Thursday, September 29, 2005
3:25 AM
3:25 AM
well.. i think i wont be blogging till next week as from then on, i will be having my exams.. i dun think i will be going out for this n nx wkend as well. lol
anyway, as u ppl can see, i've changed my skin.. everything is more or less the same, except that i have no idea why my song aint working.. probably iwebtunes got some problem or watever.. and another change is quite small, so i dun think most of u will realise..
been meeting up with classmates from mon-wed for revision.. i came to realise that there are LOADS n LOADS to study.. im beginning to feel stress is chasing after me now.. i simply hate econs.. but i am glad that it is the 1st paper.. and i hate pom too.. dun even understand a single word the lecturer taught - and im not sure im not the only one.
i obtained 2 As and 1 B last semester.. but this semester, i think i am in for a disappointment.. I will be just as happy if i just get a D for my econs n pom, as long as i pass, i dun realli care..
went to si beh lor to pray this afternoon after our revision.. out of curiousity, me n ju qiu qian.. as its my 1st time, i din noe that for each category, u haf to qiu once. eg: if u wan to noe abt career and love, u will haf to qiu 2 times.. anyway.. i din noe, so i oni qiu once for everything, career, love, money that sort.. but i got a good lot, it says:
You hesitate to undertake a project although you have dwelled on it a long time. A benefactor comes along and like a good solid wall, you can lean on him.
Interpretation:
Out with the old, in with the new. Flowers bloom again in spring. Your performance seems meaningless, yet u'll find it suits u.
so, out of curiousity, we go suan ming.. lol. to me, quite accurate la. but one thing i find it amazing is that how does that man noe our surname when all we did was to choose cards?
anyway.. that man said i am:
straightforward but shy in someways, organized, systematic, responsible.
once i want to do something, i will do it properly, if not, i would not do.
if i were to execute an idea, i will think of ways to plan, to organise, will think of the consequences and stuff. meaning, i will analyse properly b4 i go ahead.
too trusting
好胜
many 小人 around me
too transparent - as in, if im happy, u can see, if im sad, u oso can see. lol
i will oni do things tat i am confident of
but i am too timid, as in, i dun take risks.
he din want to mention abt my love life.. so i think its quite bad.. but after i pester him, he just tell me that i will hurt someone, and my guy will be as stubborn as me.. which i take it as my marriage wont be blissful.. imagine u n ur spouse are both stubborn which will lead to quarrels everyday, how to be blissful?
but he said my career peak will be at 30 or so.. and i have 福气 n 旺气. so money thing, in future no prob.
he also said that i will haf a benefactor as well, but its not a friend, is someone a generation older than me, meaning, my father or uncle generation.
told yi n dear abt it.. they seem interested. lol. i asked dear if he wanna try, he said when free den go dw lor.. dear said shld b bluff ppl wan la.. but was quite surprised that he interested to go dw.. normally he dun realli trust these kinda stuff..
told mom abt it too, she said dun believe too much.. coz these kinda ppl is "tan jia" wan. they do this for a living.. she said if realli wanna noe, go ask monks or watsoever, coz they dun lie.
anyway, its only out of curiousity that i went la.. im always interested in these kinda stuff.. no harm trying. its oni that im fascinated on how he managed to noe our surnames, and y some characteristics are so accurate.
so.. this is a long entry.. will start my war with books tml. lol.
should i pursue my degree? hais.. there are some things i wont post here.. its good enuff that im aware of it..
anyway, as u ppl can see, i've changed my skin.. everything is more or less the same, except that i have no idea why my song aint working.. probably iwebtunes got some problem or watever.. and another change is quite small, so i dun think most of u will realise..
been meeting up with classmates from mon-wed for revision.. i came to realise that there are LOADS n LOADS to study.. im beginning to feel stress is chasing after me now.. i simply hate econs.. but i am glad that it is the 1st paper.. and i hate pom too.. dun even understand a single word the lecturer taught - and im not sure im not the only one.
