__:: my letters to you                                                                                                 ::  [ ary ]



:: chapter 4

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Give me your hand,
blood is spilt and man will follow.
infernal man,
punishment too great to bear.

Raise your head and taste the courage
the one of light
Fall from grace, unholy night

::

like they say,hardcore isn't the music you listen to.
-its the way you express yourself-

::

i can hear the clock ticking.
but why am i still awake?

::

ahh the pleasures of sleep.
had a weird,weird dream last night.
eh LYNN! u were in that dream laaa!
ha-

the story of -
unbuttoned shirts
boobs
white vespas
free helmets
and
suicide.


::

like,
i dreamt myself seeing this man hanging from the bamboo pole.
limp,lifeless.

it felt so real.
the stench-
the texture-
the picture-

::

and its still troubling me.
i dont know why.

::

sleepwell,love.
and with each tick of the clock,
imma second closer to meeting you =)

::

to not show,
doesnt mean-
to not Love.

ary-

ary - skidded off the path @ 3:39 AM

:: six in the morning

...and im wide awake-

::

oblivious to their presence,
she sits in a corner
slumped,with a cigg in between her fingers
once inna while
kissing,
teasing,
flirting,
and then
challenging the glaring stares
puff
puff
puff.

take it off.
take it off
and dont put it on again.
never.

it isnt what u perceive it to be.
not just a piece of cloth -
its a symbol of ur faith.

dont you feel the stares?
dont you hear the hisses?
cant you see your loved ones
hanging their head in shame
while you live with all your glory,

::

- melayu dah mati , a friend of mine said.

melayu
dah
mati.

::

ary -

ary - skidded off the path @ 5:54 AM

:: like his screams -

hmm.this sucks. i cant bloody upate this thing here coz the laptop wont respond to the enter button. grrr. alright someothertime then. somestuffstho. puff.screamswithinthecar.puff.sobsfromher.puff.'akuakanbuatkomenyesalmengenaliakusundal'. puff.slamsdoor.puff.moresobs.puff.oifuck.wouldyouleaveheralone.puff. i need the enter button la. meeting you inna few =)

ary - skidded off the path @ 4:38 AM

:: like,deliriously

nyeh.some of you guys might have caught that entry full of hatred , angst and such.
put up for only a short while.
ha-
i guess its better to put it down.

so much for free speech.


its hard to describe that ass.
he's like,
a fucker who can be a motherfucking money swindling ass at times,
and at other times hes okay.

Just Okay.
Not "oh you're my bestest greateast friend on this planet and i wanna go fuck your mom while doing cartwheels!"

::

how the hell am i going to say ok to all that ego and pride?
tell me can?

::

can't you see?
with all that attitude,
all your old friends,
they're pulling away from you one by one ever so slowly.

::

ingat.
ko nak mengire dengan aku kan?
jgn terperanjat aku mengire ngan kau balik.
baru sedolar lebih.
aku ingat.

::

i've had enuf of this shit.
soon,
you wont hear from me too.

::

ary-

ary - skidded off the path @ 8:45 AM

:: don't ::

don't test my patience.

motherfucker.

ary - skidded off the path @ 5:20 PM

:: the blog. ::

i wonder why everyone tries to write something intellectualy challenging everytime they update their stupid blogs. isnt it tiring?

-_-"


ohwell. been 'lost' fer quite some time..globetrotting...NOT.
just been.. lost. =)

lifes been a routine.
but hey no ones complaining..

been people watching alot.
and oh i miss -
aishah
rahul
rohib
raja
ayu
nengg
popok
comot
rahmat
raja
sonya
puja
and fiza!

=))

ahh they're all cats in case ur'e wondering..
cept for the last one tho.
that one eh.. erm
cat with really funky hair =)

alright im hungry.
i'll write an "intellectualy challenged" post sometime soon =)







in the meantime,
go wash ur undies or smth.
peace-

ary - skidded off the path @ 7:34 PM


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:: skud

silent screams
You.

Hearsay:: smile ::



:: me
Bukhary.
Believes in God.
Guitars,Drums,
Music.

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Rock.
Attitude.
Reds.
Nuff' Said.

:: you
[] Sarah
[] rabiah
[] kin!
[]
fina
[] ria
[] aini
[] ash
[] aja
[] Lela


Sometimes, you think you know so much about me. You think you finally did break the silence. Think again. Im not that simple.