Wednesday, May 30, 2007
12:28 PM
12:28 PM
ok i know i've not been blogging regularly.. im pretty caught up in my game. hehe.
the past 2 weeks of holiday, i've been indulging in games.. i went out with dear blah blah.. been playing mahjong etc.
oh, i even went sentosa n got myself badly burnt.
dun ask me, i duno what they r doing
jeff said this is the nicest pic coz it didnt capture his body. lol
lennart trying to bury his legs. lol
i duno what jerry is doing but for sure lennart is trying to squeeze some muscles out. lol
the 3 mib. hmm.. should be men in black shorts with sunglasses. :X
i call this picture the 3 spidermen. coz of the shade by the trees, their body all like net. haha
dun ask me what jerry is trying to do, i have no idea. i was laughing non stop when he ask me to take this picture n he keep asking me to stop laughing n quickly capture. lol
dear with 1 of his multi poses
lol. i told them that this picture looks like a couple pic. the height is just nice. haha
1 of levyne's fav facial expression
both of them trying to imitate those famous bollywood movies.. u know those running round n round the coconut trees? lol
they r playing beach volleyball while i stayed in the shade.
levyne said the waves shove water n sand onto her while in water. haha
jeff trying to suntan his back i guess. haha
oops! the waves r too strong!
ah much better.
the 3 fu lu shou
yay! we love the scorching sun n dirty water!
hmm nice sun
jerry trying to learn sadako by crawling n pushing those sand. -.-
anyway, wonder why am i blogging at this time when i am supposed to be in class or work? im a sick girl now.
i've been feeling damn lethargic n tired these 2 days, n i thought it was probably due to the lack of sleep.. sore throat started yesterday but it wasnt as bad so i went ktving with lennart, levyne n jerry after class. its probably the first time i dun really have the mood to sing.. n i was pretty quiet i guess, coz im too tired though i slept at 12+..
after ktv, levyne's boss fetched her back n lennart, jerry n me went xingwang for some food. jerry wanted pasta mania but i wasnt feeling too hungry so lennart suggested xingwang. lennart recommended their french toast with milo powder. not too bad lah, but i think the milo powder is the culprit for making me fall sick. lol. too heaty lah.
so, thanks to the milo powder, im sick at home now.
i have 7 medi to take. -.- cough syrup, phelgm, fever, gastric, flu, antiseptic, antibiotic. my throat felt worse when i reached home last night.
strange.. i woke up early in the morning n feel abit nausea n i keep burping.. my throat was terribly uncomfortable. so i decided, its time to see a doc n yeah, i got an mc.
doc said i had a fever, n i din even realise i have fever till he took my temperature. n he said my nausea is caused by the fever. burping because i have too much air in my stomach. so, he gave me some medi for gastic, flu medicine coz i've abit of blocked nose when im sleeping. antiseptic n lozenges for sore throat, fever that acts as painkiller blah blah.
its the first time i have so many medi to take. zz
but then again, i seldom fall sick.. once im sick, it gets pretty serious at times. -.- the weather nowadays r quite funny anyway. -.-
the past 2 weeks of holiday, i've been indulging in games.. i went out with dear blah blah.. been playing mahjong etc.
oh, i even went sentosa n got myself badly burnt.
dun ask me, i duno what they r doing
jeff said this is the nicest pic coz it didnt capture his body. lol
lennart trying to bury his legs. lol
i duno what jerry is doing but for sure lennart is trying to squeeze some muscles out. lol
the 3 mib. hmm.. should be men in black shorts with sunglasses. :X
i call this picture the 3 spidermen. coz of the shade by the trees, their body all like net. haha
dun ask me what jerry is trying to do, i have no idea. i was laughing non stop when he ask me to take this picture n he keep asking me to stop laughing n quickly capture. lol
dear with 1 of his multi poses
lol. i told them that this picture looks like a couple pic. the height is just nice. haha
1 of levyne's fav facial expression
both of them trying to imitate those famous bollywood movies.. u know those running round n round the coconut trees? lol
they r playing beach volleyball while i stayed in the shade.
