Just realized that I havent blogged a single entry this year except on the 1st of January. Tsk tsk. Shall blog a short entry today. Recap of the whole year. Work has been the same stagnant, if not, worst in my case. Still unable to adapt to the management style of my nurse manager. But I shall strive on. My passion for neuro is still burning. Degree class has come to an end. Am done with the final module and its exam. Just waiting for results. Body wise, still as terrible I guess. Had been continuous eating and not exercising at all. Totally given up on dieting. Lolx. Life should be spend more more beautiful and meaningful things than dieting. Only a short admission to the hospital for a few days for investigation of my migraine. Am so glad that it is just migraine and nothing serious as what my GP was worried about. On just have to continue my daily dose of migraine prevention medications and normally, migraine-free for weeks or days before starting to have some bad attack again. No personal life at all due to juggling with work and studies. Continue to be my hermit crab at home. Well, my true friends will understand me and that's all I need. Only "romance" in my life is of my growing love towards my man. Hehe~ He is the only one that I truly interested in now. Hopefully, this interest in me can sustain and jealousy towards others because of him can reduce. Feel so silly to get jealous because everyone including me knows that he will never become mine. Haha. Never mind, dreams are meant to be keep one hopefully. For now, I shall go back and continue to struggle with my presentation for Journal Club! I can do it!!!
Saturday, January 01, 2011
2011's resolution! ♥
12:02 AM
Happy new year, everyone! Hope that all the unhappiness in 2010 will be replaced and forgotten in 2011! Decided that I should not come up with a 2011 resolution for I've feel happy for myself. Hence, I truly hope 2011 would be a better year for everyone. Everyone would be happier with what they have or going to have. Stay healthy so we can achieve whatever in life we want to achieve! Thanks for being in my life. Thanks for staying by my side. Lastly, My Darling Jocie Chua is coming back!!!!!!
Friday, December 31, 2010
reflecting 2010 ♥
11:19 PM
Although I haven't been blogging much for 2010. I think I should still do a relection. I've been thinking alot these few days. Thinking whether I've achieved anything in 2010. Maybe starting with my resolution for 2010 would be a good way.
2010's resolution: *Get a degree- Well, successfully applied and currently doing. So, considered achieved!
*Regular exercising Absolutely failed! Lolx!
*Lost at least 5kg- hopefully, to size 14 or below... Absolutely failed too! Gained back some of the weight I've lost in 2009!
*Stop spree-ing so much I think, partially achieved due to my degree because of financially constraint!
*Spend more time with my friends This should be one of the easiest to achieved which I failed! I became more homely than ever in my whole life! I'm officially a full-grown 宅女 cum 干物女!
*Keep my hair till waist level (although not really within my control) Lol~ Just measured my longest strand from my back, it is!
*Keep my rooms more organised My mummy have achieved that for me! HeHe~
*Practice my piano for at least 1hour every two days Oops~ no time! All time devoted to my degree~ No Life!
*Learnt at least 2 new classical music piece Well, read the above reason and you'll know whether I've achieved it anot. Lolx!
*Be more FEMININE! I think I have. My friends, you guys can decide whether I have achieved that.
So concluding from the above, I've actually failed most of the resolution. But it's also one of the most fulfilling and happy year for me. First, I've completed my advanced diploma. Secondly, I've gained lots of new friends not only in Singapore but also overseas. The overseas friends are the ones I treasured most other than my lovelies now with me~ They showered me with so much love than it surprised me... Lastly, although I'm still not having much self-confidence. But I felt very at ease with myself already. So, I feel, 2010 is a good year for me. What about you?
Saturday, November 06, 2010
더멋진사람만날게~널후회게만들어줄게! ♥
9:30 PM
Hey all, I'm back! Have been missing in action for a long time since I've last blogged. Nothing much about my life except work and school. But I'm happy and contented about my life now. Maybe because I've already poured out my bottled up feelings, I actually don't feel so bad when I saw him again. In fact, I can walk up/past him confidently and ignoring him. Lolx! Below is a song I like alot recently. It's called 'Go Away' by a korean girl group, 2NE1. Super cool! Love the lyrics~ It's girl power~!
Saturday, October 09, 2010
fanscination~ ♥
11:50 PM
As my birthday drew closer, the less excited I feel. Perhaps I have reached the age where by celebration is no longer need. Some old fascination of mine since childish. I used to think that spending birthday with the guy you love is sweet. The day maybe begins with him sending a bouquet of flowers to your workplace if working, if not, sending to the house early in the morning. Then, maybe go for a simple dinner outside or cook a simple dinner at home. Seems like everything I asked for is so simple. But yet, which guy on earth would bother how I feel or wanted? I can't be bothered anymore. I no longer feel thrill or excitment coming when my birthday is coming. Just hope the day can pass smoothly. Although I still wish one day my fascination will come true.
Friday, October 01, 2010
touched~ ♥
4:05 AM
Just finished reading a book by Jiu Ba Dao, titled Yue Lao. It's basically talking about love but in another weird way. The main male character was striked by lightning when he was proposing to his girlfriend. Before he died, he requested to see his girl, to make sure she's safe. And so, he got his reply as well. Then the whole story begin on his journey as a ghost and how he became a Yue Lao so that he can go back to see his girl. And, it's the love between them that touched me. The guy was sure that this girl will be his wife since grade 3. The girl never agreed to be with him although they have been very close. At a point, it was explained that the girl hope the guy will just keep on wooing her for fear that he will dump her one day if she agreed to be with him. And, along the way, things propped up and all. Very touching story. I cried throughout the 2 hours plus reading the whole book. Very touched by the guy's love for his girl. A very incidentally finding of a good book.