hmmm...officially on 20sep, kaiden is 4mths old...well well times flies...

he learnt 2 flip on 15th Sep...n now he kept flipping non stop...n he will smile aft flipping...damn cute...

i tink i gg 2 start semi solids soon...since he is growing so fast n aint drinking much milk...

we bought more clothes for him...my bro sponsor a rocker cum walker for him...he is a big joy 2 us all...

daddy is great...got a new job...so going 2 start training...hope he can tahan both job at the same time...jiayou daddy...


he gave me flowers on a gloomy friday which brightened up my day...thanks super hubby cum daddy to kaiden

n bcuz of tat...we r back 2 honeymoon stage again...LoL...esp over the long wkend...

we also celebrated his mum bday...which turned out to b nt bad except for some hiccups...me saved him again 2 b his mum fav...hahaha...bought her a pair of gold earrings...nw his mum luv him super more...LoL...



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Recently i watched this 李国煌 show abt them going overseas...okie i only watched tat episode due 2 nth beta 2 do...

tis showcase them going 2 Japan...n learning abt their culture...

one most impt thing i learnt & tink tat Japanese shld be damn proud abt tis...

their trust in buying stuff in supermarket...let do a comparison..

In SG-->irritating housewives poke the fishes, choose the vege, poke the fruits...etc etc...

In Jap-->they jus take wateva is on top, as for the fishes they jus ask the staff to take for them...

tat SG woman who married a Jap said tat in Jap, they haf full trust tat wateva is selling is fresh since u wana buy fr them...u gotta trust them...

nex, they clear their own rubbish...separate them into different catergories like papers, plastics etc etc...

their upbringing is reli so good..now i reli agree wif the term "ugly singaporeans" haiz...



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Little kaiden turns 3mths old yesterday...he been chuckling more & more...smile at anyone who plays wif him...he's been labelled as "smiley baby"

he slp alot still & he luv 2 play wif saliva...

he hates 2 wear pants/shorts...he hates 2 b warm...his slp suit is jus a long sleeve top n diapers...

he luv human beings...esp his daddy & mummy...

he is super duper smart...mummy scold him, he dun look at mummy...

he is a big joy 2 us...although sometimes he fussed cuz he wana b cuddled n feel luv...we jus luv him alot...

hmm...more updates in future...tune in....



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tis week marks the end of my ML as i will be starting work on wed...argh wonder if i can cope w/o kaiden during those hrs i at work...

yup...super unhapi tis week...kinda turned off by my in-laws...

hate them...yup i m one person tat seldom use such extreme words...yet i use the word hate on them...

they r reli pissing me off...
1st they dun understand their son & made him sad..
2nd they framed me..
3rd wat kind of parents threaten own son...by saying they wana commit suicide by jumping down...

haiz...wont go in details cuz will upset me more...

now for the hapi stuff...

yippy...kaiden is growing real fast...here's some basic achievements by him...

he smiles everytime he wakes up...n oso anytime when he sees us (daddy,mummy,grandpa & uncle)
he makes alot of cooing noises whenever his dad feeds him in da morning...
he cries for attention when he wan milk or his diaper need to change...
he luv to slp wif us hugging him on our shoulders...n rock him gently...
he burp like a monster...n farts like a monster...(super loud loh)
he oways rub his eyes whenever he start feeling slpy...
he chuckles when we talk 2 him more...
he can grab alot of stuff...

he is reli a joy for both of us....luv u always...



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Ooops...reli i hav forgotten until my bb told me abt tis...yup...times flies...n he actually rmb...while i gt 2 forgetful abt all our anni n stuff...

guess who blaming who for being unromantic...haha...

seriously having a kid somehow makes u unromantic..cuz everything u do nw is for kaiden n kaiden only...u hav forgotten abt ur other half...(super guilty)

n due 2 getting busy wif kaiden...we hardly ever talk...no couple life...n of course no more romantic...(kinda hate tis)

worst due 2 him wkg nite shift...we reli drift apart...(spent a whole lot of time blaming him)

was reli seeing e light when he told me he wana change 2 wk morning shift...hmmm hope he can get it...well it of course mean lesser pay...but hell lot of time for me n kaiden...

imagine who is closer to kaiden....me n grandpa...he's been to tired aft his wk n jus slp...he hav nt been interacting well wif our kaiden...he even lost touch on how to coax kaiden...haiz...

we r gg for a short trip to kl soon...hope we can haf some time to plan abt kaiden...n of course ourselves...esp how 2 manage kaiden n oso our luv life...

i rather tired...i hope i wont bcum like him...cuz when i tink of myself gg wk n will spend less time wif kaiden...n kaiden will tink i m a stranger soon...furthermore kaiden is learning alot nowadays...making more noises...learning to recongise us...cant bear to leave him alone...

hmm...i duno...u knw i cant keep stuff...so i blurt out all my feelings to him...kinda make him feel bad aft tat...haiz...poor him...tink he muz be damn gloomy...

i know our luv is strong but jus tat our timing kinda make us drift apart a little...n as we r totally new parents...tis caught us n create more barrier...

well well...i know we can get thru tis n b stronger...gdluck...just nid more time...



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This post is dedicated 2 kaiden's superdad...

yup...been neglectg him quite awhile...

true wif kaiden ard...my hubby hav becum superdad...

every morng w/o fail he will bath kaiden n feed him while i slp a little longer...

then he will wash kaiden's clothes if he gt no work...if he gt wk he will slp...

then he will wake up at 4.30pm n change kaiden's diaper n feed kaiden...b4 going 2 work..

tis is his only interaction wif kaiden everyday...

he hav been givg me alot of support n luv esp those days when kaiden is cranky...

he's nt gd at expressg himself...but i can c his luv when he cuddles n play wif kaiden...

he'll nt 4get me too...often gimme a hug when i nid...n nv 4get gdbye kiss when he goes 2 wk...

i m reli glad 2 hav him...i believe mummy is super hapi tat he is takg real gd care of ur daughter...

he even put up wif my shouting & flaring of temper when times i get so frustrated wif kaiden's crying & oso when daddy do careless stuff (but wth...daddy is learning...so cant i b more nice?)-->i will remind myself 2 b grateful...

i luv kaiden alot...cant imagine it is e result of our luv...i wana hav another baby...but nt now...mayb in 2 yrs time...get a bunny baby...



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BaBy KaiDen is GrowIng so Fast...5.06kg at 5weeks...gosh..wat the fish does is eat?

Tis little cheeky pic is sadist mummy ignoring him crying and take the pic...kinda nice shoot...mummy luv tis...

hahaha....my boy is getting smarter...like we wear anklet for him on one leg...he keep shaking onli tat leg...now we change to the other leg...he shake the other leg...

how facinating to c him grow & change every day...its nice to hav kids...they reli bring joy n challenges into our lives...

okie gtg...kaiden is wanting attention again...






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Kaiden is going one mth soon...he hav grown alot bigger n stronger...

hmm...he is now drinking 120-150ml of milk milk...which of course i am stil supplementg wif FM...no choice cuz mummy cant drink plain water n aint producing much BM for u...

he is more stable nw...normally will slp longer aft each FM...nite time is total BF...n wake up every hr or 2...

tried diff diapers on him...mamy poko & huggies r da best...poko hav tis trap shit tingy...tat trap his poo...huggies aint bad too...worst is pampers n drypers...thick n uncomfy n made kaiden hav diaper rash...

he's been making tons of "ooohhh, argh, pooo" sound...even when he is slpg...

he hates to b disturb when slpg n will always make tons of stretchg noise b4 finally hapi 2 wake up...he sweats alot alot...even slpg in aircon room...kaoz...

he luv 2 b hug n cuddle by mummy...of course i spoil him...but tink again...shld he grown older...he can crawl n run n walk...he wont even wan u to carry him...

okie i admit i reli spoil him...esp aft every feed...i will carry him for half an hr & more...tis is also to prevent him fr puking milk...

smart chubby boy but mummy & daddy luv ya alot alot...



