lisalian

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Scuba Diving 1...yeah!

Hello people! Im back from my first diving trip.... IT's a thrilling and wonderful experience to see the beautiful handiworks of God in the sea.

I saw turtle!!!!!! One and only one!!! hahahahaha!!!!!! Thank God for answering my prayers TWICE!!!! I missed it the first time cos i was not confident to clear my mask in the water... but God answered my prayer again after i realised i missed it....

The 2nd turtle (horn bill turtle) was resting on the corals... in ben's words " it parked itself there waiting for you to see it." And it swam abit too!! after checking us out... it realised its being watched, so it shifted its feeding place... not very far away though.

Im a happy girl!!!!! Thinking about my next dive already...hahhahahaha!!

*now i know Darth Vadar feels as he breathe through his mask.... hahahhaa*

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Image stylist

Is he cool?? My first try at image designing, turns out well... of cos, most of the credit goes to the person first who can carry off almost any image ^_^ i like the hat personally.... thinks its stylo. Whats next?? Hmmm...

Kiddos


My saturday was spent with these 2 cute little boys.... hahah.. of cos with their mum too. But their mum dont allow me to post her pic up ^_^ hahahaha... saturday well spent.

Deja Vu

Have you experienced moments of deja vu? Do you always deja vu?
I do! They are frequent but they never fail to cause my heart to race. Its an extraordinary moment, special and tingling.

I decided to write on this cos i deja vued yesterday while i was out with a group of friends. Its unexplainable... but for a moment i was so relieved to know that im living as planned. hahahha/ sounds ridiculous? Of course not, for the Maker of heavens and me has already numbered my days, and knows wat im gonna do and speak every second of my life. Awesome eh!

Been frustrated the last 5 days, fighting hard to stand firm on God's words and against words taht seek to oppress my spirit and rob my joy. Thank God that im in His will, thank God for tat moment of deja vu.

Actually, i like deja vueing.... hahahah!! Its an awesome feeling to live a moment of my life a second time.

Inspiration

I lurrve talking to people, especially people who live to make their dreams come true, people who live to make their lives count, people who live not in a well or at least do not want to live in a well. Conversing with these people inspires me to live my life gloriously, be a princess of God with dreams and not a frog in a well with a swelling head thinking that the well is the world.

They inspire me with their passion, their courage, their determination and their excitement for lives, chose to live differently, and they dare to be different! How cool is that!

Conversations like these are always filled with excitement, joy and sizzling with 'electric', and i so love that kind of conversation as they are full, not airy fairy, not depressing, not discouraging like life is full of nothing but troubles and worries.

They always inspire me to hang on to my dreams and desires and work towards them, to continue to perservere in the journey of seeing all the possibilities. They always open new windows for me to look at the world outside of the miniscule world of mine, bringing in new knowledge, new insights like the gentle breeze that welcomes you when u push open the window. That gives me new surge of energy to continue to dream, to pursue and refused to be swallowed up by the day to day struggles and the WELL.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Thanksgivings

Last week was a faith building week, filled with lessons from the Almighty about Praising Him despite circumstances.

Back in feb this year, God asked me if im willing to pastor my family. A struggle always in my heart, but i said yes, if He is giving me the lives of my family, including the extended ones. I did not know exactly wat am i supposed to do or how its going to happen, but i choose to believe in all my weaknesses. Something broke within me that night, my heart revived, it was dead cos i forgot how to cry for the lost in my family for some time. But after i said yes to God, i can.

Last week, i shall do away with the details, my parents stepped into church for the very first time! Unspeakable joy i had that evening.... on top of that, my darling bro went to SIS for a healing service tooo at the same time. Though they did not give their lives to Jesus that night, i know things are changing, God is moving.

Jus when i thought things were ending there, it did not. My dad received a call from the aged home, asking for permission to bring my grandma to church, according to them, she asked to go!!!! Hallelujah!

Personally, im overwhelmed, bubbling with excitement as i witnessed for myself how God battled for me when i choose to praise Him, stand firm on His words when i feel like giving up. Its amazing.

Jesus the Rock concert is memorable for me as i renewed the desire to serve God as a worship leader, as i claim my territory rights to my family, God moved in my life in a way never before. He healed me twice so that i can sing, im reminded, this is a year of Elisha for me.

Lisalian, Ganbatte ne.

