June!

June is here!! Finally!!!! it felt like a year has passed since Jan till now.

Yeah! Mayday concert is in sight... counting down 2 days!! WooHoo!!! Time to scream and sing!!!

Taiwan is in sight... counting down a week! Taipei! Hualien! Food! Clothes! Books! Shoes! Miraculous events???!!! the only thing that i will miss.. my travel kaki *who will be in Manila!* hahaha... wondering if my GPRS will work in Taiwan after being pampered by her excellent direction sense. hahaha. Looking forward to work my new camera at the beautiful Taroko Gorge, hopefully without the rain this time round.

Family Event of the year! My cousin's wedding the day before i leave for Taiwan... my whole family including extended family will find themselves in church! Anticipating.....

Woo!!! and that will be the end of holidays in June... but but but... i guess greater and more exciting things are filling in soon as i work both my brains and muscles to something exciting and and.... arrrrggghhh.. lol.. you know what i mean if u are my pal.

"simply believe"

Things I like to do....

there are many many things i like to do... wat i lack most now is courage. Arrgghh.. but im looking forward to see them happen as i pluck up enough courage to make them happen.
The excitement coupled with endless apprehension and hows, is enough to kill me emotionally but yet at the same time, taking what John C. Maxwell says, dont look back in time and recount the numerous what ifs in life.

I don't want to recount what ifs, i don't want to end up being a coward who did not dare to be used and stretch by God, by myself, by life's ups and downs. I want to recount life's victories, i want to be an overcomer, i want to be able to say yes, though i have failed before, at least i tried, no regrets.

Things are brewing within me, dreams are looming, they seems possible. They are intertwining themselves with the desire in my heart as a servant of God, they are piecing themselves together amazingly. Like i said, now i need courage and open doors from Him, i need to be able to see the opportunities and pathways He is going to provide. Last thing i need is retreating and withdrawing from the challenges that these things brings along with it.

When will the training end? I think they just began... on a different platform and level. Im changing... i know... cos i see it. Im not talking... not here, not in real time.. i know... cos i dunno what to say to who... im apprehensive. For now, i just want to think through and allow thoughts to flow...

砰砰跳

心脏每天都按着某种韵律不听地跳动着。时间到了，六月即将来临…
此刻心脏的频率开始不规律，它在期待…在默默等待…六月的到来。

是时候清醒了、是时候深呼吸了、是时候感动了

你的心是在砰砰跳还是已经麻木了？