i obtained 2 As and 1 B last semester.. but this semester, i think i am in for a disappointment.. I will be just as happy if i just get a D for my econs n pom, as long as i pass, i dun realli care..
went to si beh lor to pray this afternoon after our revision.. out of curiousity, me n ju qiu qian.. as its my 1st time, i din noe that for each category, u haf to qiu once. eg: if u wan to noe abt career and love, u will haf to qiu 2 times.. anyway.. i din noe, so i oni qiu once for everything, career, love, money that sort.. but i got a good lot, it says:
You hesitate to undertake a project although you have dwelled on it a long time. A benefactor comes along and like a good solid wall, you can lean on him.
Interpretation:
Out with the old, in with the new. Flowers bloom again in spring. Your performance seems meaningless, yet u'll find it suits u.
so, out of curiousity, we go suan ming.. lol. to me, quite accurate la. but one thing i find it amazing is that how does that man noe our surname when all we did was to choose cards?
anyway.. that man said i am:
straightforward but shy in someways, organized, systematic, responsible.
once i want to do something, i will do it properly, if not, i would not do.
if i were to execute an idea, i will think of ways to plan, to organise, will think of the consequences and stuff. meaning, i will analyse properly b4 i go ahead.
too trusting
好胜
many 小人 around me
too transparent - as in, if im happy, u can see, if im sad, u oso can see. lol
i will oni do things tat i am confident of
but i am too timid, as in, i dun take risks.
he din want to mention abt my love life.. so i think its quite bad.. but after i pester him, he just tell me that i will hurt someone, and my guy will be as stubborn as me.. which i take it as my marriage wont be blissful.. imagine u n ur spouse are both stubborn which will lead to quarrels everyday, how to be blissful?
but he said my career peak will be at 30 or so.. and i have 福气 n 旺气. so money thing, in future no prob.
he also said that i will haf a benefactor as well, but its not a friend, is someone a generation older than me, meaning, my father or uncle generation.
told yi n dear abt it.. they seem interested. lol. i asked dear if he wanna try, he said when free den go dw lor.. dear said shld b bluff ppl wan la.. but was quite surprised that he interested to go dw.. normally he dun realli trust these kinda stuff..
told mom abt it too, she said dun believe too much.. coz these kinda ppl is "tan jia" wan. they do this for a living.. she said if realli wanna noe, go ask monks or watsoever, coz they dun lie.
anyway, its only out of curiousity that i went la.. im always interested in these kinda stuff.. no harm trying. its oni that im fascinated on how he managed to noe our surnames, and y some characteristics are so accurate.
so.. this is a long entry.. will start my war with books tml. lol.
should i pursue my degree? hais.. there are some things i wont post here.. its good enuff that im aware of it..
Monday, September 26, 2005
10:11 PM
10:11 PM
had a boring weekend.. we "entertained" ourselves for dinner at tamp yoshinoya.. den go back dear's house for soccer. -.- dear was sick anyway... so am i.. so... nua at home oso not bad la. haha.
had burger king for dinner on sunday at parkway.. den we entertain ourselves by walking around parkway and giant.. at first it was only window shopping, in the end we bought $60 worth of products. my god... like wat dear say, now dun buy things for ourselves, in future no chance liao.. lol.
was sooooooooooo tired today.. meeting ju n guys 10am at bugis mac, but i overslept!!! lol. realised that econs got sooooooooooooooooooooo many things to study.. im dead man... will be meeting them tml as well for econs.. n thurs for pom i guess. gotta do my hr notes soon.
guess will be slping earli tonight.. damn tired. :\
had burger king for dinner on sunday at parkway.. den we entertain ourselves by walking around parkway and giant.. at first it was only window shopping, in the end we bought $60 worth of products. my god... like wat dear say, now dun buy things for ourselves, in future no chance liao.. lol.