levyne said the waves shove water n sand onto her while in water. haha
jeff trying to suntan his back i guess. haha
oops! the waves r too strong!
ah much better.
the 3 fu lu shou
yay! we love the scorching sun n dirty water!
hmm nice sun
jerry trying to learn sadako by crawling n pushing those sand. -.-
anyway, wonder why am i blogging at this time when i am supposed to be in class or work? im a sick girl now.
i've been feeling damn lethargic n tired these 2 days, n i thought it was probably due to the lack of sleep.. sore throat started yesterday but it wasnt as bad so i went ktving with lennart, levyne n jerry after class. its probably the first time i dun really have the mood to sing.. n i was pretty quiet i guess, coz im too tired though i slept at 12+..
after ktv, levyne's boss fetched her back n lennart, jerry n me went xingwang for some food. jerry wanted pasta mania but i wasnt feeling too hungry so lennart suggested xingwang. lennart recommended their french toast with milo powder. not too bad lah, but i think the milo powder is the culprit for making me fall sick. lol. too heaty lah.
so, thanks to the milo powder, im sick at home now.
i have 7 medi to take. -.- cough syrup, phelgm, fever, gastric, flu, antiseptic, antibiotic. my throat felt worse when i reached home last night.
strange.. i woke up early in the morning n feel abit nausea n i keep burping.. my throat was terribly uncomfortable. so i decided, its time to see a doc n yeah, i got an mc.
doc said i had a fever, n i din even realise i have fever till he took my temperature. n he said my nausea is caused by the fever. burping because i have too much air in my stomach. so, he gave me some medi for gastic, flu medicine coz i've abit of blocked nose when im sleeping. antiseptic n lozenges for sore throat, fever that acts as painkiller blah blah.
its the first time i have so many medi to take. zz
but then again, i seldom fall sick.. once im sick, it gets pretty serious at times. -.- the weather nowadays r quite funny anyway. -.-
Thursday, May 17, 2007
2:27 PM
2:27 PM
sorry sorry for not blogging. haha. been rather busy..
anyway, finally watched my phantom of the opera with levyne. we were so awed by the entire troupe, their singing was fabulous.. if only i can have 1/10 of their voices.. lol! the masquerade scene was very well done as well, it is so attractive that even u will feel like organising a mask costume party. ahhaha.
its now my 2 weeks holiday break.. tons of assignments to do.. i tried to do it yesterday.. i look at the questions n i was like wtf r they talking about?! n then, as expected, i close the book in disgust.
LOL.
been hearing several stuff, be it me, or other ppl.. i guess i've growned up, after getting hurt by friends, or rather, "friends". it dawned on me years ago that no one can be trusted, no one can be ur 100% forever good friend, no one can be ur forever trustable partner, no one is forever the same, n the list goes on..
ok lah.. maybe not no one, but just less than a handful of them.. i've found several of them, at the same time, i found many others, n also found out some others, r under those "friends" category.
given my temper n character, i would have been furious if i hear anything untrue about me or my friends, to the extend that i may even confront the person.
however, i did not. in fact, i remained very calm n im proud to say, i am not angry at all. yes, i dun deny i am abit hurt, but at least, i did not lose my temper. this alone justifies that i've grown.
my friend was telling me, u dun angry leh.. i think they r kind of surprised that i am infact still very calm. haha.
put it this way.. i've been hurt by friends many times.. though i am not a good judge of people's character, but i can say now i am not as trusting as before. i've also know that there are many hypocrites around, ppl who can talk behind ur back 1 minute n another minute they can be smiling to u, joking with u n stuff. i simply detest those fakers. i feel very disgusted by their actions.
understand that i am disgusted by how hypocritical they can be, n not because they talk behind my back.. hmm.. i dun really know how to explain la, but, never mind..
i cant do anything about them.. they can say all the unkind, untrue, or whatever things they want, it doesnt bothers me at all. just as i told my friends, they can ka my jiaowei to whoever they want, my reputation may suffer abit, but it wont be as much as them. they can backstab me to ppl who know me - my true n real friends will know n believe they r not true, as for those who doesnt know me well enough, thats just too bad, i am not bothered by their impression of me at all. what matters most is my real n true friends. as i said, ppl's impression of me may not be as good anymore, but those ppl who talk behind my back will suffer even more when the whole world knows that we r pretty close n yet they can still talk behind my back. lol.
