It's all coming back to me

This week.... although nothing special happen...
my heart and soul did went up to the sky and down to earth.
Have you ever ask yourself about regreting something was done or feel sorrow about something?
Well.... i do have... certain things to feel sorrow for.
Yes indeed you can have best of both worlds.
But making the best out of both worlds are possible.
Be contented...Be Wise....

2006
I feel sorrow for my behaviour towards my family.
I chose my ex-boyfriend N upon spending time with my family.
I chose to spend my time with his family than my family.
I thought i was the girl for him.
I gave it all out to him.
Never thought which exchange sorrow,painful experience..
It's all coming back to me now....
The pictures of him in my head..
Knowing that.. he dump me cuz i chose to go overseas study.
But i gave myself a better explaination, I gain experience, I gain the feeling, the open-mind..
All of this...i get it in a foolish, painful way...

2007
Once bitten twice shy
Shame on you if you fool me once,shame on me if you fool me twice.
The Singaporean ex-bf A
Proven me I am dead stupid...damn foolish..
and i dont wanna talk bout it.
I hope girls in singapore wont get cheated by his behaviour.
You'll just get into trouble if he didn't had his medication.
which you don't even know he had mental sickness
His parents helped him to cover.
His parents are also insane..

2008
I don't want to have so much experience in relationships.
But i just couldn't find the one.
All the experience just haunt me.
Even i want to.... memories would just drive me crazy.

Took a flight to another state just to help my ex-boyfriend C finish his assignment.
Took every holiday to fly to his place to mend the relationship.
He did came..
But leaving a sorrow memory which i never thought i would see...


Since then I learnt my lesson in the hard way.
Whenever i fall, a man would catch me, hold me up,
talk to me when i'm bored....
The man whom i never know i trust him most....
--------------My PAPA

I thought i was strong but i was wrong....
I thought i could get over it fast enough.
Yeah~ indeed i have a lot of entertainment in my life...
Memories will still be memories...
Appears in our mind on and off.
Happy memories worthable memories, will just make us smile when came to think of it
Sad memories will just make us shed a tear.
Sorrow memories, shocking memories will just haunt us, being a river between you and success..

Dont know what i'm looking for...
Dont know what i'm waiting for...

I'll find the reason why, just one step at a time

Trip to Sydney, Gold Coast and Brisbane Part 2

Bondi Beach @ Sydney

Prepared to go Phantom of the Opera @ StarCity~~~

Boring midnite, Pool time.... candy had her 2nd pool game..

WildLife

Rainbow snake...EEEEwwwwww

Pancake on the Rocks

The Opera House

Harbour Bridge

There is nothing much to do at night, we went the opera house to walk around during the mid night.. weather was cold..but we folks still pose some posture as model wannabe...muahaha

Trip to Sydney, Gold Coast and Brisbane

29 June 2008

On our way to the Avalon Airport by TAXI TAXI TAXI

Let me introduce our trip crew

I Give u............................

Me and Susana Oh

Alex Cheung

Eugene Lim

Candy Yap....

In SYDNEY.

There's 2 level inside the train..that's what cool about it

Karaoke in GREEN BOX is damn worth it...

2 hour per AUS$10
For people who stuck in the middle of the time, actually can juz pop up to Green Box and sing.

Me, Jay, Eugene, Candy and Susana

Our Rented a service Apartment

Situated in the city in Sydney. Damn convenient and it's GREAT.

with the share with the price it is cheap.If we could make our mind earlier, we can get cheaper.

2 Bedroom, 2 bathroom. Gym, spa and pool. Kitchen with utensils, plates ready, Soaps, detergent. ^^

Lazy to go out find food in the 1st day, so Alex and eugene cook for us... babies..^^

Apparently, this was my idea of combination for these.....

Surprisingly, you'll find this category of food does NOT...let me write this again...DOES NOT go together. Carbonara does not go with chicken and bread and NUTELLA and garlic bread (-.-")

In the end, me, eugene and alex, put EVERYTHING..i mean EVERY THING together like a BURGER and eat it....

For the reason of..... when it comes out it is still combination of everything...-shit-

1st one to K.O of the day------ ME sleeping on the couch...

QVB -Queen Victoria Building @ Sydney

The classic design shopping mall which sell all Branded things, luxury goods.

Fish Market @ Sydney

The city of Sydney. View from the bridge

IMAX theatre

Down the escalator and Aquarium here we go...... ;)

Aquarium

what i think is that purchasing the Aquarium entrance fee with Wildlife and Sydney Tower will be worthable because it save $$. plus you can go whenever you want. Unless you're not interested in wildlife insects or animals...

Anyway, what the aquarium i'm interest is the sharks....other than that....hmmm boring...because.. Malaysia has much more reef and underwater creatures to be seen ^^ if u go scuba diving or snokering ^^ at those islands..

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Night View Outside

To be continue..................