Wednesday, May 10, 2006

i've moved

Yes, I've moved.

No use checking back at this site, cos I won't be updating here any longer.

So there!

See you guys at the new site!

Friday, April 28, 2006

shifting

i'm shifting to a brand new blog.

not because i want to avoid people, or that i'm running away from things..

i just want a change of environment. :) don't feel like sticking with blogger for now..

friends - email me, msn me, or message me for the new blog addy. =)

i'm still in the midst of shifting, havent decided if i want to transfer my posts from here to there. but perhaps not. maybe i'll start on a clean slate there.

cheers and goodluck to everyone! happy holidays. :) two more papers for me!

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

more rants

software engin exam == buang. :(

owell. it's over. over as in gone, done, past, down the drain. it was a super terrible paper (to me, at least) and i know there'd be some asses out there who will be able to do it, and do it well. wails.

now i just hope for moderation to take place, and hope that everyone else does it as suckily as i did, then everything will be just fine. i dont ask for much. really. not like i'm looking for an a+ or what. just something decent will suffice.

so there you are, i wasn't feeling exactly happy after the paper. and it didn't help that my mp3 player ran out of batt on my way to school today, and i had no one to go home with after the paper. so basically, i was me, myself and i on the way home. without anyone to talk to, without my mp3 player.

and oh i have to complain. i got a seat on the train at queenstown (lucky me!) and i was about to fall asleep on the train (yes, i was that tired and exhausted). suddenly there was this stupid woman who boarded the train and banged straight into me. of course that jolted me and woke me up. of course i opened my eyes to see what happened. and instead of saying sorry, she stuck out her stupid tongue at me! i was really cheesed off and i really wanted to tell her off. like hello? u bumped into me, instead of saying sorry, you stuck out ur tongue at me? wth. nevermind. then later she kept sitting closer and closer to me, till i got so fed up. cos she was taking up more space than she should! grrr.

then not long after that, there was this woman who boarded the train and sat down on my left. and for half an hour, this AUNTIE had to yak on the phone like nobody's business as if she owns the train.. and that subsequently gave me a headache cos she was sitting right beside me, yakking loudly and very quickly. pui. i tried shutting her voice out, but i couldn't. my head was throbbing hard and i missed my mp3 player dearly. and she kept saying that her's is free incoming and that her friend had to pay, so nevermind, she can talk. (wth. what a b!tch - okay i wasn't in a cheery mood to begin with) and she kept saying too that her phone was heating up and it was very hot, so she had to hang up. and then under my breath i was cussing, hoping that she'd put down the blardy phone despite saying that she would do so in the past 20 minutes. wonderful. what an interesting ride home.

and when i finally got reached the lift lobby at my block, i had to wait a minute or two before the lift finally came down to the ground floor. and with me there was this primary school kid with a domestic helper waiting too. then the primary school girl stormed into the lift despite the fact that there was someone coming out from the lift.. and she is a prefect! she looks like an upper primary kid to me and i really wondered, where's her manners. she was ordering the domestic help around in the lift, it was an unpleasant sight. what a spoilt brat. okay. i just hope she'll grow up and not be so rude and please have some manners. on the account that she's a just a kid, i'll not say anything.

and so, of course i came home cranky. REALLY cranky. thank goodness i wasn't caught in the rain - the moment i stepped into the house, changed into home clothes, it started pouring. okay. that's one thing which was good for today. not getting caught in the rain.

urghhhh. back to preparing for prob exam tomorrow! 5pm paper. what kind of sucky timing is that. i'm looking forward to having a good night's rest tomorrow after the paper!

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

mmmm

i'm thinking of switching blogs. (again, yes i know)

and this time, it's for something new!

i'll update you if you're on my reader's list. hurhur.

in any case, did i say, i like watching gilmore girls ALOT? absolutely love it! thinking of renting some dvds (or maybe purchase them) during this hols. great! i have something to do then! made a short list a couple of minutes ago.. of what i should do during the holidays.. :) read on.