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Baby kaiden...my precious little boy...is growing at an amazing speed...

ytd we caught him shaking his head to 罗志祥's fast song...

e day b4...mummy wana box him on his face then he imitated mummy n wana box mummy...

kaiden is a super smart boy...BM him more n more...n after every FM he stil wan mummy's B for comfort...

tis boy jus recover fr jaundice..then heat rashes...then nappy rash...

sumtimes i wish bb can talk 2 me...at least we know wat he wans...

kaiden hav been bringing me n hubby closer tog...we hav 2 deal wif "old" people saying n modern stuff...we luv watching kaiden tog....brought us tons of joy n laughter n also hapi tears...

we luv u alot alot kaiden...n i m sure alot of ppl dote u too...

u faster grow up n grow strong ok?



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Yippy...tons of hapi stuff now...

been thru alot of ups & dwns...n finally presenting my bb kaiden...

Jus arrived on 25th May 2009 at 16.20hrs & weighing 2.92kg...is jus a bundle of joy...

labour process was hard but we manage thru...adding more love 2 us...

~Kaiden birth story~

yup...tis is written 2 keep a record on how he came 2 tis wonderful world...

on 24th may...stil feeling mild contractions...decided 2 wait longer...

on 25th may...got contractions whole nite...abt 30mins apart but stil bearable...thus decided 2 chk in 2 KKH in early morning since i will be having checkup too..

6.40am rch kkh...did a routine chk & nurses called e DR...
7.13am sent 2 delivery suite room 6 2 wait for Dr 2 come
8.20am Dr arrived & broke my waterbag...gosh e feelg was like hot water gushg out...& he also put me on drips 2 help speed up dilation...
8.46am felt e 1st pain...took in some gas...
9.10am felt more pain...took in gas again
9.41am nurse came in 2 chk...4cm dilated le...
9.58am ask for epidural & cried for mummy...tinkg of mummy...
10.24am started 2 itch all over..side effect of epi...dilated 7cm le...hubby took some warmed water n rub on me 2 soothe e itchiness...
10.38am i was feelg high...
11.11am add more drugs 2 make dilation even faster...
12.26pm 9cm dilated...stop epi drug...
12.49pm 1st attempt 2 push wif nurse help...but cant as e cervix aint fully opened...so nurse asked me 2 rest n if in pain...use e gas
13.34pm 2nd attempt 2 push...nurse suggest wait 4 baby head 2 b lower than push...

time slowly past waited till ard 3pm...tried pushg n failed...Dr assisted e pushg...

an hr past & Dr will use forceps if baby is stil nt out...as baby will suffocate since more than an hr le..

so we prayed n gave one last push...then kaiden is out at 16.20pm...aft tat i was too tired 2 react....

thx gdness hubby was with me all the while n gave me support...luv ya alot alot...

looking aft kaiden was tough esp 1st few days...we duno kaiden's moods and do stuff...but now is getting beta...

kaiden got tons of ppl doting him...aunties n uncles fr msia rush 2 c him...jerry's mum n aunt oso dote him...kaiden got god-daddy le...no god-mummy yet...

most impt...kaiden got daddy & mummy luv...tons of luv...

sumtimes u notti...no choice mummy beat beat u...but u ustd & b gd...

okie mummy n daddy will luv u more n more...so u b gd...



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hmmm...today is 22nd May le...if kaiden u stil nt out by 25th May...u will b overdue....

too comfy inside mummy huh...n daddy is wasting lve on u....so u faster come out...mummy is getting more aches n etc etc....

dilated 2.5cm since 18th May n no news fr u...hmmm...wat u doing inside mummy?

okie tell myself to wait for u patiently....occupied myself with relaxing n watching tv...but hor...u r making mummy cant slp at nites...aches n suffocation wif ur power legs kicking at mummy's heart...



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cant slp...tired of waitg game...havin more contractions n tearing..stil bearable thou...so wonder when will kaiden wana come out...

sms another mummy today...she went 4 her chkup...n she oso will be seeing my gynae too...wonder hw is she...her edd is suppose 2 b a day b4 mine...she is da one tat made my kaiden pillow...i m sure kaiden will luv her...n oso be buddies 2 jonas...

hell..ltr MIL coming 2 visit me wif aunt...wonder hw will it turn out...kinda dun wish tis 2 happen...tat day she tink tat bb kaiden is out n we din tell her...kaoz...well but she is reli e "Monster-In-Law" which i wont elaborate...i jus hope she wont pissed me off...or create more prob for me n hubby...if nt i reli will blow n hate her alot alot...

meanwhile, my hubby is slping like a pig now...kaoz...tis horrible man...i oso nth 2 say...but he is stil nice 2 bully...hahaha...

i reli hope can tahan till monday...at least i can haf more days of rest b4 i bcum some moo moo providing BM...n etc etc...



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Happily went 4 chkup on 11th May & got shocked of my life...dr did a VE on me...n said i was like 1.5cm dilated...i was in total shocked...i din even felt any tearing...so dr ask me in hurry to giv birth...i said no...

so he told me earliest by fri n hope to c me on 18th for appt...n he did it wif a luff...so i guess i wont survive tis wkend...haiz..

kinda like then rush to start my ML...haiz...

nice little stuff tat my colleagues did...bought me a cake...to satisfy my cravings...so sweet...

now i m on e waiting game...kinda tormenting n torturing to me...

hubby & me worried tat e so call"u know when e time is here" tingy kick in too slow for us...since we both kukus 1st time...hahaha...then wait baby come out in cab or at hm how?

so both of us abit scare...nervous...sian...n etc etc...tons of kuku emotions...haiz..

okie i tink e nex time i update is when my monster is out...hahahaha..



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Went for chkup ytd...

woot...muz take temp n wear mask le...

argh..i lost weight...shucks...baby gain weight...n glucose in urine gt higher...

baby is now 37weeks n 2days le...will need 2 go for weekly chkup le...

1st time doc commented tat baby looks cute fr side view...

baby kaiden..mummy can c u soon le...dun bully mummy again...

u naughty boy...recently kick mummy n make mummy diff in breathg n also gastric again...

thx gdness mummy gg 2 b on ML soon...then can sayang u at hm....

daddy also preparg ur arrival...he nid 2 wk till 21st may then take a mth lve...so u beta dun disturb daddy...he wont get much pay then...

daddy also luv u alot but he too tired as tis mth he tryg 2 wk more n save $$ for u...

okie hope mummy stress n anxiety will go dwn...i m tryg 2 relax...i tink i reli tio depression le...sure cfm tio post-natal blues...argh...

been like cryg recently...gotta stop if nt daddy will wori...



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hmmm...been recuperatg at hm...

gettg beta n beta le...can start eatg rice n more solid food...

but stil can feel e pain sumtimes...

n often rather tired easily...

will b back at wk on 8th May & startg my ML on 18th May....

kinda vexed & stressed by family...bb...n bb's family...my buddy said i shld jus dun bother n take care of my own health...keep tinkg for everyone n ruin my own health....

ya man...i jus wana b hapi...tryg real hard too...i nid a getaway...cool dwn n recharged....

been wif a forum n so hapi reading so mani mummies popping...super excited abt mine own too...

went mummies expo fair ytd...almost wana die...walk abit then super tired....wanted to get a thermometer but failed...end up gg to METRO expo sale...n bb bought tons of crocs shoes...cheap cheap for him la...we bought baby a bath tub n oso a mini fan for his stroller...

tink i gt everytik le...nw juz hav 2 nurse my health...make myself strong by drinking ginseng or chkn essence and await for bb kaiden's arrival...

okie i go slp le...very tired...gdnite...



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~Moo Moo clothings~

cute sia...heehee...u will luv it...