was sooooooooooo tired today.. meeting ju n guys 10am at bugis mac, but i overslept!!! lol. realised that econs got sooooooooooooooooooooo many things to study.. im dead man... will be meeting them tml as well for econs.. n thurs for pom i guess. gotta do my hr notes soon.
guess will be slping earli tonight.. damn tired. :\
Friday, September 23, 2005
5:47 PM
5:47 PM
had dinner at marche yesterday for celebration of dear n alvin bd.. after that we went to watch the myth.. i wont recommend u to watch unless u got spare time or cash. its more like a history lesson than a love story to me.. lol. i think jackie chan is better off with action movies. lol.
anyway.. here are the pictures!!
vin n mel
strawberry cheesecake!
alvin n dear
competing if who blow off the candle 1st. -.-
mi n mel
mi n dear
one of the many poses fr dear
tryin to be stupid n funny. -.-
dear n alvin
anyway.. here are the pictures!!
vin n mel
strawberry cheesecake!
alvin n dear
competing if who blow off the candle 1st. -.-
mi n mel
mi n dear
one of the many poses fr dear
tryin to be stupid n funny. -.-
dear n alvin
Monday, September 19, 2005
1:12 PM
1:12 PM
ah.. here are some photos we took with haze on wed...
mel
me.. faking.. hahahha
me haze n mel~
me n haze
haze n mel
at newton celebrating chris n alvin's bd :
dear n alvin wishing each other bd. -.-
mel n me
candid shot!
dear n alvin.. duno wat they r doing though
act ahbeng! :X
brendon n kevin
alvin n dear
alvin n brendon
mel
me.. faking.. hahahha
me haze n mel~
me n haze
haze n mel
at newton celebrating chris n alvin's bd :
dear n alvin wishing each other bd. -.-
mel n me
candid shot!
dear n alvin.. duno wat they r doing though
act ahbeng! :X
brendon n kevin
alvin n dear
alvin n brendon
was damn pissed with dear on friday.. wont say it here... zz
anyway.. went dear's auntie hse yesterday.. nth much lor.. just dinner, den play some card games
went to watch lfc vs man u at siglap. quite ok lor.. but man u hais... after that went classic pool den eat pataya..
thats for my weekend.. quite boring. lol
finished reading my harry potter on sat.. but now im re-reading it. lol. i oways like to re-read my books.. each time i read again, my understanding of the story increased. that is y i dun like to borrow books, i prefer to own them - i can den read as n when i like.
was abit disappointed in the storyline. i expected more "fighting scene", but in this book, tat aint many. most of it were abt voldemort's past, how he started etc. sirius died in the previous book, i was so sad! dumbledore died in this book, but i was hoping to c them "alive" again in the final book.... ws quite surprised that harry fall in love with ginny..
so sad that this is the 2nd last book oreadi.. maybe in the nx book we can c harry n ginny together, n probably even hermione n ron! but my greatest wish is still tat sirius n dumbledore can sorta revive. LOL
anyway.. went dear's auntie hse yesterday.. nth much lor.. just dinner, den play some card games
went to watch lfc vs man u at siglap. quite ok lor.. but man u hais... after that went classic pool den eat pataya..
thats for my weekend.. quite boring. lol
finished reading my harry potter on sat.. but now im re-reading it. lol. i oways like to re-read my books.. each time i read again, my understanding of the story increased. that is y i dun like to borrow books, i prefer to own them - i can den read as n when i like.
was abit disappointed in the storyline. i expected more "fighting scene", but in this book, tat aint many. most of it were abt voldemort's past, how he started etc. sirius died in the previous book, i was so sad! dumbledore died in this book, but i was hoping to c them "alive" again in the final book.... ws quite surprised that harry fall in love with ginny..
