new one.and guess what? Its my ENglish 'o' Level oral examintions .. GREAT. okay la. i jus screwed up my reading passage BIG TIME..i was nervous like crap xD. at least my picture and convo went better than the prelims.. i guess =S..sigh.// shld have practice days before it started...what was i thinking?! now its stuck in my head..all the horrible mistakes i made..sigh*
I think the prelims is making me crazy too.. i have been stuffing myself wif food especially candy floss. To make things worst , i have lost my routiue of daily sit ups! GOsh i foresee a potbelly! am i going to come fat again? =( sigh* haha.
Day 2-3 of prelims
12:45 PM / Tuesday, August 14, 2007
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hmm..recently i been thinking of things tht have happen throughout my life..come on la..have you ever felt as if u wanted to erase a particular part of your life? esp something embarassing or hurtful. It really feels like shit la =\ haha we have to all face the fact 1 day..we all fear rejection !..oh well the truth always hurts muhaha but time cures it all..so i tell myself everyday tht i mustnt give up! ;)
No one is perfect
God shows his powers through our weaknesses
emotions and memories is what makes us humans
i have broken all my promises i have made..sorry i have let u down ..
My broken heartache.. prelims
1:45 PM / Monday, August 13, 2007
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i agree tht ken is going to fail hes combine humanities to a very large extent! well today was the start of my prelims..and obvoiusly it didnt go well... common i HATE SS AND SSH ! sian..demoralise me like crap...so much so tht i have to come online and dota again.. sigh* oh ya guess what 3 handphones went off during the exam LOl haHa.Lets see great escape ringtone? huff huff okay! time for dota! im gonna fail humanities tht for sure..now the rest?
I broke my spree.my dota free spree...
8:53 PM / Saturday, August 11, 2007
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uh..its 2 days to prelims..and what am i doing here? i dunno... everyone is mugging like shit but not me..great.N i had to play Dota..=./ oh well had to get rid of some depression..abit saddening...come 2 think abt it , recently i feel like i have hurt my holy spirit or something... sigh*.
Life still continues...at least i noe i love chocolate chips cookies =D coming fatter ea day... oh no.. okay..time for badminton again...2 days to prelims...
i wasted my day noo xD
10:08 PM / Wednesday, August 8, 2007
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Wah lao..Temptations are setting in again..its coming worst as ea day passes XD! how long more can i keep my spree going.. gotta keep on resisting! ..My brother la keep on playing dota LOL.. grr..tsk tsk prelims so near still wanna play.. somemore distract me . uhh..
Haha ^^ anyway today was like wasted day.. i DIDNT even touch my book. oh well lets see. i woke up extra early like 0430+ to find my back and ankles aching from the floorball match ytd. we got trashed , but hey we had fun haha [they had the teacher ;)] ! .tht was my last PE lesson in acs barker....man i think im gonna miss acsbr very much..feeling sentimental already jus by thinking of it humph.
OKAY so we went there, to QUEENS town stadium for the.. 'one acs national day celebration'haha. aiya.. it was so messy and Hot. gosh..i was sitting on the mat on the fields due to my slow reaction to find a seat xD.. and guess what..there was this Creepy insect tht looked like a centipede walking backwards near my shoes LOL. Yes yes .. to make things worse there was also a dead TOAD like 1m away infront from my friend and I.hmm for some reason i couldnt smell the stench from the toad ..unlike my friend who kept complaining how smell it was HAHA lol.
Despite the Sweltering heat , flies from the toad , and the disgusting creatures surrounding us, we manage to survive YAY!it sure did test our torlerance haha^^. we played cards secretly :S sssshh..
Mhhm it ended amazing fast. like 10am. eventhough it suppose to end at 11 haha =) we save 1 hour! yea!=D hmmm honestly i really felt like going home..BUT my friend had gotten out of bed jus to accompany me to the stadium !!. ( the rest decided to PON school ..onli 7 of my classmates were there LOL and it was supposedly compulsory >.< ) haha! so ya ..we decided to go to GAVIN's hse YAY.It was dam stupid la..waiting for a bus called 186 tht didnt appear for 40 mins. we didnt take it in the end.. instead we tried to walk there but took a wrong turn and instead got lost.LoL.. hmm but still we managed to get to hes hse by taking a bus tht we didnt noe could reach there -.- 153
OKay gavins hse is like a TREASURE COVE!!! ahhh! gosh he practically has everything, including stuff from hes childhood times ! haha he lend me' final fantasy advance tactics!' (its a gba game ) YAY!
SO we left at 1145 am.. gordon and me took a 1 hr 15 mins trip straight to hougang int. and we walked to my hse from there.hmm played badminton at my hse badminton court in the open..UH the WIND..badminton had came into a gunbound game. we didnt get to play a PROPER match! haha oh well at least it was 'fun' laughing our heads off ^^
BLahaha okay after tht we went home and i slept GG. wake up to watch '28 weeks later ' GOsh ITs SICK like mad jus like the previous 1 '28 days later' haha!hmm but overall it was good la ^^ haha. zzzzzzz played badminton after having my dinner and now finally siting in front of my com blogging now.. hi.this.is.the.present. =D im so tired..
i feel like i have disappointed so many people .. sorry all..sorry lord.its not onli 'not studying'..
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