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Hmmm…super long no update….

Beginning of the wk, I was busy wif company yr end closing…thus super tired fr tons of data entries…

N was stil dreamg of mummy & constantly tinkg of her…end up wif slpless nights tat start 2 affect me at wk…

Then also was so troubled by handling confinement & baby stuff all by myself…I mean bb does help me…but I guess he is also max out…so poor him…finally start 2 raise voice n lose temper…

Decide 2 take on my colleague’s advice & take a short break…thx 2 his cousin…we gt cheap rates 2 chk into Conrad…

So was reli lookg 4ward 2 it…for a planning retreat wif bb & also rekindle some couple time…

Finally the time hav come…we chked into Conrad 21st storey…wah the view was great…n e svc is superb…nv will e reception bring u up personally 2 ur room…

Bathrm wif rubber ducky…yeah I can giv my boy boy to play…since I been wantg one very much too…LoL

As my bb worked the night before…so we chked in & let him nap for awhile…aft tat we went shoppg n dinner…n back 4 discussion…nt bad for e 1st day…we managed 2 clear most of e issues…

2nd day we woke up early morng n forgotten tat we r in SG…so most shops open at 11am…uh huh…kaoz…ended up with no gd place 4 breakfast…so we took a quick bite n went 2 visit my mummy…

bought mummy some almond paste & stayed there for quite awhile…been so long since I visited her…due 2 my physical condition…

then we went back 2 hotel…n bb went dwn for a swim while I bath n rested…

gd times reli flies…then we went 2 his hse n pay his mama a visit…

tat is horrible & I wont go into details…n esp puttg in my blog…hahaha
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Gettg more n more tired nowadays…n baby grew but not me…haiz…so constant breathless etc…

Update u again…

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Tis penguin gg 2 b a mummy soon...

finally got a name for my bb le...japanese version of an english name....kaiden...in future my gal will be kailyn...

went for my doc appt ytd...signed my delivery package....signed the form 2 donate my cord blood...

stil got a few more stuff 2 prepare for bb kaiden...

1. more mittens n booties...
2. baby infant milk powder...
3. baby diapers...
4. baby nail clippers..
5. cotton disposable panties...
6. baby blosters & pillows
7. wet tissues
8. cotton wool balls

fat kaiden is now 1.6kg at 31weeks....n squashing my organs thus i got more n more difficulty in breathing...haiz...

enuff for time short break...gtg back 2 wk...



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Ya was missin in action...kinda lost interest in everytik...slowly recoverin fr a big big wound...

my dearest beloved mummy has gone 2 heaven le...rather sudden n stil overcomin her leavin us...yup dad is e most affected....he was there when mummy past away...

i tot she stil can tahan abit longer...well i took pm leave on 3rd Mar & was at KK patiently waitg 4 mummy 2 b here tog wif bro n daddy...

she was sent 2 hosp by ambulance as she cld nt walk...lucky we sent her on time...her heartbeat was like 204/min...gosh...

then we were all at her side...my strong mummy...tis is e 1st n e last time i heard her whine in pain...tat reli hurts me alot alot...

aft everytin...she was sent 2 POA aka Post Operation Area where she was bein monitored until her condition stablized then she can b put 2 e ward...

they did a blood test n xray then...we waited patiently again n massage n rub mummy 2 ease her pain...

at abt 8++9pm...doc talked 2 us...told us 2 prepare 4 e worst...yup i cant help it n broke dwn in tears....i even told mummy n was in tears...i rmb her talkin 2 me.."cry wat cry, gt wat 2 cry" until 2day i stil rmb tis few words...cuz tis is e longest sentence she ever spoken 2 me b4 she is gone....

doc gave her morphine n blood...n i left her rather late...i reli regret leavin her...i shld hav stayed...

mornin i went 2 wk n was like jus there nt long...n kana a fone call fr hosp...i rushed like mad 2 hosp...n stil too late...she is gone 4eva...

i cried like mad...huggin her...n until nw i stil wana hug her...i miss her voice too....

times flies these past few days...took a few more days of leave 2 settle stuff as she left so suddenly...

oso i can hav more time 4 my daddy...daddy been in dazed nowadays...i m rather worried 4 him...

nw we onli hav daddy....n me n bro promised 2 pei him as much as we can n oso make him hapi...

thx alot for many frens tat turned up & gave me support & encouragement...I'll slowly get well...

i cant do it fast enuff..it will take mths to a yr...cuz mummy is e best...she knows us best...she oways there 4 me...nw she is gone...i m reli lost...

tons of stuff 2 settle...

1. daddy's health & hapiness
2. my own health n bb
3. mummy's remaining stuff 2 clear n settle
etc etc...



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ya...2day is my bday but i gt no mood....

I juz wish tat mummy can live & pei me 4 another bday...take a short wish at one time...

mornin when i woke up...she was in pain...so i massage her...then she said she rather die than kana torture...haiz...

duno sia...so depressin...

well well...juz pray n hope 4 da best...

~Ytd~
came back 2 wk takin urgent lve...tons of stuff 2 clear...n no appetite 2 eat...end up eating my BF all the way till lunch...unbelievable loh...

tat save $$ too...haha...

when i went hm...wah biang...i was like e those cartoons tat show dark clouds onli stickin 2 me...

ya...so in front of me is bright & shiny...while on top of me is drizzlin...damn

then i was talkin 2 bb...n he ask me 2 look out for rainbow...

n true enuff...i saw rainbow...a big big one...n he saw it at sembawang too...

so swt 2 b so far yet seein e same rainbow...thus warm my heart a little...made me hapi a little...

then dinner din take much again...juz no appetite...

~TuE~
gt a fone call fr mummy in hosp early mornin...doc told her abt her swollen kidneys...then nt too sure if shld op or nt...n gt risk...scare me sia...

then i cried la...n bb cried too...made me luff n shoot him back...u cry simi cry...n he told me..."tat one oso my mummy mah"...so cute...

thus both of us heavy hearted went 2 find her...sayang her...

n called 4 e doc 2 explained 2 us...but doc went 4 course...evenin then free...so we waited...

nw tis head doc at least beta...told us tat mum muz go 4 op...no choice...then nid 2 continue her chemo...cuz no choice...her cells grew n oso spread...

argh...reli tormentin 2 us...

n then aft seein e doc...he let my mummy discharged...n b back on 3rd mar 4 review n op date n oso tell us abt e op...



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Hapiness does end real fast...

haiz...gt a big blow recently

ya...mum's report aint gd...cells nt under ctrl...got bigger n even spread 2 her liver...as she feel weak tis time...she told e doc tat she cant go thru another rd of chemo...n oso they found a lump in her heart...tis is another time bomb...cuz the size of the lump is enuff 2 block her artery...

yeah imagine her shock...yup she is a strong woman...outside she tries nt 2 make us wori...but i know she aint feelin gd inside...but then who will feel gd inside...

took urgent leave tat day...went hm...she start settlin all e will n stuff...i jus pray n hope tat she can tahan a few more mths...

bb was nice 2 accompany me tat day...he said he caught my dad in dazed too...haiz...

wat will u do w/o ur mum? ya...tis make me wori n sad...yet i hav 2 remind myself 2 be strong for them...but i oso gt my limitations...

well well...jus pray n pray bah...

thx 2 my dearest bb...bring mummy go c chinese sinseh 2day....

no choice mum's fever been fluctuating since sat...n she ate panadol but nt well...all of us working n dad work till 2pm...thus poor bb gt 2 OT at my hse...hahaha...

okie gt 2 wk le...busy busy monday as usual...



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yeah...time reli flies...

My little 1 week of hapiness wif bb hav come 2 an end...he starts workg 2day...

come tink of it...tis little week was well-spent...