so sad that this is the 2nd last book oreadi.. maybe in the nx book we can c harry n ginny together, n probably even hermione n ron! but my greatest wish is still tat sirius n dumbledore can sorta revive. LOL
Thursday, September 15, 2005
12:15 PM
12:15 PM
had a tiring day yesterday..
sent dad to the airport.. halfway through the journey dad realised that he forgot his money.. heng haben go in pie.. so u-turn back home lor.
went back home to sleep, woke up at 10+ to meet the others for lunch.. went to meet my dear sis haze after sch with mel
sat at mac, chatted happily till dear arrived at 6+ n roy at 7. had dinner at foodcourt, walk ard ps.. planned to play mj.. but no kah. haha. in the end send mel home, n me, roy n dear nua at her hse dwstiar, thinking of wher to go.. in the end call mel come dw again den we go spans for billiards.
a bit sick liao.. probably due to the lack of sleep these few days..
my dear sis haze n mel, bought harry potter 6 for me.. zz.. apparently they ignore my protests. on the book, tat 2 wrote a short memo, encouraging me, ask me not to nag at them. lol.
tat 2 ah.. ask them dun buy, they still secretly gang up n buy. ok la, i realli appreciate it, i understand their kind intentions.. but i realli dunwan them to waste $$ mah.. if i wan to buy, i will buy it myself................ u 2 noe wat i mean hor.
but reali, a million thanks to the both of u. *hugs n kisses* BUT, dun do it again ok!!!! hehe
sent dad to the airport.. halfway through the journey dad realised that he forgot his money.. heng haben go in pie.. so u-turn back home lor.
went back home to sleep, woke up at 10+ to meet the others for lunch.. went to meet my dear sis haze after sch with mel
sat at mac, chatted happily till dear arrived at 6+ n roy at 7. had dinner at foodcourt, walk ard ps.. planned to play mj.. but no kah. haha. in the end send mel home, n me, roy n dear nua at her hse dwstiar, thinking of wher to go.. in the end call mel come dw again den we go spans for billiards.
a bit sick liao.. probably due to the lack of sleep these few days..
my dear sis haze n mel, bought harry potter 6 for me.. zz.. apparently they ignore my protests. on the book, tat 2 wrote a short memo, encouraging me, ask me not to nag at them. lol.
tat 2 ah.. ask them dun buy, they still secretly gang up n buy. ok la, i realli appreciate it, i understand their kind intentions.. but i realli dunwan them to waste $$ mah.. if i wan to buy, i will buy it myself................ u 2 noe wat i mean hor.
but reali, a million thanks to the both of u. *hugs n kisses* BUT, dun do it again ok!!!! hehe
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
1:46 AM
1:46 AM
been thinking of something..
friends who have not talk to me for a long time said i've changed.. they said i've matured.. however.. do they really know me as well as they claim? many people have told me to be careful of surrounding friends, somehow i can attract "xiao rens", somehow people can read my mind and heart, people can know what am i actually thinking about... but, do they really understand me? i admit, i am not very good at talking. i can be a good listener, but im a terrible consoler. i may appear to be very chatty, but at times i am quiet.
classmates always ask me why am i keep quiet out of a sudden.. the fact is that i never really did talk much, except sometimes i will just "chip in".. i am a listener most of the time. not many of u know this right?
well.. cant deny the fact that i've matured over these years.. of course i've matured from a silly young girl to now, a probably more attitude woman. woman? should i describe myself as a woman?
have i really changed? maybe i have.. or maybe the old kailin is not the real kailin. i was disgusted with myself in the past, i am still feeling disgusted of myself now, in the present. i duno why..
in the past, maybe i am too soft-hearted.. i probably am still soft-hearted now, but not as soft as before? i've been taken advantage of in the past few years.. my temper aint this bad in the past.. my temper is quite bad when i was young.. most of my pri sch classmates know that.. but at 1 point of time when im ard 16 or so, my temper were gone out of a sudden.. i begin to treat people real kind, i gave them help or watever they need should i am able to give.. but what did i get in return? heartaches.. disappointments.. of coz i learnt something.. i learnt not to be so trusting, i learnt not to put in 100% of my heart. but i did it again now..
