Monday, March 28, 2005 @ 7:38 PM
the P word...
procrastinate...
ok i've seen this word appear lotsa times on other ppl's blogs...but nv mine..cos i nv thot i did tt...haha...but now, officially, i tink i m...at least for e past hr n a half...coming to 2 hrs liao...been chewing on my dinner at e speed of duno wat...worse than my tortoise at hm...stil hv dinner sitting nxt to mi...duno y...tink todae not appetising leh...tofu brinjal n sardine...argh...as i m alwyz threatened by my frens..."tink of those ppl who r hungri in e less fortunate countries...they wil b so happi at these leftovers..."which mk mi feel guilty...
met up w jiaen at e perf at guild house on thurs...v nice to c her agn...n keep in contact of cos...cos i miss her so! got to noe her since sec1...for 群口 den aft tt we busy w our own stuff no chance to collaborate liao...onli in contact w zai...great to c her agn...=)
had e chance to feel lk a real star on sat morn...during inspire's recording at temasek hall band rm...did e recording for one of my solo songs...had much fun being e centre of attraction...haha...w my instrumentalists playing for mi cos its a full band song...tt means w e drums, bass, keyboard n guitar...den aft tt when recording e vocals...all of them were lk all eyes n ears on mi...so paiseh oso...but heng...i did it once thru...*whee* hope recording this sat goes this fine too...
i love e feeling of table bbq...chompchompchomp...eateateat...was unable to convince someone i was an eater of all eaters...so i shall try harder nxt time...missed out on my shell fish!! pekchek...when i was leaving liao den i saw ppl eating den i rem...oh...wat a waste...i miss my dear shellfish...booie...w e 淡菜s and 蛤蜊s...how cld i forget them...*sobsob* i don care! muz eat them SOON...
lotsa stuff due...
lit essay
lit presentation
geog2225 proj
geog2220 proj
geog2220 assignment
eng quiz
song recordings...
end of P-ing...okie?
Friday, March 25, 2005 @ 11:36 AM
i hv a v interesting bio lecturer...
''flowering plants are plants which produce flowers..." - plant lecture
"sea animals are animals that live n grow in the sea..." - animal lecture
"we are all, but a cylinder..." - doesnt matter wat vital statistics u hv, cos to a biologist u r juz a cylinder where food passes thru u..
"you are not slping alone..." - latest ghost story revelation to everyone, cos we shed dead skin n feed e mites...
"your backbone is made of bone..."
"you are not losing hair, just gaining face..." - cos my lecturer has receding hairline, he said his doctor told him tt...
such an interesting lecturer who lks to act oso...n show off his props...lk mk magic lidat...tink lidat we wont fall aslp ba...
but frankli...
he nv explain much...so alot of ppl leave earli...haha...
Wednesday, March 23, 2005 @ 5:37 PM
sorri i noe i shdnt hv gone into the toilet to peep at u..*guilty jojo*
@ 5:37 PM
wat a great turnout for c blk!
Labels: kr
@ 5:36 PM
happi family of inspire...a successful perf!
Labels: kr
@ 4:56 PM
the moment 这一刻
while looking for something on your table, you accidentalli take a swipe at the cup on your desk...
you grab a box of cereal from the tallest shelf in the supermarket, and suddenli realise the other boxes have lost their balance too...
you order something and realise you forgot to bring your wallet along...
HOW?
...in that split second, you wonder how you became so agile, and use your hand to hold on to the cup, so that it doesn't spill on your documents or on the floor...
...you stand awae and wait for the boxes to drop to the floor, then start saying aloud, "hmm i wonder who did this?" and start packing them back into the shelves, perhaps tryin to act as if you work in the supermarket...
...quickli cancel your order and start talking on the fone and walking awae, although it nv rang...
OR...
watch your fave cup smash itself to pieces on the floor, or dye your documents into a beautiful dirty brown colour.
run awae with the box of cereal you took..run and get out of evribodi's sight. but u din realise there was areadi a crowd gathering at e commotion.
juz leave once the shopkeeper's back is turned. without you realising the shopkeeper started chasing after you once you thought u were safe to leave.
what would you do?
it's all a matter of the moment. wat you do at that time. whether you hurt someone first and end up hurting urself more, or save yourself and avoid the embarrassment. just tt split second. when u decide to do sth. u may sae its over, but it has areadi happened. it mite hv hurt, n it mite hv hurt deep. without u even realising it. damage done.
some of those forwarded email thingies...which is v true...
