Zzzz Monster

Im soooo sleepy.. cant wait for friday night to come.. where i can sleep to my heart's content till sabbath day.

Hanging on.. *0*

missing me?

Jus came back from a church camp over the weekend. i must say God came and visited, He came and did what He said He will do when His children ask of Him.
Thru a dear pastor, whom over the years, i still look up to and respect deeply, God said He missed me. I never left church, i still serve, i still love but God being God, He knows my heart condition. Yes, i missed Him too.

The camp was refreshing and brought healing to my spirit. I thought i was okie, i thought it is settled, i thought it no longer matter, but the truth is, it was so deep that i dun feel it till pastor came and pray. I feel the father's love, the father's touch as he hold me and pray.. suddenly all the years of wandering, lostness, pain, tears all came out in a rush.

Now i know y i am still where i am. Now i know y i never inch forward much in the last few years. Now i know y.... im tired. im scared. im ignorant. i think i know all... actually i dont. i think i have it all.. actually i dont. i think i know God... actually not as much. i think i was near God... actually i was living in grace.

i saw once again the power of God moving in the lives of the people this weekend. my heart was filled with compassion once again this weekend when His children were being set free. once again, the desire to partner God and see Him move mountains was stirred up again. I dont want to believe in lies anymore, i dont want to believe in practicality 100% anymore. I dont want to believe in skepticism or criticism anymore. i want to believe in the power of the cross simply once more.

at Rider's Lodge

we had good meals, R.O.C. Learn to ride the horses, fed them with carrots, took pictures with them. The brown horse in the picture is the favourite of everybody..Golden Fly (if i rem it correctly). He was a champion horse, had his glory days before he retired. He is really majestic looking.

some pics from Dec...Riders' Lodge

Its a nice place... doesnt feel like im in Asia.




me and my ah mei.. nice chillout hol ^_^ legendary R.O.C.

Baby booming 2008!

Wah sey! Over the weekend, including today... i have come to know 4 of my friends are expecting a little bundle of joy in a few months time. Its baby booming!!
lol...

Was jus thinking.. is it coincidence or God has it all planned that i have ready people to test some stuff that i have up in my sleeves in a couple of months time? HEee.. whatever the case.. im happy for them. really happy.

Excited Lian ^_^

Week4!

Time flies.. really flew by. Unknowingly... its week 4 of 2008 already.
There are already so many things in line that are filling my calender one by one, week by week, month by month.
There are few nights now in a week that im free...and its going to be so in the months to come.

Made new friends, discovered new things, went to new places, new ideas generated, new things to learn and to be done. I feel alive..im intrigued. im inspired.

Met up with frens.. frens i love and thank God for them. I thank God for frens who hears me,knows me and shares my dreams.

Gonna be new year soon! cant wait for the break to come.. i wonder what i will be doing? hmm

my very own!

I bought a macbook today! my very own!! haha.. and it was at a steal! Muahahha!! the few good benefits of my job.

So Happy!! now its time to transfer all thats in the school mac to my own... hahhahah!!!

seeya~

Happy 2008! ^_^

A new year, new beginning, new challenges, new adventures, new discoveries :)
2007 was not too bad.. with new things learnt, new places visited, new friends made.
Im looking forward to 2008 actually, though its a projected year of hard work in all arenas.

Personal goals for 2008:

1. Get my driving licence by dec 2008!
*not the license to drive people up the wall, i already obtained that eons ago! hahaha! but a real driving license that allows me to have greater mobility.

2.Learn to perfect the art of simple but nice make up on myself!

3.Be bold and courageous in all circumstances.

i only managed to complete 1 out of 3 targeted goals in 2007,hopefully at the end of 2008, i can say that i managed to complete 3 out of 3!

HAPPY NEW YEAR, everyone!