i realise that in order not to be taken advantage of, i need to let people know that i have temper, that i have my own way of thinking. the reason now that i am so short tempered, probably is due to the shortage of temper i've flared in the past, so now all the temper come at the same time. neither do i wan this to happen to me. i've been forced by circumstances.. this is a shield to protect myself, at least to me it is.
as time past, i've started to follow my heart when im doing things... just like few months back, i followed my heart and sort of lead to so many unnecessary "troubles". i tell myself, its due to my trusting side, its due to my soft-heartedness that lead to these terrible days that we are having now. and i forbid myself to make the same mistakes again. i remind myself everytime when i was about to trust someone 100%, i remind myself to be careful.. never judge a book by its cover.. no matter how close we've become, no matter how many years of friendship, it doesnt matter.. infront of money, wat kinship, friendship or watsoever doesnt mean a single thing.
yes, i am short tempered, i am unreasonable at times, i wish to be spoilt.. yet at the same time i am proud, i do not like to be pitied, i prefer to be on my own.
do u think i am just typing rubbish? maybe i am.. just feeling down...
anyway.. looking forward to meet haze on wed. la kopi session n dinner. now she n mel gang up against me liao lor.. hahaha..
friends who have not talk to me for a long time said i've changed.. they said i've matured.. however.. do they really know me as well as they claim? many people have told me to be careful of surrounding friends, somehow i can attract "xiao rens", somehow people can read my mind and heart, people can know what am i actually thinking about... but, do they really understand me? i admit, i am not very good at talking. i can be a good listener, but im a terrible consoler. i may appear to be very chatty, but at times i am quiet.
classmates always ask me why am i keep quiet out of a sudden.. the fact is that i never really did talk much, except sometimes i will just "chip in".. i am a listener most of the time. not many of u know this right?
well.. cant deny the fact that i've matured over these years.. of course i've matured from a silly young girl to now, a probably more attitude woman. woman? should i describe myself as a woman?
have i really changed? maybe i have.. or maybe the old kailin is not the real kailin. i was disgusted with myself in the past, i am still feeling disgusted of myself now, in the present. i duno why..
in the past, maybe i am too soft-hearted.. i probably am still soft-hearted now, but not as soft as before? i've been taken advantage of in the past few years.. my temper aint this bad in the past.. my temper is quite bad when i was young.. most of my pri sch classmates know that.. but at 1 point of time when im ard 16 or so, my temper were gone out of a sudden.. i begin to treat people real kind, i gave them help or watever they need should i am able to give.. but what did i get in return? heartaches.. disappointments.. of coz i learnt something.. i learnt not to be so trusting, i learnt not to put in 100% of my heart. but i did it again now..
i realise that in order not to be taken advantage of, i need to let people know that i have temper, that i have my own way of thinking. the reason now that i am so short tempered, probably is due to the shortage of temper i've flared in the past, so now all the temper come at the same time. neither do i wan this to happen to me. i've been forced by circumstances.. this is a shield to protect myself, at least to me it is.
as time past, i've started to follow my heart when im doing things... just like few months back, i followed my heart and sort of lead to so many unnecessary "troubles". i tell myself, its due to my trusting side, its due to my soft-heartedness that lead to these terrible days that we are having now. and i forbid myself to make the same mistakes again. i remind myself everytime when i was about to trust someone 100%, i remind myself to be careful.. never judge a book by its cover.. no matter how close we've become, no matter how many years of friendship, it doesnt matter.. infront of money, wat kinship, friendship or watsoever doesnt mean a single thing.
yes, i am short tempered, i am unreasonable at times, i wish to be spoilt.. yet at the same time i am proud, i do not like to be pitied, i prefer to be on my own.
do u think i am just typing rubbish? maybe i am.. just feeling down...
anyway.. looking forward to meet haze on wed. la kopi session n dinner. now she n mel gang up against me liao lor.. hahaha..