不要等被爱了以后, 才去爱.
不要等到寂寞了, 才明白朋友的价值, 重要.
不要非要等到一份最好的工作, 才开始工作.
不要等别人受伤了, 才来乞求原谅.
也不要等分开了, 才来挽回.
n my response?
爱是无私奉献的, 不只限于儿女私情. 爱身边的每一个人, 既然爱是无止境的.
时刻提醒自己朋友的存在, 用力去维持友谊. 一旦疏远就很难如往.
有钱为何不赚? 除非你是大富翁. 但现在的我们也许还不需那么在意. 别把自己累坏, 钱只不过是身外物.
伤口虽已复原, 但伤疤永在, 提醒那时受了伤的你. 言语上的关怀, 也许太迟, 也许根本帮不了什么.
结局已摆在眼前, 要做垂死的挣扎, 有用吗?
也许一切已经迟了.
但当你什么都不了解, 只一味的误解, 怀疑,
那结局是
免谈.
你自找的.
就在那一刻
Monday, March 21, 2005 @ 8:33 PM
not been in e mood to blog for this while...shall do a simple recall for e sake of my 忠实读者(s)...
thurs saw e mark of AI...not artificial intelligence but e collaboration btwn kr Acapella n Inspire...turnout was gd...esp fr c blk! n e response, comments aft perf were all v nice...so 3 cheers for inspire! mi fumbled w >lite of my life< color="#33ff33">laoda told mi his frens commented our song v *charged*...got 火花...haha...no supper qt sad...but hv e pics to indulge myself in...pls click on my fotos link...! n look under e album starting w AI....
sat was e last session at guilly...weifen was not free...so once agn i had seok hian all to myself...haha...caixia was ard once agn to act as beeg sister for her...
'come we plae this one...!'
'ok, seokhian, you keep...!'
'come, we hold hand...!'
such were e 'orders' fr caixia...v gaoxiao...but she's more guai than last time liao...so it act shows tt she's grown up liao...wanted to tk foto of seokhian one...but it slipped my mind...sigh...sent her off in her parents' car then i go liao...
'五月见!'
gonna miss my cute leetle angel for a while...
had a gd dinner at chinatown...yummy noodles n crunchy chilli...went to bugis look see...nth much i wanted to grab there n then...
exams n deadlines approaching...*dread*
: housewives tonite, aft missing it last wk :
Wednesday, March 16, 2005 @ 1:29 PM
was juz printing my bio notes..lamenting at e number of pages..n thinking i had a lot to print cos i dl a total of 5 files fr ivle...
finished printing...den went to open e other files...realised tt they were exactli e saem!! juz tt in diff pattern...
e first one i opened was in one slide per sheet...so i adjust myself...to 4 on a page..cos the fonts stil qt beeg...den can c ma...
den e other 4 super gaoxiao loh..one is 2 slides on a pg..another is 4 slides on a pg...another is 6 slides on a page...den another is e slide on e left den got lines to write on e right handside...
mebe got ppl complain they duno how to adjust la...but tt is waewae TOO much loh..n u can at least specify rite..instead of labelling L1,2,3...mk mi think u so efficient ah...all e lects put up at saem time..haha..
we r juz too SPOONFED.
: goo-goo gaa-gaa :
Tuesday, March 15, 2005 @ 1:08 PM
cleo's tips 4 lips...
DON'T lick ur lips...
trying to replace ur lip moisture w saliva by licking ur lips is one of e most common mistakes we mk. whether it's an unconscious habit or a deliberate wae to combat dryness, lip-licking can hv big consequences. saliva is nt moisturising, n as e saliva evaporates, it causes lips to dry out even more. thus it bcomes a vicious cycle bcos u'll keep licking ur dry lips in a bid to moisturise them but they'll cont to dry out even more fr e evaporation.
(tt describes mi juz well, esp when i don hv lip balm w mi..out goes my tongue lk a worm...haha...)
DON'T bite ur lips...
although it immediateli gvs ur lips a healthy hue, biting them is another one of those unconscious habits tt can lead 2 ur lips drying out in no time, n even cracking n peeling as e prob worsens. biting scrapes the delicate skin of e lips, n can expose tender flesh tt tks an even longer time to heal.
(i dont realli bite my lips..juz sometimes use my teeth to peel off dry skin..bleahz..)