Monday, April 16, 2007

personal challenge list 2007

haha.. its been long since i blogged, really blog. Lotsa things reeling in my mind, lotsa emotions whirling within, but all have to wait till i have all the time in the world to blog all at one go.

for now, as korean drama plays in the background, i jus felt like putting down a wishlist or personal challenge list... heee

Personal Challenge List 2007

Item 1 : Beginner's diving license (all set to go on 27th Apr! Yahoo!!)
Item 2: Pass my Basic Theory by Sept? (hahaha!!! )
Item 3: Study my jap faithfully n pass JLPT 4 by dec. (stress*)

wah... think enough liao hor... hahaha.. i think so..

Desires

A picture says a thousand words, this speaks of my desires. Not a thousand of them though ^_^ credit to my prayer buddy, pretty shups!

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

me ...

Tried my hand on the test below as i read some of the reviews about it on some blogies i frequent... hahaha... i laffed at it when i read mine, somewhat true of me.
read n see if u find traces of me there.


Archetype Test Results

The Catapult (ISTP)

Handy in the real world manipulation of objects and events, this personality type is easily enthused by practical projects. Once gaining the interest of the Catapult, a project will be quickly and sometimes manically dealt with. That energy however will be invisible to those not witness to it. Abrupt is a watchword of this personality.

Spontaneity is important to the Catapult because it never quite knows when inspiration will hit. Because of this, it often ignores or conveniently forgets rules and boundaries that limit its freedom. This need for freedom extends even to the personal sphere and though this personality is kind and gentle, it will often be hard to pin down to a monogamous lifestyle. When discussing their need for freedom, the Catapult will most often resort to non-verbal means to express itself.

Because they tend to verbalize so seldom, Catapult personalities can be seen as phlegmatic or impassive. In moments of high tension they can often surprise those around them with a lighthearted or humorous remark. Many engineers are found among this personality type, as well as mechanics and paramedics.

Because of their facility with the physical world, this personality is often found among sports that require dexterity, such as motorcycling or hang gliding. Inveterate realists, Catapults will rarely have time for flights of fancy or unproductive discussion

Constraints on the freedom of a Catapult personality will be regarded as a personal attack, since the use of their problem solving abilities during the thrill of the moment is of prime importance to them. They are problem solvers in their personal and public lives.

Because they are constantly re-evaluating their surroundings, this personality type will rarely accept any one rule of thumb or explanation for a given situation. Every belief is provisional, depending on the nature of the world around them.

Strong emotional situations can be confusing to the Catapult personality and this is the one moment when they will tend to take a pause to understand and ruminate. Feeling strong emotions can be confusing and will tend to throw this personality out of alignment. In a romantic relationship, this personality will try to solve problems as a way to show caring. This is usually not the best way to show caring.

Although they can be intense in their desire for freedom the Catapult can often find solace in the routine of living with another person. This is the one area of life in which they can find comfort in the familiar. Talking about feelings is not a high priority and can initiate the 'trapped' feeling that will result in a major relationship disturbance.

If you are a Catapult personality you might want to spend some time looking at the big picture. Try to think about the long-term goals of your life and not the excitement of the moment. You also should make an effort to see other points of view, even if you think they are unproductive. You need to understand that there are many ways to accomplish the same goal, and while your methods are best for you they may not be best for everyone.

Often Catapult personalities can forget to give praise where it is due. You might try to remember to compliment your friends and neighbors from time to time. Relationships should never take a back seat to your hobbies or short-term goals. And remember to voice your feelings, even if you think that others should be aware of them. Often other people place a very high value on the spoken word, and a few kind words from you will make all the difference.

Monday, April 02, 2007

sentiments.

Caught the last few runs of music n lyrics in town today,been wanting to watch it since donkey years ago.

Anyway, caught more than jus music n lyrics. caught some of the weird sentiments that perhaps existed but not apparent enough to gain any attention from me.

But tonight, i left the movies with this conclusion, it is a blessing to catch movies with a familiar fellow human being called friends. Sounds weird? But its weirder for me when farnie scenes came along and the urge to break out into laughter have to be suppressed in order not to draw unwanted attention from fellow strangers to the right n left of me;its weirder when thoughts and feelings abound through the show and i have no one to *bleah* together...

Finally understood one thing tonight, woman needs to talk. hahahahah... though i talked alot while im working, but i guess its different when a woman have a stomach full of emotions. Maybe reality is catching up fast...