1. He learnt 2 cook curry chkn fr my daddy...yummy...
2. He helped me in makg vday pressie 4 all my colleagues & made everyone hapi...
3. He hav been massagg my leg every nite wheneva I encountered leg cramps...
4. He watched DVD wif me, those kind of lovey dovey romantic serial tat gal luv, but men dreads...
5. We spent our time planng future tog again...bot some bb stuff, pack our hse..make it beta...

Tis reli made me appreciate him alot...made both of us realized tat luv is reli such a wonderful ting...b it honeymoon period 4 us...

but we told ourselves no matter wat we will talk it out...communication & trust r e 2 impt issues in our r/s...

althou we duno each other long enuff....b4 we got married etc etc...but everytin seems almost perfect...

haha...we watched some movie tog & luff abt it...made us realized tat some couples r so weird...n oso oways men r e one tat wont rmb all e impt dates...n got punished...

okie gtg slp le...tml gt wk...





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我的亲爱的,不知不觉我们已经在一起一年了. 好爱BB orh...

BB very very swt 2 me...make me willin 2 reli giv all 2 him...

we jus celebrated our 1yr anni tog...hahaha...

perhaps due 2 past experiences tat made me decided 2 tie myself dwn 2 him w/in a short while n nt waste time...n i did e rite ting so far...

he surprised me w a gift n a luv letter written all in mandarin 4 me...which i like them alot...

n i reli thx 老天爷 4 sendin him 2 me...haha...

luv e time we spent tog...nv once i fail 2 make him luff n smile...nv once he reli pissed off w me even thou i flare temper at him...

i in candyland...hahaha...

~CNY Reunion~
Yippy...aunt fr Msia and UK came 2 Sgp 4 visit cum c me...heehee...

Was hapi wif my little family reunion...except 4 small hiccups...but stil fine...

~Me~
Yup...brought my buddy n bb 2 pray 太岁...then had a great fun outing wif 2 slackers...

oso went 2 CITY ALIVE 2009...n was rather disappointed...cuz mayb nt for me...but more for youngsters...its more on hip hop...n mayb cuz i compare wif zoukout...which is alot of times more fun...

was abit pissed wif bb tat day...cuz i too tired la...reli cant b like last time..chiong all e way...n worst stand for hours...

in da end went hm at abt 1am...then slp...n in e middle of nite wake up wif cramp on e rite leg...lucky gt bb wake up n massage moi de legs...if nt sure die...

suddenly gt flu...wah biang....sore throat wif blood...argh....n cant eat my non-drowsy clarinase cuz tat time kana affected by it...so back 2 drowsy flu medi...n reli slp until almost fail 2 wake up for work...gosh...powerful medi...too strong for my body...



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Woot...too busy wif tons of stuff...thus gg 2 b a long update...

On 19th Jan 2009, I m proud 2 call myself Mrs Chan...hahaha...din slp whole nite...1st due 2 Mr Chan n him makin me angry...

Nex i tink i was too excited...so 4.30am i finally fell aslp n hav 2 wake up at 5.30am...kaoz...

did my make up n BB turned up at 7.10am 2 fetch me...had a little tea ceremony & off we go 2 his hse 4 e tea ceremony...did it all during e auspicious time of 7-9am...as our ROM was at 1pm...we cld hav a little rest...

but i cant...cuz i cant slp as i cant mess up my hairdo...haiz...so end up feelin rotten...thanks gdness bb massage my neck & shoulders 4 me...

ROM-->woot it reli happened so fast...w/in a few mins n all it is done...husband & wife...LoL...i stil can rmb tat both of us were stil in a daze...

off we go to Taka crystal jade 4 lunch...yummy...n of course i change out of tat gown...

bb is da hapiest...all e pics taken showed his smile until cant c his eyes...LoL...

bcumg married yet dun feel anytin at all...till nw i stil keep 4getin 2 wear my ring...n we r stil very swt...honeymoon period til i duno when...

luv bb alot...

~Eve of CNY~
Nw Reunion dinner muz eat twice le...reli nt used 2 it...haiz...

lucky bb hse eat earlier...they had lunch cuz his mei mei nid 2 go in-laws hse eat oso...

One ting i kenot tahan is his mama naggin & complain...perhaps cuz my mummy hardly complain...but i know most women does tat...

she's been naggin since early mornin...complainin tat she gt 2 do tis...do tat n his pa is shakin leg...

e worst hit came when i saw her preparin e sharks fin...OMG....nv m i gg 2 stomach tat...

hw ignorant or shld i say "simple" can she b...she pour in e semi de-frosted shark fin into e pot of nt semi boil water...then she put in e broth...n e crab meat...n e starch...then w/o even cookin it n makin it hot...she off e fire...when i qn her...she told me she jus wan e little warm heat 2 de-frost e shark fin n crab meat...n she told me tat dun u know tat shark fin cant b cook early...gt 2 cook onli when wana eat...

hmmm...but all e bacteria will b in e pot...gosh...is she fed up doin so much cookin tat she jus simple heck care n throw everytin in? haiz...no comments...jus tot tat i was nv brought up tis way...thus i kinda turn off by her action...but i choose 2 keep quiet...

one ting fr nw i learn is 2 keep quiet...so to avoid any conflict tat may cuz bb 2 b sandwiched...

well i was compensated wif a nice family dinner at own hse...HOME SWEET HOME i guess...

~1st day of CNY~
Went 2 visit my grandma n my uncle...saw most of my cousins n aunties tis time...

alot was shocked tat i was married as they hav nt been keepin contact wif us...as they oways consider our family poor n sick...but who cares...

then i hav 2 deal wif sarcastic relatives like them..which me n my bro rather stay far away..

in da end we jus show our faces each yr 2 pay visit 2 my grandma n b done wif it...

~2nd day of CNY~
bb's family day...so we went 2 his relatives hse for visitin...hmmm was kinda taken back when we saw such a big warm family...all super nice 2 each other...

n sumtin bad came along...hahaha....i was feelin rather queasy n cldnt stomach anytin...jus when i wana eat e mutton wif nasi brani...his mum shouted at me..

"Dun eat e mutton, nt gd" hmmm i was reli shocked...n kept quiet...anyway i din wana eat e mutton as it was so tough...end up scoopin e gravy n eatin wif e brani...

another shocked came when bb came 2 my rescue...he talked back 2 his ma n told her off...haiz...

well...i juz keep quiet thru out...then quietly told him nt 2 talk back in future...nt nice 2 treat his ma like tis...juz keep quiet n will b fine...n he understood...

i ended up being so tired n since bb nid 2 wk...i went hm 2 slp...e tot of me stayin at his hse eatin nt fresh food n nt properly treated food make me wana puke...n oso nt gd for my health...



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It's like a week past 2009 & finally i can spare some time 2 update myself...

Well well, as age catches up...mayb 4 me onli...there aint any more new yr resolution 4 me...

guess i m jus too lazy 2 tink aft yrs of unable 2 fulfil it anyway...

been a gd start so far except 4 little minor spoilers...

had my ROM party for my frens...was abit disappted when some close frens din turn up...perhaps as each of us grow up...we drift apart...n new frens came along...some frens found new bf again...so nt bad..n glad 2 c my kor n e rest too...

took some pictures of my gifts but unable to load it yet...will find time...

made my mum hapi n tired...food was nt bad too...except it was late but my little feedback was rewarded with a complimentary mango cake. So lookin forward 2 marriage life...

nt jus hav 2 tink 4 my parents now...oso hav 2 tink 4 his parents too...tat is a big headache...

recently i tink his parents are reli turnin us off...n givin us real hell of a time..jus hopin 4 sunshine aft e rain...giv them time 2 slowly adapt n accept...

then another big bomb will drop on them again....hahaha...tat time we will c how again...althou we hav oredi anticipated some reactions fr them...keke...

thx alot 2 my dearest mummy..super understanding 2 everytin...n much much easier 2 talk & givin me so much solutions...

pray 4 her health...she is a strong woman...so i know she will pull thru de...“妈妈，加油!"