DON'T peel ur lips...
if u hv 'itchy fingers' tt cant resist a scab or peel, stop! peeling e dry flakes off ur lips n causing them to bleed wil onli exacerbate e prob of dry, cracked lips.
(haha...this is definiteli mi...cos i look lk a sickly person w dry skin on my lips, so off my fingers to do their work..)
[verdict: GUILTY]
so don sae im vain when i whip out my lip balm n draw on my lips..cos tts wat im supposed to do! haha...instead of e above mentioned.. -_-
Monday, March 14, 2005 @ 11:46 PM
nearli lost my voice for LITO..*sigh* chatty sec2s fr hillgrove sec..but was fun being w them...hear them 'cher' here 'cher' there..agnes was chatty n she did mani interesting LITOs bfore...so heard mani stories..gaoxiao...teachers were nice...
this wk is busybusy for inspire n aca perf on thurs..wil b singing 4 songs....although one is a small part onli la...but i stil lk tt song alot...cos its made up of e titles of e songs by kevin kern...den other 3 is i sing w weiwen, i sing w weiwen n sens, n sing w edwin loh...hope e recording wil turn out juz fine..*whee*
drained la..but got satisfaction in between...at least homework is a teeny weeny beet lax...but stil got alot of things pending...yao jiayou hen duo hen duo...
吹着海风, 感觉冰冷, 有了你的体温, 不再寒冷...
眼泪流下, 掺杂笑容, 结果是信任...
Thursday, March 10, 2005 @ 7:57 PM
apologies for those who thot e previous entry was a real one...imagine mi fighting..hoho..juz a moment of pent-up anger due to irresponsible ppl, and combining it with e female boxer movie i watched in lit lect.. (wae bfore million dollar baby there was areadi girlfight..) startin to like lit alot..altho i mite not do well in essays n stuff..n i sew up my mouth so tight in tuts..but i stil lk lit..aft all..mi gonna teach it to other students in the future who mite nt lk lit..haha..
suay dae..apart fr it being long and smelly (you chang you chou)..i 'made' my dae by sprawling on the stairs this morn aft i went down to e kitchen to fill my bottle..gdness noes wat happened to my feet..aniwae i alwyz hv trouble w them..ended up w my latest prized possessions..*drum roll* a pair of bruises..one on each leg..rather pretty..shd get more of them soon..haha..
i run on clockwork..*tick-tock*
morning wake up.bathe.biscuit breakfast.tut.get pasta lunch fr yh.geog lect.tut discussion.eng tut.drive to sci.bio lect.hall dinner.slp
for 3 consecutive thurs...i hv been leading this life..n having pasta lunch evri thurs..n e pasta has degraded..fr yummy...to abeet dry...to a new flavour which tasted tom-yam-ish..gdness..had to shove it in aniwae..its lunch u noe..
i m a zombie..drifting in n out of places..ppl start to look lk goldfishes..mouth open n close..without mi registering wat they sae..*sigh* or m i juz stupid la..
at least im done for e wk..altho i hv a pre-packed weekend...evrithing juz seems to fall into place huh...one after the other...tml aft lessons at 3 theres LITO...w this agnes whom i duno who...den sat aft LITO going to guilly...cos weifen nt goin so e more i hv to go to tk care of seok hian...den go hm rest aft 5...den sun morn geog proj meeting (YOU better not gv ani stupid excuses or else...), followed by eng proj meeting...*whee* packed to e brim...
no time...but im getting used to this no brain life...rushing ard lk an energizer bunny...let mi retreat into e shell...to recuperate fr these stuff...
commotion going down in e kitchen..blk supper todae..surprisingli i hv 39 pts for cca! wat a wonder...im not tt off in hall as i tink..haha..mebe i shd stae on..
sad tt tag board is down...i wanna tag!!
: morph into a snail, retreat into e shell :
Tuesday, March 08, 2005 @ 7:03 PM
girlfight.
diana stood up for herself. believing in herself rather than b underestimated by her dad who does nth but guzzles beer, forcing her mum to suicide previousli. altho stealing money is bad, being violent is bad, but standing up for urself is e wae to go.
love the blinding flashes of light when someone gets hit in the face.
y r guys juz so obsessed w gals w a pretty face? i condemn adrian for being nice to diana, yet stil sticking w his 'sometimes gf'. tink u're some kind of a love saint, casanova arent u? dont mean u hv gd looks u can do it. look for quality man, inside quality..