ah well, if they wanna be fake, i can be 1 as well, better than them if i want to.
its just saddening to see that the world is filled with liars, cheaters, hypocrites blah blah.. just the day before, i got conned.
i was walking to the bus stop, i meeting levyne n lennart at town.. then suddenly this middle aged man came running behind me n call out:
man: 小姐! 小姐!
me: *turns back*
man: can u tell me how to go to bukit batok?
me: erm, i think u take a bus to interchange n then take mrt?
man: no no, i want to walk back to bukit batok.
me: har? that is impossible! it is too far.
man: i live at bukit batok.. i walked from tampines 400+ to here, i dun even know where i am now. i left my wallet at the kopitiam n it got stolen by the time i went back for it. i got no $$ n ez link card with me.. so i have to walk home.
me: but it is impossible lor. *meanwhile keep bioing to see if my bus is coming*
man: *starts muttering alot of stuff but i cant hear them* *looks very flustered also*
man: can u do me a favour?
me: *i know what he wants* what favour do u want?
man: can u lend me some $$ *eyes r filled with tears n anxiety*
me: how much do u want
man: just $5-$6 will do..
me: ok.. *takes out my wallet n saw that theres only $2 n $10 notes.. so..*
me: i only got $2 here.
man: tried to move forward as if to see how much $$ i've got in my wallet.
me: *throws my wallet immediately inside my bag* i only got $2.50 here.
man: *looks abit disappointed* ok, but how do i return u the $$? can u give me ur contact number? i'll return u the $$
me: no need no need, just take it.
man: thank u thank u!!!
with that, i turn around n walk towards the bus stop. by right, he should be taking bus with me, but he walked the opposite direction.
actually i know something is amiss... but still, i just give him the $$ lah.. on the bus, i concluded that i got cheated.. but i told myself that its ok, treat it as doing a good deed, donating to charity. i wont get any retribution, it is he who will suffer in future if he is really a cheater, after all, he is cheating on ppl's kind heartedness.
lol. i called dear n told him what happened.. dear was like..
dear: oh.. never mind lah, small thing only.. wait, u din give him ur number right
me: of coz i never lah! i not so stupid leh!
dear: oh then ok lah.. $2.50 only, not $250 mah.. never mind lor.
me: yalor.. treat it as 做善事 lor..
dear: just be careful next time lor.
julia was telling me that our area got quite a number of conmen.. she came across afew before.. so i told dear what julia said, n dear commented that next time dun give ppl $$ anymore, no matter how helpless they look..
as what levyne said, at the point of time, u probably didnt think so much.. at the back of ur mind u r clear that this man is out to cheat, but still, u give him what he wants, probably because u just want to move away from him asap. who knows, he might even pull up a knife on u if u refused to give him $$. lol
anyway, finally watched my phantom of the opera with levyne. we were so awed by the entire troupe, their singing was fabulous.. if only i can have 1/10 of their voices.. lol! the masquerade scene was very well done as well, it is so attractive that even u will feel like organising a mask costume party. ahhaha.
its now my 2 weeks holiday break.. tons of assignments to do.. i tried to do it yesterday.. i look at the questions n i was like wtf r they talking about?! n then, as expected, i close the book in disgust.