Many frens oso become father tis brand new yr...congrats to Sean in korea of becumin a 1st time daddy & Greg in Japan in addin another kid...

Wk wise...nt tat bad...tons of stuff 2 do..but stil can cope...jus ended a impt media conference ytd...

Funi ting is when my Chief Exec imitated me in skipping...tat reli gave me a shock of my life...n made my receptionist laughed non stop...fancy a 60yr old man behavin like a kid...haha

oh well...guess my hapi syndrome flood the company...

tat's me...hapi i will skip & luff...sad i will jus keep quiet...n when i sad or unhapi...everyone knows nt 2 "mess" wif me...

took my bridal shoots tat day...damn tiring...gosh major turn off 4 wedding sia...putting on heavy makeup...fake eyelashes...changin of gowns...spoilin of my hair...yucks...

nw awaits 4 ROM day...choosin own vows...tinkin of place 4 lunch...argh...

gettin married is such a big boo boo...esp wif restrictions here n there...n tons of moni wasted...

n honeymoon period is 4 couple 2 rest aft long torturin session....



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heehee....its sunday wat 2 do...laze like piggy...woke up damn early 2day...then ate my bf cum lunch then started stonin...chattin wif parents la...

then surf net...play games & rot again...

poor bb...wk fr 7.30pm till 2day 7.30am & headed straight 4 course at Yishun ITE till nw...n ltr we r off 2 club st 4 gown fittin...he's gg 2 b like linus's blue blanket....being drag ard in future...

yeah commentin on his hse n ways 2 make it a cosy hm...oh well...guess i will giv up soon...cuz bet his mum will kill us...but reli juz dun get it hw can she live her life like tis...

hmmm....suddenly gt cravin 2 buy shoes...heehee...wana go far east 4 shoppin of cheap shoes...esp flat ballet shoes...used 2 haf pink one...then wore off...gt 2 hunt 4 a silver shoes 4 photoshoot anyway...

target 2 get like 3 pairs of new shoes...heehee....n more shoppin...nid 2 get a few dresses...cant wear most of my clothes anymore...DUHZ....

argh....hungry again...okie gtg....



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darn e stupid rain...make me stayed at hm for countdown n suffered...hahaha

well we spent our xmas spring cleanin & revamped his room..re-arranged his whole room...

nw we can go buy a queen size bed & put it in...then can oso hav space for little monster...keke...

lookin 4ward 2 our married life...but i guess most of e time e bed will b cold...cuz our wk timin is so so different...

nw achin all over n super duper tired...but i like it when both of us aft clearin everytin...bathe n was lying down on e tiny bed...we felt so hapi dreamin abt our future...

well well...we did gt turn off by his doggie n his mama's behaviour...haiz...nvm loh...slowly bah...at most i sealed myself in e rm can le...

daddy's leg rot again...yucks....on xmas eve...he went 2 c doc...leg got pus...n super disgusting...

n he cant walk loh...c tis time bomb explode again...haiz...y cant he jus listen n stop eatin those food tat he cant eat...gdluck 2 me then...



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yeah yeah...super long no blog...busy wif tons of stuff...shoot me la...

lets c wat major updates....

hmmm....

1) Angelic mummy goin for radiotherapy....okie okie...she is stil copin well wif her chemo...i tink abt 3 more rds...then off she goes for radio...stil luv seein her smiles....except sometimes she is in pain...

so mummy dearest hang on there....

2) demon mother-in-law (mil)...haha imagine her like 我的野蛮奶奶....scary....

i jus hope she can tink beta n dun make my bb suffer so much...super pity bb la...reli super duper stress....

n hor...his sis suddenly nt preggie anymore....argh....guess she too weak la...which oso mean i gt more burden n kinda make me wana run...

3) ROM chalet...

Wah biang...tis is killin me...fr personally makin invite cards n all the little tiny tings...i reli does enjoy every single part of it...

well except for his mum issue abt inviting her relatives which is like "duhz" n etc etc...oh pls spare me...n "keep my fingers crossed" for the day itself...hope she wont gimme any last min stunts...

4) bf....

pay cut...OT cut...even double pay cut....n a oways askin for more moni de mummy n super duno hw to tink....poor him...

mayb tat y i spoilt him too...until he abit take me forgranted sia....so was like super disappted...

then upset...then emotional due to nw my current state...

i almost wana "kill" tis me...

5) my buddy...

gd gracious...he is in luv wif XXX....funi la...

haha no more comments... (>_<)

6) work...

colleagues falling sick one aft another...dun pass to me...

had a xmas lunch cum movie...nt bad...

discover more secrets of colleagues....

discover more fun side of colleagues....

totally cool work place to be...hahaha

7) okie okie....the "best" part is here....

ME ME ME ME

suffer fr a terrible painful hormone jab for like 4days...gosh wat strong medi...was like limping...

growin fatter n fatter...fr 38kg nw 44.5kg le...

cant seems to fit in to my clothes anymore...

gettin more n more tired nowadays...cant chiong n stay up whole nite anymore...

enjoying yet suffering too...

enjoyin cuz my colleague gladys shared wif me the joy...wat to expect...wat to do...her past experiences...

suffering cuz cant walk properly..oways kana nag kenot eat tis...kenot eat tt...

even at wk oso...dun carry heavy stuff like annual reports....dun cut stuff...hahaha...felt so protected...

argh i miss my alcohol aka my weekly vitamins...hahaha...mum say our family is hopeless all alcoholic...drink alcohol like drink plain water...n stil no effect...onli mum is da odd one out...

okie okie gtg...back to wk....



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hmmm....kana rain on fri then fell sick...finally 2day abit okie le...

suddenly felt more n more pressure...but damn i super admire my bb more n more....

haiz...dun get it...hw cum gt such family members...if bb nt ard, i tink his family cfm collapsed...

1st his useless father...old liao nvm...cant get full time job nvm...stil duno hw 2 save e moni he get fr pt job...stil anyhw spend...worst oways nt at hm...go out spend time wif fren n oso xxx....tis kind of father...so sad 2 haf such father...

2nd his mother...weak yet dun listen n take care...dun eat properly...dun exercise...reli duno wat 2 say...oso nt much savings...reli super dependent on bb...

bb poor ting la...recession...OT cut...then stil muz feed father...mother...himself...a dog n 6 rabbits...n oh my god...e rabbits eat non stop...nt even enuff 2 feed e humans stil muz feed e animals...

cant imagine he stil muz feed me n little monster...i tink he reli super change alot le...he cant go play much...cant go hapi wif frens...oways at hm...walk 2 mrt instead of takin shuttle bus...walk 2 wk instead of takin bus oso...eat packed dinner...wonder wat i did 2 deserve such a good guy...

poor him...wonder if he can tahan longer or nt...he muz b damn suay 2 mit me sia...if he din mit me...he wont hav 2 go thru such torture...

tat make me luv him alot alot...n wish i can help him more...i oredi try nt 2 bother him so much...but stil...haiz...i guess i weak bah....n mama sick...thus cant b my super mum...so rely abit on him...

bb jiayou...will c rainbow tog hor...i jus hope both ur parents will noe hw 2 tink sia...



