__:: my letters to you                                                                                                 ::  [ ary ]



:: tengok balek -

haha

looking back ,
3 yrs ago.

haha
the irony,the shame.
my what was i thinking.
her?!

didnt it ever occur to me?
how it would make me feel so out of place
how i would never fit in even if i tried
how the culture difference would come as a complete total shock

only there for short term happiness-

where the fuck did i put my brains man.
oh where the fuck did i put my brains.

::

an entry about realisation-
and shame
and reflections.
theres so much that i wanna say.

but.

im happy with who i am now.
=))
happy,would be an understatement.

hard to describe love, isnt it? =)

-

ary-

ary - skidded off the path @ 10:37 PM

:: hands of blood -

am waiting for her to come -
listening to hands of blood.
argh. am so hungry //

::

like,
so much for taking care-
you force me to wake up a 340 in the bloody morning
and work half asleep
all for fucking twenty dollars?

it isnt that isnt it?
you didnt want your
oh-so-sweet-i-love-him-so

fucker to get tired isnt it?

and at MY fucking expense you bloody did just that.

i believe in karma.
one day, one fine day soon,
you'll know how it'll fucking feels.

::

you know what?
your WHOLE family is BULLSHIT.
pandai "jack".
and thats all you guys are ever good at.
you think,
with your fucking words you can make me do anything.
think again.

slowly your place-
its gonna be destroyed.

::

you think im naive.
you think im easy to manipulate.

watch your back
, brother.
watch your back.

::

ary-

ary - skidded off the path @ 6:59 PM


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:: skud

silent screams
You.

Hearsay:: smile ::



:: me
Bukhary.
Believes in God.
Guitars,Drums,
Music.

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Rock.
Attitude.
Reds.
Nuff' Said.

:: you
[] Sarah
[] rabiah
[] kin!
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fina
[] ria
[] aini
[] ash
[] aja
[] Lela


Sometimes, you think you know so much about me. You think you finally did break the silence. Think again. Im not that simple.