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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

看不到吗?

真的看不到吗?还是不愿意去看?

人总是可笑的,明明就很明显、很确切地摆在眼前,却愿意任由自己的意念去‘看’东西,不愿意用眼睛和心去正眼地看清楚一点。

看到了吧?再次地问自己⋯⋯看到了吧?真的要淌血才知道什么叫放手吗?

太高估自己了、太自大了、太骄傲了⋯⋯ -_-

1st lesson in growing deep

"What if one day you find your prayers are no longer answered, petitions no longer granted, will God still be God of your life?"

It jolted me right to the core and caused me to pause for a long time. I found new meaning to "I am saved" and the song thats goes on to say the most beautiful blessing I ever had in life is to know Jesus.

But i held my breathe at the thought of my God, at least to me, no longer answer me. Then i realised deep in me.... i have become self-centred, it has become all about me.

Tough lesson #1. Sobering truths i have had in one sitting tonight. Truths that are supposingly freeing but i guess i need time as usual to digest them, one by one; reminding myself daily of them one by one, so that they will be inscripted upon my heart and my mind.