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Wah biang...time flies sia...dec liao...soon will b 2009..

kinda miss e younger days...carefree, relax & simple....

realize tat i gt less a 2weeks 2 sent out invitation cards etc etc...chalet on 31dec...cant wait..sumore hor is like celebratin 1 yr anni since we met...

kinda super romantic sia...pretty enjoyin too...wont hav wedding dinner...save e hassle...nt sure where 2 go for honeymoon since everywhr so chaotic...

nowadays hardly tok 2 him much...machiam stranded in diff island sia...every weekday mon-fri, will c him 4 like 2 mrt stop (fr amk till braddell), every nite i call him at ard 10.30pm tell him i gg 2 slp le...reli gettin more n more tired loh...he oso tink tat we like driftin apart...hmmm wat 2 do sia?

xmas is comin...duno y dun haf e mood 4 tis festive season...nt excited or lookin 4ward 2 shop or even look ard 4 xmas pressie...tsk tsk tsk...

normally at tis time, i hav tons of xmas wishes tat buggin ppl 2 fulfil...so i wonder wat wrong wif me...old liao la...

mama is nt reactin well 2 e druggy...she did her CT scan n e lump din nt reduce in size...doc say put her a few more chemo n c hw...wah biang...

my bro is gettin fatter n fatter...nw he start 2 exercise but aft exercise he end up eatin more...so wat e pt?

oh well...all bcuz of stupid kuku...slow slow slow...cant blame him la...too fat...make me gt 2 wait 4 him in office...



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bloggin during lunchtime again....

clearing some time off 2 bring mama hm from KK n oso chat wif e doc on her condition....

din wana wake up tis morning...hahaha...cuz so cooling n wana nua in bed longer...

~Sun~
slp whole day like piggy...cuz too tired over e whole week...glad i cld rest well...

onli manage 2 watch xgdd4 n end up slpin again...totally luv tat show alot alot...

~Sat~
mama wan get a new hp...ask me buy giv her...so i woke up at 9+am n then off we go 2 ST at somerset 2 get her new hp...

suppose 2 mit my bro for lunch tog..but due 2 him drinkin n drunk n went 2 wk...he called claimin he's too tired n wana slp...

so irritating...hahaha...oh well ended up at beach road 2 eat tat famous bak chor mee...yummy...my fav so long no eat le...queue damn long...waited for ard half an hr 4 my nice yummy food...

after satisfying our tummies...esp bf...he luv e noodles...we headed 2 Suntec for anime fest n when we got there...realised nid 2 pay...oh well n the queue was so long...thus i forgo e idea as there was oso a bookfest there...

so me n mama go bookfest...while bf go anime fair...end up buyin 2 stitch notebooks n an astroboy figurine...cant help it...cuz bf luv astroboy alot...n i end up "torturing" e toy...hahaha...

he bought me a little twin stars hp strip...off we go to Carrefour 4 shopping spree...n took a cab hm since it was raining n we realised tat bus 70 onli will turn into Suntec aft a certain hr...thus we were rather stupid 2 sit n wait for ard 15mins...

we din had dinner cuz we were all too full fr snacking...end up cookin porridge at hm...

~Fri~
mornin woke up early n mit my colleague at amk taxi stand for CCKPL re-opening...was like finally it is the end of the week...so jus tahan abit more n can rest le...

event turned out well...borrowed some cook books/magazines for mama...realised my ezlink card wif bf...so end up he come n fetch me hm...wana go xmas shoppin de...but end up too tired...

~Thu~
went 4 a course at tpy...mit bf for lunch at tpy...ate my fav ban mian there...yummy...

aft e course went 2 buy some sushi so we wont go hungry....then off we go 2 club st for gown testing...

super duper torture for me...nv was i someone who doll up myself...felt terrible being a barbie doll - take off n on testing so many gowns...

agnes was real nice in her service...well she commented tat we had no complain, simply those nice customers tat try wateva she recommend...until finally i wanted a purple gown...so she took several for me to try..ended up saying i look great on tube cuz of my boobs...n i cant zip up the gown fully...."gosh i felt real fat"

yet she told me tat my boobs damn great...zzzzzzzzzzz.......aft everytin...she told me 2 come back on 10th dec for more selection as most of the gowns are rented out as many wedding taking place recently...

then she told me to do manicure jus for my photoshoot...n i was like "oh no...big torture...y?" in order 2 look nicer during close up pics...arghh....

in da end...i choosen a plain off white gown, rather simple wif some embroidery at e back...i like being simple...n of course the nite gown is purple in color wif abit of transparent cloth in front...n i like it alot too...

~Mon-Wed~
cant rmb wat reli happen besides wkin n wkin...n a colleague last day due 2 retirement...

so me n another colleague bought some healthy fruits n snacks n made into a hamper for him...felt real excited n hapi...



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hmmm....stupid gastric tormented my wkends...

~FrI~
tot can rest n enjoy aft busy busy for re-opening of Yishun...then who noes...on e eve of e event...due 2 late dinner...end up pukin whole nite n no slp...n in pain...almost wana die...

nex day was real weak...almost like faster end tis event so i can go hm...eat medi oso no use...end up pukin all e medi...argh...

so end up aft e event went 2 c doc...can oso get painkillers 4 my leggy...went AMK polyclinic...duh...queue damn long...registration number was 210* n my queue number was 2206...faints...decided 2 go hougang polyclinic then...

called my daddy...he said hougang poly shifted 2 IMH...wah biang...so he fetched me go...gd gd...
lucky i was there early n due 2 shifted 2 IMH...guess nt much ppl wan 2 go there...tat explains e crowd at amk poly...hahaha...

imagine tons of weird ppl there...well..tis man was like "ask doc c me la..wat i c doc" n then he kana escorted back by IMH's nurses...n tis malay auntie kept lookin at him...gosh...

stupid doc say if i puke non-stop...muz go hospital on drips liao..zzzz....nt again...tat time i kana le...machiam kana tied on bed...cant move...n worst...pain for a mth...stil muz scope n x-ray...nononono..

and then finally can go hm le...eat tat medi n was like...yucks...terrible...

yippy...finally bb reservist oso came 2 an end...so he go hm...put his stuff n came 2 look aft me...heehee....so long no c him sia...

~SaT~
Mummy wana eat buffet...kaoz...i was like...damn my tummy lidat hw 2 eat...oh well..jus bring her there...tog wif bb...hahaha...end up buffet timin so late...so we went crystal jade for food...

ya ya...u guess it...i had porridge...but was damn yummy...i reli luv crystal jade porridge alot alot...n i had mango dessert...LoL...cold yet nt sweet...n super slurpy...hahaha...n then we went 2 walk abit b4 headin 2 amk n then hm...

end up so so tired...n slp like pig...wake up watch liverpool...duno y suddenly bcam psychic...jus feel goal shout goal n reli goal...hahaha...aft soccer...went back 2 slp again...till nex morning...

~SuN~
end up slpin n slpin whole day...eat lunch then slp...then wake up 4 dinner...n watch xgdd4...exciting...part 2 nex sun...

told bb tat lucky he change OT wif colleague if nt he end up seein me slp n slp...haiz..

at nite suddenly gastric attack again...kaoz...end up eating plain porridge wif soya gravy...zzzz...

i wana eat gd food again...big big torture 4 piggy me..

~MoN~
stone n stone...was like crawlin 2 wk...missed e bus loh...end up bb wait 4 me at amk instead of me waitin 4 him...haha...then he jus nag at me..."slp so much stil nt enuff meh" keke...

had BF n was like pain abit...cuz grinding tummy digesting food...argh...faster okie pls...dun torture little me...