its interesting to noe a person inside. n know the weak pts. u nv noe when they wil b put to use. when u get aggravated.
taking out adrian(her bf) and winning him. he was reluctant to at first, i guess guys juz can't seem to put down their ego for once huh. thinking tt he shouldnt hurt her cos she's a gal. but diana showed tt she was a gd fighter, n adrian din go easi on her as well during the match. she won it fair n square. u go gal!
n adrian thinking tt she would dump him after she won the match, cos he felt he wasnt regarded as a man animore. wat a twit! ppl hv mani layers, when u lose in some aspect, doesnt discount u in ani other aspects. i guess they stayed tog in the not -so-ending of a story. (n stop pissing mi off w brainless questions for gdness sake. use ur grey matter wont u?)
dont show ur weakness. else u wil lose e match. keep urself in e ring. keep ur cool. n u wil b e one tt survives. n win. let ur tears flow inside. or outside out of e view of anibodi else. when u wipe them off, they disappear. simple theory yeah?
doesnt mean i look young, dont look big sized, means im nice to b bullied. i tink more than u do. perhaps abeet too much sometimes. y r ppl juz so selfish? putting urself at the top of the pack, n hoping ppl wil absoluteli 100% respect u, give wae to u. no wae.
dont stereotype.
gays don hv to tok niang niang qiang-ishly. heroes don hv to b strapping men. bimbos don hv to b blond miniskirt and fish-net stocking wearers.
dont underestimate mi.
show mi wat u've got.
@ 11:52 AM
last wk:
sat --> andy came to help fetch mi n e t shirts to guilly...spent much time w seokhian n helped zhen out w yanting...tt little bundle of energy kept hiding under e table...den when we decided to leave her alone...she wil go n find ani korkor to help her out...v gaoxiao lorh...she go n find tingsoon...den when she c us...she wil juz stop wat she doin n squat on the floor...notti leh...muz b mi n zhen scold her den she act lidat in frt of us...wan us to carry her n dowan to listen to wat we sae...
den aft tt went to raffles city shopping centre visit mum...for awhile...den went to thai express for dinner...v nice! ate e fried seafood noodle...while mf ate e tomyam soup noodle...clear soup but v spicy worh...den went over to vch watch e annual concert of dhsco...long time since i went to watch...heard mani oh-so-familiar songs...ji guan yu 祭关羽, hong lou meng 红楼梦, mang chun 忙春, jiao long 蛟龙, chang cheng 长城, mulan 木兰, and encore was di tanjung katong...whee...bk to old daes when we were on stage doin e saem songs...n when i was e MC in lower sec...n china tour...n kaleidoscope...n syf...realli miss those daes...*daze* went to cartel for a drink...cappucino freeze...
sun--> went to repair my fone agn...nokia care centre sux...den went to jccc for zhuliu n tj gathering...played a few games...den watched videos...had some snacks...had meeting for ntu hall musical...den went hm loh...
juz came bk fr brekkie at engine mac w qingqing...big breakfast...*yummy*
revelations:
- dage has nice songs
- nokia care centre sux
- eng songs r nice
- short n swt is e wae to go
- lose urself in work
sorri if this doesnt mk much sense...
Monday, March 07, 2005 @ 3:22 PM
in all my time..i've not been gd at playing games...be it hand held games, computer games, arcade games, board games, ball games...juz din seem to do v well...
u onli rem how bad u did...or how well u did...w evidence fr e high scores that flash across the screen...often times when u get those high scores...u kinda forget how badli u used to fare at e game...aft all u r e expert now...
i lk game over...n den u can start all over agn...u plae as someone new...u clear up all e boo-boos u made n try agn...i lk continue too...u can keep restarting fr where u left off...its a redemption for u...trial n error as they sae...
but sometimes...when its game over...it IS game over...
try even harder to change this irreversible fact...
Thursday, March 03, 2005 @ 7:02 PM
[STOLEN! FROM STUPIDITY'S BLOG]
The last on the list was Closer. The pace of the movie was slow but never taxing on me. I found it a pretty decent depiction of sex, love, betrayal and manipulation. Maybe I just mentioned was just a chip of the iceberg. Anyway, I haven't given it a real thought as to what was the central theme of the movie because it was littered with many other sub themes.
