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updates. updates. updates. sigh. vague.dont understand dont complain. pool her bike stupid 5-finger,5-gear theory. campbridge engrish. :: duty. duty. duty. to the nation- to the family- to almighty- sick. sicksicksick. :: her =)) :: what if. what if the power was shifted to us? would we become who we are today? im just another statistic. sad life huh. :: tummyache. fuckin tummyache. :: quit it. arghhh - puffpuffpuff. :: eh alfian. maner ko menghilang da. ni special segment utk ko ha. tah ko bace ke tak. haha :: ary. ary - skidded off the path @ 7:17 AM i never knew parents could be first-class hypocrites, who really think they're right, who think they're sooooo religiously inclined, who think that everything they do is right, and who think cheating their son is perfectly fine. well, at least my mom is. urgh. i tell you i cant live like this much longer. like, my patience being stretched to the fuckin limit. once i turn twenty one then thats it. like, seriously. :: motherfucker. dont think you can continuously take FINANCIAL ADVANTAGE of me. coz im fucking sick of it. and im gonna give your shit right back in your face coz i dont give a fucking fuck anymore, understand? hur hur. i might just set fire to one of your worldly possesions, asswipe. :: on a lighter note, (dont mind me sharing yea) something i came across on wan's blog : Well, National day is over but i still love Singapore and i'll tell you why k.. 1.Where else in the world can you find nonyas(yes those irritating creatures have taken a liking to crocs) They are the epitome of pain in the ass and neck(they are THAT annoying) Well you can count on them to cut your queue, hit you just to get to the front of the queue, block the way, dig their nose in public and act as if its the coolest thing in the world.. the list goes on, you get the idea. 2.Obviously people in singapore haven heard of the robin hood, cause we believe in stealing from the poor to give to the rich. Well they raise bus and taxi fares when the companies are ALREADY MAKING PROFITS. Just so that the people who own the bus and taxi companies can buy the latest models of cars and go on holidays and buy golden taps, urinals and toilet bowls. While we the 'commoners' have to bear with the annoying nonyas and people with bad b.o. on the bus. 3.Well in singapore every fucking thing you do has a law/statute/ regulation. I bet if you look hard enough, you can find a law that tells you the 'legal' way to scratch your balls or adjust your underwear 4.Singapore's revenue is probably generated by the taxes on ciggarettes. The ministers' pay probably comes from the profits they make on ciggarettes. And after that the ingrates, ban smoking everywhere. Fuck just don't sell ciggarettes la..oh yah i forgot.. where would you find the money to pay the ministers. 5.I love singapore.. why? cause any job you want to find requires you to speak mandarin. Even if you want to be a mime, a job requirement is to speak mandarin. Talk about racial harmony and 'in singapore its all about meritocracy and not about race..' fuckk youuu.. 6.In singapore right, we have this saint called, Harry Lee. He has been in singapore forever and he is like 324 years old. When he's dead they would probably preserve his body and put it in every parliament meeting. I love you singapore.. (13th august post) :: funny as it may come across, he does have valid points. like,the transport system hiking up fares.what the shitload is all that about? and harry lee not ever dying.black magic ahh but the most valid point imo is the mandarin thingey. so what if they make up the majority of this asswipe country? try swapping the 'mandarin' factor with 'malay' or 'tamil' or 'arab'. we'll see how they'll likeit, bunch of motherfucking asswipes. ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 12:41 AM haha looking back , 3 yrs ago. haha the irony,the shame. my what was i thinking. her?! didnt it ever occur to me? how it would make me feel so out of place how i would never fit in even if i tried how the culture difference would come as a complete total shock only there for short term happiness- where the fuck did i put my brains man. oh where the fuck did i put my brains. :: an entry about realisation- and shame and reflections. theres so much that i wanna say. but. im happy with who i am now. =)) happy,would be an understatement. hard to describe love, isnt it? =) - ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 10:37 PM am waiting for her to come - listening to hands of blood. argh. am so hungry // :: like, so much for taking care- you force me to wake up a 340 in the bloody morning and work half asleep all for fucking twenty dollars? it isnt that isnt it? you didnt want your oh-so-sweet-i-love-him-so fucker to get tired isnt it? and at MY fucking expense you bloody did just that. i believe in karma. one day, one fine day soon, you'll know how it'll fucking feels. :: you know what? your WHOLE family is BULLSHIT. pandai "jack". and thats all you guys are ever good at. you think, with your fucking words you can make me do anything. think again. slowly your place- its gonna be destroyed. :: you think im naive. you think im easy to manipulate. watch your back, brother. watch your back. :: ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 6:59 PM - Give me your hand, blood is spilt and man will follow. infernal man, punishment too great to bear. Raise your head and taste the courage the one of light Fall from grace, unholy night :: like they say,hardcore isn't the music you listen to. -its the way you express yourself- :: i can hear the clock ticking. but why am i still awake? :: ahh the pleasures of sleep. had a weird,weird dream last night. eh LYNN! u were in that dream laaa! ha- the story of - unbuttoned shirts boobs white vespas free helmets and suicide. :: like, i dreamt myself seeing this man hanging from the bamboo pole. limp,lifeless. it felt so real. the stench- the texture- the picture- :: and its still troubling me. i dont know why. :: sleepwell,love. and with each tick of the clock, imma second closer to meeting you =) :: to not show, doesnt mean- to not Love. ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 3:39 AM ...and im wide awake- :: oblivious to their presence, she sits in a corner slumped,with a cigg in between her fingers once inna while kissing, flirting, and then challenging the glaring stares puff puff puff. take it off. take it off and dont put it on again. never. it isnt what u perceive it to be. not just a piece of cloth - its a symbol of ur faith. dont you feel the stares? dont you hear the hisses? cant you see your loved ones hanging their head in shame while you live with all your glory, :: - melayu dah mati , a friend of mine said. melayu dah mati. :: ary - ary - skidded off the path @ 5:54 AM hmm.this sucks. i cant bloody upate this thing here coz the laptop wont respond to the enter button. grrr. alright someothertime then. somestuffstho. puff.screamswithinthecar.puff.sobsfromher.puff.'akuakanbuatkomenyesalmengenaliakusundal'. puff.slamsdoor.puff.moresobs.puff.oifuck.wouldyouleaveheralone.puff. i need the enter button la. meeting you inna few =) ary - skidded off the path @ 4:38 AM |
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:: skud silent screams :: me i_c_3@hotmail.com :: you Sometimes,
you think you know so much about me. You think you finally did break the
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