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using lunchtime 2 update bloggy...din nap 2day...tried ytd thou but so noisy everywhere...muz find somewhr quiet in da office...mayb nex time chk if da mtg rm is occupied...then go there orr orr...ytd nap at pantry...n gosh kana mosquito bites...n kill a mosqui...fill wif blood...most prob all mine...damn...y cant mosqui b toopid 2 jus suck my fats away...LoL

argh...been like so tired recently...kaoz...oways slp ard 9+10pm yet wake up at ard 3+4am every day...zzzz...then cant slp until 5+6am...wah biang...muz b too stressed...

air in e office is rather stale...kinda sick of it...well but tats life...so b it...nw jus keep quiet n shut up...guess someone gt e hint...din bug me anymore...but did ask m i okie?

oh well...dun wori...super penguin will survive...heehee...

anyway rather busy wif e 2 libraries re-opening..so beta than doin nth much la...so time pass so fast everyday...n u wish for more...but no matter wat...nw nid 2 rush hm n pei my mummy dearest more...family more impt than wk...

mummy dearest kana blisters everywhr...esp her leggy...eee...n burst n rot...damn gross...went 2 c doc...doc say due 2 her chemo medi...is norm la...oso mayb cuz by bacteria....hmmm...my hse nt very dirty wat...hmmm...well jus gt 2 b safe nw...tml she will go c doc again...most prob chk wif e doc whether isit her body reactin badly 2 e medi...so does e medi suits her?

bb reservist sia...lucky last fri gt nites out...so help me carry stuff hm sia..n oso gave me a gd full body massage esp my injured right ankle...n miraculously...it recovered...smuacks smuacks bb...

stupid bb...waste moni again...buy me sunflower...but i noe...he jus wana make me hapi due 2 my wk..well..i do appreciate tat...but hor...save e moni gimme beta la...u nid 2 feed ur wife la...

n we did our supermarket shopping spree...machiam like married couples sia...sunday go supermarket buy grocery n stuff...kaoz...



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hmmm....so tired 2day...nvm TGIF tml then can rest n slp longer le...

jus had an organic lunch...taste nt bad...felt real fat nowadays...wana slim dwn sia...

leg stil nt well yet...thus faster okie so i can run n hope n b free...mayb muz reli go c sinseh...haiz..

bb havin reservist le...till 14th Nov i tink...haha cant rmb...

tat e little gift tat was meant as a surprise 4 him...but too bad..end up he wasnt at hm 2 receive it...

1st time i so romantic sia...n super impluse...but okie la...i tink he reli luv it alot...so will oso appreciate my efforts n luv me more...kekeke

funi la...tat day is his last day b4 he reservist...then i ordered tat 2 b sent 2 his hse...yet he oso surprised me by comin 2 my wkplc 2 fetch me hm...so sweet of him...

come tink of it...oredi 2-3 days w/o him le...n so much stuff 2 do...DIY invitations cards, email invites, bbq stuff, party planners...argh....faster come out n help me...

so many stuff 2 plan 4 a wedding...kaoz...mayb i might haf phobia or pre-marriage blues sia...

stil nid go photoshoot, test try gown...pls pls...suppose 2 b a hapi ting...bcum so troublesome n full of headaches...

wonder if aft all tis stil gt mood n energy for honeymoon or nt...mayb the main purpose of honeymoon is for couples 2 rest aft tiring themselves out for the whole wedding tingy...hahaha

~Other stuff~
Obama won n bcum american 1st black president...hmmm wonder wat nex? will reli monitor if he is gd...but stil super duper beta than little bush...

liverpool no longer top le...hahaha like i predicted b4...wont b long...inconsistency oways kill them...hahaha

found a very nice black pepper snack onli found at meidya supermarket...hmmm...exp jap snack...but yummy...so wana go buy it...LoL...

mit up wif a gd fren for lunch tis week...so long no c her le....look da same...wah her jap comp shiok sia...gt bottled juices n milk for them in pantry...well can mit up more often for lunch now...so hapi...

chat wif my childhood fren too...thx 2 aussie holiday tat she can b online 2 msn chat wif me...she's doin fine...cant attend moi weddin cuz she is plannin for vacation in end yr...tink most ppl oso lidat...but okie la...i oso havin my yr end little party...heehee

okie gtg le...back 2 wk...



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Yippy...super monday blues....n feelin so so high...LoL...tis is da best way 2 beat monday blues...

kinda tired as din rest well...hmmm...oh well...

went 2 sign a bridal package le...jus ROM n pictures onli...dun ask me whether worth it or nt...

cuz i felt like we were 2 dummies...noe nuts abt any package...then they jus tell us wat...we jus okie n jus sign...anyway nt i pay...hahahaha...

then tat lady very nice anyway la...she claim she giv us alot of free stuff...oh well..we duno if it is suppose 2 b free anyway...so total we paid $1788....

but kinda tinkin hor..tat day rush mornin go take pictures then aft tat go take pictures...hmmm

c how bah...mayb will end up too tired...

plannin 4 honeymoon in end jan too...cuz also is our anniversary date...keke...ard 28 or 29 jan till 4/5 Feb...hahahaha...disappear during CNY...

ytd his parents came my hse 2 提亲...hahaha...so cute...glad tat they hit well...but hor parents will oways b parents...say all out bad points 2 each other...making me n bb standin behind so paiseh...

hmmm...truly enjoyed my sunday...even went 2 max brenner aft gg 2 bridal fair at suntec...

we ate yummy dark chocolate cheesecake...which taste more choco than cheese...wif yummy strawberries (tat i dun eat) n juicy crunchy apples bits...i took e marshmellow crepes which was decorated wif gummies bear...so cute (meant 4 little kids) but who cares...

oh ya...suntec bridal fair...hmmm kinda disappted...mayb cuz it is so small scale...n who wana chalk up marriage exps during e bad economic period...LoL...

most of the exhibitors r fr taiwan...n e package is reli onli package which exclude airfare...so plus airfare of ard $1724 for a couple 2 fly via SQ...total price for jus taking pictures will cost u like $5-6k...goner...gosh...

okie tat all 4 nw...back 2 wk le.....



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Today i super duper zombie...hahaha...slpt at ard 12midnite...auto wake up at 4am++ n then cant go back 2 slp anymore...wash my hair at 5am...then stone n stone..ask mum wana go eat BF...she scold me so early u siao ar...hahahaha

then i went back into my rm n stone...then papa reli help me buy bak chor mee...so i tabao come office..

on my stupid way 2 office...oredi so stone...stil kana cockroach...wah biang...shoo it away stil come back again...duno y i kana...haiz...

then i spat it...n gross...lucky jus a small tiny weeny spot on my skirt...damn the roach...

came 2 office...ate my BF...damn fullingly...cuz dinner din eat much again...

end up stoning now during lunch...shld go take a nap...well well..ask colleague 2 tabao mac fries..LoL...wonder if i can stomach everyting...i nid kopi later...

meeting buddy ltr...chat wif him in da morning...told him abt e stitch...ask me go waste moni catch for me...hahaha....dancin stitch...damn cute...i wan...gt 2 get it no matter wat...nid 2 make myself hapi...hahahahaha

tml i on leave...bring mama go 2nd jab...thus no mood wk oso...nid 2 tabao wk hm n do le...

well life goes on...i m oways growin stronger...disappointed n disheartened but i will do jus fine...

hmmm...darn it...lookin at myself in da mirror...i found white hair growin again at e same spot...argh...gt 2 pull it out...

okie go nap nap le...byebye...



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Tues Morning...n is a short work week due 2 deepavali...heehee...

so shiok...rest well...super duper hapi...

1. Liverpool won chelsea again...but tis time trash their hm winning streak...heehee...n top of EPL table...hahaha...but i know tis wont last long...stil congrats...

2. BB cut hair...shave bald...kaoz...look so so cute...hahaha...feel like hitting his head...hahahaha...we were like watching Aaron kwok concert n i ask him go cut...then he go cut le...gd for him then no nid 2 wori abt feeling hot again...keke

mum's health...hmmm...she been eating alot...hair starts to drop le...but c her hapi...i oso hapi la...

wait tis week c her 2nd shot how? so wori for her...

will b going 2 suntec bridal fair tis week...2 c if gt any nice deals to grab...