LOL.
been hearing several stuff, be it me, or other ppl.. i guess i've growned up, after getting hurt by friends, or rather, "friends". it dawned on me years ago that no one can be trusted, no one can be ur 100% forever good friend, no one can be ur forever trustable partner, no one is forever the same, n the list goes on..
ok lah.. maybe not no one, but just less than a handful of them.. i've found several of them, at the same time, i found many others, n also found out some others, r under those "friends" category.
given my temper n character, i would have been furious if i hear anything untrue about me or my friends, to the extend that i may even confront the person.
however, i did not. in fact, i remained very calm n im proud to say, i am not angry at all. yes, i dun deny i am abit hurt, but at least, i did not lose my temper. this alone justifies that i've grown.
my friend was telling me, u dun angry leh.. i think they r kind of surprised that i am infact still very calm. haha.
put it this way.. i've been hurt by friends many times.. though i am not a good judge of people's character, but i can say now i am not as trusting as before. i've also know that there are many hypocrites around, ppl who can talk behind ur back 1 minute n another minute they can be smiling to u, joking with u n stuff. i simply detest those fakers. i feel very disgusted by their actions.
understand that i am disgusted by how hypocritical they can be, n not because they talk behind my back.. hmm.. i dun really know how to explain la, but, never mind..
i cant do anything about them.. they can say all the unkind, untrue, or whatever things they want, it doesnt bothers me at all. just as i told my friends, they can ka my jiaowei to whoever they want, my reputation may suffer abit, but it wont be as much as them. they can backstab me to ppl who know me - my true n real friends will know n believe they r not true, as for those who doesnt know me well enough, thats just too bad, i am not bothered by their impression of me at all. what matters most is my real n true friends. as i said, ppl's impression of me may not be as good anymore, but those ppl who talk behind my back will suffer even more when the whole world knows that we r pretty close n yet they can still talk behind my back. lol.
ah well, if they wanna be fake, i can be 1 as well, better than them if i want to.
its just saddening to see that the world is filled with liars, cheaters, hypocrites blah blah.. just the day before, i got conned.
i was walking to the bus stop, i meeting levyne n lennart at town.. then suddenly this middle aged man came running behind me n call out:
man: 小姐! 小姐!
me: *turns back*
man: can u tell me how to go to bukit batok?
me: erm, i think u take a bus to interchange n then take mrt?
man: no no, i want to walk back to bukit batok.
me: har? that is impossible! it is too far.
man: i live at bukit batok.. i walked from tampines 400+ to here, i dun even know where i am now. i left my wallet at the kopitiam n it got stolen by the time i went back for it. i got no $$ n ez link card with me.. so i have to walk home.
me: but it is impossible lor. *meanwhile keep bioing to see if my bus is coming*
man: *starts muttering alot of stuff but i cant hear them* *looks very flustered also*
man: can u do me a favour?
me: *i know what he wants* what favour do u want?
man: can u lend me some $$ *eyes r filled with tears n anxiety*
me: how much do u want
man: just $5-$6 will do..
me: ok.. *takes out my wallet n saw that theres only $2 n $10 notes.. so..*
me: i only got $2 here.
man: tried to move forward as if to see how much $$ i've got in my wallet.
me: *throws my wallet immediately inside my bag* i only got $2.50 here.
man: *looks abit disappointed* ok, but how do i return u the $$? can u give me ur contact number? i'll return u the $$
me: no need no need, just take it.
man: thank u thank u!!!
with that, i turn around n walk towards the bus stop. by right, he should be taking bus with me, but he walked the opposite direction.
actually i know something is amiss... but still, i just give him the $$ lah.. on the bus, i concluded that i got cheated.. but i told myself that its ok, treat it as doing a good deed, donating to charity. i wont get any retribution, it is he who will suffer in future if he is really a cheater, after all, he is cheating on ppl's kind heartedness.
lol. i called dear n told him what happened.. dear was like..
dear: oh.. never mind lah, small thing only.. wait, u din give him ur number right
me: of coz i never lah! i not so stupid leh!
dear: oh then ok lah.. $2.50 only, not $250 mah.. never mind lor.
me: yalor.. treat it as 做善事 lor..
dear: just be careful next time lor.
julia was telling me that our area got quite a number of conmen.. she came across afew before.. so i told dear what julia said, n dear commented that next time dun give ppl $$ anymore, no matter how helpless they look..
as what levyne said, at the point of time, u probably didnt think so much.. at the back of ur mind u r clear that this man is out to cheat, but still, u give him what he wants, probably because u just want to move away from him asap. who knows, he might even pull up a knife on u if u refused to give him $$. lol
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
3:51 AM
3:51 AM
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sorry for not updating.. will do so soon.. meanwhile, do this test! hehe
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
6:04 PM
6:04 PM
sorry for not updating, been busy..