One which I thought was definitely true was the possessive and egoistic nature of males. The 2 male protaganists, Larry (Clive Owen) and Daniel (Jude Law), were perfect examples of these qualities with Larry being the alpha-male who comes out stronger of the 2. The idea of another man f***ing his own woman just can't go down well with any man. (Pardon the language.) Not as if the vice versa would go down well with any woman but the show seems to hint that women are generally more forgiving. (Though I suspect that might not be true)
Male seems indeed to be the more capricious sex, being able to cheat and change without much guilt comparatively.
In the show, Daniel kept seeking the truth in order to satisfy himself. Satisfy what, I don't know, but it seems that it happens to many people. Perhaps there really isn't any good in knowing the truth because uncovering it brings pain. What is point of knowing the truth then it does not bring any good? Curiosity killed the cat (Daniel, in this case). Yet not knowing the truth means there is an unknown subject that will hide inside you, nagging and disturbing you all your life. Such is the narrow mindedness of people.
Forgiveness and trust does not come easy. Sometimes it's easy to think that you have forgiven a person's action but deep down, you probably have never accepted that behaviour. Forgive does not equal forget. Humans are just illiberal when it comes to relationships. Once trust is lost, it's tedious to retrieve.
Just some thoughts that filled my mind, so they were not very well organised. I guess I can't write well. Anyway, the show set me thinking about relationships. Just to share another interesting thought that came from an actress. She said that people who can fall in love at first sight are those who are likely to have extra maritial affairs. I thought it made sense. Attraction and love ain't the same to to me. The first being short-lived and fleeting probably because it rides on external beauty and the element of freshness and novelty. The latter? I'm not sure about it. I don't know how to define it. But I'm pretty sure it's something more perennial and reliable.
thot-provoking comments on my latest catch of e beeg screen...hmm...*thotful*
Wednesday, March 02, 2005 @ 6:55 PM
changed my blogskin!! but got a glitch ah...e tagboard cannot c wat u type...cos e font is black...oh well...mebe i shd juz leave it...more mysterious hor...buden...if u noe how to help mi, pls HELP MI!
woohoos n wheehees~ bk to update...aft a brainless previous entry...
last wk: sat had LITO...a small cosy grp of 39 NP ecocamp ppl...met those i met at bayer camp tt time i did w saysiang... they were e main comm... so mks things easier oso...aniwae..got mani things is led by them...lk debate n games...so mi n tricia juz sit n watch n even get to plae..! haha..had an enjoyable time w them...less probs than e last one...enjoyed myself lots... exchanged contacts too...first time havin ghost story session w e camp participants too...had a great time...special thx to effendy, jamie, rachel, shuping n *thomas*...haha...
tok more to tricia...get to bond w her too...so now i look forward to camps where i get to do w saysiang, yingying or tricia...aft all got mo qi areadi...den work better! *jumps ard in delight*
watched >closer< at tm w mf...nice show starring julia roberts n jude law...a messy rship btwn these 2 n other 2...v funni n sad...*oops* contradicting myself...met sharon there...she was shopping w her sis...blur mi got tapped on my shoulder den i realised her...aft tt had a nice tok....altho got caught by surprise by happi leetle cats...*argh*
yest had fotoshoot for inspire....altho 3 shots onli...but i do hope e pix turn out nice...w mi in my banana yellow scarecrow size inspire t shirt...where i fold up my sleeves n defeat the purpose of printing my name on e t shirt...*phew* wat a long line..haha...looking forward to dhsco conc on sat...which i'll b goin aft guilly...where i b santa claus cum loanshark selling t shirts...n meet simon to pass him keychains...
ganbatte for geog mid term tml...
Tuesday, March 01, 2005 @ 9:00 PM
pen or pencil?
use a pencil.
it is easili replenished, by sharpening or juz putting in more lead. u can erase ur mistakes when u do sth wrong. its cheap and its wat we all started out using. feel free to doodle. there's alwyz a chance for u to remove these marks when u realise tt they shd nt b there.
use a pen.
its smooth ink makes a gd hue on the ppr. it shows a sign of maturity. we started using it since pri3. made a mistake? juz cancel it off. and now u get a beeg ugly mark.
oh well. if all fails, i can alwyz use my pink correction tape.
@ 2:15 AM
突然间
有一点情绪
也有一些道理
说给陌生人听
那声音
消失空气里
也就没有留下任何坏讯息
我只要在兵慌马乱中找到和平
和平对待你
不掉泪
是因为好多事还要努力
习惯被忽略不算自由
当体贴渐渐受到冷落
: swimming in stef sun's songs :