Friday, September 09, 2005
11:46 AM
11:46 AM
in another 3 weeks or so, my #62 will be gone.. *sobs*
anyway, dad gave the green light for me to book my chalet.. i asked him if he wan ecp or ntuc.. he said ntuc lor.. ecp too far he said. lol.
hais.. been quite disappointed with someone..
sometimes keep quiet is not recommendable when u noe about some things..
am i being neutral? of coz i am.. tats y im keeping quiet abt it.. but it seems to the others tat im siding any of them.
is ignoring 1 of the parties involved proves that im standing at the same line as he/she is? is this wat i should do?
but if i do tat, den i am not being neutral anymore.. is that the way i shld do it? wat shld i do? just treat it as nth is going on?
wat hurts me the most is that.. hw can someone say tat initially i sided with him/her.. yet after that i switch side to the other party.. how can one said that? i can differentiate between right n wrong.. wat i think is right, i will of coz say something abt it..
however, it appears to tat person tat im switching sides.
am i wrong?
if i appear to be "siding one of them", den the other 1 will say me.. say if i side one of them, den tell the other 1 tat im siding him/her as well... doesnt tat make me a hypocrite?
why should i ignore one of them when they have conflicts? as i said, the conflicts involved them, and not me. why should i ignore one of them when their conflicts doesnt involve me at all? my job is oni to listen to them, if u get wat i mean..
it appears that staying out of everything isnt oways the best decision..
anyway, dad gave the green light for me to book my chalet.. i asked him if he wan ecp or ntuc.. he said ntuc lor.. ecp too far he said. lol.
hais.. been quite disappointed with someone..
sometimes keep quiet is not recommendable when u noe about some things..
am i being neutral? of coz i am.. tats y im keeping quiet abt it.. but it seems to the others tat im siding any of them.
is ignoring 1 of the parties involved proves that im standing at the same line as he/she is? is this wat i should do?
but if i do tat, den i am not being neutral anymore.. is that the way i shld do it? wat shld i do? just treat it as nth is going on?
wat hurts me the most is that.. hw can someone say tat initially i sided with him/her.. yet after that i switch side to the other party.. how can one said that? i can differentiate between right n wrong.. wat i think is right, i will of coz say something abt it..
however, it appears to tat person tat im switching sides.
am i wrong?
if i appear to be "siding one of them", den the other 1 will say me.. say if i side one of them, den tell the other 1 tat im siding him/her as well... doesnt tat make me a hypocrite?
why should i ignore one of them when they have conflicts? as i said, the conflicts involved them, and not me. why should i ignore one of them when their conflicts doesnt involve me at all? my job is oni to listen to them, if u get wat i mean..
it appears that staying out of everything isnt oways the best decision..
Thursday, September 08, 2005
5:24 PM
5:24 PM
im sorry for not blogging these few days.. had been damn busy with my assignments.
anyway.. nothing interesting these few days lah.. haha.
was thinking whether should i book ntuc or ecp chalet for my bd since its all the same price.. ecp will be more convenient for drivers.. while ntuc is more convenient for ppl who r taking public transport. of coz pasir ris is nearer to me la.. but mahuan lor.. as in, roy say spf got 2 buildings for the ntuc chalet.. but duno is which 2.. but i scared later is behind behind wan den seh leh...
but ecp oso mahuan, as in inconvenient like if wan to eat mus go far den oni got 1 exit, if chalet is at the end, den haf to walk so far.
sians.. later must ask papa lor since he's paying
yesterday went airport to fetch papa.. had baked rice at swensens.. finally man, i've been craving for baked rice.
anyway.. nothing interesting these few days lah.. haha.