#1: swim
#2: borrow/buy books!
#3: get new swimsuit + goggles
#4: read HARRY POTTER again!!! from book one to six. whee.
#5: watch movies - davinci, harry potter (old ones), ehh.
>>>>>and hey chr!schong : lend me memoirs of a geisha pls!
#6: find a rental shop - gilmore girls!!
#7: look for decent laptop speakers.

geez. i'm so going to turn into a couch potato. haha.

it's a short list right! nothing decent. nothing indecent.

lol. someone. smack me. cs exam tomorrow, and i'm not done studying! and yet here i am, blogging.

i.really.ought.to.be.shot.

bye folks

Monday, April 24, 2006

bahhh

back from quality engin exam. i'm tired, and mentally very exhausted. i'm just hoping for the best, hope that i didn't press the wrong numbers, hope i didn't make silly mistakes. my crazy prof made us calculate tons of data with only a calculator, and plot (read: yes, PLOT) graphs without giving us graph paper!!! grrrrr.. in any case, i just hope i'll do well enough not to kill my already low cap. blehs.

nonetheless, next up.. is software engin paper on wednesday. yikes. i havent started studying for that, i'm so, so dead.. and following that will be probability paper on thursday. help - i'm so going to die on this paper too. sighs. then it's a long weekend.. (can't wait for it!) and by then, i'd only be left with human factors engin and my arts gem paper next week.

six papers. i've never prepared for so many papers before (in uni, that is). the last time i took six modules, i had one non-examinable module (but it was a trade off cos there was a term paper which was due super late!) but thank goodness, this time the six papers aren't packed back-to-back. six papers spread out in 11 days.

then it's the holidays. yay. i can't wait for it, though i feel strangely void... as if i'm missing something. there are no plans for the holidays, except for engin camp and special term. (okay. oxymoron. these are plans. but they feel like they are not there.) special term will be in the last six weeks (from mid june to end july) and engin camp in mid june. other than that, i have NO PLANS AT ALL for the holidays! help! how can this be!!

i talked to a friend online last night before i slept, and she said that i always had something to do during the holidays... be it work or carolling or whatever. and that is true! perhaps that's why i'm feeling like i have nothing to do this holidays, though there are things to be done. i'm not making sense. but seriously, i really have no other plans. and i dont want to spend my holidays like this! super no life. holidays really suck, when i have nothing to do. bahh.

my friends are mostly going on internships but what about me? i'm not doing anything concrete this holidays!! which makes me ponder if i should find a job to earn some extra cash. but then again, the rebel in me says i shouldn't cos i have been busy/working for the past few hols, i haven't really had a proper hols since alevels ended. and gosh, alevels certainly feel like a million years ago. bahhhhh.. enough of ranting. shall think about this when the holidays are finally here.

and guess what. i'm dead tired. my brain is not functioning. i think i need sleep.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

i'm sort of in the midst of preparing for quality exam tomorrow, but i cant seem to focus. my brain is straying away, further and further away from QE... booo... i keep thinking of how fast time flies, how quickly time has gone by... it's simply too fast for me to handle.

and so, i'm almost done with two years of uni education (YES. TWO FREAKING YEARS!) and i have two more to go; three more semesters, cos i should be doing attachment for one. screwed up the first paper, and there's five more papers before the long-awaited holidays... time just flies. seriously.

and in terms of vj-speak, i'm a what, year 5 already? vJch0!r to me, was five years ago. and five point five years ago, i was a year zero, carolled at conrad, raffles and ritz, and at the big xmas tree at wisma. went to prague in year 1, had syF in year 2.. s0v in both years, and both years it was held at school, at the pt (bleahss). and s0v will be held at the esplanade now! those lucky buggers. and gosh, i really cant imagine how it'd be like if my friends and i were to turn back the clock and return to our sch Us... the two years in vJ were amazing. i loved it, every second of it, thanks to all the good friends, in class and in chOir... though there were certainly, depressing times as well.

urgh. why am i talking about this. i'm rambling, pardon me. but i really miss you guys... loads. i really miss those times... those wonderful times.. :)

haikz. time to get back to my notes!

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

i feel terrible

arms aching. no reason.

not focused. though i have a lot of stuff to study.

my mind is wandering all over the place! what am i doing!!!

feeling.
absolutely.
terrible.

...enough said. :(