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Woot...hectic friday...

woke up at like 5am...chat wif bb...comfort him...poor him la...company cut OT due 2 recession but at least he get 2 keep his job...like tis mean we hav 2 cut dwn on expenses n try save more $$

life gg 2 b real tough & is a big big challenge 4 him le...duno wat he reli wana do...but will jus try 2 b there 4 him when he nid me...

so mit him at amk mrt since he gg hm n i gg wk...so at least manage 2 c him for 2 mrt stations...hug hug him a little...c him so sad...heartpain sia...

then mit him 4 my doc appt as well...had a small chat wif him...n i know he reli duno wat he can & wan 2 do...haiz...bb grow up faster bah...

then come e funi part...blood test...hahaha...nid 2 take his blood for testing...damn funi...

both of us scare needles...well i gt phobia since young as i broke a needle when nurse injecting on me when i was pri 1...

as for him...cant rmb why...but then hor when the nurse took his blood...he scare n i luff non stop...aft tat he end up shivering non stop...funi la...

tat scene imprinted in my brain...kekeke...in da end i stil haf 2 comfort him n ask him take slow deep breathe..then he cool dwn...useless bb la...hw 2 take care of me..

somehw it is sweet 2 b there 4 the person u luv & he will appreciate u more since i m so caring n sweet...hahahah

tat all i nid 2 say...muz get back 2 wk le...



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Wah outside raining super duper heavy...makin my mood oso like e rain...haiz...

adding onto tat, my bb is slpin....haha...he too tired la...

oh well, i gt a new job...pay increase by abit more...nt bad...n no more OT tis time...can stdy...heehee

oh ya...i luv my new hp very much....so gd 2 use...thx alot 2 my bb...he buy gimme de...tell u...alot of nice features...super power fone...luv it alot alot...even bought a leather casing 2 hse it le...then surf net saw a nice lanyard n another leather casing...damn nice...

okie...our plan of saving lots of moni for our future....is gg steadily...heehee...even ask mama 2 look out 4 ppl selling hse at our blk...so i can buy n move stay near my parents...

we found a date for our ROM le...its gg 2 b in jan...super duper hapi....wah i finally nid 2 tie myself dwn le...kaoz...

mama's health nt gd...very worried for her...but i been makin her hapi...so stil okie la...

okie i gtg mit my new boss le...talk abt terms n stuff...so tata...



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Mooncake festy is coming soon...whoopie....can play wif lanterns again...like ard 2 yrs no play le...

time flies sia...reli gettin older n older...kinda at certain pt of life...so rather moody cuz tinkin of stuff again...


i guess at diff stages in life, ppl do grow n change too...so they start 2 retink wat they reli wan in life again...so i m at tat stage...ponderin n reflectin wat i hav done in my life n wat shld i do in future 2 cum...

been tog wif my bb for quite some time le...wonder wat nex for us? wat shld we do? hmmm...will luv overcome everytin?

oso...my job...wat shld i do so we can manage a family tog? he work nite...shld i get a nite job so 2 accomodate him thus we can spend time tog?

so stressed...so trouble...full of stuff 2 tink abt...i reli hate growin up...

tml will b a beta day...



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hmmm....juz very hapi tat we been tog for 200 days n counting...then he made me sad...reli 1st time out of ctrl for me...i reli cant take it...so i juz left him...then he so stupid...follow me oso can get lost...1st time i felt tat i shld nt giv in n shld nt b so nice...

i felt so hurt n cried...i cant 4giv him n duno hw...i left his hse for a walk on my own...w/o my hp...then i realize i cant suffer w/o a hp...so i went back n take fr him...then i called 1st bf n cried...n chat wif him...then i called ah qiang his fren...

so in e end i went 2 celebrate ah bee hatch day...of course i kana nag by him...n my dinner 4 tat day was a packet of vitasoy...ltr bb came dwn even buy dinner for me...but i refuse 2 eat...n refuse 2 talk 2 him...refuse 2 sit wif him...drinking wif empty stomach plus gastric...ended up pukin...

ah qiang ltr bring me go eat dim sum...haha....finally gt my wish fulfil...gt 2 eat my chkn legs...yummy...aft tat bb bring me hm...but i refuse 2 go hm wif him...

oh well...in e end i guess i was weak again...so juz a little concern fr him...i 4gav him n hug him 2 slp...hope bb wont hurt me again...

then nex few days bcum honeymoon days again....

if u reli luv a person so so much...n he is fated 2 b ur destiny...i guess u will nv get sick n tired of seein e person everyday...n u can also tahan his everythin...

today i help him dye hair 2 his fav color red...look damn nice on him sia...make me luv him more more sia...

c him so hapi...make me feel so hapi too...

yawn yawn...tired le...go slp le...gdnite...



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argh...i m sufferin fr rashes..kaoz..duno wat happen sia...applied medicine le...hope faster ok..

~15th Aug~
yippy...been tog for 200 days le...cant believe it sia...bb kana disturb by my alarm...heehee...then he sent me a swt sms...haha...

he came hm w/o slpin then acc parents go cpf 2 enquire abt wkfare bonus...

lucky day...we bought a scartch tix n won $5...tat make his mum "jealous"...LoL

then we came hm while he slp n i watch hw sgp table tennis gt into finals...

we wana 2 stay at hm 2 nua...then his fren sms him...thus we went st james...n i gt a blister...haiz..

due 2 his fren leaving go hush...thus i go hush while my bb hapi enjoyin himself in st james...

in a cab...almost die fr laughin..his fren ah bing called his gf...n kana fr his gf...haiz...y shld she b so protective over him...kaoz...if he is urs...he is urs...tying a person so much...kinda tink he is suffering...but he willin party anyway...

rch hush...his gf face damn black....kaoz..he muz stil pamper her...gdluck sia...

another hapi stuff...tis ah qiang bring gal....woot tink she is pretty...he kana bully by us..drink n drink...LoL...hope he can b wif e gal...but i noe it is hard...pray 4 him sia..

i oso kana bully...drink alot...totally enjoyed myself...n yes i gt drunk...but gt bb wif me...he took great care of me...n he complained alot...

but i reli like e feelin of him takin care of me...oh well...but gt 2 agree i reli drank too much...kenot like tis in future...in e end kana dehydration...

i draw on bb hand n feet...he oso draw on my tummy..hahaha..tink he kana influence by me le...



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2 more days then can b wif bb again...his off day....miss him alot...

his mum fever 38.7 sia...n sick for 4 days le...lucky nw okie le..she very cute...watch tv until 4get 2 eat medi...muz i go nag at her...she behaves like a little kid...haha..oh well thanks gdness she okie le...if nt my bb will b woried n cant wk properly...

tat day we went 2 sing song...his fav past time sia...qiang was there too...so paiseh...muz go stage sing de...of course my bb damn hapi...totally enjoyed showin off...haha....i enjoyed seein him so hapi...e feelin of sitting dwn watchin him perform n singin hapily make me feel so hapi n luv him more...of course in e end i gt drunk...totally 4got abt wat happen...tat is oso a privilege of havin him...he took gd care of me...he said he luv 2 make me drunk cuz tat e only way i can tell him alot of stuff...keke..n he luff at me bcuz of tat...

tis cute bb of mine...bought me rochers 2 eat...hahaha...too bad i mouth gt ulcer...so cant finish it..thus make him a little sad...

best of all....my bb hor...buy me a new hp...i reli super duper touched but dun waste so much moni le...save it 4 marryin me bah...kekeke....

i wish tis hapiness will nv stop...luv ya alot...



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for who you may not know me
i'm a LittLe DeViL :D
i do bites at time
but i am friendly & cute :D
lalalalalalala ~ :D

1) Bring hapiness 2 ppl who I encounter wif...
2) A new HP cuz HP dying soon
3) A raincoat winnie the pooh/sleepwear winnie the pooh
4) A new diamond pendant
5) A bouquet of ferrero rochers
6) I wana go taiwan
7) A new wallet
8) A sasha's bear
9) A liverpool jersey

1) My BB
2) Dark Chocolates
2) Penguins, Penguins & more penguins
3) Watching Jap Animes
4) Soccer
5) Play mahjong
6) Sleeping,reading

:D

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