was thinking whether should i book ntuc or ecp chalet for my bd since its all the same price.. ecp will be more convenient for drivers.. while ntuc is more convenient for ppl who r taking public transport. of coz pasir ris is nearer to me la.. but mahuan lor.. as in, roy say spf got 2 buildings for the ntuc chalet.. but duno is which 2.. but i scared later is behind behind wan den seh leh...
but ecp oso mahuan, as in inconvenient like if wan to eat mus go far den oni got 1 exit, if chalet is at the end, den haf to walk so far.
sians.. later must ask papa lor since he's paying
yesterday went airport to fetch papa.. had baked rice at swensens.. finally man, i've been craving for baked rice.
Monday, September 05, 2005
10:08 PM
10:08 PM
forgot to blog about the comex thingy..
while i was giving out the leaflets, 2 men wanna take photo of me. -.- one of them even gave me his namecard and ask me to call him when we r having events. -.- then got 3 guys ask me:
how old r u?
so i said 21.
den the 3 guys tok to each other saying, wah same age as us leh.
den one of the guy say, u look like 16, 17 leh
den i say ya i noe.
den tat guy say, u beri cute leh
den i jitao -.-
i've been thinking..
i've always thought that dear really teng me.. as in, treat me like a princess n stuff.. but it seems like i am wrong? though on the surface we might be happy go lucky, insult here n there... though everytime i might emphasize that i dun believe or like to listen to honey words, but im still a girl.. all girls like to be pampered, like to feel loved by their guy..
duno wat im saying.. hahaha
anyway.. have been thinking whether should i continue to pursue my degree after my adv dip or to start working..
my family can afford to let me continue my degree.. but, how about my daily expenses? this degree course is 2years... den wat am i going to eat these 2 yrs? how to find a part time job for so long? if dear do not have to help ppl to pay, i think i wont be so stressed..
jean was telling me to apply for scholarship, probably to uni of bradford.. i was like har? i dun think i can qualify.. den she say, that time the person say ur grade must be As and Bs mah.. n i got 2 As n 1 B.. but i said that was the 1st semester leh.. 2nd semester worse... i dun think i can get any As.. haha
one of our lecturer told us that in future, ther will be an aus national uni campus in sg.. in afew yrs time, polytechnics will merge with overseas uni to start degree courses.. i was thinking, in this case, if i graduated from mdis, 2 yrs down the road after the aus national uni n polytechnic degree graduates, my mdis cert is nothing.. wat only counts is my experience..
hais.. wat should i do?
anyway.. i was a driver on sunday.. -.-
i woke up at 1130am, get out of the house at ard 1145am.. send my brother to bedok res, after that go aljunied to pass $$, then go back home again.. waited 5min for dad to come dw.. den send him to the airport.. den back home again.
guess wat time i reach home? 1245pm.
i couldnt believe it man.. haha. i was shocked. but ah.. i feel that the 80-90km/hr speed limit on expressway is too SLOW! especially when thers no car.. n the road to n fr airport dun haf tat much of cars.. the fastest i drive b4 is 110km/hr.. ok la, i noe not beri fast la.. but to me quite fast le mah. anyway.. my cruising speed is 100km/hr on expressway..
hais
while i was giving out the leaflets, 2 men wanna take photo of me. -.- one of them even gave me his namecard and ask me to call him when we r having events. -.- then got 3 guys ask me:
how old r u?
so i said 21.
den the 3 guys tok to each other saying, wah same age as us leh.
den one of the guy say, u look like 16, 17 leh
den i say ya i noe.
den tat guy say, u beri cute leh
den i jitao -.-
i've been thinking..
i've always thought that dear really teng me.. as in, treat me like a princess n stuff.. but it seems like i am wrong? though on the surface we might be happy go lucky, insult here n there... though everytime i might emphasize that i dun believe or like to listen to honey words, but im still a girl.. all girls like to be pampered, like to feel loved by their guy..