anyway, watched spideyman 3 with roy n abby yesterday. find it quite nice.. wont say anything more, later i spoil the show for u. hahaah.
baked cookies for the second time.. n yep, i've improved. dear, mum they all commented that it taste better than the first. hehehe
been getting used to being alone in school. yep, mel n ju din come to school recently - for whatever reasons, i do not know, i din ask.. this is just me lah.. u tell me, i will listen, if u dun, i wont ask.
nowadays i dun even ask if they r coming to class, coz by 930-945am they r not in class, i know they r not coming.
i duno what r they busy with though, or maybe just purely overslept, or too many programs.. i wont say i am perfect, i too have my lazy days, especially during world cup, i skipped many lessons..
but at least i dare to say now, i sleep early, i dun go out till too late at night, even if i sleep late, i will still go to school the next day with just a few hours of sleep n of coz, work. unless i really overslept lah.. haha.. but these few days, with the rainy mornings n late nights, i nearly over slept.. i woke up at 730 instead of 7am. lol.
what to do.. i am not as smart, i have to put double the effort n be more hardworking.. even so, our results r still almost the same. lol.
nonono, i am not being sarcastic or offensive.. these r just how i think.
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sometimes do u feel utterly disappointed in humans, friends?
sometimes i really duno how should i feel..
i duno about others, but for me, i make it a point to try NOT to borrow stuff from people, especially $$. even if i do, i make sure i return asap.
its very funny how when they want to borrow from u, they r very free, they just call n ask n then 30-60mins later they will reached n collect whatever they want from u.
afterwhich, when u tried to ask for it back several times, they r just so busy that they cant even schedule a time to return to u, though they r very free when they need something from u.
im just damn frustrated lah.
its not that im petty, or geigao with little stuff.
i just feel that i were to borrow ppl's things, i will want to return it asap, to create the least inconvenience as possible. if i were to borrow ppl's things, i am more or less obliged to take the initiative to return to ppl without them asking for it. if i were to borrow ppl's things, i will try to create less inconvenience, will try to give them back their stuff, even if they r too busy to meet me elsewhere, i will try to find other means to return them, n not just sit back n kiao kar n totally forget about it.
another incident whereby dear n me waited at bishan for roy n abby for more than 1 hour! 1 hour n 20mins to be exact.
were supposed to go prawning.. we reached at 955 when we r meeting at 10.
it was very crowded.. so we waited in the car n i asked dear to call roy n ask if we wanna change place or make other plans..
it was 1030 when dear called him.. n he said they r on the way.
at 1045, i lost my patience.
called scan up n they wanted mj.. so i said, my friend is on their way here, so i'll call u back.
in the end, they reached at 1115 n scan they all have already went jy's house for mj.
great.
i was utterly pissed n disgusted with roy n abby. i mean, its ok if u r late.. but 1 hr n 20mins?! n when we called, u said u r on the way.
wth? then we have to nua there. dear specifically told him that we r leaving soon coz its way too crowded there n we waited long enough. roy asked to wait coz they r on the way.
dun lie what. at least let us know u r still waiting for abby then we can go elsewhere.
duh.
so, i give them what i am best at - my black face.
guess what, abby gave me her black face too.
zz.
we din talk till now.
i have every right to give them my black face. i dun think abby got any when she is the one we were waiting for. no sorry no nothing from her, just a black face. its not my bloody fault that they r late for 1hr n 20mins.
i was so damn pissed. dear tried giving in to me n keep asking if i wanna eat, prawn.. i told him i was damn bloody full n lost all interest.
he asked is it i wanna go mj so much, if i want, we'll just go. i told him its not that im dying to play mj. just that we r fucking decomposing there, waiting like 2 idiots, now we still have to see them prawn. if they r so late, just bloody tell us lah, what the hell is wrong with them. this is what i am pissed about, not because i cant play mj.
i told dear that next time i shall let them wait for 1 hr n 20mins, see if they r as pissed as me.
whats the world coming to?
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cute eh? thanks to levyne for editting. lol
anyway, watched spideyman 3 with roy n abby yesterday. find it quite nice.. wont say anything more, later i spoil the show for u. hahaah.
baked cookies for the second time.. n yep, i've improved. dear, mum they all commented that it taste better than the first. hehehe
been getting used to being alone in school. yep, mel n ju din come to school recently - for whatever reasons, i do not know, i din ask.. this is just me lah.. u tell me, i will listen, if u dun, i wont ask.
nowadays i dun even ask if they r coming to class, coz by 930-945am they r not in class, i know they r not coming.
i duno what r they busy with though, or maybe just purely overslept, or too many programs.. i wont say i am perfect, i too have my lazy days, especially during world cup, i skipped many lessons..
but at least i dare to say now, i sleep early, i dun go out till too late at night, even if i sleep late, i will still go to school the next day with just a few hours of sleep n of coz, work. unless i really overslept lah.. haha.. but these few days, with the rainy mornings n late nights, i nearly over slept.. i woke up at 730 instead of 7am. lol.
what to do.. i am not as smart, i have to put double the effort n be more hardworking.. even so, our results r still almost the same. lol.
nonono, i am not being sarcastic or offensive.. these r just how i think.
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sometimes do u feel utterly disappointed in humans, friends?
sometimes i really duno how should i feel..
i duno about others, but for me, i make it a point to try NOT to borrow stuff from people, especially $$. even if i do, i make sure i return asap.
its very funny how when they want to borrow from u, they r very free, they just call n ask n then 30-60mins later they will reached n collect whatever they want from u.
afterwhich, when u tried to ask for it back several times, they r just so busy that they cant even schedule a time to return to u, though they r very free when they need something from u.
im just damn frustrated lah.
its not that im petty, or geigao with little stuff.
i just feel that i were to borrow ppl's things, i will want to return it asap, to create the least inconvenience as possible. if i were to borrow ppl's things, i am more or less obliged to take the initiative to return to ppl without them asking for it. if i were to borrow ppl's things, i will try to create less inconvenience, will try to give them back their stuff, even if they r too busy to meet me elsewhere, i will try to find other means to return them, n not just sit back n kiao kar n totally forget about it.
another incident whereby dear n me waited at bishan for roy n abby for more than 1 hour! 1 hour n 20mins to be exact.
were supposed to go prawning.. we reached at 955 when we r meeting at 10.
it was very crowded.. so we waited in the car n i asked dear to call roy n ask if we wanna change place or make other plans..
it was 1030 when dear called him.. n he said they r on the way.
at 1045, i lost my patience.
called scan up n they wanted mj.. so i said, my friend is on their way here, so i'll call u back.
in the end, they reached at 1115 n scan they all have already went jy's house for mj.
great.
i was utterly pissed n disgusted with roy n abby. i mean, its ok if u r late.. but 1 hr n 20mins?! n when we called, u said u r on the way.
wth? then we have to nua there. dear specifically told him that we r leaving soon coz its way too crowded there n we waited long enough. roy asked to wait coz they r on the way.
dun lie what. at least let us know u r still waiting for abby then we can go elsewhere.
duh.
so, i give them what i am best at - my black face.
guess what, abby gave me her black face too.
zz.
we din talk till now.
i have every right to give them my black face. i dun think abby got any when she is the one we were waiting for. no sorry no nothing from her, just a black face. its not my bloody fault that they r late for 1hr n 20mins.
i was so damn pissed. dear tried giving in to me n keep asking if i wanna eat, prawn.. i told him i was damn bloody full n lost all interest.
he asked is it i wanna go mj so much, if i want, we'll just go. i told him its not that im dying to play mj. just that we r fucking decomposing there, waiting like 2 idiots, now we still have to see them prawn. if they r so late, just bloody tell us lah, what the hell is wrong with them. this is what i am pissed about, not because i cant play mj.
i told dear that next time i shall let them wait for 1 hr n 20mins, see if they r as pissed as me.
whats the world coming to?
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cute eh? thanks to levyne for editting. lol