duno wat im saying.. hahaha
anyway.. have been thinking whether should i continue to pursue my degree after my adv dip or to start working..
my family can afford to let me continue my degree.. but, how about my daily expenses? this degree course is 2years... den wat am i going to eat these 2 yrs? how to find a part time job for so long? if dear do not have to help ppl to pay, i think i wont be so stressed..
jean was telling me to apply for scholarship, probably to uni of bradford.. i was like har? i dun think i can qualify.. den she say, that time the person say ur grade must be As and Bs mah.. n i got 2 As n 1 B.. but i said that was the 1st semester leh.. 2nd semester worse... i dun think i can get any As.. haha
one of our lecturer told us that in future, ther will be an aus national uni campus in sg.. in afew yrs time, polytechnics will merge with overseas uni to start degree courses.. i was thinking, in this case, if i graduated from mdis, 2 yrs down the road after the aus national uni n polytechnic degree graduates, my mdis cert is nothing.. wat only counts is my experience..
hais.. wat should i do?
anyway.. i was a driver on sunday.. -.-
i woke up at 1130am, get out of the house at ard 1145am.. send my brother to bedok res, after that go aljunied to pass $$, then go back home again.. waited 5min for dad to come dw.. den send him to the airport.. den back home again.
guess wat time i reach home? 1245pm.
i couldnt believe it man.. haha. i was shocked. but ah.. i feel that the 80-90km/hr speed limit on expressway is too SLOW! especially when thers no car.. n the road to n fr airport dun haf tat much of cars.. the fastest i drive b4 is 110km/hr.. ok la, i noe not beri fast la.. but to me quite fast le mah. anyway.. my cruising speed is 100km/hr on expressway..
hais
Sunday, September 04, 2005
2:46 PM
2:46 PM
worked for ipod for the comex show.. it was supposed to be 2 days - saturday and sunday. $6 an hour, 1-8pm, lunch will be provided, 30minutes break lunch. so 1 day around $42.. 2 days $84.. but when i knocked off from work yesterday, the supervisor incharge still ask us to report at 1pm. but when i reached my house here carpark, the person called and say tml no need to go work, they are cutting down. -.- lame
anyway also good la. damn xinku lor.. stand for the 7hours, giving out leaflets, still have to explain the ipod stuff. luckily dear came to send me home. i was dead beat. dear keep niam about this job with the "i told u so" when i told him i was VERY tired, and i just want to go home and sleep. haha. anyway he was happy that i dun have to go back there to work. not because he scared i tired or wat, its because lytat he no need to go suntec to fetch me home. -.-"
oh ya.. econs class test.. lol. basically the whole paper i copied fr jeanette. of coz i did try some of the mcqs, i got them correct la. but the rest all from jeanette. haha. she very steady sia. coz 1 table can sit 3 person, den 2 person sit at the extreme seat.. so she just place the whole answer in the middle for me to c. den alvin sit behind us oso can c sia. hahaha.
sibei sians.. gotta do my assignments le.. sucks.. duno hw to start. :(
anyway also good la. damn xinku lor.. stand for the 7hours, giving out leaflets, still have to explain the ipod stuff. luckily dear came to send me home. i was dead beat. dear keep niam about this job with the "i told u so" when i told him i was VERY tired, and i just want to go home and sleep. haha. anyway he was happy that i dun have to go back there to work. not because he scared i tired or wat, its because lytat he no need to go suntec to fetch me home. -.-"
oh ya.. econs class test.. lol. basically the whole paper i copied fr jeanette. of coz i did try some of the mcqs, i got them correct la. but the rest all from jeanette. haha. she very steady sia. coz 1 table can sit 3 person, den 2 person sit at the extreme seat.. so she just place the whole answer in the middle for me to c. den alvin sit behind us oso can c sia. hahaha.
sibei sians.. gotta do my assignments le.. sucks.. duno hw to start. :(
